Draw a pen is to draw you

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In April, the school examination results came out one after another, and all the results were basically known around May.Shu Nian has attended five of the nine schools, and the rankings are not too low. As an art student, Shu Nian has already succeeded in half of his mission. Next, he only needs to do his best to sprint for the college entrance examination in June, so that he can realize the animation he has been studying all along. professional dream.

In the last three months, Shu Nian devoted himself to cultivation, learning in a daze, presumably because of the failure of the college entrance examination, he held his breath and wanted to get back in the college entrance examination, at least not be able to fall from his original level too much.As a result, after studying hard day and night, the dark circles under her eyes became a little deeper, and even the glasses couldn't cover her face.Shu Nian would occasionally go to the book bar to review with her after evening self-study. In fact, it was Zhu Ying who wanted to chat with him and let him relax for a while.But Shu Nian would continue to learn two points when he returned home after eleven o'clock.Yu Ruoyao would stop him from reviewing during the lunch break, and deliberately played him the Korean drama she watched recently to distract Shu Nian; Tong Tong would also accompany his brother on weekends, reduce the noise when his brother fell asleep while reviewing, and cover him for him. Beloved blanket.

Shu Nian was actively reviewing, and everyone actively guided him to rest. Everything was going on in an orderly manner like this.

Three months flew by.Thousands of students have studied hard for more than ten years in Han Chuang, and finally ushered in the day when they made a fortune.

College entrance examination.

Shu Nian's examination room was set at No. [-] Middle School.

At the beginning, Shu Nian didn't even remember that this was the school Qin Xun studied at.

He has been immersed in the review for too long, so long that he is close to being isolated from the world, but he still occasionally thinks of certain things because of a certain opportunity—for example, when he saw a classmate in the next class smoking secretly in the toilet, in the old When Song Zhiwei secretly gave him an alpine in Zhang's class, or when his classmates yelled at him and asked him to draw a sketch for them, Shu Nian would always think of Qin Xun, and the things that he had decided to let go seemed to be happening again and again. , People who obviously don't want to think about it are everywhere.

This feeling is not good, but fortunately Shu Nian has been able to deal with it proficiently, quickly withdraws, and focuses on his own results again.

It wasn't until the end of the college entrance examination that Shu Nian left the examination room exhausted, and when he happened to look up at the bus stop and bumped into someone's familiar side face, he suddenly realized this.

It turned out that he was taking an exam at our school.

Qin Xun didn't seem to see Shu Nian from this angle, Li Chengfeng was standing beside him, and there were some other people.Just like in the studio, Qin Xun is always surrounded by all kinds of people and never lacks friends.

Shu Nian just took a look and then looked away. There was a sea of ​​people between him and Qin Xun, so even if he waved at him, he might not be able to see him.

But his chest vibrated uncontrollably, and there seemed to be a voice beckoning him to move away from the crowd and stand in front of Qin Xun.The three-month retreat life was like a mirror that cut him off from the world. When all this ended abruptly, he only needed to look at Qin Xun again, and the mirror would shatter and he was forced to return to reality.

It seems that three months is not enough.

"What are you looking at?" Zhu Ying suddenly appeared behind Shu Nian and patted Shu Nian on the shoulder. He looked into the crowd and asked, "Anyone you know?"

There were too many people, Zhu Ying didn't see Qin Xun

"Yeah, but it's too far away." After Shu Nian answered, he glanced over there again, and finally said, "Let's go."

......

"Qin Xun?"

Qin Xunben was chatting with his classmates when he suddenly felt a gaze, so he turned his head and looked in the distance, but he didn't see anyone he knew.Li Chengfeng called Qin Xun twice, and Qin Xun turned back with a smile and asked, "What's the matter?"

Li Chengfeng said: "It's hard to finish the exam. Don't you go crazy tonight? Singing? Movies? Internet cafe? They also discussed going to the riverside for barbecue? Together?"

"Hmm... yes, but it can't be too late." Qin Xun thought for a while, "I have something to do tomorrow."

Li Chengfeng let out an oh, and suddenly realized something, and said in disbelief: "No, you're going tomorrow too? You just finished the exam!"

Qin Xun nodded: "But since you have decided to start over, of course you have to show some attitude."

Li Chengfeng still felt that it was outrageous: "You Tong Shunian is possessed, you!"

"Possession?"

Qin Xun put his hands in his trouser pockets, and unconsciously rubbed the screen of his new phone.

"maybe."

After all, Qin Junqing felt that it was inconvenient to contact Qin Xun without a mobile phone, so he bought a new one for him. This time it was not a Nokia, but it was still an old phone. It only had basic functions such as sending text messages and calling, and promised that Qin Xun would buy it after the college entrance examination smart phone.Qin Xun saved Shu Nian's number in the phone as soon as he got it, but he never contacted him again. He only sent a simple message "Come on for the college entrance examination" after thinking twice the night before the college entrance examination.

Ke Shunian didn't reply.Maybe it's turned off again.

Shu Nian's phone was indeed turned off, and it remained in this state for nearly two months.It wasn't until the dinner party in the evening that Shu Nian sat silently in the corner of the ktv and opened the mailbox of his mobile phone amidst the howling of ghosts and wolves. Taking advantage of his free time, he sorted out the pile of junk messages he had piled up.

Most of these messages were advertisements and phone charge notices, with no connotation, and a few gossips from Zhu Ying, but seeing that Shu Nian didn't reply to him, he stopped sending them altogether.

The KTV was too noisy, but Shu Nian couldn't quite get into it.In all fairness, his relationship with his classmates is not bad, but he always maintains the sense of propriety of a gentleman's friendship, so it can't be said that they are very close.In addition, he spends most of his spare time painting, and his recreational activities are relatively simple, so he doesn't have many opportunities to play with his classmates.

To be honest, the atmosphere of the studio is more suitable for me.Everyone has a cheerful personality and similar interests, and they don't mind being gloomy and indifferent.

Shu Nian came out of the room, as if he wanted to go to the balcony at the end of the corridor to take a breath, pushed open the glass door, but saw someone standing there already.

Song Zhiwei turned his head and greeted Shu Nian. With a flick of his finger, the soot was blown away by the wind.

Shu Nian was taken aback, hesitating whether to go back to KTV or not.

"Don't like the smell of cigarettes?" Song Zhi smiled, extinguished the remaining half of the cigarette, and threw it into the trash can next to him.

Shu Nian walked half a meter away from him: "Actually, it doesn't matter. It's just a little accident."

"I didn't expect the monitor to smoke too?" Song Zhiwei stretched his waist, "Then you found out now, go ahead and sue the teacher."

Shu Nian was amused: "How can I sue after graduation? Lao Zhang used to go to KTV to arrest people, so he came to sing with us today. I just accidentally knew you for so long and didn't know you can smoke."

Song Zhiwei winked at him: "Everyone has secrets."

"That's true." Shu Nian glanced at the two beer cans under Song Zhiwei's feet casually, "Did you play well today?"

"It's pretty good." Song Zhiwei said lazily, "I don't drink because of this, so don't guess."

Shu Nian said, "Really. That's good."

The voice fell behind, and the two stood side by side in silence for a while.Shu Nian always felt that Song Zhiwei might have something to say, so he was in no hurry to leave.He took out his mobile phone and continued to clean up the information, starting from the earliest information and slowly clearing up to the day before yesterday.Finally, he opened Qin Xun's message.

Shu Nian looked at the simple words on the phone and suddenly felt a little sad.

"Tong Shunian," Song Zhiwei said at this moment, "Do you... like boys?"

Shu Nian trembled, and the phone almost fell to the ground. He looked up at Song Zhiwei in shock, and regained his composure in a very short time, but he didn't answer right away.

"You don't deny it, do you mean to admit it?" Song Zhiwei looked directly into Shu Nian's eyes, "I wonder how I know?"

Shu Nian calmly said: "I actually don't know my sexual orientation. But I should have someone I like."

"boy?"

"Man." After Shu Nian finished speaking, he felt relaxed. He almost wanted to find an excuse to cover up the matter in the moment of tension, "How did you know?"

"Hmm... your draft paper." Song Zhiwei said, "You draw something on the draft paper when you are resting, and I found that all of your drawings seem to be the same person."

"..."

Shu Nian himself doesn't know how much draft paper he has used in the past three months. He always dislikes that the used draft paper will take up space in the drawer, so he always uses one and throws one away.

I seem to have the habit of drawing.It's just that the authorities are obsessed, and Shu Nian can't remember clearly.

But is it that obvious?

Knowing how to draw Qin Xun may be because it is easy.If it were another model, Shu Nian couldn't write silently, but after drawing that face countless times, Shu Nian could draw it on the ground with a stick with his eyes closed.Sometimes his shadow appeared in my mind, and I couldn't help drawing pictures.

Then throw it away.

"That's it?" But Shu Nian didn't quite believe what Song Zhiwei said.

"There is also intuition." Song Zhiwei tapped his temple, "The same kind of intuition. You will have it after a long time."

Shu Nian suddenly realized: "So you are... I can't see it."

Song Zhiwei spread his hands: "I knew it when I was 12 years old."

It's so early.

"Then you are really good." Shu Nian teased blankly.

"You always paint people secretly," Song Zhiwei opened another can of beer, "Does the Lord know?"

"You gossip," Shu Nian scolded him, but he wasn't actually angry, maybe because the college entrance examination was over, all the suppressed things in his heart collapsed, but now he was unexpectedly straightforward, "Unrequited love, he doesn't need to know."

"what......"

Song Zhiwei didn't speak immediately, he took a sip of beer, as if he was doing some psychological construction, and said after a long while, "Then why don't you think about me?"

Ok?

"What?" Shu Nian frowned, "This joke is not funny."

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I'm going to write Song Zhiwei's episode or start a new article, something exciting, this article is too clear

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