[Ghost Spectacles] Clear the level, strong man!

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"I really liked volleyball back then, so I joined the volleyball team, but I always felt that I couldn't get along well with other players. I have always been a substitute. Compared with others, I feel that I am not in this volleyball team The need to exist..."

"Then do you still like volleyball?"

Saeki shook his head, "I don't know, I haven't touched it for a long time, and my desire to hit it has faded a lot." The wry smile on the corner of his mouth has intensified a lot, as if he was sighing for his past self.

"It's all in the past, anyway, you are an important part of the eighth class now, aren't you?"

Tang Qi’s words resonated greatly with Saeki. The eight classes are an important part of his life. In this group, he has a very high sense of belonging. Because of this, he thinks so much about the eight classes. .

"Everyone has a past that they don't want others to know. You can tell me now, which means you don't care so much about it anymore, and you can face it calmly."

"Everyone?"

Tang Qi stared at the ceiling, talking about himself as if he was telling a story that had nothing to do with him: "I had a playmate when I was young, he was a few years older than me, and his personality was completely different from mine. The same, but our relationship is very good, basically whenever we have free time we will play together, but then he moved away, and then the contact was gradually cut off, most of it is because of me, because my mother I don’t agree to play with him, I think he will lead me badly, I am not a proactive person, I will not take the initiative to chat with him, and naturally the two of us will no longer contact. Until now I have not His news, and I have never met a friend like him again, I think it may be that I personally rejected this friend."

Hearing Tang Qi's description, Zuo Bo couldn't help but think of his own affairs.

Tang Qie continued: "Maybe you think you have few friends, but I don't necessarily have more friends than you. In any case, it's a thing of the past, and we live in the present."

Hearing what Tang Qi said, the scenes that would appear before appeared again in Saeki's mind, under the cherry blossom tree, and the unfamiliar and familiar scenes of the teenager.Accompanied by the vague pain in the picture, he involuntarily covered his head.

Seeing this, Tang Qi quickly asked, "What's wrong with you?"

"It's nothing...just a headache." Zuobo was dazed by the picture in his mind.

"Are you okay?"

"It'll be fine after a while." Zuo Bo rubbed his forehead with his hands, hoping to relieve the pain. The frankness between the two made Zuo Bo not want to voluntarily want to confide the things that had been hidden in his heart for a long time.

"Actually, I... always have a scene in my mind, but I don't have the slightest impression of it."

"What fragment?" Tang Qi's eyes sank, and he stared closely at Zuo Bo.

"I can see a boy standing under a cherry blossom tree. I can't see his face clearly, but he gives me a very familiar feeling. Although I don't remember him, we should know each other and be good friends. But our relationship at that time should not be very good, it can even be said to be very bad, I don't know why I am so sure, but I think so."

"Then are you sure this is not your memory?"

"I don't know." Saeki shook his head with a complicated expression. "I am very unfamiliar with this episode. No matter how I think about it every time, I can't think of a similar situation. But every time I think about it, my mood will be inexplicably depressed. Just thinking about it, I feel like It's going to get worse."

"It's probably a fictional experience in your subconscious mind." Tang Qie replied calmly.

He looked at Zuobo's obviously disbelieving face and explained: "Actually, it's not difficult to see from your experience that you were not very good in your previous relationships. Maybe you have been alone for a long time, and you are more eager for groups, and the other is the desire for friends. , but you are too sensitive and dare not contact others. It may be because of this that you will have some psychological hints and construct a relatively bad dating experience for yourself to comfort yourself. You cannot easily communicate with others. Because then you're likely to hurt yourself."

Saeki asked hesitantly, "Really...is that so?"

"This is just my guess, and I'm not sure, but it's impossible for you to have no memory of your past for no reason. If you were asked to recall the boy's face, would you remember it?"

Zuobo thought for a while, then shook his head quickly: "I can't see his face clearly."

"Then if I ask you to say his name now, can you say it?"

Saeki continued to shake his head, "I can't think of his name."

"So, I can't be sure of the authenticity of this memory, even you can't be sure. Isn't it?"

"En..." Zuobo sighed helplessly, lowered his head, not knowing what he was thinking.

Seeing Tang Qie, after hesitating for a while, he put his hand on Saeki's back and patted, "Go and rest, everything will be fine after a good sleep."

"Okay." Zuo Bo stood up and prepared to go back to his room to sleep, when he suddenly thought of Tang Qi, he probably was going to sleep on the sofa, and asked with concern: "Tang Qijun, are you used to sleeping on the sofa..."

Zuo Bo looked at the sofa in the living room, and said whether it was long or short, with Tang Qi's height, it would not be comfortable to sleep no matter what.

"This sofa is not long enough, or else...or you can sleep with me?" Zuobo suggested after thinking for a while. Anyway, the bed in his bedroom is not particularly small, and it is more than enough for two people to sleep.

"No need." Tang Qi replied without thinking, he didn't want to sleep in the same bed with others! "The sofa will do."

Since Tang Qi insisted so much, Zuo Bo could only let him go.Tang Qi took his things and went to the bathroom. Zuo Bo returned to the bedroom and sat on the bed. He was really tired. Although it was not very late, he still wanted to go to sleep. Let's talk about Matsuura Hiroaki's proposal to obtain the temporary sales rights of Protofiber, including the dialogue between himself and Mido.

But look at the current situation...

Forget it, let's talk to him tomorrow.

Maybe it was because of some psychological talk with Tang Qie, Zuo Bo felt that his whole body was much more comfortable, so he fell asleep very quickly.

After Tang Qi finished washing, he lay silently on the sofa, closed his eyes, and many scenes from his childhood appeared in his mind.

The author has something to say: sorry for the small number of words today

But my head really hurts, I don't know what's wrong

I took a nap at noon but woke up feeling very tired...

I don't know if I can update tomorrow, I'm really sorry!

Assi who loves you is going to sleep