Take what you need

Qin Heng woke up the next morning, and the first thing he did after waking up was to find Xie Xingzhou. Wen Lan comforted him softly, saying that he would be back soon.In the ward, Wen Lan told Qin Heng that she had told Xie Xingzhou everything.

Qin Heng was slightly annoyed: "Mom, why are you telling him this?"

Wen Lan took his hand and patted it lightly: "If I don't say it, if you don't say it, will he be kept in the dark for the rest of his life? Ah Heng, there is no impenetrable wall in this world. Some things get worse the longer they accumulate. It’s easy to go wrong. You have to understand this.”

As soon as Wen Lan finished speaking, Qin Heng was interrupted by the door opening before he had time to refute.The moment the four eyes met, Qin Heng actually wanted to avoid it.My heart couldn't help beating violently. I was excited to see Xie Xingzhou, but more nervous.

Wen Lan looked at the two people who were silent, and said, "I'll go buy you something to eat, you two have a good chat."

Xie Xingzhou pursed his lips and smiled, and put the thermos box on the low cabinet beside the bed. He pulled a stool from the side and sat by the bed, and greeted him like an old friend: "How is your body? Do you have a headache?"

Qin Heng stared at him for a long time, then slowly opened his mouth and said, "...you know everything?"

"Know what?" Xie Xingzhou kept smiling, he got up and poured a glass of water on Qin Heng's bedside.

"My sister told you all about it."

Xie Xingzhou nodded without denying it, "Got it." Then he asked back: "You care?"

Seeing his calm reaction, Qin Heng couldn't help frowning: "You don't care?"

Xie Xingzhou thought for a while, then shook his head.The silent denial made Qin Heng feel a sudden pain in his heart, as if someone had pierced a small hole with the tip of a needle, and a steady stream of fresh blood flowed out of the small hole, making him on the verge of suffocation.

"Did you know it a long time ago?" Qin Heng couldn't help thinking when he saw his performance.

Xie Xingzhou looked into his eyes quietly for a few seconds, got up and walked to the window, "It was his mother who splashed paint at the entrance of the hotel that time, I knew it from then on."

"Many, many times, you will call his name in your dreams. I will be curious at first, but over time I get used to it. You know, it only takes 21 days to form a habit. So many days and so many times, I have already adapted .”

Xie Xingzhou lightly tapped the glass on the window, and said to him, as if he was saying to himself: "Qin Heng, you still like him very much."

"No!" Qin Heng denied it flatly, "I don't like it anymore."

Xie Xingzhou smiled and lowered his head: "You like him, I can feel it."

As soon as the words fell, he was hugged from behind.Qin Heng's warm breath was right next to his ears, and he smelled very good, accompanied by the smell of medicine and disinfectant.

"Xingzhou, don't be like this, okay, I didn't mean it." Qin Heng's voice was muffled, and the hands around his waist tightened. "I don't really like him anymore. It's you I like now."

Xie Xingzhou struggled lightly, and when he found that he couldn't let go, he let him hold him like this. After a long silence, he said, "Qin Heng, I'm not worthy of your liking."

"It's worth it, you're worth it." Qin Heng buried his head in the socket of his shoulder, his voice was aggrieved, but firm.

"It's me who isn't worth it." Qin Heng spoke with a faint nasal tone, "It's all my fault."

Xie Xingzhou sighed softly, he turned around and put his hand on Qin Heng's heart, and patted it lightly.

It seemed that he had done this action a long time ago, as if he was comforting him, but also comforting himself.

"Qin Heng, this is not an issue we need to discuss now." Xie Xingzhou put his hand on his arm, his eyes signaled him to lie down on the bed and rest.

Qin Heng hugged him: "Xingzhou, I have something to say."

Xie Xingzhou: "What did you say?"

"I'm sorry." Qin Heng blurted out, I shouldn't use you as a substitute.

In the end, I felt that this sentence was too hypocritical, but I still repeated uncontrollably: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

Xie Xingzhou smiled warmly: "I forgive you."

There was no uproar as expected, he was too calm, as if this incident didn't happen to him.Qin Heng met his calm lake-like eyes, but his heart seemed to be surging.He always felt that Xie Xingzhou should be very angry now, he should be violent and noisy, it shouldn't be like this now, but Xie Xingzhou's eyes told him that he seemed to have really forgiven him.

Xie Xingzhou lowered his head slightly. At this time, he is actually not qualified to say forgiveness. The one who should be forgiven should be himself. After all, he also used him. There is no need to say whether he is sorry or not.For such a long time, they just got what they needed, and no one owed anyone else.

Qin Heng was persuaded to lie down on the bed, and Xie Xingzhou asked him to drink a glass of water before going to bed, "Drink some water, your mouth is very dry." Qin Heng drank more than half of the glass from the glass in his hand, and fell asleep quickly When he came up, he held Xie Xingzhou's hand and fell asleep.

It took a little effort for Xie Xingzhou to pull out his hand. He took the water glass and poured the remaining half glass of water into the toilet in the bathroom.

Before leaving, he took a deep look at Qin Heng who was sleeping soundly, and said softly: "Goodbye!"

Xu Yunshan was waiting for him downstairs. After Xie Xingzhou got into the car, Xu Yunshan handed him a cup of coffee and joked, "Come out so soon? I thought he was going to drag you to cut the candles in the west window."

"I put sleeping pills in the water he drank." Xie Xingzhou propped his chin on the back of his hand, quietly watching the passing scenery outside the car window.

"Yes, you, he just finished the operation, are you not afraid that something will happen to him?"

"The dose is not much, it's not fatal, it just makes him fall asleep quickly so I can get out."

"where to?"

Xie Xingzhou: "Bar, I want to drink."

The car speeded up a little more after getting on the overpass, and said, "I found out that Qin Zhenghong is checking on you these few days, and the action is quite big."

Xie Xingzhou frowned slightly, and asked, "Check me?"

"Yes, I don't know the specific reason, but I think you should pay attention to safety recently."

"Understood." Xie Xingzhou rubbed his fingers together, Xu Yunshan looked at him from the rearview mirror, wondering what he was thinking.

The two went to a secluded bar together. At this time, there was no one in the bar, only whispers and the crisp sound of wine glasses colliding.

The two found a booth and sat in and began to talk about the future.

"Have you decided yet?"

Xie Xingzhou looked at the visa placed in front of him, "Yeah." He stretched out his hand and put all the materials into a bag, then raised his head and smiled at Xu Yunshan, "You are still with me."

Xu Yunshan also sighed, and flicked the car key hooked on his finger, "You should tidy up at home these two days."

The two sat in the bar and drank until midnight. Xie Xingzhou thought about a lot of things that night, thinking about the past, thinking about the present, and thinking about the future, but Qin Heng was the one who appeared most in his mind. He asked himself in his heart if he liked it. ?He didn't know what the answer was, he probably liked it, otherwise why did he feel a little pain when he heard Qin Heng say sorry.But these likes shouldn't be many, otherwise why can he steal the confidential files in his computer so softly?

He felt like he was going crazy...

He moved back to the villa in Jingshui District, and in the next half month, he hung up on Qin Heng's more than 300 calls and blocked more than 100 of his phone numbers.Later, I simply went to get a new phone card, and threw the original phone card into the sewer, so that I could clean up my things at home.

The day before leaving, Xie Xingzhou decided to make a meal to thank Xu Yunshan, but there was a knock on the door, and when he went to open the door, he saw not the familiar Xu Yunshan, but four burly men in suits and uniforms who looked like bodyguards.

"Mr. Xie, please come with us."

The visitor is not good.

Xie Xingzhou glanced at them, and said coldly: "Who are you?"

"Our sir wants to see you."

"Who?"

"The head of the Qin family, Qin Zhenghong."

Xie Xingzhou raised his eyebrows, thinking that those who should escape would still not be able to escape, he raised his mobile phone and said: "Wait for me to make a call, I have an appointment with someone and I can't let them go."

When the bodyguards looked at each other, Xie Xingzhou had already closed the door, and leaned against the wall of the entrance to call Xu Yunshan.