Beauty across the cloud

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The final exam week lasts about two weeks.The exams of each college, each major, and each grade are carried out staggeredly. During this period, students walking in a hurry can be seen everywhere in dormitory buildings, libraries, and teaching buildings. They may be carrying bags or books, shuttling through the winter haze In deep sunlight.The lights in the public area are on from six in the morning to eleven in the evening. During these ten hours, there are several hunched backs and anxious faces under each light.After the heavy dew at night, the wandering students returned to the dormitory, and the discussions were nothing more than topics such as review progress and exam points.Fortunately, the hearts of young people are always light, and most of the exams are not as difficult to pass as people complained on social networking sites, so those who should be in love are still in love, and those who want to play games still have a game from time to time. , In these two weeks, although the atmosphere of the whole campus was tense, it was still lively.

However, today's Jin Lan does not have the concept of exam week, but it is obvious that he has more arduous tasks to be completed than exam week.After doing research and producing results, when it comes to the second year of research, if you can't get up and down, you won't feel relaxed.Whether to go up or enter the society, continue to stay in this major or change careers, no matter how serious the procrastination is, people must make choices in this grade. ——Actually, it’s already a bit late. People who have a clear plan for themselves have already decided in the first research period, or earlier.

"What are your plans?" Xiao Yan once asked Jin Lan while they were standing together at the corner of the open-air public corridor.

Jin Lan didn't speak, he was thinking about a parameter in an article he just reported.His arms were propped on the railing, half leaning, half leaning.Xiaoyan followed his gaze and looked into the distance.The distance is clearly empty, only the sky is low, so low that it almost overwhelms the tall buildings.Momo gray clouds are like copy and paste, stacked in a messy but orderly manner, extending to the line of the sky and the earth together.

Looking at Jin Lan from Xiaoyan's angle, you can just see the curve from his jaw to the entire profile.Jin Lan's facial features definitely do not belong to the deep and spiritual kind.Kind of like a sculpture.In fact, he feels more like a dusty landscape painting.The lines are simple, the outline is generous, there is nothing rich and colorful, just a touch of mountains and clear water.The mountains are the slightly undulating bridge of the nose, cheekbones and jaws, and the water is filled in the eyes.People can often see their own reflection in water that is too clear.

At first I thought they were of the same kind, but later I found that they were going the same way.But gradually, Yan Xueyu admitted that he just likes the water surface as calm as a mirror, and this kind of water surface does make people want to break through.However, the consequences of breaking are unknown. He is happy to see things remain as they are, and he does not want to speculate on the consequences of changing the status quo, nor does he want to consume extra energy.

The only thing he would like to think about is that water is obviously colorless, and people's irises are mostly black or brown, so why do people feel that clear eyes are like autumn water?

This is something he still can't figure out after looking into a pair of eyes many times.

Xiaoyan changed the question: "Do you have any ideas about the opportunity to go abroad for exchange next semester?"

This time Jin Lan heard it, and he shook his head.Xiaoyan sighed inaudibly. He guessed that Jin Lan himself didn't know whether the shaking of his head meant "no" or "don't know".

"I won't be going back for Chinese New Year this year," Jin Lan said.

The topic turned abruptly, Xiaoyan couldn't spit out half a puff of cigarette stuck in her throat, and coughed for a long time, which attracted the eyes of passers-by: "...What? Why?"

"There's a deadline, it's urgent."

"Really?"

"...my rabbit." Jin Lan finished speaking, but Xiaoyan understood.

"You can check it in."

"Really?" When Jin Lan was thinking, his eyes looked down, and his eyelashes drooped, like the curtain on the stage, just like this moment.

Luo Weiqiu doesn't go home during the Chinese New Year.

It's not for the work-study program. In fact, he doesn't seem to have any other interests for consumption except to recharge the game card on time.Not going home is purely because I don't want to go back.

Returning to the dormitory after the last exam, Wei Han, taking advantage of Luo Weiqiu's inattention, pounced on Luo Weiqiu and rubbed his hair, shouted, "Let's go, see you next semester", and then dragged his suitcase and left bedroom.

Luo Weiqiu didn't have a comb, and he was used to having a cropped hair, so he rarely had the opportunity to use a comb.But now that my hair has grown, I realize that this mess is quite difficult to manage.

Facing the back of a game disc, he combed his hair with his fingers to make it visible, and suddenly found that he was the only one left in the dormitory.

But this is something to be prepared for. He is used to being alone, so he doesn't feel melancholy or lonely.His only thought was that his hair had to be cut quickly.

However, it was only during the winter vacation that the small barbershops around the campus were all "scattered"—probably because the students were in a hurry to go home, and there was no business in the last few days, so the shopkeepers closed the shop early and returned home one by one. .Who would have thought that someone would be more anxious to cut their hair than to go home.Fortunately, the canteens, bathrooms and other facilities in the school are still open as normal.

It's not that Jin Lan didn't think of other ways to open up the topic.For example, after he realized that the winter vacation was approaching, he specially sent a support link to grab tickets to Luo Weiqiu, asking him to help "help me" in a tone that seemed to be sent in groups.Luo Weiqiu's reply came in less than a minute: It's all right.

Just like an experiment, Jin Lan proceeded to the next step according to the steps she heard from her junior.He pretended to ask unintentionally: "By the way, have you gone home?"

Luo Weiqiu hesitated for half a minute.According to his past experience, if he said "I won't go home", then the other party would probably ask why.But for him, explaining is really a troublesome thing.

"I've already returned." Finally Luo Weiqiu replied like this.

Since it is "already", there is no room for saying "be careful on the road".Jin Lan suddenly realized that he should ask his junior for advice on "what to do when the progress of the experiment shows another possibility".

Fortunately, Luo Weiqiu took the initiative to ask: "How about you, senior?"

"I'll be back in two days." Jin Lan replied.

He thought for a while and added: "I took the rabbit away and checked it in."

"Well, thank you for your hard work, senior."

A calm conversation ended like this.Jin Lan put the phone on the table, but it seemed to be pressing on her heart.He was inexplicably angry with himself.One minute Jin Lan wondered why she couldn't be smarter about this kind of thing; the next minute she began to question herself the last minute, whether it was too naive to worry about this kind of thing.Not a high school student anymore!

So again and again, again and again.

People who are in love are cats chasing their own tails and running around in vain.

Whenever Jin Lan gets upset, he reads the literature, and when he feels like vomiting, he goes to the game to do that boring task.Since he is often upset, he has accumulated more than half of that task every day.Is this a surprise?After Jin Lan noticed the progress of the task, she felt complicated.

Then he stopped subconsciously, secretly went to the tuba to check what Sisi was doing in the friend list.

Sure enough, it's the arena again.

Looking at Panliu again, it turns out that the two are together.

Jin Lan's fingers froze on the keyboard: he suddenly felt that this game was really meaningless.

However, at this time, he unexpectedly received a private chat from Sisi.

【Private chat】[Sisi] hi

[Private Chat] Where is [Sisi]?

Jin Lan blinked, he didn't know what to reply, so he typed a question mark and sent it.

[Private chat] [Sisi] I haven't seen you online very much recently

This is true.It's not that Jin Lan doesn't play games very much, but that she spends most of her time doing tasks on the small account, so there are indeed fewer logins on the large account.

[Private chat] [Mochizuki] Yes

[Private chat] [Mochizuki] I feel that you are very busy recently, so I don't want to disturb you

[Private chat] [Mochizuki] Then I found that the game seems to be boring

【Private chat】[Mochizuki] is less popular

【Private chat】[Sisi] It's still very interesting

Jin Lan felt that Luo Weiqiu was obviously nervous.

There is no basis or reason, and he can't see the expression or hear the tone through the Internet, he just feels this way for no reason.

[Private chat] [Mochizuki] Maybe I don’t have many friends here, and I don’t have much to do at ordinary times

[Private chat] [Sisi] I will play with you

[Private chat] [Mochizuki] Are you free recently?

[Private chat] [Mochizuki] I see you are playing in the arena

As soon as these words came out, Luo Weiqiu seemed to be stunned, and there was no reply for a long time.

Jin Lan suddenly felt a little funny.

After a while, maybe I finally thought of what to say:

[Private chat] [Sisi] Well, I'm leading someone

[Private chat] [Mochizuki] I know, I think you two have a good relationship

Silence again.

[Private chat] [Sisi] I want to let her grow up as soon as possible

[Private chat] [Sisi] When she gets familiar with the PVP side, she won't need me

Jin Lan thought for a while, then teased Luo Weiqiu wickedly:

[Private chat] [Mochizuki] Is that right, I don’t think so

[Private chat] [Mochizuki] I feel like she still needs you

Luo Weiqiu probably really doesn't know how to organize words, and Jin Lan waited five or six minutes for this sentence:

[Private chat] [Sisi] I can also accompany you

[Private chat] [Sisi] Don't quit

[Private chat] [Sisi] No, I mean

[Private Chat] [Sisi] If you are busy in life and don’t have time to play games, you don’t have to

[Private chat] [Sisi] But don't leave because you are unhappy

[Private chat] [Mochizuki] Why?

[Private chat] [Sisi] There is no reason

[Private chat] [Sisi] I just don’t want my friends to leave the game because they are unhappy

[Private chat] [Mochizuki] Do you have friends who stopped playing because they were unhappy?

[Private Chat] [Sisi] Yes

[Private chat] [Mochizuki] Then did they become happy and come back to continue playing?

[Private Chat] [Sisi] No

So you are also afraid that I will be unhappy, right?Jin Lan thought.

"So you're so insecure."This sentence stayed in the input box for a long time, and Jin Lan finally deleted it all.He even regretted deliberately teasing Luo Weiqiu a few minutes ago.

Jin Lan didn't know if Luo Weiqiu had any knots in his heart, but it was obvious that he couldn't organize words better than himself, but just now he forced him to express it.Do you want to listen to his truth, or do you regard the relationship between the two as a kind of game: you have been unhappy before, and now you have to make up for it by watching the other party's uneasiness, so as to achieve psychological balance?

Jin Lan felt that maybe it was both.

[Private chat] [Mochizuki] Okay, I see

[Private chat] [Mochizuki] I won't quit just because I'm unhappy

[Private chat] [Sisi] No

[Private chat] [Sisi] I mean

[Private chat] [Sisi] Can you just

[Private chat] [Sisi] Don't be unhappy

Seeing this news, Jin Lan suddenly realized that the world is really a collection of absurdities.When he talked to Luo Weiqiu as "Jin Lan", he was the one who was uneasy.

But at this moment in the game, the situation of the two seems to be reversed: it seems that Sisi, who cares about his friends, is more disturbed.

[Private Chat] [Watching the Moon] Good

[Private chat] [Mochizuki] I will be happy

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