Be a Lego Bunny

"Sorry, I'm late." Sui Yang knocked on the door and entered the consultation room, the clock on the wall pointed to 35:5, [-] minutes past his appointment time,

Dr. Zhuo was reading a book, looked up at him, and smiled: "It's okay, I'm working overtime anyway."

"You're rarely late, though," she said. "Is it a work delay?"

Sui Yang said vaguely, "It doesn't count."

"Sui Yang," Dr. Zhuo saw his evasion, looked at him and said, "you don't have to be so general when you chat with me."

Sui Yang understood what she meant, but it was really difficult for him to explain the reason for being late this time.

When he went out, he passed the little rabbit who was stuck on the sofa. He didn't say a word, and walked towards the door. When he was about to reach the entrance, Xie Min's voice came from behind, asking him: "Are you going out now?"

He went back to say goodbye to Xie Min.

It may be because at that moment Xie Min could speak, and he was still in the toy, Sui Yang couldn't leave after saying goodbye.Xie Min probably thought it was strange for him to refuse to leave. After a while, he said to him: "Sui Yang, you are blocking the screen." Sui Yang left.

"It's okay if you don't talk now," Dr. Zhuo turned off the reading light, adjusted the light a little more mildly, poured water for him, and sat down on the sofa chair opposite him, "Can you tell me why you suddenly want to take the initiative?" Send me a message and make an appointment for a consultation?"

Sui Yang looked at her, for some reason, he didn't want to speak.

"Sui Yang," she said suddenly after waiting for a while, "Can you take a sip of water?"

Sui Yang understood what she meant.

He could refuse Dr. Zhuo's request, but if he insisted on avoiding it, there would be no point in seeing her, so he leaned over to pick up the enamel coffee cup and let it hang in the air for a few seconds.

The water in the cup began to vibrate slightly due to the pathological tremor of the hand holding the cup, shaking out obvious ripples.The cup was full, and soon a small amount of water splashed out of the cup, Sui Yang put it down.

Dr. Zhuo took out a tissue and wiped his hands.Sui Yang accepted it silently.

"Did it start after his accident?" Dr. Zhuo asked.

Sui Yang said "no".

"Last night," he added, "my Tamagotchi broke."

Dr. Zhuo frowned and said, "What kind of bad method?"

"The smart program is broken," Sui Yang fabricated it close to the facts, "There is no response to interacting with him."

"The seller is not responsible for the repairs?" Dr. Zhuo frowned even tighter, "I remember you've only had it for a few days. Is its quality not very good?"

"After a few hours, it was fine again." Sui Yang told her.

"Because it's broken, did you have stress symptoms again?" Her eyes were full of worry, "Sui Yang, your condition is very bad. I think the main cause of your stress is not your electronic pet, But I suggest you turn off this electronic pet first, and don't keep it anymore."

"Maybe not," Sui Yang immediately refused, saying, "I want to prepare some sleep-promoting medicine."

"...I can prescribe medicine for you, but the medicine can't really make you better, and you're not just suffering from insomnia," Dr. Zhuo said with a look of frustration, "Sui Yang, it's just an electronic toy, it's not Xie Min."

"I know." Sui Yang told her.

She thought for a while and said, "Can you show me your little rabbit again?"

This time Sui Yang did not refuse, and took out his mobile phone.

Dr. Zhuo walked around to him, leaning over to look at his monitor screen.

The little rabbit was sitting on his sofa blankly. If it wasn't for the high-definition camera to zoom in, it would just look like a tiny sundry that someone missed on the sofa, because the little rabbit is so small and so far away from the eye.

"Why did you choose the image of this little bunny?" Dr. Zhuo asked him. "It's still pink and not plush. It's not like a comfort toy."

Sui Yang said: "The manufacturer only has this model."

Dr. Zhuo didn't comment. Sui Yang knew that she thought this manufacturer was strange, but he couldn't give any more explanation.

"Can I talk to it?" she asked again.

"It's not very convenient." Sui Yang made it up very naturally, "If there are other people's voices, it may interfere with his program."

"Okay," Dr. Zhuo smiled, "your little rabbit is so precious."

The word Jingui can indeed be used to describe Xie Min, so Sui Yang also smiled and said, "That's right."

"It seems that you really like it," Dr. Zhuo stood up, walked back to his sofa, and said, "Speaking of which, is the built-in voice the same as Xie Min's?"

Sui Yang said "yes", "The manufacturer adjusted it for me."

"Then his voice is nice," Dr. Zhuo said again, "how is he now, any news?"

"I woke up once yesterday, but for a short time. It should be a sign of recovery."

"That's great," she showed genuine joy, then paused slightly, and said, "When he gets better, can you take the initiative to visit him again?"

"Your birthday is coming soon," she said, "and I'm afraid your condition will get worse."

Sui Yang thought about it, but he didn't completely veto it: "We'll see when the time comes, we may not be free."

"... Let's take a look again." Dr. Zhuo looked very helpless towards him.

To ease the atmosphere, Sui Yang said again: "I'd forget about it if you didn't tell me about the birthday."

"You just don't want to think about your birthday," Dr. Zhuo stopped forcing him to answer, and relaxed his posture, chatting with him, "We've known each other for a few years, almost five years?"

"Will you come to my birthday this year?" She smiled slightly, teasing Sui Yang.

There are still 20 days before Sui Yang's birthday, and Sui Yang is not sure where Xie Min will be at that time, so he didn't say anything: "I made a reservation first, and I will pay your working hours if I don't come, how about it?"

"No, no," Dr. Zhuo said, "but if you plan to spend time with your pet rabbit at home, you might as well come to me."

Sui Yang didn't answer directly: "Do I look so perverted?"

"I can't see it," she smiled. "Do you still remember that when you were 24 years old, you celebrated your birthday with me for the first time. It has been four years in a blink of an eye."

Sui Yang said "time is really fast", she suddenly looked at Sui Yang and asked him: "So do you think you still think the same now as you did back then?"

"Has it changed a little?" she asked.

What she asked was not very clear, probably because she was afraid that the words she used were too precise and would irritate Sui Yang.Sui Yang felt that she was thinking too much and made Sui Yang a bit fragile, but he also thanked her for her thoughtfulness.

On his 24th birthday, Sui Yang came to Dr. Zhuo's place, but there was actually no special reason.

It was his birthday, and the consultation day happened to be on this day. After finishing work, he went to Dr. Zhuo's.

At that time, Sui Yang didn't have a deep conversation with Dr. Zhuo. They met for a year, and the topic always revolved around work and family, focusing on the trauma of Sui Yang's father's suicide.

Sui Yang avoided talking to Xie Min, Doctor Zhuo could see it, but he didn't force him to confess.

Perhaps because of the change of seasons between winter and spring, his insomnia became a little serious.Although my daily work was not affected, it became difficult to control myself. I went to and from Yuhai four times in a month, far exceeding the usual frequency.

He arrived at the clinic in the evening, and he booked an evening flight to go to Yu Hai again.

After chatting about some ordinary things, Sui Yang suddenly received a call from Chen Liao, saying that according to the flight information, Mr. Xie left for a foreign country, perhaps on a business trip in a hurry.

Sui Yang put down his phone, feeling that he didn't feel much in his heart, so he sent a message to his secretary, asking him to cancel his flight.

"Is it important work?" Dr. Zhuo asked after waiting for him to put down his phone.

Sui Yang didn't answer, thought for a while, and asked Dr. Zhuo: "Do you like others, Dr. Zhuo?"

"Of course," she said then, "and you?"

Sui Yang said "yes", she asked Sui Yang: "What type is it? Your standard should be very high."

"It's cute," Sui Yang said simply, "I thought it was stupid at first, but then—"

He didn't go on talking, Dr. Zhuo waited patiently for a while, and said, "Are you still together?"

"It's gone." Sui Yang told her.

"How long has it been since you broke up," she asked softly, "can you tell me?"

"More than four years," Sui Yang said, "a long time."

"You haven't been in love again?"

"No."

"What about him?"

"I don't know, probably not."

Dr. Zhuo asked him that day: "You asked me that just now, do you still like this person?"

"It seems that there is no way not to like it." Sui Yang told this matter for the first time, which was completely out of character for him. Many emotions, but feel like a release.

"I broke up with him not because I didn't like it," he told Dr. Zhuo. "At that time, we couldn't be together again."

Dr. Zhuo looked at him without asking the reason for the breakup.

"It was my birthday when we were together," Sui Yang took the initiative to tell her, "Five years ago."

"That's today," Dr. Zhuo said, seeing Sui Yang look at her, she explained, "I have your file."

"How did you get together?" Dr. Zhuo suddenly smiled at him and said, "Isn't it very romantic, falling in love when you were a student."

Sui Yang nodded and said, "My mother and grandmother were still in Yuangang that day. I told you that they came to borrow money."

"My mother sent me a message saying that the borrowing was not going well," he recalled simply, and then remembered Xie Min following behind him, and he smiled, "I was in a bad mood, and I went out of school to hang out after class. , For some reason, I came to the place where my father jumped off the building. Xie Min——that’s his name. When we arrived at the library where we would do homework together at night, he didn’t see me and called me hundreds of times.

"I didn't see it at first, the phone was turned off on silent, and finally picked up at [-] o'clock, Xie Min lost his temper there, scolding me until it was too late to apologize.

"He asked me where I was, and took a taxi. I was next to those unfinished buildings. When I got out of the car, he started scolding me again. He scolded me for 10 minutes."

"You have a big temper." Dr. Zhuo commented.

"He has a young master's temper.

"There was no one on the construction site for a long time, and the security guards sent by the government to watch the building were not there at night for some reason, and there were only the two of us in the wilderness.

"I also apologized for 10 minutes, but he suddenly said why he ran around on my birthday and ordered a cake for me.

"Xie Min is very good-looking, his face turned red that day, and he started scolding me again, so I kissed him."

Xie Min, who is half a head shorter than Sui Yang, has soft lips, and will only be in a daze when kissed.He stopped swearing and losing his temper, and seemed to be very well-behaved immediately.

Sui Yang closes his eyes before going to bed, if he thinks of Xie Min's face, he knows that he will probably suffer from insomnia again tonight.

"Sui Yang," Dr. Zhuo noticed his distraction, and reminded him again, "Have you changed a little now?"

"No." Sui Yang told her.

After showing it to Dr. Zhuo just now, on the screen of the mobile phone that was still turned on, his little rabbit jumped on the sofa and began to change channels.

"Doctor Zhuo," he said, "it's getting late, I might have to go, I have something to do."

Doctor Zhuo was reasonable and prescribed him a week's worth of medicine. The nurse delivered the medicine, and Sui Yang went home.

On the way home, he stopped himself from frequently checking the surveillance cameras. He thought that if he called Xie Min at home and the little rabbit didn't talk, he would take medicine with him and go to sleep.

Because Xie Min's departure was inevitable in an instant, and his Lego bunny was a miracle he got by chance, so he had to accept the loss.