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The press conference ended at about nine o'clock in the evening. Qin Yi, escorted by Xiaotian and Wu Jie, was chased by countless flash lights and microphones for about 10 minutes before he exited smoothly.

It was only when Qin Yi arrived at the venue that he realized that he hadn't brought his mobile phone with him, so he naturally didn't see the email sent to him by Sister Wu.So during the press conference, it was Xiao Tian and Sister Wu who answered on his behalf. He propped his chin and turned the ballpoint pen for two hours. The flashing lights of the reporters dazzled him, and finally he just closed his eyes and took a nap.

This attitude seems to have caused strong dissatisfaction in the arena, and the problems became more and more acute, but Qin Yi didn't listen at all.It doesn't matter to him whether he acts or not, and he doesn't care how these people arrange him.

A long time ago, when he was a child, Chen Ji also carried a lot of rumors in order to raise him. So many people bullied him, scolded him, and made trouble for him. His adoptive father carried them all on his thin and weak shoulders.She also smiled softly and said to herself: "There is no way, there are so many people in the world, there will always be people who like you, and there will always be people who hate you."

"But they scolded so badly."

Qin Yi remembered that he was covering his ears hard at that time.It was the adoptive father who picked him up and covered his hands that had been covering his ears with his palms, as if he had double protection in this way.

His father Chen is not tall, but his arms are always warm.He smelled a little bit of sweat and cheap soap, and his face was stuck to the cotton shirt that could be frayed. He still remembered the warm and rough touch.Although when he grows up, Chen Ji seldom hugs him anymore.

"Then don't listen. You won't lose anything if you don't listen. They are all irrelevant people anyway."

Chen Ji told him so.

So after Chen Ji's death, Qin Yi has been trying his best not to listen, not to see, not to think.Otherwise, he was afraid that he would not be able to help but want to kill himself.

He used to recall that day over and over again, and was overwhelmed by heart-wrenching regret over and over again.

It would be fine if I didn't exist, it would be fine if I hadn't been picked up by Chen Ji in the winter more than ten years ago, if I had frozen to death at that time, it would be fine, Chen Ji might have married a wife and had children, and lived an ordinary life. A full life.He still drives to make ends meet, argues with his wife over little things, bends over and laughs at the baby in the stroller.He will live a very good life, he will live a long life.

How good that is, how good it is.

It doesn't matter if they have never met before, and it doesn't matter if they become two people who have nothing to do with each other. At least he can still laugh, get angry, and still live in this world.

But the sins committed cannot be eliminated, and the dead will not come back.

The car broke through the encirclement and drove out of the venue, and first took Xiaotian to the train station. After today's press conference, this incident will be over. Even if the aftermath is not over, he has officially resigned.Qin Yi only opened his eyes to look at him once when he got out of the car, and Xiao Tian also walked cleanly without turning his head.

This is very good, Qin Yi thought, not becoming friends with anyone, so that there will be no feelings.Regardless of whether they are together or separated, they can be treated calmly. For him, even if he dies, no one will miss him, which is the best ending.

Sister Wu got out of the car and put on the driver's seat, started the car silently, turned onto the viaduct, and merged into the traffic flow.Qin Yi looked at the blurred scenery passing by outside the window, the dots of lights merged into rivers and rivers, and swept past his eyes quickly with the wind.

There are so many lights, but there will never be one that belongs to him.

There was no music in the car, and the silent atmosphere seemed to have solidified. Qin Yi could feel that Sister Wu was watching him from the rearview mirror frequently. He didn't know what she wanted to do, and he didn't care.

The car quickly drove to the community where Qin Yi often lived. After entering the community, the car did not park in the garage as usual.Sister Wu drove the car straight into the underground parking lot.Although Qin Yi felt a little strange, he didn't say anything.He doesn't care where the car is parked. He has been following the crowd since a long time ago. If life and death don't matter, there is really nothing worth caring about.

The car stopped in a very remote corner, there were no other cars parked around, the dim lights of the underground parking lot were on, and there was no sound at all.Sister Wu who stopped the car also sat there motionless, turned off the fire, but did not unlock the door.

Qin Yi didn't bother to care about what she was going to do, so he closed his eyes wearily.

The stomach that had been empty for a day started to cramp a bit, but Qin Yi didn't take this degree of pain to heart.Sometimes he even enjoys the pain. When the pain is extreme, his hands and feet are cold and numb, and his eyes will start to turn black. The stronger the feeling of being torn by pain, the more he feels that he deserves it. It would be better if he could just die like this up.

There was a strange sound, a creak, as if the driver's seat had been put down, the sound of cloth rubbing, and then a trembling hand touched his face.

As soon as he was touched by his fingertips, Qin Yi turned his face away bluntly, and then opened his eyes.

Sister Wu climbed onto the back seat, kneeling down, her hands still stretched forward.Qin Yi stared at her coldly for a while, and when her hand touched his chest, he pushed it away in disgust.

She is a fairly pretty woman, but Qin Yi is not interested.

After being rejected mercilessly, the woman showed a desperate expression on her face, as if she was about to cry, but she pressed Qin Yi to the corner of the seat as if she was giving up on herself, and pressed her soft body directly against him.She took off her clothes like no one else was there.

The woman's fair shoulders, collarbone, cleavage, and underwear are exposed.

"enough."

Qin Yi raised his eyes and looked directly at the woman's beautiful face, and her hand that was about to take off her bra stopped.She looked at Qin Yi with a painful gaze, and after a long silence, she said hoarsely, "I have loved you for many years."

Qin Yi couldn't answer him. At this moment, his stomach was churning violently, and cold sweat was already dripping down.It seems that since Chen Ji's death, he has been disgusted with this kind of thing. Before seeing Chen Ji, he would want to hug him, touch him, and enter him.But after the traces left, no matter whether it was a man or a woman, he could no longer get him an erection, and even the thought of entering someone else's body felt sick and nauseous.Maybe he is not disgusted with the person who wants to have sex with him, but disgusted with himself.

His face began to turn pale. Qin Yi suppressed the pain in his stomach, and whispered to his manager who had taken care of him for many years, "Let me get out of the car."

His only impression of this woman was that she was capable, that she was his manager, and that she had nothing else.

"The boss told me that you don't plan to renew the contract." The agent lowered her head, and she stretched out a trembling hand to grab Qin Yi's clothes, "You will leave the company, and I can't help but think about it." Be patient. Don't go, don't go. I know you don't like me, but at least let me stay with you."

"Let me get out of the car."

Even Qin Yi himself was surprised at how cruel his voice was, but he really couldn't bear it any longer.

The woman finally despaired, she put on her clothes silently, and unlocked the car door.

Hearing the sound of the car lock jumping, Qin Yi immediately opened the door and walked out.He didn't have time to look back at the woman's expression. The pain in his stomach made his legs a little weak, and his back was almost soaked in cold sweat. When the elevator door closed, he immediately leaned against the aluminum alloy wall Slide and sat down.

As he stumbled towards the apartment at the end of the corridor with his back arched, he remembered what the woman had said.She said don't go.Qin Yi also cried this sentence over and over again.When Chen Ji fell off the cliff and was sent to the hospital for emergency treatment, he was locked up in the basement of the house by the woman who gave birth to him and then abandoned him.

At first he kicked the door angrily, cursing and wanting to go out, but no one paid attention to him.Later, he accidentally heard the news that Chen Ji was critically ill from the maid who cleaned the room. He stopped scolding, but knelt on the cold ground and begged his biological mother when she came to deliver food to him. Qin Yi yelled for the first time. Her mother, but she still refused. Instead, she shook off him coldly and said, "It seems that you haven't thought about it at all. I don't think it's good for you to go."

In the end, his twin brother Qin Li stole the key for him and gave him all his pocket money as travel expenses.

Qin Yi hurried to the hospital, but it was still too late.He finally saw Chen Trace, but it was the last time.Not long after he arrived, there was a commotion in the intensive care unit, and the electronic equipment made a long, shrill beep. He watched the electrocardiogram turn into a straight line bit by bit, and watched him die with his own eyes.

Don't go, don't, please.

He had also begged so helplessly.

Even the sum of all the illnesses he suffered in the future is not as good as losing him at that time.

I wanted to take out the keys, but subconsciously rang the doorbell.There were footsteps coming from inside the door.

Oh, Qin Yi thought vaguely, there is still that inexplicable man in this house.It was a very strange man, he looked very young, but he always spoke with the face of an elder.He is also called Chen Ji, and has a pair of very, very gentle eyes. Qin Yi wonders if everyone named Chen Ji has such a smile.

Seeing the way the man spoke and smiled several times, his heart would stop suddenly.He thought he saw the dead person, but when he looked away, it turned out to be a face without any resemblance, so he was immediately surrounded by a huge sense of loss.He didn't want to go on like this, so when Oda proposed to let this man live with him at first, he strongly opposed it.But the man woke up, and when he saw his eyes, he was shaken again for some reason.

Obviously knowing it wasn't, but still yearning for that familiar feeling, Qin Yi thought, he was really crazy.

With one hand catching his falling body, Qin Yi already felt that his consciousness was gradually drifting away. The man was crying anxiously in his ear, but Qin Yi didn't hear a word.The pain is like a crazy beast, constantly gnawing at his broken body. The pain makes life worse than death, but it also makes Qin Yi feel a kind of pleasure.

The more he spoiled himself, the happier he felt.A scum like him should die in such pain.

The man dragged himself with his only movable hand, the pain passed after a while, and his consciousness came back, he heard the man's wheezing, and he kept complaining: "I'm sweating a lot. "It's so heavy."

When his back touched the soft bed, Qin Yi opened his eyes and looked at it, and immediately curled up instinctively hugging the quilt again. The man seemed to be tired and paralyzed by the side for a while, and then came to pull his arm.

"Are you asleep? Are you still awake? If you are still awake, change your clothes quickly. Your clothes are all wet. Don't wipe them on the quilt. Take them off quickly, or you will wet the quilt. "

The man spoke in a familiar tone.

Qin Yixin seemed to be hit by something, he immediately opened his eyes and looked at the man blankly.

"What do you see me doing? Do you want me to help you take it off again? I only have one hand, oh, oh, what are you doing, oh, you are so grown up, why are you still acting like a child..."

Time, space, light, everything seems to fade away in an instant.The chirping of cicadas and the heat of summer have also disappeared, replaced by the cold weather of winter and the sound of snow falling outside the window.

——The coat is all wet, don't rub it on my quilt, take it off quickly, otherwise you want me to cover the quilt with wet at night......

——You help me take it off.

——So grown up, why are you still acting like a child...

Qin Yi's eyes widened in disbelief. The man in front of him seemed to overlap little by little with the adoptive father in his memory. He was still the same as he was familiar with, complaining in detail, but with gentle doting in his eyes.He looked so good, no blood on his face, no cuts, he was so good, so good, intact.

Dad, Dad.

Qin Yi tried his best to prop up his body and hugged the man tightly. He pressed his sore nose against the man's shoulder, and the tears that he thought had been shed long ago could not be restrained from bursting at this moment.

"sorry Sorry sorry......"

The person in his arms struggled for a while as if frightened, but did not move.After a while, Qin Yi heard a low sigh, and then gently put a hand around his back.

Qin Yi raised his head little by little, his eyes were blurred by tears, he could only see the man looking at him with a kind of gentle eyes that made people addicted, he could no longer distinguish between reality and illusion, but he instinctively wanted to catch him .

He took the initiative to approach the man's face. When Qin Yi's lips overlapped with the man's, the convulsive stomach and the pain of bone erosion disappeared in an instant, leaving only this man in front of his eyes. The soft touch, with a feeling that he couldn't understand at all the scorching heat.

The man started to struggle again, Qin Yi just blocked his lips twice, and even pinched his chin with his hand, forcing him to open his mouth.The lips and tongue were deeply entangled, and Qin Yi obviously felt that the breath of the person in his arms became unstable, the strength of his struggle weakened, and his body softened.

Possess him, can't let him go.

Thinking so, Qin Yi ignored the man's exclamation and pushed him down on the bed.