Beauty across the cloud

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"Senior, what are you talking about with that groom?"

Not long after Jin Lan left, Luo Weiqiu was worried, so she also followed.When he finally found Jin Lan, he found that he was talking with one of the protagonists of the wedding, so he didn't go forward, but came back alone.

However, after Jin Lan also came back, Luo Weiqiu found that his expression was very abnormal: not only was he abnormally silent, but he was also drinking one cup after another.

Luo Weiqiu couldn't stop her even if she wanted to.

But fortunately, the alcohol content of the drink is not high, so people barely have a sense of sanity.

After the banquet, Luo Weiqiu was still driving on the way back.Jin Lan, on the other hand, supported her dizzy head and took a nap in the passenger seat.

Hearing Luo Weiqiu's voice at this moment, he opened his eyes involuntarily, wondering if it was the effect of alcohol, and said impatiently, "Why are you following me?"

"I worry about you."

Jin Lan sneered abruptly: "Are you worried about me? What is our relationship?"

"Didn't you say I'm your brother?"

Jin Lan smiled to herself, with her head lowered, watching her toes shaking with the vibration of the car, "You can't take it seriously, right? Mr. Luo, I'm just kidding you..."

"Senior," Luo Weiqiu could only feel the nerves on his forehead jumping up and down, causing his heart to ache, "Don't do this."

He thought about it, and felt that the key to the problem should still be his conversation with the groom.

So he tentatively asked again: "Senior, you and the groom have known each other for a long time? Are you on good terms?"

Jin Lan cast a drunken look at Luo Weiqiu, "That's right...we slept in the same bed." That look was clearly drunk and out of focus, and there was a kind of light in it, through With a gorgeous beauty.

The redness on her face spread from the inside out, spread to her lips, and spread to the corners of her eyes. Finally, Luo Weiqiu saw in the rearview mirror that even her usual fair neck was showing an unbearable pinkness.

The word "sleep" actually hurt Luo Weiqiu.

It's really no wonder, Luo Weiqiu thought, no wonder he returned to China early to attend that person's wedding, no wonder he looked so sad after talking with that person, it turned out to be an unforgettable old relationship.

But senior, what do you think of me?

Gritting his teeth, he turned the steering wheel and turned around an intersection. The neon lights outside the car were colorful, reflecting the faces of the people inside the car as ashes: "You would rather sleep on the table by yourself than sleep in the same bed as me."

"Because we have nothing to do with each other."

"Senior," Luo Weiqiu looked at the drunk man beside him, and couldn't help laughing, "He's slept with you and wants to marry a woman? Shouldn't homosexuals only like men?"

It's the three words of homosexuality again.

These three words are like a thunderbolt to Jin Lan at this moment, waking him up.He didn't know who he had provoked today, and why someone kept saying these three words in his ear from morning to now, and kept mentioning his identity.

Most of Jin Lan's wine sobered up in an instant.

"Have you really... slept?" Luo Weiqiu asked cautiously, unwilling to give up.

"Yes, slept! Are you satisfied? Why, are you now curious about how homosexuals do/love? Is this part of your research?" Jin Lan raised her head abruptly and replied with a sneer.

"Senior, you're drunk now...you're irrational now." Luo Weiqiu felt bitter.

"A person who hides other people's passports can blame others for being irrational?"

"What you are saying now is angry."

"What kind of angry talk is this? I'm gay. Isn't it natural for me to sleep with men?"

He was still smiling, showing an infinite sadness, laughing so that the world paled, and the world haggarded: "Yes, I am gay, sorry to bother you, please return my ID card after you go back." Me, I'm leaving immediately, and we will never see each other again in the future."

Never meet again.

Why can this person speak so lightly.Luo Weiqiu didn't understand.He just felt that there was a hand holding his heart, and he was almost out of breath.

"...Senior, you left the country after you threw the question to me last time," Luo Weiqiu tightened his grip on the steering wheel, with large white patches appearing on his fingertips and knuckles: "This time... If you don't think clearly, you can't go, and I won't let you go."

Although Jin Lan's sanity has somewhat recovered, her legs and feet are still very weak.After getting out of the car, he put aside Luo Weiqiu's hand and insisted on walking in the door by himself, but he staggered and almost fell down. Luo Weiqiu hurried over and simply picked him up by the waist. Jin Lan tried to struggle, but he heard him whispering in his ear: "I still remember the last time senior was drunk, I carried you back, and after you fell asleep on the table last night, I was also the one who carried you to bed... So, senior was not shy before, but now I am embarrassed ?”

After entering the room, Luo Weiqiu carried Jin Lan to the bed in the room on the second floor, helped him take off his coat and shoes, then pulled up the quilt and tucked it up.

Luo Weiqiu stretched out her hand to help him comb the scattered hair around his temples, and those eyes, which were calm in the past but hidden turmoil today, were completely exposed.

Jin Lan looked at him with cold eyes sometimes, but at other times it seemed to be filled with some kind of pain, as if he had suffered a great grievance.

However, whether it is cold or pain, they are all superficial things, and their background color is lingering affection.

Can't say enough, the reason is still chaotic.

"Senior, you rest first, I'll pour you some water."

For a moment, Jin Lan wanted to say "don't go", but the words "recognize your own position" weighed on her heart, and all inseparable things must be stopped at the throat, and she must not show her feet.

Jin Lan closed her eyes with hopelessness.

Forget it.

Jin Lan had said these two words to himself countless times before, and now he used these two words to prevaricate himself again, and it was considered handy.

He told himself that it was not difficult at all.

Forget it, these two words seem to have magical powers, no matter how deep the gully in the heart is, it can be filled in an instant, and people continue to build high-rise buildings on it. ——Until one day, the gully will continue to extend to the depths, and the heart will be split into a canyon, and all the calm and calm will collapse.

Not long after Luo Weiqiu went downstairs, Jin Lan heard her cell phone ringing in her jacket pocket.He struggled to sit up, got his coat, and took out his cell phone, only to find that it was Qin Suian who made a video call for him.

Jin Lan pressed her temple.He had a severe headache, but he was afraid that Qin Suian would make a video call to find him, or that something serious might happen, so he had to endure the nausea in his stomach for the time being, and click "Answer".

Qin Suian's face eating potato chips immediately appeared on the phone screen.

"What's wrong?" he asked, frowning.

"Wow, Jinlan, your complexion is so bad. Didn't you just return to China? What happened to you!" Qin Suian seemed to be still in the apartment, chewing potato chips in his mouth.

"...you have something to say quickly."

"Oh oh oh, I just want to ask you how the weather is in H city? I checked the weather forecast online and it says there will be snow. Is it snowing? How thick a coat should I bring? Do you know? You know, I've been sneezing for the past two days, you said that if I still catch a cold when I go back to China for vacation, and stay at home all the time, it's not worth it, you say..."

Jin Lan's head was on the point of splitting due to her chatter, and he interrupted angrily: "Is this the only thing about the video?"

"Damn, why are you so fierce? Isn't it because I sent you a message and you never replied!"

Oh yes, I don't seem to have bothered to look at my phone today.

He held the phone in one hand and rested his forehead on the other.Chest tightness, so he unbuttoned the neckline, tried his best to smooth out the breath on his chest, and said reluctantly: "The snow has stopped, I don't know if it will fall again... Ah Qin, let's talk about it later, I'm sleepy. "

"What time is it over there and you're sleepy, I said—hey, isn't that Ken?"

Jin Lan's hand that was about to hang up the video call stopped for a moment, and then he noticed that Luo Weiqiu was standing at the door of the room, and the phone's camera happened to be able to capture him.

However, due to the problem of light and image quality, she couldn't see very clearly, and could only identify it based on body shape and rough facial features, so she recognized Luo Weiqiu as the Asian youth who had a half-resemblance to him Ken.

Qin Suian immediately became excited, her voice could penetrate the roof: "Hey, Ken, what a surprise!" Then she smiled maliciously and said, "Jin Lan, you are too awesome!" Forced, I didn't realize that you are so charming before, and you actually lured them back to the country. Damn, no wonder you don't have time to reply to the news, so..."

Jin Lan hung up the video call resolutely, and then turned off the phone.

Luo Weiqiu still held the glass of water in his hand.

He came over.

"Senior," Jin Lan felt that he had drunk too much, and Luo Weiqiu's voice was trembling, "Who is Ken, and what does it mean to go back to China?"

He thought of something again, and said, "Is she that Ah Qin?"

"Luo Weiqiu," still having a headache, Jin Lan didn't want to quarrel with him anymore, so she could only say as calmly as possible: "They are all classmates I met abroad."

Luo Weiqiu put the water on the table, approached the bed, and looked down at Jin Lan: "What does that mean when you go back to China? Did you find a new love when you were abroad?"

"She just loves to talk nonsense... But what does this have to do with you? Where is my certificate? You give it to me quickly, I still have time to book a flight back to school when the weather is fine, in case it snows again..."

Luo Weiqiu was about to leave without saying a word, and Luo Weiqiu was both dissatisfied and uneasy.

Could it be that I can't catch you anymore, he thought.

"Why are you leaving?" Strangely, Luo Weiqiu's voice also calmed down, but this calmness seemed to contain danger and murderous intent.

Jin Lan asked back: "Why can't I leave? I should have left a long time ago." It was a mistake for him to step here, no, maybe the mistake happened earlier: he shouldn't have provoked Luo Weiqiu from the very beginning .

Luo Weiqiu had to drive today, so he didn't drink at the wedding. At this time, his reaction ability was not comparable to that of Jin Lan - in fact, even when Jin Lan was sober, he could not compare to him simply by comparing strength.

So in the next second, Luo Weiqiu lifted his quilt extremely fast, and then straddled his legs to get on the bed. He was still wearing a suit jacket, which somewhat restricted his movements at this moment, but it didn't matter, he had to deal with Jin Lan and even a One hand will do.

But Jin Lan felt blurred in front of his eyes for an instant, and when he saw everything in front of him clearly, he found that there was a person sitting astride him, and his hand was firmly pressed on his shoulder, looking down at him from top to bottom.Jin Lan was already weak after drinking, and now she couldn't move at all.

"What do you want to do?!" Jin Lan tried to push the hand that imprisoned him away, but it was in vain.

"Senior," Luo Weiqiu said very calmly, "You made me like this, how could you just leave like a normal person?"

"I... harmed you?" Jin Lan looked at him in astonishment, and his mind fell into chaos for a moment.

"Yeah, don't you remember how badly you fooled me in the game and how many people laughed at me. Do you know that I haven't logged in to the game since then. Senior, don't you Do you really think that saying 'I'm sorry' is useful?"

You finally brought it up.Jin Lan closed his eyes.

Since Jin Lan walked into this door, the two of them have never mentioned that unpleasant incident.

Jin Lan was apprehensive, not knowing how to repay.Luo Weiqiu cared more about Jin Lan's thoughts, and cared more about him leaving without saying goodbye.

For Jin Lan, the details of getting along last night are still vivid. He and Luo Weiqiu talked nonchalantly, and even lived in his room as if nothing had happened. This superficial harmony gave Jin Lan an illusion: as if the past Half a year is enough to cover up this matter, and the two of them can act as if nothing happened.

However, it is a guilty conscience and a person who is waiting for judgment. Since they met, Jin Lan has been subconsciously waiting for Luo Weiqiu's punishment.

Now it's finally mentioned.

So he calmed down instead, opened his eyes, and said seriously: "Then what do you want from me? Do you want to scold me? Or beat me up? As long as you can vent your anger, it's fine."

There was a kind of self-abandoned relief in his tone.

"It's all right?" Luo Weiqiu shook his head, he stared at Jin Lan without blinking, as if he wanted to engrave this person's face deeply in his mind.

After a while, he said: "Senior is very beautiful, so, you are right, I am really curious about how gays do/love."

"Senior, teach me."

"you……"

Jin Lan couldn't believe it at first, but soon understood this sentence.

After the shock, there was a kind of calm sadness in those always clear eyes.

He was thinking: That's it.

After the two of them stalemate for a while, Jin Lan even raised his hand, touched Luo Weiqiu's face, and said softly: "So what you want is this, so you can just say no earlier?...With such a handsome person Do it, am I still at a disadvantage?"

This sadness suddenly caused Luo Weiqiu to panic inexplicably.

No, Luo Weiqiu thought, I don't want this...

He even stepped back a bit, and took away the hand that was on Jin Lan's shoulder.

No, this development is wrong.

I don't mean to hurt you.

But in the next second, Jin Lan's hand was buckled on Luo Weiqiu's belt buckle, and the thin and white fingers were inserted downwards and inwards into his belt, pulling him forward slightly.

"Are you afraid?"

Luo Weiqiu was pulled forward by him, he had to lower his head, and approached Jin Lan's face even further.

The limp hair was disheveled again, and the shirts were piled up and crumpled.

He lowered his head and saw the fingers on his waist, and then moved forward to see a very skinny white wrist.The wrists are covered by white sleeves, like ice and snow wrapped in white clouds.

The line of sight continued to extend upwards, and the top buttons of the shirt were undone.The phenomenon of telangiectasia caused by alcohol still exists, so this person, from the collarbone to the Adam's apple, is light red.Further upwards, the two lips are slightly parted, they look very soft, and there is a little light, which is attractive to pick.And the corners of his eyes were wet, with a slight tinge of innocence.In the end, those eyes seemed to be able to speak, there was water in the eyes, and the eyes were moist and clear.

It's just that I don't know why, so people dare not look at it.

Luo Weiqiu leaned down, and suddenly kissed those eyes.

Seeing him leaning over, Jin Lan closed his eyes subconsciously, but he didn't realize that a tear slipped down his temples in the blink of an eye.Like a drop of rain falling into the black waves.

What kind of substance is emotion? It arises out of thin air, and how is it defined?People often say that love is as deep as the sea, but it is clearly invisible, how can it be measured?

Why on earth does it make people so sad?

There are tall trees outside the window, and the branches of the trees are covered with snow.One of them was so overwhelmed that it didn't even have time to make the sound of breaking, and it sank into the snow.

The world won't care about one more branch broken by the snow.Just like one more sad person, it is always silent.