Beauty across the cloud

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"Luo Weiqiu, wait a minute!"

After the report was over, the students rushed out of the door, and Luo Weiqiu also wanted to get up and leave.Seeing this, Jin Lan struggled to squeeze through the crowd and shouted at his back.

Sure enough, Luo Weiqiu heard it, and he stopped.He didn't turn around, but just tilted his head slightly, as if he managed to squeeze out some time in his busy schedule, and gave Jin Lan an impatient look.On both sides of him, the chattering students were still walking forward, and he stood in the middle of the two streams of people, like a hard and cold sword, a little temperatureless eyes, just the sharp edge of the sword, always ready Hurt.

"Is there a problem?"

It was this look that reminded Jin Lan of when he first met Luo Weiqiu.

"I..." He choked on the spot, not knowing what to say.

But it was only at that moment, and in the next second, Luo Weiqiu changed into the stylized smile he used to face customers, and asked politely and restrainedly: "Then, senior, shall I go first?"

"Wait!" Jin Lan quickly rushed up and grabbed Luo Weiqiu's arm.At this time, the people in the lecture hall had almost left, and no one paid attention to them.

Luo Weiqiu looked down at Jin Lan's hand on her arm.

Just like Jin Lan's gaze when Luo Weiqiu held onto Jin Lan a long time ago, Luo Weiqiu's gaze today cuts like a knife.Jin Lan's heart seemed to be falling in the cold wind, he couldn't get up or down, so he had no choice but to withdraw his hand.He clearly remembered that they were no longer a relationship that could be talked about.

They are only worthy of a gentle tug, and then immediately get out of the way as if avoiding suspicion.Just once, no more.Jin Lan suddenly felt uncomfortable.

The discomfort woke him up a bit, he raised his head, regained his previous dignity, and asked calmly, "Why did you do this?"

"Are you asking questions?"

"You know what I mean, are you here to make trouble?"

"I'm asking this question sincerely, but I'm also here to make trouble."

"... Where did I provoke you?" Jin Lan's momentum suddenly weakened.

"Yeah, where did you provoke me? Maybe, I just don't like how the senior is doing so well now." Luo Weiqiu stood where he was, with his hands in his pockets, with a relaxed smile on his face.

"...Are you blaming that text message? I, I'm sorry, I didn't think carefully, and I shouldn't have sent you." Jin Lan suddenly became embarrassed, his fingers curled up unconsciously, his gaze began to shift, his head It's going to go down again.

Seeing him trying to evade, Luo Weiqiu's resentment slowly gathered: "Oh. What else? Why are you sorry for me?"

"Also, there's that kiss. I was confused that night, what I said and what I did, don't care about it... In short, blame me for not being sober, I'm sorry."

Luo Weiqiu didn't speak for a few seconds.Finally, he took a deep look at Jin Lan and said, "It's up to you."

He has asked You Lejia for leave since the end of the summer vacation, saying that he has something to go back to school, and You Lejia saw that he was always out of his mind, so he asked him to come out to relax. Anyway, they had agreed at the beginning that Luo Weiqiu could feel free at any time. can go.Before leaving, she told Luo Weiqiu that if she encountered any difficulties, she could go back at any time.

After Luo Weiqiu came back, he first found a hotel around the school to stay, as if he really went back to his alma mater to nostalgia, walked around the campus and spent a few days aimlessly.

This time he returned to school, he did not inform anyone, including Wei Han who stayed at the school to study in graduate school.What are you doing back here?Want to see Jin Lan?What did you say when you saw him?He never thought about it.

If you don’t think well, think about it slowly.He muddleheadedly lived a life he had never experienced in the past few years: sleeping in a hotel near the school during the day, and walking around at night.

The early autumn in the north is the most pleasant, the heat has dissipated, the chill has not yet come, the sky is clear and the clouds are comfortable, but there have been only two rains, so you have to add more clothes.The shortness of early autumn is like those good times in life.

After it rained, the trees in the school began to shed their leaves.The phoenix tree, ginkgo, neem, coral tree, the acacia outside the cafeteria that is particularly aggressive in early summer, and the pagoda tree next to the dormitory are all gray and defeated, temporarily dormant, and wait for the next spring.After a rain, there is a large leaf on the ground, and there is no time to clean it.When Luo Weiqiu walked by, it was like stepping on four years.A thick layer, stepped on, no sound.

The row of sweet-scented osmanthus in front of the teaching building is very prosperous, it is its season, and it will give full play to it.When the students in class in the building are distracted, they like to look through the window to see the yellow bones hidden in the leaves. They are scattered, seemingly low-key, but show their presence with fragrance.

In the first few days, Luo Weiqiu was still very happy.He walked around the school, picking up some beautiful leaves from time to time. For this reason, he bought a children's picture book in the bookstore in front of the school.The eight-open hard shell is very suitable for clipping leaves.Luo Weiqiu walked and picked, thinking that this would look good as a specimen, if it was given to the senior... Then he thought, he can no longer show it to Jin Lan like a treasure.

Luo Weiqiu's good days after returning to school ended on the night he met Jin Lan.To say he met was an exaggeration, he didn't even go up to say hello.That day Jin Lan waited in the laboratory to collect the data, stayed until almost twelve o'clock, and then left in a hurry before the back door closed.Luo Weiqiu saw Jin Lan on the way back to the hotel, and followed him by a ghost, and followed him all the way to Jin Lan's residence.And Jin Lan was so hasty that he didn't notice him at all.

Luo Weiqiu watched Jin Lan walk into a unit building, which was on the first floor. Someone opened the door for him, and the dilapidated corridor was immediately shrouded in warm yellow light, making it feel like home.And the woman inside the door said: "Why are you coming back so late, didn't you agree to bring me supper?"

Without raising her head, Jin Lan squeezed past her: "It's too late, the cafeterias are closed—it's better to eat less at night, it's not good for the stomach."

The night was very quiet, and Luo Weiqiu could hear every word Jin Lan said clearly. He thought that their relationship must be very close, otherwise Jin Lan wouldn't speak like this.

Before dawn the next day, Luo Weiqiu came to the family courtyard again, waited in the carport 20 meters away from the building last night, and as expected, squatted down to Jinlan again.He hurried out, the woman behind the door yelled, her tone was lazy, as if she hadn't woken up: "Then can you bring me supper tonight?"

"It depends on the situation. I may come back later today."

This conversation is actually connected to last night, like a series.Luo Weiqiu found it a little funny.

An old man who was doing morning exercises walked out of the corridor with a saddle. Luo Weiqiu went up and asked what was the relationship between the man and the woman on the first floor.

The uncle replied: Aren't they a young couple?Have lived here for almost two years!

Luo Weiqiu remained silent.

The uncle looked him up and down, and asked, "Could it be that they...are wild mandarin ducks? Young man, are you here to catch rape?"

Luo Weiqiu looked down, he was still holding the children's picture book in his hand.In the past few days, he took this with him when he went out, and it has become a habit.

The wild mandarin ducks have been wild for two years, and it is almost true love.Besides, whoever catches an adulterer will bring a book of fairy tales.he thinks.

He can be regarded as an uninvited guest at most, how can he deserve to be caught?

This year's military training for freshmen was late, and when Luo Weiqiu returned to school, he happened to see a poster of a lecture on physiology and hygiene for college students posted on the bulletin board.

Look at the speaker's column again, the two words in bold and bold: Jin Lan.

So he went to listen and asked questions like that on purpose.

At the end of the lecture, after Jin Lan stopped him, the last thing he said was: "Did you go back to school specially to make me unhappy?"

Luo Weiqiu frowned, nodded, then turned and left.

Until he walked out of the lecture hall, Jin Lan behind him didn't say a word.

After returning to the hotel, Luo Weiqiu began to think about the next step.He has a way out, at worst, go back to find You Lejia and stay in the mountains for the rest of his life.But once he thought this way, he was not in a hurry, he still had a long time left to spend on that mountain, so before going back, let him take a second look at Jin Lan.

And it would be better if he could make Jin Lan feel uncomfortable more—how could he be with others like nothing happened, how could, how could he.

However, just wandering around in school is too monotonous.Although he has savings, it is also a problem that the bank card can only be withdrawn but not withdrawn.So Luo Weiqiu found another part-time job in the fast food restaurant in front of the school.He doesn't pick a job, he can do everything by washing dishes, mopping the floor and delivering food.

Sometimes, when Luo Weiqiu stood behind the cashier and looked at the youthful faces, he would suddenly have the illusion that he was going to wait here for a lifetime.

But can you wait for him?

Just when the autumn rain was about to end, Jin Lan finally passed the fast food restaurant.

At that time, it was approaching dusk, but it was not yet the time for the students to finish class, and there were not many people.Jin Lan just came back from outside, he didn't have time to eat at noon, and he was a little free until this hour.He was sitting on a bench outside the fast food restaurant, with an umbrella on his lap, a hamburger in one hand, and a bottle of mineral water in the other. He ate lunch and dinner together, very carelessly.

Halfway through eating, someone patted him on the shoulder. He looked up and saw that it was the staff of this fast food restaurant, wearing a doll costume of a big dog, and handed him a leaflet.

Jin Lan didn't want to pick it up at first, but when she thought that most of the part-time jobs were students, she couldn't bear it, so she put down the mineral water and took it.Unexpectedly, the next "dog" handed him a pink balloon.

Jin Lan could only wave his hands, expressing that he really didn't need it anymore.

No, this man was still very persistent, so he helped him tie the balloon to his arm.Jin Lan could only smile helplessly.

"Are you a student here?" Jin Lan asked while eating.

The man nodded.

"It's hard work, isn't it?" Jin Lan smiled at him, his eyes were crooked, the smile on his face covered his tiredness, and his whole person was very warm, like the warm sun after autumn.

The man shook his head again.

Jin Lan squinted her eyes, watching the drizzle hanging down from the eaves like silk, and the people in the distance were in twos and threes, holding umbrellas, surrounded by mist.He said to himself: "It's getting colder and colder. I see that there are many people with colds and fevers lining up for outpatient clinics in the city hospital. It's not easy for you to be exposed to the rain outside."

The dog tilted its head, resting its chin on one furry paw, as if puzzled.

Jin Lan then said slowly, as if confiding: "I just came back from the hospital, I was a junior, I got into a fight with someone, and ended up in the hospital."

"Their counselor was young and couldn't keep him down, so they came to me to see if I could talk to him."

"Actually, it's nothing serious. It's nothing more than a little quarrel with someone while playing football, but both of them were very angry and couldn't control it. When I went this time, he told me that the person who fought with him was actually him." rival in love, and they're chasing the same girl."

"I said, you are very brave, why did you have a concussion?"

"He snorted and told me disdainfully that the other party was also seriously injured. I just laughed and said, why are you so proud."

"In fact, he regrets it in his heart, I can see it."

"But I really want to tell him that I envy him. Of course, I don't envy him for beating people. Hey, how should I put it, I want to be unrestrained for a while."

"Before I had someone I liked, who was a few years younger than me. I liked him very much. But we were not suitable, and we separated in the end. I told him that I hope he can live the life he should live, but I understand in my heart, I was too cowardly."

"I said that I was afraid that he would regret being with me. I couldn't bear his regret. I didn't want to be a sinner—look at me, I always start to imagine the worst consequences before things happen. But in fact , if I were braver, I would go over all obstacles and say to him, 'Other opinions don't matter, I will protect you, I will give you happiness, I will never let anyone hurt you, stay with me you You won't regret it, just follow me'."