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In the rehabilitation center of the hospital, people with physical disabilities can be seen everywhere. Among these people, Shen Bingzhou has become the most normal. At least, he has no missing arms or legs.

Gu Shanze seemed to be angry with him, and he kept a sullen face all the way and didn't speak. Those who didn't know thought he owed him 80 million yuan.

After entering the recovery room, a female doctor wearing glasses greeted her with a smile, "Ms. Shen, you are so punctual today."

This Dr. Zhao was strongly recommended by the previous attending physician. He is many times more professional than the private physician he met last time. He has gotten along with him more times and feels like a friend.Shen Bingzhou responded with a smile, and after a brief greeting, she turned her gaze to Gu Shanze behind the wheelchair, "This is—"

Shen Bingzhou had a small problem, and didn't know how to introduce so as not to continue to make Mr. Gu angry. Before he could come up with an answer, Gu Shanze said abruptly: "I'm his boyfriend."

Shen Bingzhou bit her tongue.

Dr. Zhao opened his eyes wide in surprise, and smiled in disbelief for a while, "So that's the case. Let me tell you, how come a young talent like Mr. Shen has never had a girlfriend."

The items in the rehabilitation center are basically fixed, but after a comprehensive examination last week, the doctor asked him to practice standing, and the difficulty suddenly increased.

After handing him over to the nurse, Dr. Zhao stopped Gu Shanze and brought him into the office, "What should I call you?"

Gu Shanze said concisely: "My surname is Gu."

Dr. Zhao smiled gently, "Mr. Gu, you are Teacher Shen's boyfriend. Then Teacher Shen's sister should have told you that he has a serious emotional disorder."

Of course, Teacher Shen's sister would not tell him these things, but he vaguely remembered that he had indeed heard similar remarks.He doubted: "I know, but I usually communicate with him, and I don't feel anything unusual."

Doctor Zhao patiently explained: "Actually, it's not a very serious problem. You should know the severity of the injury. It's hard not to leave a psychological shadow, but he is too obedient to his sister and won't bring these things up. I I called you here just to tell you, enlighten him more, sometimes, a boyfriend's words are more effective than a sister's."

From the window of the office, you can just see the training room on the first floor. Two nurses worked together to help Shen Bingzhou onto the instrument. His thin body was stuck in the tall machine, as if a mortal body had fallen into the mouth of a giant mechanical beast.

Gu Shanze couldn't help worrying: "Is this recovery really effective?"

Dr. Zhao said very pertinently: "The effect is definitely there, but to be honest, no one dares to guarantee whether it can recover to the level before the injury. If you are free, you can spend more time with him. He came here by himself several times before. .”

Gu Shanze nodded, bid farewell to the doctor and left the office, standing on the inside of the glass partition, silently watching the people inside.

He doesn't quite understand the professional equipment, he can only see that it is helping the patient to simulate walking. Once the support of the mechanical skeleton is removed, that person will definitely fall to the ground helplessly.Reconstruction is a long and desperate process. Until now, he really understood what Shen Chensha said that night.

"My brother was rescued from the hospital after a narrow escape. Don't hurt him."

Since meeting him, he seems to be used to the fact that Shen Bingzhou cannot walk. If he had known Shen Bingzhou early, he would probably be able to empathize with the regret of losing the ability to walk.

Originally standing on the podium, high-spirited, now curled up in a wheelchair, shutting the door.

No wonder the doctor said that he had serious emotional problems.

In a daze, two nurses pushed the door out, and he asked quickly, "What's wrong?"

The nurse remembered that he was a family member, and told the truth: "The patient said he wanted to stay by himself for a while, so you can go in later."

Shen Bingzhou was the only one left in the recovery room. From the angle Gu Shanze was at, he could only see the back of the wheelchair and half of the back of his head protruding from the back of the chair.

He waited patiently. About 2 minutes later, Shen Bingzhou reached out from the wheelchair and grabbed the auxiliary pole on the side, as if trying to stand up.His arms trembled so hard that he finally left the wheelchair slightly, but he couldn't hold on for more than ten seconds, and fell to the ground with a snap.

Gu Shanze's heart fell, and he was about to rush in to help him. Doctor Zhao walked to the side at some point, grabbed him, and motioned silently not to go in.

He had no choice but to hold back and continue to look through the glass.To his surprise, Shen Bingzhou was able to climb back into the wheelchair familiarly. After climbing back and sitting up, he repeated the previous movements and fell down again.

Dr. Zhao sighed slightly, and said in a low voice, "If he can't stand up today, he probably won't want to try again in the future, so it's better not to help him."

The person inside kept repeating and failing, and fell down for the last time. He sat there for a long time, raised his hand tremblingly, pressed against his teeth, and his shoulders shook violently.

Doctor Zhao shook his head regretfully, Gu Shanze pushed open the door, strode in, "Zhouzhou!"

Shen Bingzhou paused, and raised her head towards him, her delicate eyes were stained red with tears, making her heart ache.

He slowed down, as if he was walking towards a butterfly that landed on the ground, and if he was not careful, he would startle it away; when he came close, he knelt down gently and wiped away the tears from the corners of Shen Bingzhou's eyes, "Do you want me to help you stand?" stand up?"

Shen Bingzhou just shook his head, his eyes fell to his legs, hated and powerless.He suddenly asked: "I look like this, how can you like me?"

Gu Shanze thought for a while and replied, "I don't know either."

He can't say anything anymore, he just doesn't know what he really thinks, and his heartbeat doesn't need reason.

Shen Bingzhou laughed at himself and said: "You feel very fresh now, but after a while, you will get bored. Maybe I will be paralyzed for the rest of my life. Do you have the patience to take care of me for the rest of my life? If you have someone else outside, I will even catch rape not."

Gu Shanze lowered his head in thought, and after a long time passed, he firmly held his hand, "It's my fault, I didn't think of this."

He has been using ordinary people's standards to measure, how could he have forgotten that his Teacher Shen is already a broken stone, and needs more sense of security than ordinary people.

Shen Bingzhou continued to shake his head: "Your family doesn't know your sexual orientation, if we are really together, how are you going to explain to them?"

Gu Shanze was silent for a while, with a strong light in his eyes, "Tell them what, I'll let them know."

Shen Bingzhou made him laugh, very bitterly, "Then they must hate me to death, think I'm a vixen."

Gu Shanze followed suit with a slight smile, and gently hugged him into his arms.

The embrace full of smoke smell is not as fragrant as before, but it is the only one to rely on now.Shen Bingzhou said hoarsely, "It stinks."

But he hugged him even tighter, wishing to rub him into his body, he answered irrelevantly, "I know what to do, give me time."

Outside the glass partition, Shen Chensha silently looked at the two hugging each other, folded his arms and sighed.Dr. Zhao came over, "Mr. Shen, when did you come?"

She turned her head and smiled politely, "Just arrived, did he play his temper again today?"

Dr. Zhao shook his head indifferently, "It's understandable that the patient has emotions. He seems to have finally opened up to others, and it turns out that he is the best boyfriend."

Shen Chensha looked inside helplessly, "Yes, let them stay for a while, I'll go first."

Dr. Zhao was surprised, "Aren't you going with them?"

Chen Chensha has already turned around and went out, "I still have something to do, just take a look and feel relieved, don't tell them I've been here."