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Not only Bie Dong himself, but also other people around him are sensitively aware that Leng Feng's attitude towards Bie Dong has changed.

Because he has firmly expressed his dislike for Bie Dong many times in the past, he is arrogant in front of Bie Dong, and behind Bie Dong's back, he directly asks Jiang Yuan to send him away in private, and he hates Bie Dong consistently from the inside to the outside, So much so that everyone has formed such a deep-rooted impression that Leng Feng is disgusted with Xiaodong.

Therefore, when Leng Feng showed a little bit of kindness towards Bie Dong, everyone felt that the sun was coming out from the west.

Everyone didn't see the scene of eating hot pot at Lan Xueqing's house, and they didn't even know the famous scene where someone Leng handed out an invitation and was rejected without mercy. They only know that Leng Feng is running extraordinarily frequently to Sifang's place now. Everyone likes being here.

Although he also came here in the past, he only came during the meal time, and he deliberately avoided the meal time, because there were many guests here during the meal time, and he thought it was noisy.And he doesn't stay long after eating, he doesn't like to chat with people, Jiang Yuan always says that he is "alone", he likes to stay by himself like a wolf, and he finds it too noisy when there are too many people.

But it’s good now, before Bie Dong arrived to help the cook, Leng Feng had already arrived, taking advantage of the fact that the restaurant guests hadn’t arrived yet, and waiting for Bie Dong to come, talking to him in circles without words, head Si Fang was at a loss for a few days. He didn't know if Leng Feng had taken the wrong medicine or something was wrong, but he also felt that it was a good thing that the relationship between the two of them eased up. After a few days, Si Fang began to feel that Leng Feng was in the way again. This man is tall and built, and he can stay in the restaurant when there is no one. Si Fang really hated the guest's seat, so he sent him to stay in the yard when it was time for dinner, gave him a pot of tea, and let him hug him to bask in the sun.

Leng Feng didn't complain, he seemed to be able to focus on only one point, once he concentrated, his perception of other things would become very insensitive, for example, when others were surprised by his current behavior, he would He didn't notice at all, he only noticed that Bie Dong was very indifferent to him.

The questions he asked Bie Dong and the words he said made Bie Dong feel very boring, such as "Looking at how you plunged into the waterfall that day, are you good at swimming?" Bie Dong thought Fuck, at such a critical moment, who the hell cares about whether the water quality is good or not, if you don't drown, you have to jump down.

Leng Feng would still ask, "Why are you so good at cooking at this age? Who did you learn from?" Bie Dong didn't even bother to talk to him about these mentally handicapped problems!Knowing how to cook is because of survival instinct. If you don’t cook by yourself when you’re hungry, do you wait for your father who comes back from hunting in the mountains for a week or two to cook?I've starved to death so early, and my mother has to work, who can take care of himself?Thinking that everyone is like you young masters, born to be served by a group of people.

Another example is, "Has no one ever said that the things you carve are interesting?" Don't think that it's just something that is dispensable and can't be eaten as a meal. Is there a difference between being interesting and not being interesting?It's something like this that you take it seriously and ask it over and over again.

Bie Dong ridiculed these words in his heart, like setting up a tank in his heart, and fired repeatedly at Leng Feng's mentally handicapped problem, but his face was still tense, trying not to reveal the true feelings in his heart. Reality leaked out.

Sometimes I couldn't hold back anymore, and when I turned my back, I rolled my eyes a few times, but Si Fang saw them all.

Si Fang couldn't help laughing immediately, and pushed Leng Feng out, "Stay aside, think about things you don't understand, we Xiaodong are busy, don't disturb."

Leng Feng chose to stay in the backyard, because from here he could see the kitchen, and he could see other busy figures like winter worker bees.

Not all the questions and conversations were turned a blind eye to Biedong. Leng Buding asked Leng Feng: "Did those injuries hurt? Will it still hurt now?"

No one mentioned Bie Dong's injuries, and Si Fang was stunned when he heard Leng Feng's straight ball problem, but he also wanted to know, how did this terrible injury come about, and did it still hurt?

In fact, Bie Dong also had injuries on his arms. I saw it before when I was wearing short sleeves, but then everyone thought that young people were wild, especially Bie Dong. He must have fought a lot in the past. It is normal to have injuries, but not It turned out to be such a suit.

However, Bie Dong couldn't answer this question at all, he felt that he had changed too. When he first came here, Bie Dong acted violently at the police station because of those goddamn unconscionable parents, and was checked by the police on the spot , Finding out the criminal facts of his "attempted murder", this is what Bie Dong regrets the most. For this reason, he had to tell Jiang Yuan and Leng Feng that he tried to kill his stepfather in the past.

This is the only past he has to reveal.

But only this time, Bie Dong swore on that tearful night that even if someone put a knife around his neck, he would never tell anyone about his past again.

Those dirty and despicable pasts should be buried in the snowy mountain top of his hometown all the year round, buried in his parents' tombstone, buried in his deepest heart, and locked, no one will know except himself.

Leng Feng didn't know either, he had yelled at Bie Dong so unscrupulously at the very beginning, on the day when Bie Dong gritted his teeth and had to reveal his "criminal" facts, he had already lost his understanding of Bie Dong's past Qualifications.

So Bie Dong only replied indifferently: "It doesn't hurt."

With just these two words, no expression, and no further words, Leng Feng was full of concern and wasted no time. He wanted to say something, but found that there was no way to start.

Leng Feng finally discovered that Bie Dong was closed to him.

Biedong is closed to everyone, and in the next few days, Leng Feng confirmed this fact.

For some reason, he actually felt a little more comfortable, at least don't treat everyone equally, never revealing his heart, not just himself.

Bie Dong is obviously closer to Si Fang and Jiang Yuan, and his attitude towards these two people is obviously different from that of Leng Feng, but Leng Feng secretly analyzed the essence, and there is no difference. Similarly, Bie Dong will not tell them. My past, at most, is just a better attitude when chatting.

Leng Feng is very good at comforting himself, everyone only takes fifty steps and one hundred steps.

Many days passed, and the prototype of the sculpture that Leng Feng made in one night was still in place, without any progress.

Every night he lifted the cover and stared carefully at the silhouette hugging him. Sometimes he thought it was Bie Dong in his heart, and sometimes he didn't. His impression of Bie Dong was sometimes clear and sometimes blurred. He has seen Dongji's occasional weakness and submissiveness, but that is not normal. Most of the time, Biedong is cold and distant.

But Leng Feng missed that Bie Dong who was curled up in the back seat of the car with his knees bent and hugging him tightly with his arms around him. He regretted that he didn't sit in the back that day too, and treat that person tame because of the cold. hold in his arms.

Such a precious moment, once missed, will never be lost again.

Leng Feng carefully recalled the breath of Bie Dong at night, it was fresh and cold. In recent days, Leng Feng spent all his efforts to get close to him, smelling the smell of Bie Dong, he used to be merciless He scolded Biedong for being a wild beast that could not be tamed, and a wolf cub that he was not familiar with, but when he really got close, he smelled the smell of Biedong's body, which was the forest after the snow.

Firs, cedars, and wild ferns entwined on the trunks of primeval forests are these scents, not the beast scents he thought at all.

Leng Feng is a little addicted, this is a smell that cannot be mixed with any kind of perfume, don't go anywhere, this kind of breath radiates, so that Leng Feng can follow with his eyes closed, his fingers caressed the prototype of the sculpture, The curvature of that shoulder was exactly the same as Bie Dong's, but Leng Feng felt that it was a thousand miles away, this sculpture had no warmth.

As for Bie Dong, Leng Feng remembered the feeling of touching him with his fingers, it was hot, as if he was about to burn himself.

The author says:

Brother Feng, is this the first love?