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A beautiful aunt who should be under forty years old sat opposite Qin Junqing with a little boy who looked like a junior high school student.

At that moment, Qin Xun's mood didn't fluctuate too much. It should be more relieved, because he knew very well that there would be such a day sooner or later.He never even thought of obstructing Qin Junqing's love life.Qin Xun has always felt that since his parents have divorced, having a new love life is a matter of course.

After all, Qin Junqing should be himself first before playing the role of father.

But when Qin Xun peeked at Qin Junqing lovingly serving the boy sitting next to his aunt, and patiently asking them how they were doing, his heart was still broken.

Today should be the kid's birthday, and Qin Junqing personally bought him a birthday present.Qin Xun carefully stretched his head to look. The gift package was unwrapped, and what was inside the box was a model airplane, which was very high-end in appearance alone.Qin Xun didn't know much about it before buying it, but it wasn't cheap at first glance. The boy was pleasantly surprised when he saw the gift. Although he was a little embarrassed at first, he finally accepted it very preciously.

"Say thank you uncle," said the woman.

"Thank you uncle."

The boy is shy.Qin Junqing touched the boy's head gently, smiling.

Qin Xun, who was peeping secretly not far away, was stunned.

When was the last time Qin Junqing treated himself so gently?

There was no reason for Qin Xun to have such a question in his heart. What made him even more confused was that he had thought about it for a long time, but there was no answer.

Somewhat ridiculous.Obviously they are father and son.

Although Qin Junqing ignored him most of the time in the past few years, even though the number of times the two could talk calmly was only a handful.

But after all, it is the closest person who is related to him by blood.

But what are these now?

Perhaps Qin Xun's gaze was too sharp, Qin Junqing seemed to have spotted him in the end, Qin Xun's heart skipped a beat, and in the end he even forgot his coat and left the restaurant almost like running away.

But Qin Xun didn't know where to go.

He walked aimlessly on the street for a while, thinking back and forth.I found that in my memory, the relationship between myself and Qin Junqing had somehow become as tense as it is now.But a long time ago, I just can't remember how long ago, my father was also very patient and gentle with me.

Just like that aunt's son.

Qin Xun felt very strange in his heart, not too sad, but he felt very empty, his chest seemed to be leaking, and the biting cold winter wind blew in, making him feel cold all over his body, and his heart hung in the air for a long time.

Then he thought of Shu Nian.

He wanted to see Shu Nian, to see how he was concentrating and working hard for his dream, as if that was the only way to make him feel at ease.

He went to the studio first, and walked around the studio, but he didn't see the group of people taking the school exam. Remembering that Shu Nian and the others had already left, he booked the nearest high-speed train without hesitation.After getting on the high-speed rail, Qin Xun originally wanted to inform Shu Nian, but on second thought, he was worried that Shu Nian's meticulous character would persuade him to go back, so he told Zhong Xiaorong first, and learned the address of the hotel from him, and searched for it all the way. Come.

It's hard to blame Qin Xun for being a street idiot, asking for directions and people alone in a strange city with a Nokia in his hand.

Qin Xun's story is very short, and he didn't use too many rhetoric to express his feelings. Most of the details are just mentioned in one stroke. Shu Nian can feel a little bit of bitterness and confusion from it, but he is not Qin Xun after all, he can't empathize with him, and he can't give him enlighten.

"Sorry," Shu Nian lowered his head and said sincerely, "I don't know how to comfort you."

"What are you apologizing for?" Qin Xun lay down on Zhong Xiaorong's bed, "I came here because I wanted to, so I should relax."

"Why do you want to come to me?" Shu Nian asked, "I actually have nothing to do with this matter."

Qin Xun looked at the ceiling, feeling a little dazed: "I don't know...A lot of times I don't really know what I want, I just think about it, it's about it."

"At that time, the first thing I thought of was you."

Shu Nian also lay down, and quietly glanced at him from the corner of his eye.

"Many people and many things in this world will change, and people always change quickly... What you like today, you don't like tomorrow, what you want today, you don't want it tomorrow, just like my parents ...Marriage or relationship seems to be easily changed. But I think you are different, you like painting, so you have been painting for many years, you still have goals, and you want to make painting your life Career." Qin Xun turned to look at Shu Nian, "These are things that neither I nor the people around me have. I think you are very powerful."

It was rare for Shu Nian to hear Qin Xun speak so seriously about concepts, and he also praised himself throughout the article, so he suddenly felt a little embarrassed.

"...You speak too well of me." Shu Nian said cautiously, "So, this is why you came to me by high-speed train all night?"

Qin Xun tilted his head, feeling a little unnatural: "Not all of them."

Shu Nian: "Not all of them?"

Qin Xun didn't answer this time, he hiccuped and pulled the quilt up to cover his face.

"I'm going to bed," Qin Xun said.

Shu Nian: "?"

Why are you still talking halfway?

Shu Nian asked, "Are you feeling better?"

Qin Xun shook his head under the quilt: "As I said, I was just not sober just now. After being exposed to the rain and running a long way, I was almost cured. As soon as I saw you, I was completely cured."

The man started talking nonsense again, and it seemed that there was nothing wrong with it.Although it was inexplicable for him to come this time, it was rewarding to be able to adjust his mentality.

Shu Nian glanced at the time on the wall clock. Indeed, it was almost time to rest. He needed to ensure a relatively sufficient sleep for the next day's exam.He washed up briefly and lay down on another bed, turned off the switch on the wall, leaving only a small lamp beside the bed.

"Good night." Knowing that Qin Xun was still asleep, Shu Nian asked, "Are you going back tomorrow?"

Qin Xun thought for a while and said, "It should be."

The last exam of the year before was a few days away, and Shu Nian had to wait until then to go back with the main force, and after that was the Spring Festival.But Qin Xun couldn't wait. Tickets were hard to buy during the Spring Festival travel season, and Qin Junqing could easily find out if he was away from home for too long.

Shu Nian had no choice but to say, "I have an exam tomorrow, so I can't send you off. Be careful yourself."

"Don't worry, I'll ask Zhong Xiaorong to take me a short taxi to the high-speed rail station, which is very fast." Qin Xun responded, and an idea popped up in his mind in an instant, he said, "How about I... Shall I take you to the examination room tomorrow?"

"Ah? Why?" This proposal was so outrageous that Shu Nian couldn't react.

"Help you carry the painting box, bucket and so on. After sending you into the examination room, I'll go home." Qin Xun said, "I'm just a little curious."

Shu Nian was puzzled and said, "Curiosity? What are you curious about?"

"School exam." Qin Xun said, "Although I don't take the school exam. But because I don't take the school exam, I'm curious about what the scene of your school exam is like."

Shu Nian: "You can't get in without an admission ticket."

"I know, I'll just look at the door and not go in." Qin Xun insisted.

Shu Nian still didn't understand what could be so interesting about school exams.A large group of people waited at the door, and when the exam time came, they went straight to the exam room. After painting in the morning and in the afternoon, they were exhausted and out of breath every time. It was like fighting a war. The whole process was meaningless.

But Qin Xun wanted to see... It was unexpected to see him this time, and Shu Nian didn't want to separate so soon.What's more, he insisted on sending himself to the examination room, even if he was not asked to go, he probably wouldn't listen, so he might as well just agree to stay with Qin Xun for a while longer.

"Alright then." Shu Nian said.