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With a messy mind, Chen Ji stayed in the toilet for about 10 minutes without thinking about anything, but if he didn't go out again, Qin Yi might think he was constipated.

He sighed, put on his pants and opened the door.After going out, he found that Qin Yi was lying on the bed and fell asleep. The cat Aben was wrapped around his neck like a black and white scarf. When he heard the sound of Chen Ji walking, he shook his ears and raised his head, but after seeing who it was, he opened his head again Yawned and lowered his head.

Chen Ji walked over quietly, Qin Yi fell asleep on his side, even in his dream, his brows were still frowning with concern, the shadow of himself approaching cast a shadow on his handsome eyebrows, Chen Ji lay on his bed Side squatted down.

I wanted to stuff his hand that was exposed outside the quilt, but saw that his hand was stained with blood, and the hanging needle that he forcibly tore off made a long and thin opening on the back of his hand, with dark blood splattered on it.He suddenly remembered Qin Yi who appeared at the door in minutes after he made a fuss.

Chen Ji touched his hand with some distress, but the touch was still as cold as before, as if he couldn't warm it even if he covered it.Chen Ji unscrewed the bottled water on the cabinet, wet the paper towel, and gently wiped the dried blood off his hands.Chen Ji rummaged through the drawer again, took out a band-aid and pasted it carefully for him. After everything was done, he carefully hid Qin Yi's hand under the quilt.

Just as he was about to pull away to leave, his hand was held backwards.

"Traces."

Qin Yi woke up at some point, his opened eyes were still moist with sleepiness, but very clear, Chen Ji saw his panicked reflection in his deeper eyes than ordinary people.

"Did you hear those words?" Qin Yi asked bluntly.

"......Yes."

Chen Ji felt that it was better for him to admit it.

"You may find it strange, but the 'Chen Ji' that the woman and I said just now did not refer to you." Qin Yi slowly loosened the grip on his hand, "It's another man with the same name and surname."

"Oh......"

Chen Ji rubbed his nose, not knowing how to answer.

"You don't need to care about the content of those words, it's just some irrelevant things, and it has nothing to do with you."

"Oh......"

Is this kind of thing also called insignificant thing?Chen Ji murmured disapprovingly in his heart, moreover, he had a lot to do with him.

"I was really surprised though, because you really do look a bit like him."

Chen Ji was stunned.

"I can't say that you are alike. In fact, you don't look alike at all. But I don't know why, but I always feel familiar when I see you. It's like two completely different faces superimposed. If you want to say it, you are alike."

Qin Yi looked at him with piercing eyes, and Chen Ji felt as if a ghost in human form appeared under the mirror, his back straightened unconsciously, and he felt sweat sliding down his spine.

Qin Yi didn't look away, but the expression on his face became more playful: "Every time he feels nervous and uneasy, he will unconsciously rub the tip of his nose just like you."

Upon hearing this, Chen Ji immediately put down his hand that was about to touch his nose, and smiled awkwardly.

"He also resembles you when he smiles, the corner of his left lip is raised a little higher than the right, and his eyes are curved."

Chen Ji's smile froze on his face again.

"I don't understand what you're talking about." He could only play dumb as much as possible, "I should go back."

"Oh, yes..." The light in Qin Yi's eyes gradually faded, he shook his head somewhat self-deprecatingly, as if laughing at himself for saying something that didn't make sense, and completely let go of Chen Ji's hand.

He turned over, turned his back to Chen Ji and said, "Yes, you can go back."

His slightly arched back made a lonely arc. Thinking of the conversation between Qin Yi and A Ying just now, Chen Ji felt that something was blocked in his throat. Is it really okay for him to leave like this?He wouldn't run away to commit suicide in the dead of night, right? Hearing what he said really meant that, no, I still have to persuade him.

But what to do?

Chen Ji stood by the bed for a while, and finally reached into the quilt hesitantly, and took Qin Yi's cold hand gropingly.

Qin Yi turned around in surprise.

"That... I heard what you guys said, but I don't think it's an unimportant matter." Chen Ji bit the bullet and met Qin Yi's complicated eyes, wanting to touch it with his empty hands. Nose, but immediately thought of Qin Yi's assertion to him just now, so he could only restrain himself anxiously, and as a result, his speech became more and more disorganized.

"I... I'm your fan, I've seen every one of your works." Chen Ji borrowed the label of Yuanshen's brainless fan, and blatantly lied, "Every one of your works is very Well, I like everything so much, I think you will develop better in the future, you will meet better things, you will meet better people, now... it is too early to lose hope in life , and it’s not worth it, you’ve achieved what you are now after nine years since your debut, wouldn’t it be a pity to give up..."

"That kind of thing doesn't matter."

Chen Ji became anxious, isn't there anything in this world that can keep him?

"Don't you care about your parents? If you... If you die, the white-haired person will send the black-haired person, how sad they will be!" Chen Ji felt that he had thought of a particularly good reason, "At least for the sake of the family. Persevere, there is no hurdle that people cannot overcome, if you die, you will lose everything."

"I don't have parents." He said coldly.

"Liar." Chen Ji stared at him with bulging eyes.Good boy, with such a good-looking face, you don't blush when you lie.

"I have severed ties with my parents, and even my name has been removed from my household registration."

Qin Yi's expression changed, covered with a layer of frost.

And Chen Ji's mouth opened into an "o" shape.

"Why...why!"

"Aren't you my fan? Why don't you know this well-known thing?" Qin Yi asked suspiciously.

Chen Ji choked for a moment.

But Qin Yi didn't mean to go into it. Chen Ji's words seemed to remind him of many bad memories. He glanced at Chen Ji tiredly, forcibly broke free from his hand, and turned his back again.

"Go back quickly, and don't come here again, I don't need others to deliver food." Qin Yi's tone became cold and hard, and his attitude changed completely. He had a very gentle attitude towards Chen Ji because of the familiar feeling on him, but now he directly down to freezing.

But the more he looked like this, the more he told himself not to come, the more worried Chen Ji became.He stubbornly went around to the side Qin Yi was facing, but just as he walked over, Qin Yi turned over to the other side impatiently.Chen Ji swayed in front of him again without giving up, and Qin Yi turned over again.So tossing and turning and walking around alone, this kind of boring behavior like a child directly ignited Qin Yi's bad temper.

"Why don't you get out!" He glared at Chen Ji angrily.

"Why die?" Chen Ji also stared back without giving in.He had to figure it out.

"Whether I die or not is none of your business!"

"Isn't it okay to live?" As soon as these words came out, Chen Ji suddenly felt a sour feeling welling up in his heart.He thought of himself, even though his life was messed up by this guy in front of him, he didn't think about dying. He originally planned to start over elsewhere, but he overturned and died.

Those who want to live die, but those who are still alive try to die.

"Is it so difficult to live? You can live with three meals a day and a few glasses of water. There are many people in the world who are more pitiful than you. Those people are still struggling. Why do you die!" Chen Ji ignored He yelled at him all the time, "Do you think that if you die, you will be able to see the person who raised you when you were a child? Let me tell you, even if you die, you will not be able to see him!"

Qin Yi was stunned, the anger gradually dissipated from his face, he stared at Chen Ji, his darkened eyes narrowed dangerously: "How do you know?"

"Gah?"

"I never told anyone about my adoptive father, how do you know?"

Chen Ji immediately froze, cold sweat broke out on his back.

"I have never mentioned to anyone that he has passed away. No one in this city knows him. How do you know about him?"

"I...I..." Chen Ji lowered his head and clenched his fingers fiercely. It's too bad, how should he get around?

"talk!"

"Because...because..." Chen Ji racked his brains, but he couldn't think of anything like a dry field.

Qin Yi suddenly grabbed Chen Ji's collar, and stared at him closely: "Who are you?"

At this time, a thought popped up suddenly, and Chen Ji blurted out before he had time to think: "Because I like you!"

Qin Yi was stunned for a moment.

Chen Ji knew that the words had already been said, and it was too late to regret, and seeing Qin Yi's expression confused by the answer, he could only continue talking nonsense: "I like you so much!"

"..."

"In order to know everything about you, I spent all my savings to find a private investigator to investigate you!"

Chen Ji closed his eyes as if going all out, recalled what Ah Man had said to himself, and confessed loudly to Qin Yi: "I...I became an actor just for you, but I found that no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't get close to you , you won’t even look at me more than once, this kind of desperation made me commit suicide for you...Look..."

Chen Ji revealed a healed scar on his wrist.

Seeing the shaken expression on Qin Yi's face, Chen Ji swallowed a mouthful of saliva, and boldly grabbed his hand: "I know everything about you, I really like you, and if you die, I will I can't survive!"

"..."

Qin Yi hesitated to speak, and looked at Chen Ji's face, which changed again and again, and finally froze into a complex and bewildered expression as if he saw a neurosis.

Although he was disgusted and had goosebumps all over his body, Chen Ji felt that this was a good way to kill two birds with one stone. It could not only lie but also achieve the idea of ​​persuading Qin Yi to give up suicide. If Qin Yi fell in love with someone, he would not want to Suicide?There is no candidate yet, so I have to make do with myself first, and introduce him to a good woman when I have time to live warmly... Uh... Forget it, even if he likes men, it’s fine after passing through Ah Man After a long time of nurturing, Chen Ji has been able to reluctantly accept things between men and men, as long as he can rekindle the hope of his adopted son, men are also fine.

That's right, now we have to shock him first, so that he doesn't have the mind to think about whether he will die or not.

Proud of his wit for a while, Chen Ji just kept on doing nothing, holding the sluggish Qin Yi in his arms with one ape arm.Chen Ji recalled the sweet words that Xiao Tian and Ah Man said, restrained his trembling voice, and spoke affectionately.

"Xiaoyi, I like you, I don't want to live without you, you are electricity, you are light, you are the most beautiful goddess in my heart...cough...male god, I miss you when I eat and sleep, and I miss you in my dreams , ah! I really can't live without you!"

Chen Ji obviously felt that Qin Yi, who was held in his arms, was shaking with nausea, and granular goose bumps appeared on his arms. In fact, Chen Ji was also disgusted by himself, but there was nothing he could do.

Chen Ji still completed the last step in Oda's grotesque way.

"I'll come back tomorrow."

He kissed Qin Yi lightly on the forehead.

"Good night."