my deadly lover

Compared to watching Lin Zihan crying, Du Lao Si watching Fang Sishao in a hurry is even more funny, and it is rare to have a playful smile on his face, although the range is small and unrecognizable.

Lin Zihan's heart was full of complaints, and the pain that had been pent up in his heart for so long was vented out. At this time, he completely forgot where this place was and who was next to him. He just wanted to find something to hug, someone to rely on people.

So just when Fang Sishao was about to give up comforting, Lin Zihan suddenly hugged his waist, Fang Sishao's surprised hands didn't know where to put them, listening to the wailing sound in his arms, Fang Sihan Shao really didn't know whether to laugh or cry, he obviously felt uncomfortable hearing the heart-piercing cry, but there was a voice in his heart that was secretly happy.

Fang Sishao lowered his head and touched Lin Zihan's back lightly. He couldn't help but sigh in his heart. It is said that injured beasts are the most vulnerable, and now is a good opportunity to "take advantage of the gap". I'm afraid I won't be able to completely get rid of Lin Zihan's heart in my life, and I can't help but feel a little sour in my heart.

After crying for an unknown amount of time, Lin Zihan finally stopped crying and turned into sobbing, perhaps regaining his senses, this sobbing was like a hiccup, the more he tried to control it, the more he couldn't control it.

"Go out and stay for a while before coming in." Fang Sishao patted Lin Zihan and said.

Lin Zihan nodded, his eyes and nose were red from crying, he used to be ferocious like a wolf, but now he looks pitifully like a little white rabbit, making people laugh and feel distressed.

Sure enough, after going out, I washed my face, took a few deep breaths, and soon recovered, except that the corners of the eyes and the tip of the nose were still red, and the snot was still sparse.

Lin Zihan was a little embarrassed, did he really do such a shameful thing?Ahhhhhh...I really want to dig a hole in the ground and get in there~~~

Lin Zihan really wanted to hide his face and never see the world again, but things didn't go his way, and Lin Zihan didn't know if it was due to psychological factors, the more he didn't want Fang Sishao to look at him, Fang Sishao kept staring at him, Lin Zi, who was staring at the last, stared back coldly, Fang Si Shao burst out laughing.

"Laughing hair?" Lin Zihan pouted and curled his lips slightly, his angry appearance was very cute.

"What? As long as you're crying so hard, you can't let others laugh like a flower?" Fang Si Shao retorted with a snort and covered his mouth with a smile.

Showing off?The corner of Lin Zihan's mouth twitched, he was so embarrassed to say it, do you have any sympathy?

But after saying this, Lin Zihan doesn't feel ashamed. No one cares how ugly he is crying except himself. Even Fang Sishao, a bastard, can smile like nothing happened. Rather than being coy, he doesn't look like a man.

Rubbing his nose, Lin Zihan gave a final face, and followed Fang Sishao back to Du Laosi.

Looking at this person again this time, the other person is still cold, but his heart is as calm as water, and there is no hatred.

"Why did fourth master come to me personally this time?" Fang Sishao sat across from Du Lao Si, and said straight to the point.

"How much do you know about Gao Guyu?" Du Laosi smelled the tea, and drank the tea in the cup with small sips.

"Gao Guyu?" Fang Sishao frowned, "Why is Fourth Master suddenly interested in this?"

"I'll talk to you about the reason later, and I'll just ask you how about the appraisal?"

"This... Actually, fourth master, you also know that I'm a jeweler, and I'm good at seed materials and the like. Is this high ancient jade an antique?" Fang Si Shao smiled embarrassingly.

Fourth Du was not disappointed, nor was he angry. He lowered his eyebrows and pondered for a while, and said, "You should know that I won't seek you for no reason. Do you have any scruples when you refuse so simply?"

Lin Zihan glanced at Fang Sishao. In front of this powerful "Fourth Master", this "Fourth Young Master" is like a student in front of a teacher, and he dare not make mistakes at all.

But Fang Sishao didn't hesitate anymore, and said neither humble nor overbearing: "Since the fourth master already knows, then I will tell the truth, I swore I would not touch Gu Yu."

"Your master forced you?" Du Laosi raised his eyes to stare at Fang Sishao, even Lin Zihan couldn't help being "frozen".

Shao Wenyan of Fang Si frowned. This fourth master had originally met him in the drug trade. He originally thought that this fourth master Du was just a gangster boss in Shanghai Bund. Although he was powerful, he acted very low-key. They changed one crop after another, but this Du Laosi's first deal - the handle of Shanghai Beach, has been sitting as steady as Mount Tai, and it can be said that the bottom is not bottomless.

Fang Sishao thought that he would slowly withdraw from the arena through the two years of "retirement". Who knew that the tree wanted to be quiet but the wind kept blowing. The cold-faced King of Hades in front of him came to him for Gao Guyu's unpopularity for no other reason. This matter is a secret that even the family members do not know.

And even "Master" knows? ? ! !

Fang Sishao calmed down the surge in his heart, and said calmly: "Fourth Master is joking, where did I get such a master, it was my family who taught me how to argue and bet on stones since I was a child. I like to collect things, at most I can only distinguish between good jade and imitation jade, as for whether it is ancient jade or not, I'm sorry fourth master, I really can't do anything."

Lin Zihan glanced at Fang Sishao when he heard the words, this girl didn't even write out drafts of lies, although he couldn't find fault in Fang Sishao's words, but based on the few days he had been in contact with Fang Sishao, he concluded that this was the case. You must be lying.

Du Laosi's expression remained the same when he heard this, he didn't even blink, staring at the teacup in front of him as if he could conjure flowers.

"In that case, you go back first."

Both Lin Zihan and Fang Sishao couldn't help being taken aback, what's going on?Was it perfunctory?

Then Fang Sishao's face became gloomy and he said: "Fourth Master, I respect you so I call you Fourth Master. I hope this matter will be over from now on. If you are really so unreasonable, then don't blame me for being ruthless." gone."

Du Laosi's expression remained the same, exuding a cold air like an iceman, and said slowly: "I know this matter is useless to force you, you should go back and think about it first, and you don't have to talk so deadly, there are many things It's not as simple as you think."

"What do you mean? If you have any secrets, please tell me now, otherwise I will never break my oath for any reason."

"Hmph, is that so?" It was rare for this handsome Bingshan to show a sneer, but the sarcasm was self-evident, but his eyes turned to Lin Zihan.

Lin Zihan's difference is inexplicable, does it have anything to do with him?

Fang Sishao frowned, does this imply that Lin Zihan is his current weakness?

Could it be that Lin Zihan was stimulated just now to test him?

Tsk... Fang Sishao spat secretly, never thinking that he would stumble like this.

But now it's just a faint warning, and it hasn't reached the level of threat, Fang Sishao will naturally not give in easily, and listening to Du Laosi's implication, how much does he know about his master?

"Let's go." Fang Sishao grabbed Lin Zihan's wrist and turned to leave, leaving a pair of cold and heartless eyes behind him.

The two returned to the villa, took Xiao Yunyun back home, and fell asleep for a long time when they got home.

Fang Sishao put his hands in his trouser pockets, and stood on the balcony looking down at the scenery under the window with a blank expression.

Lin Zihan stood behind him for a long time, and said, "Who is that Du Lao Si?"

Fang Si Shao Jiji's answer: "The boss of the underworld."

Lin Zihan almost staggered, what kind of answer is this?

"Have you seen the United States? Du Laosi is the 'Godfather' of this country. Listen carefully, it is not a certain region, but this country. Their family has continued this huge power for a long time, longer than this newborn Nations are old."

Lin Zihan didn't believe it, "Impossible, the government can keep him?"

"Because the government needs it."

"what do you need?"

"Haven't you heard that the biggest underworld is actually the government? Du Laosi's family only controls some order, and these orders cannot be controlled by the government. It can be regarded as fighting evil with fire."

Lin Zihan frowned and thought about it, then said: "You mean that the umbrella behind Du Laosi is actually...?"

"Yes, as long as you know."

"How do you know so much?"

"Some things can 'see the whole leopard'. In fact, even if it is not the case, it is similar to what I think."

"What is that Gao Guyu?" Lin Zihan nodded, very satisfied with Fang Si Shao's rare confession.

"Gaoguyu generally refers to the jades/wares before the Warring States Period and the Han Dynasty. The jades before the Ming Dynasty are called ancient jades, and the jades before the Han Dynasty are called Gaoguyu." Fang Si Shao said absent-mindedly.

"Oh..." Lin Zihan responded. In fact, he wanted to ask more, but judging from Fang Sishao's mood at this time, it seemed worse than bad. He had never seen Fang Sishao in a daze for such a long time.

Lin Zihan hesitated to speak, he suddenly thought why did he care so much about this bastard?Just now, I actually wanted to ask him such a stupid question as "what's on my mind", I really wanted to hit the wall...

Lin Zihan left and went to sleep with Xiaoyun in Xiaoyun's room. Xiaoyun woke up and couldn't see Lin Zihan crying.

Fang Sishao glanced at Lin Zihan's back, and sighed secretly. It's not that he didn't want to say more, but he really didn't know where to start, and what's the use of talking so much?It's just making people worry out of thin air, although he really wanted to see how Lin Zihan looked when he was worried about him, but it would be weird if he really made him worry.

Lin Zihan's cell phone rang in his sleep, he felt very lightly, and immediately turned over and sat up at the first ring, then quickly picked up the cell phone to answer the call, walked out of the room, and closed the door lightly.

Glancing at the caller ID, it was Grandma Wang's landline phone——Yunhao's grandma, "Hello, grandma, what's the matter?" Lin Zihan asked softly.

Extra 1

His name is Yun Hao, and he is a fellow villager with Lin Zihan.

When Lin Zihan joined the army, Yun Hao was already a veteran. The recruit company was reassigned, and Lin Zihan was assigned to Yun Hao's dormitory, and Yun Hao was Lin Zihan's squad leader.

Because he is a fellow villager, Yun Hao took good care of Lin Zihan. He never made Lin Zihan, a new recruit, feel wronged in daily life. Originally, the most basic recruits were not "required" to do such tasks as washing clothes and washing feet for veterans. However, only because there is a squad leader "covering".

Lin Zihan naturally respected and appreciated Yun Hao very much in his heart. In his heart, Yun Hao was as kind, gentle and considerate as his brother.

When Lin Zihan first joined the army, he was still young. He had just turned 18 years old. He was thin and thin, and his skin was white. "Hengmei coldly pointed at thousands of husbands", everyone he saw had a cold look, except his monitor Yun Hao.

After getting along for a long time, everyone knows that Lin Zihan is a "child" who is cold on the outside and hot on the inside, and sometimes he is simply scary.

Sometimes in the dormitory, jokingly, someone would strip someone's pants as a "punishment".Lin Zihan couldn't accept it at all, and he didn't even dare to look at it. Once such "violence" happened, he would hide far away, out of sight.

Later, after everyone gradually understood Lin Zihan's "simpleness", they stopped being so disgusted with him, and instead nicknamed him "Little Flower". He knew that everyone made jokes about him because they liked him, not because they liked him. Deliberately making fun of it, so even if Lin Zihan gets angry again, he can only blow his beard and stare.

It was once believed that the "improper relationship" between Yun Hao and Lin Zihan was self-defeating after Lin Zihan's mystery was lifted, and the so-called special treatment was nothing more than Yun Hao's "care among comrades-in-arms" for Lin Zihan.

Little did he know that Lin Zihan actually had a different kind of affection for Yunhao gradually in his heart. He never dared to tell anyone, but just kept it in his heart, secretly happy when he was alone.

He felt that Yunhao had never cared for others like this before, except for himself. This kind of relationship is definitely not an ordinary comrade-in-arms friendship.

Lin Zihan has absolutely no experience in relationships, and when he realized that his feelings for Yunhao had surpassed the ordinary sense of "brotherhood" and "combat friendship", he had followed Yunhao to the Blade Force for more than two years.

When he found out, Lin Zihan didn't struggle too much, his thoughts were very simple, what's wrong with liking someone?Why struggle?So what if he is a man who likes a man?What's wrong with others?

Of course, he dared not make it public. The army has the discipline of the army, but he has been waiting for the opportunity to "confess", and every time he summons up the courage to try, he always retreats.

Time dragged on and on until Yunhao told him that he was going to get married.

Lin Zihan was like a bolt from the blue when he heard the news. He never thought that Yun Hao already had a girlfriend. When did it happen?Why was it never told to him?Aren't they best bros?

Yun Hao patted Lin Zihan's shoulder apologetically, turned around and left.

Lin Zihan still thinks about the feeling of that day, and his heart hurts as if it was blocked.

He hid in a corner where no one was there, and cried quietly for a long, long time.

It turns out that I have always been self-indulgent, so why do I feel so good about myself?Thinking that even if it is not a mutual love, at least Yunhao's feeling for him is "special", Lin Zihan has always believed in this point.

Perhaps a fan of the authorities, self-confident people have a million reasons to feel good about themselves.

When the cruel reality shattered this fantasy, Lin Zihan was caught off guard, and his dream suddenly collapsed. He was depressed for a long time, and he didn't even care when Yun Hao retired from the army, or he clearly cared, but treated it deliberately and indifferently.

He knew that he couldn't blame anyone, if he wanted to blame, he could only blame himself for being too stupid, too self-indulgent, and only noticed the reality when he got to this point, it was like lard.

The more he cared about Yun Hao in the past, the more indifferent, repulsive, and loathing he is now.

In fact, it was because I cared, because I cared too much, so I felt hurt and heartbroken, but I couldn't find a reason to comfort myself, and I couldn't find someone who could comfort me, so I could only lick my wounds by myself.

When he heard the news that Yun Hao had "died in the line of duty", his heart stopped beating for several seconds after he was already hit hard.

On the day of attending the funeral, Lin Zihan stood alone in front of Yun Hao's tombstone after he was gone, tears streaming down his face, he stroked Yun Hao's tombstone, feeling unspeakable pain in his heart.

There are so many things he didn't tell him, so many things he didn't have time to say...

At this moment, Lin Zihan thought of the sad and apologetic look in Yun Hao's eyes the day he turned around.

Perhaps Yun Hao knew Lin Zihan's intentions long ago, but he didn't make it clear. No matter what the reason was, whether he only cared for Lin Zihan for his younger brother or really had the same love for Lin Zihan as Lin Zihan had for him, Lin Zihan was convinced One point, that is, Yun Hao cares about Lin Zihan very much.

Lin Zihan knelt in front of Yunhao's tombstone, looking at the man in the black and white photo, that faint smile seemed to be able to forgive and tolerate everything.

The more he felt this way, the more sad Lin Zihan felt.

He can't bring people back from the dead, and the only way to vent his anger is revenge—he will kill whoever kills Yunhao! !