The reason why Shen Jianglan has been keeping rational these years is because she can reflect on her emotions, figure out where her emotions come from, understand how they come from, and then she will start to solve them.
Shen Jianglan looked at Bai Yuan like this and thought about his ever-changing emotions today, from anger at the beginning, to jealousy that almost made people crazy, and finally to the incomparable satisfaction now.
She suddenly realized that it had been a long time since such a person had caused her so many emotions in such a short period of time.
If it was an irrelevant person making a kiss scene, Shen Jianglan thought that she would walk away without any concern, and wouldn't even pay attention.
Perhaps regarding the emotion of anger, she could have told herself that she had raised Bai Yuan, so Bai Yuan was hers to a certain extent, so she didn't want Bai Yuan to have any intimate contact with others.
Most of the donors would not want the people they support to have anything to do with others.
This seemed to make sense, but it seemed that she couldn't use this to explain her jealousy.
If she didn't have Bai Yuan in her heart, how could she have such jealousy?
If she was a beneficiary, seeing such a situation, she could choose to make a deal and break up.Instead of the almost maddened jealousy she had just now.
So, she thought she liked Bai Yuan.This kind of liking has gradually emerged from her emotions, it just means that she has been denying it, or has been afraid to face up to her feelings.
She has always warned herself that feelings are unreliable, and the one she loves will eventually leave, and rationally control herself to stay away from all emotions and desires.
But Bai Yuan aroused her emotions and desires.
It's only now that she realizes that liking someone's appearance is alive.I will be happy because of this person's words, I will be disappointed because of this person's inadvertent actions, and I will become extremely satisfied because this person is by my side.
Worrying about gains and losses, indulging in heartbeats again and again, not having so much reason is love.
Shen Jianglan suddenly realized that love is a product of emotions, not reason.
For the first time, Shen Jianglan felt that the rationality she had always insisted on was a burden, which made her dare not love, made her pretend that she didn't love, and made her unable to love.
Shen Jianglan suddenly remembered what she was thinking when she gave Bai Yuan the medicine. If she had fallen in love with someone when she was young, she might have run towards her with the spirit of youth and the courage to not be afraid of anything.
But Shen Jianglan suddenly burst out laughing, she was not much better when she was young, she had finished all the things she should see, and all the indifference that she should understand.
And if Bai Yuan met her in the time and space when she was young, it was because Shen Jianglan would fall in love with Bai Yuan no matter which time and space.
It's just that because the past time and space have passed, she can make bold assumptions.
But now the time and space are going on, so she dare not raise it rashly.
After all, she is cowardly, at least emotionally.
Finally, at the end, Shen Jianglan also figured it out, she shouldn't give up eating because of that failed case.
Bai Yuan told her another possibility, and she thought she should try other possibilities with Bai Yuan.
Maybe she is lucky enough to be able to join hands with Bai Yuan for a lifetime and never leave each other.Just like that Qingluan and the person he loves.
Shen Jianglan stretched out his hand and gently pinched Bai Yuan's face. After a long time, he said to the sleeping Bai Yuan, "Yuan Yuan, I seem to like you."
Shen Jianglan's heart beat violently after saying these words, faster than ever.
It turns out that saying a word of liking is not as easy as she imagined.Even facing the sleeping Bai Yuan, her heart beat like a drum.
Shen Jianglan frowned rather distressed, how could she say the word "like" to Bai Yuan when she was so nervous and waited for Bai Yuan to wake up.
She hopes that one day she can say "I like you" to Bai Yuan uprightly, and even say "I love you" to Bai Yuan.
Shen Jianglan touched Bai Yuan's eyelashes as long as crow feathers and asked: "Yuan Yuan, you said you would wait for me, right?"
After Shen Jianglan finished saying this, Bai Yuan's eyelashes trembled suddenly, and the corner of Shen Jianglan's mouth twitched when he saw this, "It seems that Yuan Yuan agreed."
Thinking of the sex scene between Bai Yuan and Qin Zhi just now, Shen Jianglan suddenly felt moved and sent a message to Yan Hua, asking Yan Hua to match up with the crew, making him the biggest financial backer of the "No Ember" crew.
Shen Jianglan is satisfied after finishing all this, but she has to think about how to word Bai Yuan to get Bai Yuan to agree.
When Bai Yuan woke up, Shen Jianglan was still thinking. Bai Yuan rubbed his eyes and asked in doubt, "Shen Jianglan, aren't you sleepy?"
Shen Jianglan looked at Bai Yuan's movement of rubbing his eyes, and his heart suddenly softened. Bai Yuan's confused way of rubbing his eyes was very cute, and he poked her inexplicably.
Shen Jianglan asked softly: "Are you awake?"
Bai Yuan leaned his head on Shen Jianglan's shoulder and nodded slightly.
Shen Jianglan: "Yuan Yuan, I have something to discuss with you."
Bai Yuan responded with a hum, and Shen Jianglan continued: "Yuan Yuan, I think the sex scene between you and Qin Zhi was not very good."
As soon as Shen Jianglan finished saying this, Bai Yuan already knew what Shen Jianglan meant, but Bai Yuan still pretended not to know anything and replied: "Really? Where is the bad filming, Mr. Shen will give advice, tomorrow When I return to the crew, I will ask Director Yu to do another filming."
Shen Jianglan: "..." Retake, how could she let Bai Yuan retake.
Shen Jianglan: "What I mean is that this kind of content has bad guidance for young people. I think it's better to remove it."
Bai Yuan suppressed the smile on the corner of his mouth, this person spoke his selfishness in a high-sounding manner and no one could find any reason to refute it.
Bai Yuan: "Well, it seems not very good, but whether to delete or not depends on Director Yu."
Shen Jianglan: "As long as you agree, I'll take care of it with Director Yu."
Bai Yuan lazily picked the end of his eyes, and finally couldn't help but chuckled and said, "Boss Shen, what big investment did you make? Did you buy the crew?"
Shen Jianglan: "..." Bai Yuan was teasing her again.
Shen Jianglan: "It's not enough to buy a crew, but you should still have the qualification to delete your sex scene."
Bai Yuan put his head against Shen Jianglan's shoulder, changed to a more comfortable posture, and said slowly: "I think it would be better not to delete it. After all, this scene will make the character image more full."
Shen Jianglan was a little unhappy hearing Bai Yuan's words, Bai Yuan still wanted to keep her sex scene with Qin Zhi.
When Shen Jianglan spoke again, his tone became stiff, "If you don't want to delete it, you can keep it."
Hearing Shen Jianglan's sullen answer, Bai Yuan felt that he had taken revenge, and Bai Yuan smiled lightly and said, "Mr. Shen, why don't you consider being a stand-in for this sex scene?"
Shen Jianglan looked at Bai Yuan like this and thought about his ever-changing emotions today, from anger at the beginning, to jealousy that almost made people crazy, and finally to the incomparable satisfaction now.
She suddenly realized that it had been a long time since such a person had caused her so many emotions in such a short period of time.
If it was an irrelevant person making a kiss scene, Shen Jianglan thought that she would walk away without any concern, and wouldn't even pay attention.
Perhaps regarding the emotion of anger, she could have told herself that she had raised Bai Yuan, so Bai Yuan was hers to a certain extent, so she didn't want Bai Yuan to have any intimate contact with others.
Most of the donors would not want the people they support to have anything to do with others.
This seemed to make sense, but it seemed that she couldn't use this to explain her jealousy.
If she didn't have Bai Yuan in her heart, how could she have such jealousy?
If she was a beneficiary, seeing such a situation, she could choose to make a deal and break up.Instead of the almost maddened jealousy she had just now.
So, she thought she liked Bai Yuan.This kind of liking has gradually emerged from her emotions, it just means that she has been denying it, or has been afraid to face up to her feelings.
She has always warned herself that feelings are unreliable, and the one she loves will eventually leave, and rationally control herself to stay away from all emotions and desires.
But Bai Yuan aroused her emotions and desires.
It's only now that she realizes that liking someone's appearance is alive.I will be happy because of this person's words, I will be disappointed because of this person's inadvertent actions, and I will become extremely satisfied because this person is by my side.
Worrying about gains and losses, indulging in heartbeats again and again, not having so much reason is love.
Shen Jianglan suddenly realized that love is a product of emotions, not reason.
For the first time, Shen Jianglan felt that the rationality she had always insisted on was a burden, which made her dare not love, made her pretend that she didn't love, and made her unable to love.
Shen Jianglan suddenly remembered what she was thinking when she gave Bai Yuan the medicine. If she had fallen in love with someone when she was young, she might have run towards her with the spirit of youth and the courage to not be afraid of anything.
But Shen Jianglan suddenly burst out laughing, she was not much better when she was young, she had finished all the things she should see, and all the indifference that she should understand.
And if Bai Yuan met her in the time and space when she was young, it was because Shen Jianglan would fall in love with Bai Yuan no matter which time and space.
It's just that because the past time and space have passed, she can make bold assumptions.
But now the time and space are going on, so she dare not raise it rashly.
After all, she is cowardly, at least emotionally.
Finally, at the end, Shen Jianglan also figured it out, she shouldn't give up eating because of that failed case.
Bai Yuan told her another possibility, and she thought she should try other possibilities with Bai Yuan.
Maybe she is lucky enough to be able to join hands with Bai Yuan for a lifetime and never leave each other.Just like that Qingluan and the person he loves.
Shen Jianglan stretched out his hand and gently pinched Bai Yuan's face. After a long time, he said to the sleeping Bai Yuan, "Yuan Yuan, I seem to like you."
Shen Jianglan's heart beat violently after saying these words, faster than ever.
It turns out that saying a word of liking is not as easy as she imagined.Even facing the sleeping Bai Yuan, her heart beat like a drum.
Shen Jianglan frowned rather distressed, how could she say the word "like" to Bai Yuan when she was so nervous and waited for Bai Yuan to wake up.
She hopes that one day she can say "I like you" to Bai Yuan uprightly, and even say "I love you" to Bai Yuan.
Shen Jianglan touched Bai Yuan's eyelashes as long as crow feathers and asked: "Yuan Yuan, you said you would wait for me, right?"
After Shen Jianglan finished saying this, Bai Yuan's eyelashes trembled suddenly, and the corner of Shen Jianglan's mouth twitched when he saw this, "It seems that Yuan Yuan agreed."
Thinking of the sex scene between Bai Yuan and Qin Zhi just now, Shen Jianglan suddenly felt moved and sent a message to Yan Hua, asking Yan Hua to match up with the crew, making him the biggest financial backer of the "No Ember" crew.
Shen Jianglan is satisfied after finishing all this, but she has to think about how to word Bai Yuan to get Bai Yuan to agree.
When Bai Yuan woke up, Shen Jianglan was still thinking. Bai Yuan rubbed his eyes and asked in doubt, "Shen Jianglan, aren't you sleepy?"
Shen Jianglan looked at Bai Yuan's movement of rubbing his eyes, and his heart suddenly softened. Bai Yuan's confused way of rubbing his eyes was very cute, and he poked her inexplicably.
Shen Jianglan asked softly: "Are you awake?"
Bai Yuan leaned his head on Shen Jianglan's shoulder and nodded slightly.
Shen Jianglan: "Yuan Yuan, I have something to discuss with you."
Bai Yuan responded with a hum, and Shen Jianglan continued: "Yuan Yuan, I think the sex scene between you and Qin Zhi was not very good."
As soon as Shen Jianglan finished saying this, Bai Yuan already knew what Shen Jianglan meant, but Bai Yuan still pretended not to know anything and replied: "Really? Where is the bad filming, Mr. Shen will give advice, tomorrow When I return to the crew, I will ask Director Yu to do another filming."
Shen Jianglan: "..." Retake, how could she let Bai Yuan retake.
Shen Jianglan: "What I mean is that this kind of content has bad guidance for young people. I think it's better to remove it."
Bai Yuan suppressed the smile on the corner of his mouth, this person spoke his selfishness in a high-sounding manner and no one could find any reason to refute it.
Bai Yuan: "Well, it seems not very good, but whether to delete or not depends on Director Yu."
Shen Jianglan: "As long as you agree, I'll take care of it with Director Yu."
Bai Yuan lazily picked the end of his eyes, and finally couldn't help but chuckled and said, "Boss Shen, what big investment did you make? Did you buy the crew?"
Shen Jianglan: "..." Bai Yuan was teasing her again.
Shen Jianglan: "It's not enough to buy a crew, but you should still have the qualification to delete your sex scene."
Bai Yuan put his head against Shen Jianglan's shoulder, changed to a more comfortable posture, and said slowly: "I think it would be better not to delete it. After all, this scene will make the character image more full."
Shen Jianglan was a little unhappy hearing Bai Yuan's words, Bai Yuan still wanted to keep her sex scene with Qin Zhi.
When Shen Jianglan spoke again, his tone became stiff, "If you don't want to delete it, you can keep it."
Hearing Shen Jianglan's sullen answer, Bai Yuan felt that he had taken revenge, and Bai Yuan smiled lightly and said, "Mr. Shen, why don't you consider being a stand-in for this sex scene?"
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