Beauty across the cloud

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Luo Weiqiu felt bad, he was jealous, in the dead of night, it was the most suitable time to be alone and sulk.It's a pity that the vinegar collapsed before he finished eating, only to hear a loud "bang" outside the door, shaking the two people on the bed.

"What's wrong?" Jin Lan fumbled to sit up.Luo Weiqiu pressed his shoulders and pushed him back into the quilt.Then, he got out of bed with bare feet and pushed open the door, only to see that the dark living room was empty, and there was clearly nothing there. Floating motionless in mid-air, staring directly at him, looked extremely weird.

It turned out that the kitten in the living room was playful and mischievous. It jumped onto the table by itself and knocked down a cup.

"Meow—" The green eyes flickered, it was the cat stretching on the dining table, listening to its tone, it seemed very dissatisfied.

"I've been sleeping all afternoon, and now I'm refreshed." Before Luo Weiqiu could figure out what to do with this little ancestor, Jin Lan in the room said: "It wants to go into the house and sleep, let it sleep in the living room, it doesn't Happy."

Then, he patted the bed, "Come in."

The kitten let out a "mi", a sound of joy. It jumped down without looking at Luo Weiqiu, and rushed into the room like an arrow, jumped onto the bed, rolled first, and then slammed into the bed. He lay down next to Jin Lan, with his tail coiled beside him, looking very comfortable.

everything is fine.It's just that the cat took Luo Weiqiu's place.

Luo Weiqiu was extremely depressed, what was wrong with him, why did he choose such a bully?However, it is okay to be angry with people, but it is debatable to be angry with cats.What's more, with the cat in question right in front of his eyes, he couldn't swallow this breath easily no matter what.

"Hey," Luo Weiqiu entered the room, sat down by the bed, and flicked the kitten's butt with his fingers, "you can sleep somewhere else, this is mine."

The kitten reluctantly opened its eyes, turned its head, stretched its neck, and took a mouthful of "Hang Chi".

"You—" Luo Weiqiu held his injured wrist in disbelief.

"Okay, okay." Jin Lan smoothed things over, he stretched out his hand, and the cat took the initiative to rub its head. He stroked the cat's head, then picked up the kitten and moved it to the side of the pillow.

"Bite you? Is it serious?" Jin Lan leaned forward, Luo Weiqiu didn't know what he wanted to do, but hugged him first before talking; in his arms, Jin Lan touched his hand, and asked: "Bite Where have you been?"

"Nothing, no bleeding."

Jin Lan broke away gently, and breathed a sigh of relief at the same time. He could hear Luo Weiqiu's bad tone, and comforted him: "Why are you angry with it? Maybe the living room is colder. When it's cold, the kitten loves to go to bed."

Luo Weiqiu didn't say anything, turned off the light, and he lay down, upright, the sullenness congealed into an iron plate on his chest, pressing heavily, he couldn't even bend his waist, he was surprised to find that his chest It seems to be getting smaller and smaller, and he can't understand himself anymore.

After holding back for a long time, he turned his head and said to Jin Lan, "It can be cold, can't I?"

And Jin Lan was more surprised than him, "Are you really angry with a cat?"

This is the case, irrefutable. "Can't you?"

"...Okay, why not." Jin Lan's voice became lower and lower, and when he said the last word, his voice was already like the final note at the end of a song, but the next sentence rose suddenly, "But you and the cat It's different."

"Why is it different?" Luo Weiqiu smiled softly in the dark again: "I also want to be by your side, leaning against you all the time, clinging to you, touching my head when you are happy, and I I will rub your palm. If you are not free, I will wait for you to come back; if you are free to accompany me, I will be happier—is there a difference?"

Jin Lan was speechless.

Luo Weiqiu lay flat on the bed, not even covered by the quilt.The room is very dark, only some faint light, which spills in from the window, flows like water.He suddenly calmed down, and continued: "However, there is a difference, that is enough for the kitten to have these, but I, I want more. Senior, I like you. You know, I like you , you've always known."

Jin Lan's breathing under the quilt trembled slightly, the surrounding was quiet, and every movement was particularly distinct. He felt embarrassed, so he could only take a deep breath first, trying to breathe calmly, so as not to appear so flustered.When he finally got his breath together and wanted to say something, Luo Weiqiu suddenly said, "It's nothing, it's boring, just forget about it and go to sleep."

After finishing speaking, Jin Lan heard some small sounds beside him, and he guessed that it was Luo Weiqiu who turned over.

Luo Weiqiu turned his back to him and stopped looking at him.

"I..." Previously, every word Jin Lan wanted to say was stuck in his throat like a stone, and he couldn't utter a word; but now these stones have all turned into air and disappeared between breaths. It was so empty that he couldn't say anything.

Say what?

I'm sorry, don't be angry - what position do you have to say that?

Are you still cold, are you covered with a quilt - please, this is too hypocritical.

Don't ignore me - why?Does Luo Weiqiu like him?

Jin Lan sighed silently, he finally admitted that Luo Weiqiu's words were right: nothing, boring, forget it, go to sleep.

Avoidance is always best, best not to talk about it.

In the darkness that belonged to him, in the midst of anxiety, Jin Lan didn't say a word.The breath of the night wound him into a cocoon like a thread, and he sank in a mass of chaos and nothingness, and he fell asleep.

In the dream, he went to a place where no one was around, surrounded by colorful, birdsong and flowers, there are many wonders, there are mountains, river valleys, and an endless wilderness, the golden wheat in the distance, the south wind blows through every corner, but He was so unfamiliar with this; the scene changed after a while, and he came to the familiar campus again, walked into the corridor that he had walked through countless times, and the juniors and younger sisters he knew hurried past, but they never looked at him, and he tried to strike up a conversation , no one stopped for him.I don't know when, from nowhere, a lot of black hair gushed out to cover him, and he couldn't even make a sound; when he opened his eyes again, he was in a small boat, exiled to a quiet lake, he was in In the middle of the lake, calling everywhere, all he heard was his own echo.Even in a dream, he knew in his heart that no matter whether it was familiar or unfamiliar, they all abandoned him.The lake he is in is called loneliness. Loneliness is no matter how hoarse you are, you can only hear your own echo; no matter where you look, you can only see your own reflection.

He was sick and couldn't see. Although he kept comforting others that he was only temporarily blind, how could he not be afraid in his heart?When calm falls apart, panic takes its place.There was absolutely no horror scene in the dream, but he inevitably panicked. He knew that this was the world after he went blind—to be a lonely person, forever and ever, spinning in the middle of the lake; no matter how many people walked on the shore , no one will see him, no one will hear him.He will never be a sane man again!

Luo Weiqiu was awakened by Jin Lan. In his sleep, he vaguely felt the people behind him trembling.He quickly turned around, leaned over, and gently stroked Jin Lan's face.

His hands were wet, and Jin Lan's forehead was covered with sweat.

"I'm afraid, I'm afraid..." Jin Lan murmured in his dream, and he unconsciously grabbed Luo Weiqiu's collar.

Luo Weiqiu didn't say anything, he didn't even try to wake Jin Lan up.He started to kiss Jin Lan's forehead, wiping away all the fine beads of sweat; then went down, kissing his eye sockets and the bridge of his nose.Other places may be passed by, but the lips cannot be easily let go. He used his tongue to pry open the two rows of Jin Lan's closed teeth, and slowly penetrated, and captured the tip of Jin Lan's tongue. How logical it is to suck it up.

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