Doctor He, take your meerkat away.

Since that incident, Zhang Hongmeng didn't go back to the dormitory, but ran back and forth between Zhang's house and the hospital every day. What He Songyu said that morning, he forgot the torment he had endured alone before. Like the sea monster, bewitching him, a worthless sailor.

Back in the department, there was a bouquet of flowers on his desk, baby's breath and pansy, a small bunch, not very big, but enough to attract people's attention, the nurse on duty said to him with a smile, "today It was delivered earlier, and there is still a card inside, take a look, Doctor Zhang."

"Wow, peach blossoms are coming, Doctor Zhang"

"Boy, not bad, work harder, and try to get married by the end of the year. I will definitely approve your vacation then." Xiong Jiesi followed to join in the fun, Zhang Hongmeng threw the flowers on the table, and took the medical records without hesitation Che's medical record folder "Hurry up and hand over the shift, there are many surgeries scheduled today, don't waste time here."

"My protector, hee hee, Dr. Zhang is such a good boyfriend, unfortunately, there is no chance." The short-haired nurse hid her face and laughed, and everyone laughed too. Zhang Hongmeng ignored their booing and prepared to issue a doctor's order At that time, I saw a message from He Songyu on the phone.

【Are you coming back for dinner today?After I get off work, I will cook pork trotters stewed with soybeans, egg dumplings mixed with red oil, tofu soup with loofah and shrimp. Is there anything else you want to eat?send me a message. 】

When I passed by the outpatient clinic after work, I saw a drunk man in rags surrounded by security guards. The man pointed at the hospital, "He is a man with corrupt medical ethics. You are all deceived by his appearance. I want to report...Report him, Ha ha ha ha."

The tall and fat security guard shook his head and waved his hands at him. The man immediately shrugged his shoulders and protected his head. He didn't continue to make a scene, and the rest of them hurriedly pulled him out.

Seeing this scene, Zhang Hongmeng let out a long sigh, with mixed feelings in his heart. There have never been many people who are driven crazy by reality. How could such an ending be exchanged for a short life span of a few decades?

He originally planned to go home, but changed his direction and walked towards the inpatient department. It was useless to escape from the matter between him and He Songyu, he had to face it. His steps became faster and faster, and he began to trot.

[Hongmeng, age should not be an excuse for being a coward. If I make you feel insecure, then I will try my best to prove myself. Please give me a chance, okay? 】

The words He Songyu said began to echo in my mind, okay?Is it possible?Ok?He kept asking himself.

"Heh...heh..." Holding the bouquet of flowers in his hand, he stood panting under the dormitory building with his knees propped up, and he still had the strength to laugh at his lack of lung capacity. Just this distance, he ran like a slow lung patient generally.

"Doctor Zhang, can you do it?" The security guard downstairs laughed at him, Zhang Hongmeng straightened up and smiled and said, "Yes, why can't you?" He pressed the elevator and was about to go upstairs, but He Songyu missed Fang , why was he the one who escaped?He does what he does and sits right, why should he avoid it?

Open the door, there are already two dishes on the table, hot and white smoke, there is the sound of cooking in the kitchen, Zhang Hongmeng is carefully changing shoes, this scene is too warm, I have dreamed countless times, he Some are afraid that this is just a dream.

"Get off work? Go wash your hands, just finished." He Songyu was wearing an apron, holding a saucepan in his hand, the smell of soybeans and pig's trotters filled the room, and Zhang Hongmeng was still holding the bouquet of flowers , walked over in a daze and put down the flowers.

He Songyu put down the saucepan and leaned forward to kiss his forehead, Zhang Hongmeng came back to his senses, frowned slightly and threw the bouquet on him, "What are you doing now? We are not in a relationship that can be kissed, Don't move your hands."

Then he raised his head and said seriously, "We broke up for four years, and now you say you want to get it back and you get it back? Do you really think that time does not exist? It has been four years, He Songyu, and there is no contact. Are you afraid of me?" Will I pester you and rely on you then? I said..."

"No breakup, Hongmeng, I never said breakup, I only said to be separated for a while, the reason for not contacting me is because I am afraid that you will pester me and rely on me, because I am afraid that I will not be able to resist coming back and pestering you, Lai. looking at you." He Songyu sat opposite him and filled him with soup.

Zhang Hongmeng's hands trembled, what are you talking about?Didn't break up?So what are they four years?Just when he was about to lose his temper, he heard He Songyu's words.

"I...I miss you very much, Hongmeng. In four years, I have learned a very simple thing during the four-year cooling-off period. It is impossible for a person to fight alone, especially after experiencing the warmth of cuddling with each other. , My life is very boring, study hard, keep going up, get rid of He Songhuan's life, and carry another person's life forward, the one-way life is like a polar climate full of cold winters, so cold that there is no temperature."

After a pause for a while, He Songyu's eyes showed a hint of a smile, "But you, a meerkat in a tropical climate, took me away from there, and you know what warmth is, music, and color, everything It's beautiful, really good..."

Zhang Hongmeng waited for him to say the next thing, but He Songyu didn't say any more, so why let it go, they obviously have the ability to be together, why did it become like this?

"So what? So good that you want to let go? Dr. He, are all psychiatrists like this? Things go against each other? You talk? Continue to explain clearly? I, a science and medical student, can't understand your hesitant words." Zhang Hong Meng crossed his arms and looked at the opposite person in annoyance.

The body was surrounded by strong arms, the lips were sucked, and there was a smell of blood in his mouth. Only then did He Songyu let go of him, his red eyes looked at him like a hunter, "I was wrong, Hong Meng, I know I was wrong, four years, this punishment is already severe enough, don't be defensive and domineering to me, it's really too uncomfortable."

His head rested on his shoulder, the warm tears and trembling begging made Zhang Hongmeng want to hug him, Dr. He like this made his heart ache, but he was also afraid, afraid of rushing in like before , and then separated again, can he live this kind of life again?

Zhang Hongmeng pushed him away, lowered his head and turned his back, "Could it heal the wound in my heart if I made a mistake? My dad was hospitalized, and I kept listening to him scolding homosexuals for disgusting and our love, but I...I don't agree, because Dr. He really gave me an unprecedented love experience."

"You don't reply to messages, you don't answer calls, I was worried that you were hurt, I was thinking wildly, I finally waited for an opportunity, I bought a high-speed rail ticket to see you like a fucking fool, the owner of the flower shop told me I hope that A bouquet of flowers can convey my heart, but in the end, I heard the landlord said that you want to be promoted to a higher education, and you told me that you want to separate and calm down for a while... You pushed me into the abyss of despair... Doctor He, murderer That's all"

Zhang Hongmeng casually talked about his belated psychological confession, but his voice was trembling for a while, so let’s finish the whole story, he wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and laughed twice, “By the way, I have changed a lot, I I don't know how to play the piano, and I'm not as optimistic as before. I have become a mature and stable person who thinks about the consequences. Everyone likes it, but I know you won't like it... So, don't waste your time on me, The meerkat you liked is dead long ago."

He Songyu hugged him again, and said in a hoarse voice, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Hongmeng, I'm sorry...don't say it...I hurt so much, my heart hurts so much..." Zhang Hongmeng raised his head and tried to let the tears return It went into the eye sockets, but it didn't help at all, the flow was all over the face.