Four in the same order

Yan Xin knew that her father, Yan Huan, who was sitting in the wheelchair in front of her, was so weak that he seemed to be going to sleep in the next moment, but he had no intention of holding a 45th birthday party for him from the very beginning. .

Over the past month, whenever she finished asking her father's recent situation in the voice transmission and wanted to discuss the birthday party with him, the father would always evade her with vague words, and would always make indirect remarks at the end of the conversation. Persuade her to give up the idea of ​​organizing a birthday banquet for him.

At that time, she couldn't understand it, and coupled with her willfulness, she always pretended not to understand what her father meant. After all, this was the first birthday party she personally organized for her father in her first year in office. With her passing away, how could she be willing to prove to her father that she was capable of being alone?

But after seeing her father now, she realized that what was going to pass was not only the untraceable time, but also her father's dying life.

She hadn't held Dad's hand for a long time.

In my memory, my father's hand was wide and warm, which made me feel reassured, but at this moment, the hand she was holding was telling her the pain that my father had borne these years with countless scars.

For Zhu Ming Lingshi who ignites and controls fire with their arms, their hands are their second life. However, the most precious things in Dad's life were all lost ten years ago.

His pride, his self-confidence, his best friend, his true love, all have left him.

Before the beast came into the world, who would have thought that a nine-foot man who was naturally bold and high-spirited could only rely on a wheelchair for the rest of his life, even if he tried to sit up straight, he could barely align with her waist.

Before the ferocious beasts disappeared, who would have imagined that the original boundless power would also bring destruction to themselves, and if a mortal's body wants to control the divine power, he must be prepared to be backlashed by the divine power.

Even if he will be honored as a hero by the world, and will be praised and respected by everyone, it is only a false name for the old man who can no longer swing his arms wantonly because the deeds on the back of his hand were burned by the burning soul fire.

Father's reluctance to hold a birthday banquet must be because he does not want to expose his tragic appearance to the world.

But it was obviously not like this four months ago. Even if the lower body was paralyzed, he couldn't use his spiritual power excessively, but there was no need to worry about Dad's physical condition. He survived ten years, why did he suddenly deteriorate again?

Yan Xin looked at Yan Huan who was smiling at her as if she had exhausted all her strength, and was so sad that she couldn't help herself.

"Xin Xin, don't be sad. Father's life... itself was stolen from the Holy Ancestor."

As if he couldn't bear to see his daughter feel sad because of him, Yan Huan dragged back the hands tightly held by Yan Xin, raised his right hand and patted Yan Xin's shoulder lightly, and raised his left hand to signal to stand beside him. Yan Yang behind him handed him the pair of red and black gloves that he usually used to cover the scars on his hands.

Is it because the fire is too strong to dazzle the eyes?Why do you feel that there is a faint gray border around the position where the father once made a bond?

At this time, Yan Xin's attention was all on Yan Huan, when Yan Huan's raised left hand flashed past her, she always felt a little strange.

But when she heard Yan Huan's cryptic explanation, her heart was instantly filled with astonishment, and she no longer had the heart to think about other things: "Could it be that there is no blood deed to control beasts, father, you already..."

Yan Xin couldn't say what she said later, no wonder her father suddenly became like this, that's because since the Tiansheng Festival in January this year, half of the power of holding the fire has been transferred to her body!

"No way! I'm going to Wanghoujian in eight months. When I return to Taiyi, I'll talk to the pillar masters!"

The more Yan Xin thought about it, the more frightened she became, and she got up and walked around helplessly: "As long as Dad doesn't cancel the second blood contract to control beasts, his physical condition won't get worse. Anyway, the power to hold the fire I have now is enough. Dad became like this because he wanted to protect the spirit land, if the pillar masters knew the reason, they would definitely agree!"

"Hmph! You acted so nervous in front of Dad, but I haven't seen you come back to see him in the past four months."

Although Yan Yang had been told by Yan Huan to be careful with his words before leaving the palace, seeing Yan Xin's coy attitude, he still couldn't control his mouth.

"Yangyang, why did you talk to your sister?" Even though his face was full of scars, his voice was hoarse, and he was no longer young, but Yan Huan still had his pride, and when he opened his mouth, he was still calm and pretentious, making people have to obey, "Your sister just Becoming the Lord of Zhu Ming, there are still many things to be familiarized with, even if you can't go home for a year or so, it is understandable. Besides, I am the one who concealed the truth from Xin Xin, how can you blame her?"

"The child knows his mistake."

Yan Yang knew he was wrong, and immediately bowed his head to admit his mistake.

"What's the use of telling me, tell your sister."

"...Xin, I'm sorry, brother was wrong."

Although Yan Yang was reluctant, he didn't want to make Yan Huan angry, so he could only grit his teeth and apologize.

"Okay, okay, I forgive you."

Yan Xin was distracted at this moment, and she didn't bother to tangle with Yan Yang. She waved her hand and squatted in front of Yan Huan again: "Father, you have heard what I just said. As long as my idea can come true, you can You can spend your old age in peace, and you can still see your grandchildren when the time comes, so you can't just give up like this..."

"——Xin Xin, do you think that father's current appearance is worthy of the word 'to spend his old age'?" Yan Huan interrupted Yan Xin's words, and stared at Yan Xin with unbearable sadness. Looking at her, "Father has always known that you are more like me than Yang Yang, who has not yet enlightened. If it were you, what choice would you make after going through what Dad has experienced?"

"It's getting late, Dad's body can't stand the torment now, since I've seen you, I'll go back to rest first. You too, call Chi Xi from behind, go home and rest early. Since you insist on To organize this birthday banquet for father, it must be done to your heart's content."

The sound of the wheels gradually faded away, the gate of the Nirvana Palace was closed again, and there was no one in front of him, but Yan Xin still maintained a squatting posture, and was stunned on the spot.

"Sister Xin, it's getting windy, it's time to go—"

It wasn't until Chi Xi, who couldn't see her eyes, helped her to stand up that she regained her senses.

It turned out that Zhu Ming's night would also be freezing cold.

When Chi Xi escorted her back to the Yan family's territory, Yan Xin looked at the sky absent-mindedly.

There was only a brief conversation between relatives, and nothing seemed to have changed, but Yan Xin was clearly aware that the development of the situation was gradually deviating from her expectations.

In her prediction, although it has been difficult to realize the beautiful vision of fatherly kindness, filial piety and family reunion, at least it will allow the old man to experience the wonderful feeling of three generations living together again.

In less than a year, she will naturally become Lian'er's life partner. Both she and Lian'er are in their youth and in good health. They will definitely have one or more cute and mischievous children.

She will love her offspring like her father and mother loved her back then, and she will love her Lian'er as deeply as her father loved her mother. Seeing her daughter get happiness, her father will definitely love her for her Feel happy.

But she didn't think about it, or she thought about it and she still didn't want to believe it. After losing her mother, how could her father really let go of it?

The descendants of Zhu Mingyan's family love only one person in their life.

This is not a spell that cannot force their words and deeds, but it has proved its authority with examples one after another.

They, Zhu Ming, live in difficult conditions, and their offspring are not prosperous for generations, and there are few offshoots.

Even though the Yan family plus her and Yan Yang are only four generations, except for the head of their first generation who passed away, no one can end well. Her grandmother and her father are both trapped by love and become lifeless. One by one, they took the initiative to die.

And she, who was admitted by her father to be the most like her father, will she also walk on the path chosen by her ancestors someday in the future?She didn't dare to make a statement, so she was terrified.

I have had doubts a long time ago, but I have always buried them in my heart.At the same time, he lost everything he had, so what did Dad rely on to survive?

In the past, she might not be able to figure out the answer clearly, but she has figured out the idea after being instructed by her father tonight. It is neither because of the responsibility of being the lord of the country, nor because of the obligation of being the biological father. Yu Lao's endless love for his mother.

When she was dying, mother must have said something to father.

She was able to distinguish the difference between family affection and love when she was a child, and because of this, she dared to believe that she had identified Lian'er in this life.

They are also my parents, my mother's doting on her stems from family affection, but my father's doting on her stems from his love for my mother - because my mother loves her, he will love her too, not Because she is Dad's daughter, he loves her.

Anyway, the result of her being favored in the end will not change in any way, so why should he care about where the father's love for her came from in the first place.She used to think so, but now she is a little shaken.

Maybe it's because the mother's end-of-life entrustment has passed the deadline, and the old man who has seen her and Yan Yang grow up after taking off the heavy responsibility is no longer willing to linger on and help her fulfill her unrealistic dream.

Even if she put in front of him the method that could prolong his father's life, his brows did not loosen at all.

According to her past temperament, she should have stalked until her father softened and compromised.

But a father and daughter with similar temperaments can often understand each other's thoughts without talking to each other. If it were her, she might not be able to give a perfect answer. How could she have the confidence to persuade her father to change his mind.

Therefore, if nothing else happened, the birthday banquet she organized for her father for the first time would be the only one in this life.

Because of this, no matter how many things deviate from her expectations, she has to control her temper and force herself to face reality, even if this reality makes her anxious.

At noon on April [-]rd, standing outside the Nirvana Palace, Yan Xin, who watched Han Lian and Jun Jue step off the flying basket from a distance, warned himself so.