my deadly lover

The atmosphere was dull along the way, Du Lao Si looked at Neo as if nothing had changed, Neo looked at Du Lao Si with a wry smile and said, "You don't seem to be worried about me at all."

Old Fourth Du turned his head away. Was he worried that he would send a helicopter to pick them up?If he was worried that he would be so stupid and wait for Fang Sishao to come back without doing anything?

But he can't say it. He didn't know how to say such nasty love words in the past, and he didn't even bother to do it. His mind is filled with many things every day, and he doesn't have time to think about these loves and loves. ,Excessive feelings will make him feel very tired, and Neo's more than one betrayal made him realize that the more he cares about feelings, the more he will be hurt, so he has long vowed that he will no longer believe in love in this life.

Seeing Du Laosi's awkward look, Neo sighed, how he wished Du Laosi could care about him more, even if he didn't want to ask about his relatives, at least he would be nervous. Unfortunately, apart from the "full body scan" just now, there are many Not a single signal of concern.

Neo leaned on the backrest depressed. Although this was within his expectation, the disappointment was obvious. Du Lao Si looked at Neo and covered his face. This guy looked more like a man when he put away his hippie smile.

Fang Sishao and Lin Zihan's side is even more low-pressure. Is there a colder distance than now?Obviously close at hand, but the heart is far apart.

When he arrived at the place, Lin Zihan almost fell when he got off the plane, Fang Sishao quickly caught it, with a look of surprise and eager concern in his eyes.

Seeing this look, Lin Zihan's icy heart only slightly thawed, just now along the way he was thinking how to leave Fang Sishao quietly, but at this second, he was burned by the eager eyes again, It was as if all the thoughts I had just now had vanished into thin air.

Fang Sishao supported Lin Zihan, and Lin Zihan withdrew his arm. He was not at the level of Lin Daiyu, and he needed help even to walk.

After sending Fang Sishao and Lin Zihan outside Fang Sishao's villa, Du Lao Si and Neo went back to Du Lao Si's residence.

Xiao Yunyun saw Fang Sishao and Lin Zihan rushing over happily and crying non-stop. Grandma Wang couldn't help but touch two tears. These days, they have been taken care of by Du Laosi. They don't know what happened, and they are worried I was afraid that I didn't dare to mention it, so I could only live in fear.

Unexpectedly, they were sent to Fang Sishao's villa today, and Grandma Wang guessed that Fang Sishao and Lin Zihan should be back.

Sure enough, the whole family was reunited again after a lot of effort.

After being intimate with Xiao Yunyun for a long time, Lin Zihan's face became paler and cold sweat oozes from his forehead, and then he asked Grandma Wang to take her to play. Although Xiao Yunyun was very reluctant to leave, but she was very well-behaved. Listen to Dad.

"Are you okay?" Fang Sishao came over to hold Lin Zihan's shoulder.

Lin Zihan bent over and looked uncomfortable.

Lin Zihan knew that he had been injected with drugs, but when he woke up, he couldn't remember the memory of the high time before, like a dream, he forgot when he woke up.

Lin Zihan's face was pale, but there were thick dark circles under his eyes, which made people startled.

Fang Sishao felt more and more that something was wrong, and helped Lin Zihan to lie down on the sofa. Lin Zihan was shaking violently, as if he had a bad cold.

Fang Sishao knew that Lin Zihan was a symptom of drug addiction, he bit his lower lip tightly and hugged Lin Zihan in his arms, his chin kept stroking Lin Zihan's wet hair.

"I'm sorry." Fang Si Shao said.

Lin Zihan's eyelids were heavy, and he really wanted to sleep, but he was in unbearable pain due to muscle spasms, and his teeth were chattering so that he couldn't even speak. He grabbed Fang Sishao's arm tightly, and deep purple fingerprints were printed on Fang Sishao's. On the arm, Fang Sishao didn't seem to notice it.

Fang Sishao didn't know what to say other than hugging Lin Zihan even more tightly, all words seemed so weak, he didn't know what to use to make up for Lin Zihan and alleviate his sense of guilt.

Most importantly, he didn't know if Lin Zihan would still stay by his side.

Lin Zihan was muttering something, but Fang Sishao put his ear close to understand it clearly.

"Give...give me..." Lin Zihan seemed to use all his strength to say these words.

Fang Si Shao Wenyan was like a bolt from the blue, he looked at Lin Zihan with a complicated expression, he thought that Lin Zihan was suffering from a drug addiction, and he had no dependence on him in his heart.

He thought it would not be very difficult to help Lin Zihan detoxify from drugs, because it was not that difficult to detoxify physically, and there were medicines to cooperate with the treatment. Lin Zihan did not have a long history of drug abuse, it was purely accidental.

But psychologically, once you have symptoms of addiction, it is really scary, just like telling a gambler to quit gambling or telling a smoker to quit smoking. It is easy to quit, but it is too difficult to persist in quitting. The slightest temptation will Habits relapse.

"Why?? You're not so fragile..." Fang Sishao stared at Lin Zihan, holding Lin Zihan's face, his eyes reflected Lin Zihan's exhausted handsome face, and he almost couldn't open his eyes.

Naturally, Lin Zihan didn't have the energy to answer him, and he couldn't even think about this question in his mind. Apart from the physical pain, he was very eager for Yunhao's touch in his dream. The feeling was like lying on a cloud. floated up.

Fang Sishao exhausted his life's perseverance to watch Lin Zihan exhausted and fell into a deep sleep.

On the way, he wanted to find Poppy countless times to make him feel better, but he knew that this would only make Lin Zihan sink deeper and deeper.

Lin Zihan fell asleep, and Fang Sishao wiped Lin Zihan's whole body with a hot towel. Seeing the pinhole on Lin Zihan's arm, Fang Sishao was heartbroken, and his eyes became as sharp as killing people.

Fang Sishao picked up Lin Zihan and put him on the bed to rest. Looking at the sleeping face and the obviously thin cheeks, Fang Sishao couldn't help touching it with his knuckles, and then bounced away somehow, as if he had encountered a taboo , can not bear to blaspheme at will.

He doesn't know why he is so hypocritical. Sometimes the more he cares, the more he is like this. He doesn't despise Zihan, but feels that he owes him too much. He doesn't know how to make up for the person in front of him, how to make him accept own compensation.

Fang Sishao kept watching Zihan sleep, and kept recalling in his mind the time when he went to Myanmar with him. At that time, he didn't know Zihan well, but he could bully him without any scruples.

Now that I think about it, I have always laughed at Lin Zihan as a second grader, but in fact I am a second grader. I didn't say it after I realized it, and I was self-righteous and smart, which was really inferior.

But if he was asked to make another choice, he would still do that, because only then could he see Lin Zihan's true side and be attracted to Lin Zihan. Fang Sishao suddenly felt that the most correct thing he had done in his life The thing is to fall in love with Lin Zihan.

Even if he made Lin Zihan scarred and bruised, it was because of him time and time again that he was in pain.

People are selfish creatures, and Fang Sishao is no exception. People are even more selfish in front of love, so Fang Sishao is not ashamed at all. He just hopes to make up for it with more love in the future, instead of correcting what he used to call "" Mistake", so far he feels that everything he does to Lin Zihan is sincere, and there is no half-truth in every word he says.

He made Lin Zihan suffer, he made Lin Zihan hurt, it was his fault, but it was his fault of being unable to stop and protect, not his fault for loving someone.

Now, what Fang Sishao was thinking about was nothing but how to make Fang Dongyu pay for this matter!

He can bear designing him and using him, but threatening him with the person he loves the most and causing such great pain, Fang Sishao's eyes are getting smaller and smaller, it is tolerable, what is unbearable!

kill each other?The most direct and cruelest punishment, ashes to ashes, dust to dust, everyone is dead, all grievances and hatreds are wiped out.

But it was not enough for Fang Si Shao, he wanted his own pain and Lin Zihan's pain combined to take revenge on Fang Dongyu, not being cruel was not enough to prove his anger, not being ruthless was not enough to prove his hatred.

But Fang Dongyu's defense is not pediatrics, and it is not so easy to kill the opponent, and after all, it is a fight with uncles and nephews, is it really necessary to kill them all?

Fang Sishao is not a woman's benevolence, but killing a person can really alleviate one's hatred?

The answer is no.

Fang Sishao hadn't figured out how to take revenge on Fang Dongyu, he didn't want Lin Zihan to leave his sight for a second.

Thinking of his own revenge, Fang Sishao suddenly felt that it was too kind of Lin Zihan to just want to kill himself.

Retaliating against someone is useless if you don't let the other person feel your hatred.

If possible, Fang Si Shao really wanted Fang Dongyu to experience the pain of living but not dying, and let him kneel in front of him and pray for a quick death.

But even so, Fang Sishao always felt a little dissatisfied. In thinking about it, he probably thought it would be better to ask Lin Zihan how he wanted to get revenge. Lin Zihan forgave him, so he would let Fang Dongyu go.

Time passed by every minute and every second, and Fang Sishao fell asleep sitting on the chair without knowing it, with his head tilted, and a gauze bandage was still hanging around his neck, and the bandage was tied to his broken arm.

Lin Zihan woke up in the middle of the night and saw Fang Sishao sitting like this, his eyes were a little dull.

The night wind blew the white window screen beside the bed like a ghost, Lin Zihan slowly approached Fang Sishao, Fang Sishao suddenly opened his eyes when Lin Zihan's hand was within a centimeter, grabbed Lin Zihan's wrist, The eyes are fierce.

Then maybe it was because of waking up, Fang Sishao's expression was obviously relaxed, he looked up at Lin Zihan and said, "Why didn't you wake me up when you woke up? Do you still want to kill me secretly?"

Lin Zihan said expressionlessly, "If this is the case, would you be willing?"

Fang Sishao restrained his smile, bit his gums secretly, spread his arms and said: "If you really want to kill me, I won't hide this time, you can kill whatever you want. If you think it will make you happy, I will die." I’m happy with it, and I’ll pay you back what I owe you.”

Lin Zihan's eyes shone coldly under the white light of the moonlight. Fang Sishao closed his eyes, raised his neck, and raised his head, as if preparing to die heroically.

With a sudden kick, Lin Zihan kicked Fang Sishao to the ground. Fang Sishao was defenseless, and naturally fell to the ground lying on his back.

Lin Zihan rode on Fang Sishao's body, and while unbuttoning Fang Sishao's clothes, he said, "Don't you like me, huh? Come on, do it!"

Fang Sishao's eyes were wide open, he even wondered if he was dreaming?

"What's wrong with you?!" Fang Sishao asked while grabbing Lin Zihan's arm.

"What's the matter? Don't you want it?" Lin Zihan tore off his clothes, revealing his snow-white chest.

Fang Sishao's eyes turned from being extremely surprised to serious, and his eyebrows were also knit together.

Fang Sishao suddenly sat up straight from the ground, and said to Lin Zihan face to face, "Why?"

Lin Zihan stared at Fang Sishao and said, "I don't owe you any more."

Fang Sishao's eyes were sad, he looked at Lin Zihan puzzled and said: "You never owe me anything, I owe you everything."

Lin Zihan lowered his eyelids, and the eyeballs were hiding in the eye sockets, as if he was afraid of being watched by Fang Sishao.

"I don't want your sympathy." Lin Zihan lowered his head.

"I love you, it has nothing to do with sympathy." Fang Sishao grabbed Lin Zihan's head and raised it to his face.

"How do you prove that it has nothing to do with sympathy?!" Lin Zihan asked excitedly.

"Because you don't need to be sympathized at all." Fang Sishao said bluntly.

Lin Zihan opened his eyes slowly, then blinked, and said in disbelief, "Really?"

"It's obviously me who should be sympathized with, okay?" Fang Sishao pointed to his face.

Lin Zihan pursed his lips and suppressed a smile, grabbed Fang Sishao's cheeks and tugged, saying, "Can you be thicker?"

"Why am I so thick-skinned? I'm telling the truth! You said how hard I have been since I met you? You hate me and you are always ready to assassinate and assassinate me. Before I confess, you suddenly I have been missing for two years, it was easy for me to find, finally I found it, and another Neo appeared, almost made me jump off the building with envy! This is not over yet, my uncle Fang Dongyu snatched you away again, plotting me to go to a narrow escape The ancient tomb worked hard for him, but when you came back, you found that you were addicted to drugs and couldn’t help yourself, do you think there is a man who is as hard-working as me and worthy of sympathy?!!”

Fang Sishao didn't catch his breath when he said it, but Lin Zihan was stunned for a moment. Thinking about it, it seems that this is really the case. When Fang Sishao said this, it really means "evil will be rewarded with evil"!

"What's there to sympathize with? You are repaying the world now. Who made you do so many wicked things before!" Lin Zihan slammed Fangsi Shao's belly with a suppressed smile.

Fang Si Shao was seated and immediately raised the flag, Lin Zihan's face turned red when he saw this, and he stood up and was about to leave.

How could Fang Sishao let the tiger go back to the mountain? He immediately grabbed the man into his arms, and said with the half of his clothes taken off: "It's really a waste of money, but you don't know it's not a blessing. You want me to spit out the meat on your mouth tonight." Is it?"

Lin Zihan blushed and struggled to get up, but because he hadn't eaten all day, his body was weak and hungry, and he was tied with Fang Sishao, the "half disabled" again!

Damn it, I can't compare to a semi-disabled player with sound limbs?This is impossible!

Fang Sishao hugged Lin Zihan's body tightly with his "remnant arm", and grabbed Lin Zihan's wrists with his other hand, and with a light pressure, Lin Zihan was pressed against the carpet.

Fang Sishao didn't want to dawdle any longer, so he kissed first and then said nothing.

Lin Zihan was kissed by Fang Si Shao not once or twice, although he was very reluctant, but his whole body fell apart as if he was limp and had no strength.

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(The above content is filled with [-] words, thank you for your cooperation.)

The combination of the two for the first time surprisingly didn't have any embarrassing or disappointing things. Fang Sishao had already "prepared" well in advance. Although it was the first time to get started, he had experience with many women before. , much the same.

Although Lin Zihan is a newcomer, his physical fitness is still good. After Fang Sishao's various provocations and techniques, he didn't feel the painful process. Instead, he was obsessed with the feeling of orgasm. In an instant, he felt very similar to the feeling after taking drugs.

It makes people feel comfortable floating on the clouds.

Lin Zihan is more relaxed than Fang Sishao imagined. I thought that Lin Zihan would be as "pure" as he usually looks, and he would be unable to let go of various things in the first night.

Who would have thought that Fang Sishao felt that he still underestimated Lin Zihan as a man, if not for his good skills, Lin Zihan could have countered him.

Afterwards, Fang Sishao was still a little uneasy. Lin Zihan was definitely "ambitious", and he might be "fed back" by this girl one day, just look at his eyes!

Lin Zihan had a dream. In the dream, he and Fang Sishao were sitting across from each other for dinner. Suddenly, someone strangled his neck from behind. After dragging to the door, only two legs were exposed.

Lin Zihan watched Fang Sishao's legs struggling, and the suppressed moans kept stimulating his eardrums. In Lin Zihan's dream, he seemed to see Fang Sishao being tortured. He couldn't stand it anymore. When he suddenly shouted, Lin Zihan finally woke up from fright.

Standing up suddenly, Lin Zihan was covered in cold sweat in shock, and looked at Fang Sishao next to him, only to find that Fang Sishao was looking at him naked from the side, with a worried and distressed expression on his face.

"What? Did you have a nightmare?" Fang Sishao picked up the paper on the bedside table and wiped the sweat from Lin Zihan's forehead.

Lin Zihan waited for a long time to recover, this dream was too real, the real him is still terrified, he never knew that he cared so much about this bastard, he couldn't bear to see him being tortured.

"Are you going to take revenge on your uncle Fang Dongyu?" Lin Zihan asked suddenly.

"Of course, although he is my uncle, I will never forgive him for hurting you." Fang Sishao sat up straight and hugged Lin Zihan.

"What if I tell you to give up revenge on him?" Lin Zihan said.

"Why?!" Fang Sishao pushed Lin Zihan away from his arms in shock.

Lin Zihan lowered his head, Fangsi Shao forced Lin Zihan to raise his head, stared at Lin Zihan and asked, "Did he threaten you? Or did he do something to you? Tell me!!"

Lin Zihan shook his head and said, "It's nothing to do with him, it's me, and I suddenly feel that it's time to repay the wrong, forget it."

"How could it be just like that?? Is this still you? Is it still you who gave a tooth for a tooth, an eye for an eye?" Fang Sishao's eyes were full of disbelief.

"I don't know, maybe I've changed, people will change, right? If you insist on revenge, it's up to you, but I want to leave, and go away with Yunyun, this place of right and wrong...is that okay?" Lin Zihan paused for a few seconds before asking for permission with the three words "Is it possible", although he was a bit suspected of marrying a chicken as a chicken and a dog as a dog.

Fang Si Shao heard the words, bowed his head in thought for a while, and said with a wry smile: "Since you have said so, is there still room for me to refuse?"

Lin Zihan bowed his head and remained silent.

"Are you really willing to leave me? We were just together..." Fang Sishao raised his hand to caress Lin Zihan's face.

"So I don't want to see you die, or be hurt or tortured. I just want to find a place to live the life of ordinary people in peace and security." Lin Zihan said.

Fang Sishao came to a sudden, blinked his eyes, smiled calmly, hooked Lin Zihan's neck with one hand, and said with a smile: "Then listen to you, it's not too late for a gentleman to take revenge for ten years, and suddenly it occurred to me that I don't need to do it. It won't last long."

Lin Zihan looked at Fang Sishao's smirk with disapproval, and said, "How do you say it?"

"Although I was the worst victim of him, the person who touched the most interests is not me, but Du Laosi. Without me doing it, Du Laosi can make him exhausted, hahahaha... At that time, I only need To add insult to injury when necessary, just borrow a knife to kill someone."

Fang Sishao laughed out loud when he thought of this, and Lin Zihan laughed too, and the gloom in his heart disappeared with the wind.

A few months later, Lin Zihan had completely quit his drug addiction, and the family of three appeared on a luxury ship on the Atlantic Ocean near Namibia (the world's largest diamond exporter, located in South Africa).

"I didn't expect trading diamonds to be so simple." Lin Zihan said with emotion.

"How complicated do you think the diamond transaction is?" Fang Sishao and Lin Zihan sat opposite each other on the sun loungers, holding champagne glasses in their hands.

"At least I never thought that a college student would carry tens of millions of rough diamonds in his schoolbag. I thought he should at least bring a safe?" Lin Zihan looked at Yun Yun who was playing with children in the distance.

"Oh, it's as simple as that. The kind you mentioned is also available, but it's not suitable for open-air trading. Naturally, the less noticeable the open-air trading, the better."

"By the way, what's the matter with Du Laosi?" Lin Zihan picked up the juice next to him and sucked it.

"Hehe, Neo hasn't missed anything so far. As long as he knows where it is, it's only a matter of time before he gets it."

Lin Zihan nodded, "What about your uncle?"

"Hahaha, the fourth brother Du is not my uncle's opponent in the Lun Shang war. In terms of hunting? I'm afraid he is hiding abroad now, but even if he is abroad, he is trembling. He will never return to China in this life." Fang Sishao said happily .

"Hey... Didn't he think about the consequences of today? I don't believe he is so short-sighted." Lin Zihan didn't smile, but shook his head with a worried expression.

Fang Si Shao Wenyan's expression also became serious, and he said after a while: "You can't think deeply about this matter, and you don't want to think about it. Now I don't hate him so much, because I can get you because of him, and I can truly experience the loss. No matter whether there is a chance to meet again in the future, I don't think I will take revenge on him again."

Lin Zihan lowered his eyelids and nodded. Indeed, the more he thought about it, the more he felt that there was too much conspiracy in it. He didn't know who the hook was?

At present, the biggest beneficiary is Du Lao Si, but is he the real mastermind behind the scenes?

Anyway, Lin Zihan doesn't care about this anymore, looking at Fang Sishao with a proud face, he said: "It's time for me to go up tonight."

Fang Sishao's face collapsed when he heard it, which was uglier than crying, and said in a begging tone: "Can we not be so 'fair'? My dear, you also know your skills..."

"What's wrong with my skills?" Lin Zihan's face turned cold when he heard that.

"No... I mean, you see, I can take you. Oh no, we all enjoyed the process happily. Why do you have to use me as a 'test subject' first?" Fang Sishao said without tears, thinking of His "first time" still has lingering fears, and he is in pain.

"You just despise me?" Lin Zihan's expression became even colder.

"Hey, dear, you can't do this... I will have a shadow in my heart, and I won't lift it in the future, so we can finish the game." Fang Sishao persuaded earnestly.

"Then you are not afraid that I will have a psychological shadow? If you want to have it together, hum..." Lin Zihan shook his head and stopped looking at Fang Sishao.

Fang Sishao looked up at the sky, swallowed, groaning, there was no way, he always felt that what he owed Lin Zihan was not what he owed in his previous life, but what he owed in this life has not been repaid.

So when Lin Zihan was tough on these issues, he became "soft", hey...

Fortunately, Lin Zihan was quite gentle when he was the attacker. Although he was very unfamiliar at first, he gradually learned the skills under his "guidance", so that now he is playing with fire*, digging his own grave, The hole you dug is buried by yourself - Lin Zihan said that one person should be the attacker at a time, otherwise no one will have sex/life.

Well, you win, my deadly lover.