Beauty across the cloud

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However, the lessons of history tell us that what Jin Lan said - we can't believe it all.

Even Jin Lan herself felt that she might be like the supporting actor in TV dramas: the good words they said were not false at the beginning, and even the faces that made easy promises would still shine when they were young and frivolous; However, as time goes by, this feeling also loses water and vitality day by day, and becomes shriveled, until the silk of memory is ground into the sandpaper of reality.

It is flat, without a trace of waves, without luster, and without any dreamy colors that attract people's daydreams.There is only a rough touch, which makes people don't want to touch it too much.

Such people, in idol dramas, are at most the third male and the fourth male, such as the heroine's ex or childhood first love, and they will be offline after three episodes.If there is any effect, it is also used to set off the hero's deep love and no regrets - it sounds like a suitable setting for Luo Weiqiu.Thinking of this, he smiled slightly.

Yes, they are not from the same show.Even if they are in the same frame for a short time, there will not be too much intersection.

That's how it should be.

In fact, when Luo Weiqiu carried him downstairs, he didn't say anything, and even boldly put his chin on Luo Weiqiu's shoulder.The stairs of the hospital are usually crowded with people, Luo Weiqiu is squeezed by people from time to time, and he will follow suit.This is not the frightening Akira, but the kind of "Akira" you feel when you go out with your first love for a spring outing and boating in the middle of the lake.Erratic and swaying, my heart is sometimes steady and sometimes throbbing.The lights in the corridor were also turned on brightly during the day, and he could feel the beating fuzzy light source even when he closed his eyes, like mischievous starlight falling into a deep well.

But as soon as he walked out of the hospital, the cold wind hit his face, and he woke up instantly.

He didn't even have to wait for the time to pass.

He just needs to remember who he is and where he is, and all the throbbing will stop here.

Yes, that's how it should be.

He thought so.

Luo Weiqiu was very surprised why Jin Lan refused to let him carry it when he left the courtyard. He hadn't realized that he was no longer welcome, and in his panic, he thought that he had done something wrong to make Jin Lan unhappy, and he was worried. Feeling uneasy, he cast a questioning look at Qin Suian.

Qin Suian rolled her eyes, and she said: "The emotional world of your adults is really complicated." Then she said helplessly to Jin Lan: "Brother, don't play childish temper, do you want me to carry you to the intersection to take a taxi?" what?"

"What did you say?" Jin Lan was taken aback for a moment, his originally stiff expression loosened a bit.

"I said you fucking don't play childish temper! You two hurry up, get out of here and take a taxi, don't see how late it is, I will have a fucking meeting tomorrow morning, fuck!" a loud voice The national curse resounded in the silent cold wind, Qin Suian's long hair fluttered behind his back, like a flag waving, with a heroic air.

Jin Lan's expression softened a bit.

Playing childish temper?

Jin Lan thought that Qin Suian's words might be true.

Naturally, the hero of an idol drama is not so easily frustrated and admit defeat.Jin Lan refused to let her back, so Luo Weiqiu supported her, but she never left an inch.

Jin Lan took a small step back in his heart, he thought, well, then go home.

Sitting on the back seat of the taxi, while thinking this way, he quietly pulled his hand away from Luo Weiqiu's palm.

After Luo Weiqiu noticed it, she didn't say anything or do anything, she looked down at the empty palm, and then clenched into a fist.

Qin Suian saw the boy's handsome eyebrows in the rearview mirror, and then saw Jin Lan, who looked downcast and calm.

Jin Lan is affectionate, Luo Weiqiu is dedicated to love; the suffering of passion lies in self-inflicted pain, and the luck of dedicated love lies in self-inflicted fatigue without knowing it.

She sighed slightly in her heart.After tossing around for most of the day, everyone is going to be tired.She leaned tiredly on the back of the chair, half-closed her eyes, and in the corner of her eyes, the neon lights on both sides of the road slipped past them without any hesitation through the car window.

In fact, she once asked Jin Lan about Luo Weiqiu.She still remembered that the weather was fine that day, the sun was shining on the window sill, Jin Lan was sitting at the table drinking water, heard her question, and then said slowly: "He still has time, he can return to his original position, no need Bear those stares and criticisms, and don't need to look at my mother's disappointed eyes."

"how about you?"

"I, whatever."

He answered very easily, as if he was about to face something soft like spring breeze and flowing water.

The calculation in Jin Lan's heart was well planned, and Luo Weiqiu was sent to the door of the house.Unexpectedly, he had just arrived at the door of the house, and as soon as he opened his mouth to say a few ruthless words, Qin Suian hurriedly opened the door, and then pushed the two of them in (Jin Lan has no doubt that if he has another Hesitation or hesitation, she might even kick the two of them into the door), and then rushed into her room, packed two pieces of clothes and toiletries in the bag like a storm, and then left like a whirlwind.

Before leaving, he left a sentence as heavy as a meteorite: "I suddenly remembered that there is an urgent matter that I have to go home, so what, you two should take care of yourself these two days!"

...Doesn't it mean that there will be a meeting...

She really left, cruelly and decisively.She really felt comfortable putting an indecisive half-blind with someone who looked okay but wasn't very bright.

At this moment, Jin Lan suddenly envied her mobility.He thought that if he could be more decisive in many moments, then... However, before he could think of the second possibility of life, he was interrupted by Luo Weiqiu's sudden question: "Senior, what did you want to say just now?" ?”

He was taken aback.The phrase "Thank you for sending me here, just send it here, don't worry about it" stuck in my throat, and I couldn't get up or down.

If Luo Weiqiu really left...With his current vision condition, he can't even make a phone call to find another person to take care of him.

The ruthless words that he was going to say could not be said, because he was so selfish.Jin Lan laughed at himself in his heart.He suddenly understood why Qin Suian had to leave suddenly.

"Senior?"

Luo Weiqiu was still waiting for his answer.Jin Lan knew that he didn't even need eyesight to know that the look Luo Weiqiu was looking at him at this moment must be worried and terrified.

However, Jin Lan calmed down a little, and said, "Thank you for sending me back, but I have to trouble you to make a phone call for me. I'll just ask my classmates to help. It's too late, you should go back early." When he said this, he had already closed his eyes, the living room was not turned on, and the dim light he could see disappeared.Luo Weiqiu sat on the chair beside him and didn't speak.At that moment, Jin Lan felt as if she was sinking in a deep pool, surrounded by stagnant water that no longer flowed.His eyes could not see, only the silence frightened him, he was dressed a lot, but felt cold.

However, the silence was suddenly broken by a voice.Luo Weiqiu said: "Okay."

Next, according to what Jin Lan said, Luo Weiqiu called his classmates and junior.Jin Lan heard that Luo Weiqiu stood up, made a few calls, then walked over and said to him, "I can't get through."

Jin Lan was silent at first, and then asked: "Actually...you are lying to me, right? You didn't fight at all, did you?"

Luo Weiqiu stared at Jin Lan, he hadn't changed much in the past few years, he was still so thin and pale.A man with very black hair, a very white face, and delicate features, years have treated him favorably.The street lights on the street outside seem to be broken, and there is no light inside and outside, very dark, only when there is a car passing by outside the window, there will be some light and shadow changes in the room.In an instant, the light flickered past again, half-bright and half-extinguished, much like a dream.

In fact, they knew each other from the game, and then met offline, and then they got together and separated, happy and sad, and finally in such a dark room, Jin Lan closed his eyes so that he was allowed to be straight. Looking at him with a kind of naked eyes, this is a long enough dream in itself.

Luo Weiqiu said: "Well, I'm lying to you."

Then Jin Lan heard him tentatively say: "Actually, you have lied to me several times, and I lied to you this time. It's not too much, right? You're not angry, are you?" After all, Jin Lan's current situation, He has to bear half of the responsibility, and now he is so stubborn, he can't help but blame himself and feel uneasy.

"... Then you can make a few calls for me, I want someone else to come..."

"No." Luo Weiqiu found that he had grasped Jin Lan's life, and his tone was decisive. If a third person saw his uncompromising expression at the moment, he would find that he had begun to regard himself as Jin Lan's guardian.He said: "You have me, what other people do you want?"