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On winter nights, there is meat to eat, wine to drink, and a stove to warm up. Several big men can chat all night long. Don’t let the winter get in the way, and he doesn’t want to talk. He leans against the wall and listens to the chat.

Jiang Yuan pushed him awake, and said to him drunkenly: "Go back to the house and sleep, you'll catch cold here."

Bie Dong rubbed his eyes and nodded, got up and went directly to the storage room. Jiang Yuan called him behind his back: "Where are you going? How do you get there? It's for groceries."

"I've been sleeping there all the time, and I made the bed out." Bie Dong drank a lot of wine, not drunk but a little dazed.

Jiang Yuan got up immediately, dragged him to another direction without saying a word, went to the door of a room in the corner, pushed it away and said, "You live here, this room is reserved for volunteers."

Bie Dong had seen all the rooms the night he first came, and he had seen this one as well. The layout and furnishings were the same as normal guest rooms, except that there was a wall opposite the window, which was not bright enough. Now Jiang Yuan insisted on letting him live here, but he didn’t either. Still stubborn, said: "Then thank you Brother Yuan."

The remaining three men continued to clink glasses, Si Fang glanced in the direction of Bie Dong's sleeping room, and sighed, "This guy is interesting."

Jiang Yuan's tongue was a little big, he laughed, then lowered his head and thought for a while, and said: "He has changed so much, I almost didn't recognize him."

Si Fang said: "I have been working as a kitchen assistant at my place for half a month. He is good at all kinds of work and is quick, but he is like a mute when asked about anything other than work, and he can't answer three sentences."

Jiang Yuan pointed to Si Fang: "Fourth brother, you are so unnatural, you are just ordering children around for nothing, how can you just take care of the food when you are helping the cook?"

Si Fang shrugged his shoulders and said: "If you don't know the basics, who dares to invite you in like this? It's up to you to save face. Let's use it as a trial in the first place. If he is willing to go later, he will be paid. Don't worry." , no one can be wronged."

Jiang Yuan smacked his lips in satisfaction, looked around, looked at the yard and then at the moon, and said, "I'm not at home, but the yard is cleaner than when I left."

"That's right, Xiaodong sweeps it three times a day." Si Fang affirmed again: "You little volunteer is really good at finding, at least you can't find such a hardworking and quiet volunteer in the local area."

He looked at Jiang Yuan seriously, and said pointedly: "Don't mess around, cherish it."

Jiang Yuan frowned, and before he had time to speak, the person who had been drinking all the time suddenly made a sound, Leng Feng said: "He is not suitable."

Jiang Yuan was taken aback, and asked with his tongue out, "Why isn't it appropriate?"

Leng Feng also glanced at the direction where Bie Dong was sleeping, and said in a deep voice, "Didn't you look at his eyes when he asked that question just now, like a wild beast, fierce, rebellious, dangerous."

"Worse than you?" Jiang Yuan got drunk, snorted, and turned back to Leng Feng: "I think he's right, those who kidnap and trade children deserve to die."

"Damn what he said, it doesn't mean the same thing as what you said now." Leng Feng couldn't see any emotion, but his tone was very sure: "His damn is not just talking about it, but if he was at the scene, he would really ask for those things." Human life, do you understand?"

Jiang Yuan was taken aback for a moment, recalling the tone and expression of Bie Dong's words, waved his hands disapprovingly and said, "You are insane, you take it seriously when he says damn it? What are you afraid of? Besides, don't we still have our fourth brother here?" , who can stand up in front of Fourth Brother?"

Si Fang seemed to think about what Leng Feng said seriously, and then said: "Don't mention it, Xiaodong does have a lot of ruthlessness, so this is the only place where people don't talk too much ruthless?" He raised his chin towards Leng Feng: "same as you."

Leng Feng didn't speak, and Si Fang said again: "Yuan'er, Xiaodong is different from the male college student volunteer you found last time. You have to be careful if you want to mess around again."

Jiang Yuan almost jumped up like a cat whose tail has been stepped on, and he defended tongue-tiedly: "I didn't! I didn't mess around last time! What did I do to me?"

"You scared him so much that he ran away overnight?" Si Fang asked with his eyes squinted, a cigarette in his mouth.

"That's his nervousness! I really didn't do anything." Jiang Yuan growled angrily.

Si Fang smiled: "It is estimated that people have checked your background on the Internet, and sneaked away after learning about your glorious deeds."

As soon as Jiang Yuan said this, Jiang Yuan lost his temper, with a wry smile and helplessness on his face, he tried to clarify himself: "Don't talk about the past, I'm not as nasty to Xiaodong as you think, I didn't think about it at all, he came here I asked him to come because he wanted to come, and I just helped him."

Si Fang stared at him, with a look of seeing through and insisting on telling the truth: "Come on, from the moment you entered the door today, the first look in his eyes was not right, it was different from the eyes in other people's eyes, don't mess with him." So obvious."

Jiang Yuan was helpless and had nothing to say, and was impatient: "Okay, I got it! You all said he was fierce, if he didn't want to, how can I use force?"

Si put down a glass of wine and cursed in a low voice: "You fucking opened this broken inn just to make it easier for you to buy broken shoes. There is a knife on Sezi's head. This knife is going to kill you. You still don't let it go!" , In front of a good university teacher, he insisted on messing with students, he was still a man, and his wife caught him on the spot, you said you..."

Jiang Yuan was going crazy, and said head-on: "What's the point of bringing up old debts? I'm fine now. I'm more at ease than back then. At least I like men if I like men. No one can control me here."

Suddenly, Leng Feng said from the side: "When you divorce the marriage, you can say this."

Jiang Yuan froze for a moment, this was his heart disease, he couldn't leave this marriage, the woman didn't agree, and his own family also protected her, so he could only self-exile and escape to Lijin, and he didn't return for two years Home, both sides are dying.

Part of the reason for his lack of confidence is that he still spends his family's money. He used to be a university teacher without much money, and he relied on his art auction family to support him. Later, something happened and he ran to Lijin to open an inn. , The start-up capital was secretly given to him by his mother. In fact, the old man also knew that he turned a blind eye and thought that as long as his son could not cut off financial support from his family, he would be recruited sooner or later.

This is also the reason why Leng Feng ridiculed Jiang Yuan's "hot-blooded and kind-hearted" when he mentioned it. He was too busy to take care of himself, he was a bad debt, and he was a hero everywhere, saving this and helping that, and taking in all kinds of monsters and ghosts. Do you have that temple?

The atmosphere suddenly became dull, several people drank a few sips of stuffy wine, Jiang Yuan couldn't help muttering: "Okay, why bring this up, you don't give me any advice, and you talk about it later, you just mock it, you are such a buddy ..."

Leng Feng was not moved at all, but asked: "Who, don't you know that you like men?"

Jiang Yuan quickly jumped up again, pressed his finger on his lips and made a gesture of "shh--", and defended in a deep voice: "Of course I don't know! I haven't talked about this at all! What are you kidding? I think he is only 13 years old, I'm not a beast, it's only when I see it that I realize how big it is."

The crowd was silent, Jiang Yuan couldn't help sighing: "How the hell is it so beautiful!"

Leng Feng's expression was faint, as if he was distracted, but Jiang Yuan was recalled, and said: "A Feng, do you still remember the painting I painted back then? It is the only one of my works collected by the art museum. , the painting is the 13-year-old Bie Dong.”

Then he sighed: "After what you said just now, when I think of that painting again, I feel like I'm really not alone anymore. Why do you think he has changed so much?"

Of course, Leng Feng couldn't tell the reason. He had never seen Bie Dong, who was 13 years old, but he had seen Jiang Yuan's painting, which was Jiang Yuan's best work. Leng Feng was also infected by the boy in the painting. The eyes can smile, have light, run lightly in the forest, like a deer, or an elf.

Instead of the person they see now, there is light in his eyes, but it is fierce, like a beast that has been imprisoned for a long time, the language function has been lost, and invisible spikes are erected all over his body, and he is always on guard , but it makes people feel that he is using all the viciousness of his body to suppress the real feelings in his heart, which makes people feel inexplicably...

Leng Feng didn't know what happened to this person, but he felt uncomfortable when he thought of such a person.

After three o'clock in the morning, Leng Feng returned to his residence, a huge studio converted from a warehouse and a sleeping place, it was empty. He came to Lijin with Jiang Yuan two years ago, but two years later, Nothing was produced.

This state has lasted for a long time, he knows that he has some obstacles, which can be called serious, and even nominally he thinks that he has left the so-called "art circle", and he doesn't think he is an artist.

Jiang Yuan said that he used a carving knife better than chopsticks, which is not an exaggeration. Before he learned how to use chopsticks, he was forced to pick up a carving knife by his father who is also a sculptor. But now, Leng Feng sees With a row of dull and dusty tools, his hands are already born, and there is more dust on the mind than on the tools.

He couldn't get over those obstacles, so he let them go. The two years in Lijin were not a sinking, but just rising and setting without doing anything.

But in this slightly drunk night, a long-lost impulse suddenly surged in Leng Feng's heart, which seemed strange because it hadn't surfaced for a long time. There were not many, only a few. However, he set up a large drawing board and adjusted the oil paints at will. Alcohol paralyzed his brain, and almost instinctively, he brushed down a few strokes. a pair of eyes.

Like a man, but also like a beast.

He threw down his paintbrush and went to sleep.

It was almost noon when he woke up the next day, the day was hot, Leng Feng didn't put on his shirt, he just put on a pair of trousers and came down from the upstairs bedroom, and he saw a pair of eyes looking at him that looked like humans and animals.

He has already forgotten what he drew last night, a beam of strong sunlight came in from the window, just hitting those eyes, the radiance was dazzling, Leng Feng stood and looked at it, feeling uncomfortable in his heart again up.

Turning around, putting on boxing gloves, hitting the sandbag hard in the corner, and returning to the easel dripping with sweat, feeling that those eyes seemed to be staring at him all the time. He threw away his boxing gloves, grabbed a piece of cloth covering the sculpture, covered the drawing board with his pocket, and pushed it to the corner.

Never want to see again.

The author says:

Some people, don't speak so early~

And, Xiaodong has nothing to do with Jiang Yuan~ and never will