Meow meow meow meow beside the weak heroine

Lu Yao's eyes wandered over the diary and Shen Ge, and what Shen Ge said echoed in her mind, and she murmured: "You are back too."

Lu Yao's gaze finally settled on the diary, and her voice suddenly became sharp, as if she saw the thing that frightened her the most, "That diary...impossible, impossible, impossible!"

She ran up, ran very fast, rushed to Shen Ge and wanted to snatch the diary.

Shen Ge stepped back, kept a distance from Lu Yao, tapped his finger on the diary in his hand, and smiled, "Why is it impossible? We are all standing here, just a diary."

Lu Yao looked at Shen Ge in surprise and anger.

Shen Ge looked at Xu Leyan, and answered her question, "This is Lu Yu's diary, do you want to read it?"

Xu Leyan nodded quickly.

Shen Ge smiled with satisfaction, "I thought you would stop watching after hearing what Lu Yao said. Do you believe her?"

Who is this "she" referring to?Lu Yao?Or senior sister Lu Yu?Xu Leyan was a little puzzled, and looked at Shen Ge for an answer.

Shen Ge raised his eyebrows, "Or you can ask, do you believe them?"

"Actually, most of what Lu Yao said just now is true."

Xu Leyan's face lost all color in an instant, and her eyes were a little dazed.

Shen Ge sneered, with the meaning of watching a show in his eyes, "Even so, do you still trust Lu Yu? Want to read this diary?"

Xu Leyan hesitated for a moment, then quickly nodded, "I believe in senior sister, I want to see." She followed her inner feelings, believing that Lu Yu's performance in getting along with her was not a disguise, and believed that Lu Yu liked her.

Lu Yao's eyes were full of disbelief, Shen Ge glanced at Lu Yao, smiled with satisfaction again, and handed the diary to Xu Leyan.

"Then have a look."

This can be regarded as completing what Lu Yu asked her to do in her previous life. Although the timing is different from what Lu Yu imagined, Lu Yu obviously doesn't want Xu Leyan to know about this, but why not?

Lu Yu should always know that not everything can develop as she designed.After all, seeing Lu Yu deflated is such a rare experience, Shen Ge was filled with joy.

Xu Leyan took the diary and was about to open it, but she didn't expect a shadow to hit her, and she was hit against the stone wall, with a pain in the back of her head, and she felt dizzy.

Lu Yao pulled hard, trying to snatch the diary from Xu Leyan's hand. After Xu Leyan realized this, her hand holding the diary became tighter and tighter.

"Lu Yao!" Shen Ge was taken aback, and hurriedly pulled Lu Yao away.

Lu Yao looked like a beast that had only seen blood, her gaze was only on the diary, no matter how hard Shen Ge pulled it away.

Shen Ge was so angry that he didn't reach out to pull Lu Yao, and kicked Lu Yao directly.

Lu Yao was kicked away.

Shen Ge quickly pulled Xu Leyan up with an apologetic expression on his face, "I'm sorry, I didn't expect Lu Yao to go crazy suddenly."

"Is your head okay?" Shen Ge looked at Xu Leyan's head and asked.

Xu Leyan shook her head, "It's okay, just a little dizzy."

"I'll take you away first." Shen Ge was a little scared, but luckily nothing happened, otherwise it was all her fault.She dragged Xu Leyan downstairs quickly.

After they left, Lu Yao lay on the ground looking embarrassed, she tilted her head and looked at the sunset on the horizon, she laughed.

She laughed loudly at first, then the laughter gradually became weaker, and she cried a little. Finally, she cried silently, tears streaming down her face, and muttered to herself, "Obviously we are the same, why did you leave me..."

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Shen Ge took Xu Leyan out of the school directly, she didn't dare to let Xu Leyan and Lu Yao be alone in the same place anymore.

After leaving the school, Shen Ge took a look at Xu Leyan and said, "Find a place to see for yourself, don't be late for the date with Lu Yu."

Xu Leyan nodded blankly while holding the diary, still holding on to it tightly.She didn't know how Shen Ge knew that she was going on a date with Lu Yu later, but she didn't have the time to think about it.

Her thoughts were all on the diary, and she could open the diary without thinking too much just now, but after Lu Yao made such a fuss, she hesitated instead.

"Sister's diary is not very good if I read it?" Xu Leyan asked.

Shen Ge couldn't help laughing, and rubbed her head, "It's nothing bad, she said she would let you see it."

Xu Leyan still hesitated, Shen Ge said again: "Don't be afraid, although Lu Yu is not as good as you see, but not as bad as Lu Yao said."

"Oh, by the way, this diary was written by Lu Yu in the previous life. There is another diary in this life. I think the content in it must be different from this one. If you want to know, just ask Lu Yu." Shen Ge She raised an eyebrow at Xu Leyan.

"I'll go first." Shen Ge waved goodbye to Xu Leyan, then turned and left.

Xu Leyan watched Shen Ge leave, and her mind fell back to the diary. She took the diary and walked to the place agreed with Lu Yu.

Lu Yu and her agreed on a mountain near the school. It was said to be a mountain, but it was not very high, and it was covered with trees, flowers and plants.

Xu Leyan was not familiar with this mountain, she walked along the stone road to the gazebo at the foot of the mountain, only to find that there was already a person sitting there.

It's Senior Sister Lu Yu.

Xu Leyan couldn't tell whether it was an accident or not, but she immediately realized that the diary she was holding was very hot, she turned around and wanted to leave, but Lu Yu had already seen her and stopped her.

"Le Yan, come here."

Xu Leyan froze all over, with a wry smile on her face, she turned around slowly and walked over.

Xu Leyan walked into the pavilion from the outside of the gazebo. She was in a very uneasy mood during the short ten-step walk, but the closer she got to Lu Yu, her mood gradually calmed down. Looking up at the smiling Lu Yu, she was ready. Decide.

No matter what, she had to ask the senior sister herself.

Lu Yu watched Xu Leyan approaching step by step, and when she saw the diary in Xu Leyan's hand, she was startled suddenly, but the happiness in her eyes when she saw Xu Leyan gradually disappeared.

Xu Leyan stood in front of Lu Yu, who was sitting, raised the corner of her mouth reluctantly, and asked, "What is that thing in your hand?" She actually knew what it was in her heart, but she still held extravagant hopes, maybe it wasn't her diary.

Xu Leyan looked at Lu Yu "condescendingly" with probing eyes, "Senior sister, this is the diary Shen Ge gave me, she said you said you would show me the diary, but I have never received this diary in my previous life Book."

Lu Yu smiled more and more reluctantly, and under Xu Leyan's probing eyes, she finally suppressed her smile.

"Yes, that was before I committed suicide. I told Shen Ge to give you the diary." Lu Yu's tone was flat.

"Then why..." Xu Leyan was puzzled, she never received this diary.

"It was stolen by Lu Yao." Lu Yu's tone showed fatigue.

Xu Leyan understands, so Lu Yao can know what things.

But what is written in it?Made Lu Yao so crazy?

"Have you seen it?" Lu Yu raised his head and asked Xu Leyan.

Xu Leyan didn't answer Lu Yu, this time she didn't want to follow Lu Yu's rhythm, and continued to ask: "Why does senior sister want me to read this diary?"

Without Xu Leyan's answer, Lu Yu was obviously very uncomfortable. In her relationship with Xu Leyan, she has always been in control of the overall situation.This wasn't necessarily the first time Xu Leyan didn't answer her words, but it was the first time Lu Yu felt Xu Leyan's "power" in front of her.

Maybe it can't be said to be strong, Lu Yu didn't know how to describe this feeling for a while, she only knew that the development of the matter exceeded her expectations.And this kind of change, at this moment, she can't tell whether it is good or bad.

Lu Yu was silent while Xu Leyan waited.

In the end, Lu Yu couldn't stand the silence, she looked up at Xu Leyan, "Do you really want to know?"

Xu Leyan nodded.

"What if I don't want to say it?" Lu Yu probed.

Xu Leyan looked at Lu Yu quietly, her thinking would be extremely clear and sharp here, "Sister, I want to hear the truth."

In fact, she vaguely knew that what the senior sister said was not the truth most of the time, but most of the time she felt that there was no need to delve into it, as long as it did not affect the relationship between them, some deception was harmless.

But now, she wants to hear the truth.

Lu Yu's face turned pale, she lowered her head, and said, "I know you won't believe that I committed suicide, so I want to show you Dead Heart, it's clearly written in the diary."

Yes, she didn't believe it, she didn't believe it when she heard Shen Ge say the cause of death, she didn't believe that Lu Yu would commit suicide at all.

But she never thought that Lu Yu committed suicide and left a diary to make her give up.

Xu Leyan couldn't help squatting down, leaning on Lu Yu's lap, looking up at Lu Yu, "Sister, don't lie to me again, tell me why you committed suicide? Stop saying things like the world is meaningless ,I do not believe."

Lu Yu was watched by Xu Leyan, those eyes were very clear, as always, not like her.

Lu Yu's left hand couldn't help shaking, she pressed her left hand, unable to speak.

"Sister?" Xu Leyan noticed that Lu Yu's left hand was shaking, she didn't know why, and became worried, "Sister, what's wrong with you? Are you uncomfortable?"

Lu Yu pursed her lips, looked away from Xu Leyan's face, and lowered her head, she still didn't have the courage after all.

"Help me." She said to Lu Yu in this life in her heart, and then closed her eyes.

"Sister!" Xu Leyan thought that Lu Yu had lost consciousness and wanted to wake her up, but saw Lu Yu opened his eyes in the next second.

"I'm fine." Lu Yu's voice was a little cold, at least much colder than the "Lu Yu" just now.

Xu Leyan looked into Lu Yu's eyes and realized something was wrong, "You are not a senior!"

Sadness flashed in Lu Yu's eyes, and Xu Leyan immediately realized that she had said something wrong.

"I'm sorry, senior, I, I know you are also senior..." Xu Leyan explained helplessly.

Lu Yu looked at her, sighed, and felt that the person hiding inside her body was simply an asshole, and she was also very sad to push this matter to her.

"Do you... like her or me?" Lu Yu asked softly.

"What?" Xu Leyan suspected that she had heard wrong.

"Forget it, it's nothing." Lu Yu pursed his lips, reached out to touch the black diary, and said, "Everything you want to know is clearly written in this diary, just read it."

"I want to hear from her." Xu Leyan was a little sad, she just wanted to hear from her senior sister.

"She is a coward." Lu Yu smiled, "In fact, I am too, so you should see for yourself."

Xu Leyan didn't understand, but Lu Yu said again: "After you finish reading, I want to ask you for a favor."

Xu Leyan was puzzled, but Lu Yu asked her to read it first.