[HP] How to properly feed the savior

"Explain what?" He raised his head calmly.

"You're not someone who gets angry with people easily, why would you quarrel with him?" Harry looked at him seriously.

"We didn't quarrel, we just had different positions, and then I became emotional and had some disputes."

"That means you will still get back together?" Harry looked a little excited for a moment, but soon frowned again, "But with the attitude of the two of you now, how can you get back together? What do you want him to do?" How about it? I remember when I had an argument with Ron in fourth grade, and Hermione was there between the two of us, trying to get him to apologize, but then I figured it would be fine as long as he didn't think I was lying. "

"I didn't want anything from him." He has often thought of Alai recently. Alai was his best friend once, and their friendship ended very simply.One day he regarded Alai as a friend, but Alai said they were enemies. "I was a little less calm before, but now it's nothing. He made his choice and I chose mine. I can't blame him for anything."

He couldn't remember being sad when he realized he'd lost his only friend, but now that he thought about it, he didn't feel much, maybe occasionally a little regret, but that emotion was too weak to be worth mentioning.People are like this. When they are together, they feel that this feeling can last forever. In fact, there is no feast that will never end. In the most important position in his heart, he pretended to be his sister at first, and then Alai. Then it became Bean, and not so long ago, it belonged to Tom.Now, it's empty there.

Maybe someone will fill that position again one day in the future, and that is also a matter of the future.

"Oh, I'm afraid you'd say that." Harry sighed. "You're not happy, Ender, I don't mean because of that, but you're always unhappy, like you've got something on your mind. It's one of the few brief moments when you're happy with Tom. From the moment you look at him I know you like him and you put your heart in him. I'm your friend too, but I can't take his place. I want you to be happy, even if it's a jerk like Tom It's okay to get up, so if there's anything I can do to help, please do let me know."

"You don't need to worry about it." He shook his head, but there was an indescribable feeling in his heart, like new snow in winter, slowly melting in the sun.Perhaps it is the existence of Harry that makes Dumbledore have confidence in people.Even he couldn't help wishing sincerely at this moment that everything Harry wanted would come true.He hadn't realized until now that Harry would be the good leader Dumbledore needed, a different kind of leader than he was.He makes people feel that following him can gain benefits, so they are willing to obey his orders, and Harry makes people around him hope that Harry will have a good ending, and regard Harry's interests as their own, so they are willing to follow Harry. Harry, do as Harry wishes. "It's over between us."

"Is there no possibility of redemption?" Harry looked at him expectantly. "Some things may be a misunderstanding, just like Ron was at the time. Maybe the misunderstanding will be resolved and it will be all right."

"I don't know if it was a misunderstanding. He apologized to me, saying that he didn't mean to hurt me. He didn't ask for my forgiveness, but only asked me to give him another chance." He thought about Riddle's performance at that time, The other party put him in such a situation, which indeed made him very angry, but what made him painful was betrayal, and he could betray his friend without hesitation for his own benefit.Riddle's behavior, the part that made him angry, he accepted after he was angry, but the part that made him painful was always like a thorn in the bottom of his heart, as long as he thought about it, blood would overflow again. "I don't know if what he said is true. I can't believe him. He failed my trust once. I don't know how to muster up the courage to trust him again. It's too painful, even if it takes a lifetime. I don’t want to go through such pain again.”

"You can even forgive him for killing you, and you can accept it. I can't imagine anything else that can hurt you so much." Harry took his hand and squeezed it tightly, as if he wanted to express his gratitude to him in this way. Pass on a little courage. "But since it did happen, Tom's behavior must have been very, very excessive. But I still have to say, Tom is such a bastard, selfish and self-serving, and he has no understanding of other people's feelings. Think Voldemort Well, what kind of a person is that, but Voldemort would never say such a thing to someone, and Tom will beg your forgiveness, and he has made a very big concession."

"You think I should forgive him?"

"I don't know." Harry shook his head blankly. "From my point of view, both of you have made a lot of concessions for each other. But if it were me, I don't want to forgive him. And I don't know if I should say it. As your friend , maybe I shouldn't say it, but I think there's at least one person who should bring it to your attention, and that's Tom because of you."

"What do you mean?" He suddenly had a very bad feeling and wanted to run away.

"Tom is an asshole at heart, and an extremely dangerous asshole at that, and you can't change him, but your relationship with him makes him choose not to show his asshole as much as possible. Sometimes I think, what if What will happen to the Voldemort with the snake face in Hogwarts? This answer is very scary. However, if you are separated from him, no one can restrain him. What if he becomes the second Voldemort? ?" Harry shivered, "One is bad enough, two are a nightmare!"

Harry was right.Riddle also once said that if he met him in the past, it is very likely that he will not follow the path of Voldemort in the future.At that time they were talking about interests, and he at least made Riddle realize that coercion and temptation are not necessarily more effective than exchange of interests, and Voldemort was born because he did not find a suitable partner for cooperation.If he unilaterally interrupted this cooperation, would Riddle choose this behavior in the future?Would Riddle therefore think, or was Voldemort's way more efficient?And once Riddle grows up, the terror he can cause will far exceed Voldemort's power.

Maybe he will create a dark lord more terrifying than Voldemort with a single mistake.

"I see." He looked at Harry, feeling that the affection for Harry that had just risen in his heart was gone.

"Don't think too much about it," said Harry hastily. "I'd feel bad too if you forced yourself to be with him just because you were afraid he might go astray."

"It's because you think too much." He forced a smile. "It just occurred to me that maybe we could really turn Tom into a relatively less jerk. Maybe he was wrong this time just because he was with us for so little time, and maybe it was because this time I was able to forgive He, that's why he is on the right path. He once told me that when he was young, Professor Dumbledore found out that he had stolen things, so he always refused to believe him, and finally forced him to follow a dangerous truth. And Professor Dumbledore also regrets not giving him a little more tolerance. I am facing such a situation now, and I can make a better choice."

"It's good for you to think so." Harry smiled, "So, you decided to forgive him?"

He nodded.

"Great!" Harry jumped up. "I'll go to the library and tell him!"

He watched Harry's back leave the common room, and the resentment in his heart poured out uncontrollably.He thought that Harry only said that because he cared about him, but it turned out that it was also out of interest.He is really stupid to believe that there are people in the world who are good to others not out of their own interests, but purely out of love. In the end, it is just his wishful thinking. Every time he believes, it will end in disillusionment.Why does he have to believe again and again?He blamed himself, but he knew that this kind of blame was useless, it was just an emotional vent, and he needed to analyze his mistakes more calmly.

The answer is simple, he just needs someone to fill the vacancy left by Riddle, and he has had enough of those people who only have interests in their minds.He wants someone who is really kind, who is pure altruism, who simply loves him.Because of the need, it is easy to be deceived by illusions.And what he has to do is get rid of this need.

When you calm down, your mind clears up a lot.He thought about Harry's behavior, Harry was not entirely for personal benefit, but more for the benefit of most people to blackmail him.He couldn't afford such a price. If Riddle really became the second Voldemort because of him, he would only blame himself and regret more.Harry's threat, he must accept.

Harry did nothing wrong. If it was him, he would do the same to save more people from the Dark Lord's persecution.There is nothing more right than sacrificing one to save the many.What's more, what he was sacrificed was just a little bit of reluctance.

He had never loathed himself more than he did now.

Soon, Riddle was back, running as soon as he entered the common room. "Is what Harry said true? Are you not angry with me anymore?" The other party hugged him in his arms.

"Yeah." He nodded, but in exchange the other party lightly kissed his face. "What are you doing?!" He covered his face angrily.

"Check to see if you are really not angry anymore." The other party smiled, "It seems to be true, your face is so red."

"What strange logic is this!" He rubbed his face unhappily.

Riddle smiled happily.