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Hearing the polite and unfamiliar "your friend", Gu Shanze froze in place, unable to recover for a long time.

Shen Chensha looked at him with folded hands, and said like a sentence: "Zhouzhou has said so, let's go after eating."

Shen Bingzhou showed her a cute smile, she stretched out her hand, and rubbed the top of his head helplessly, "You."

The two came together, and if the host wants to keep one of them for dinner, no matter what, it is impossible to drive the other away alone, and there is no deep hatred.

Shen Bingzhou was not sure whether the subtle personal affair involved had been revealed, so he obediently lowered his head and pretended to be stupid.

After a few words of politeness, Shen Chensha went to the kitchen to cook. Lu Shunan said he wanted to help, and followed behind. He then raised his head and looked at Gu Shanze who was still stunned, "Aren't you going to help?"

With a dazed expression, Gu Shanze walked up to him and answered the question: "Aren't your hands cold?"

He shrank his hands that were red from the cold, and looked away deliberately, "Fortunately, thank you for your concern, I want to clean up these stones, you go in and sit down first."

It's really a standard hospitality speech. It's just a few days ago that I cried and forgiven under him, and I ended my sentence lightly, as if nothing had ever happened.Gu Shanze felt a tightness in his chest, and he couldn't get angry, so he had to squat down, "I'll clean it up for you."

He quickly picked up the ore from the water and put it into a plastic box for storage, like a worker mechanically repeating the same action on an assembly line.Shen Bingzhou's heart tightened, "Slow down! Don't break it!"

He stopped his hand and switched to slow motion, "Sorry."

Mr. Gu actually said sorry, which surprised Shen Bingzhou. After the surprise, he didn't know what to say to him, so he could only keep his head down and remain silent.

The water in which the stones were soaked was very cold. After a while, Gu Shanze's hands also started to turn red, but he seemed unconscious. After picking them all up, he stood up with the box in his hand, "Where do we want to put it?"

Shen Bingzhou pointed to the inside of the house, "The collection room, you have been there."

The collection room used to store the ore is on the first floor, and the display cabinets on the back side are empty, except for the data card with the name of the ore.Gu Shanze put back the ores in his hand one by one. When he met someone he didn't know, he turned around and asked, "Where do you put this?"

Shen Bingzhou sat not far from him, glanced at the stone in his hand, and said the coordinates directly: "The third floor, the seventh square."

He put it in the corresponding position, and asked for every one after that. Shen Bingzhou couldn't stand it anymore, and stretched out his hand unbearably: "Give it to me, I will release it myself."

It was also after soaking in cold water. After a while, Gu Shanze's hand had returned to normal, but Shen Bingzhou was not. Instead of handing over the storage box, he grabbed that cold hand.Shen Bingzhou shrank suddenly, frowned and stared at him: "What are you doing?"

He put the storage box aside, took that hand and knelt down in front of the wheelchair, "Are you angry with me? Did it hurt you that day?"

His hands were too warm, like burning coals, the temperature was transmitted from the palm of his hand, and it appeared on Shen Bingzhou's face, as two crimson clouds.He tried to break free, but when he was sure he couldn't, he began to panic: "I told you, don't come to me!"

Gu Shanze tightened his hands subconsciously, with a look of pain in his eyes: "I don't even want to come to you, but I can't."

Shen Bingzhou didn't dare to look directly into his eyes, and started to say, "Let me go."

He didn't want to let it go, he was speechless for a while, and said, "Wait a little longer, and warm it up for you."

The air was quiet, and neither of them spoke anymore.Shen Bingzhou's hands were especially cold, and sucked away the little heat left in his heart. He brought his mouth closer, breathed out a hot breath, and rubbed it seriously.

Shen Bingzhou kept tilting his head, the cold ice in his heart was melted by him, turning into bitter water.

After a long time, Gu Shanze let go of him, stood up and placed the ores. After placing one box, he went out to move another box until they were all back in place.

They seemed to have nothing to say.

When the purpose is no longer pure, troubles come one after another. How can a person like Gu Shanze ever worry about feelings?He also began to feel that he deserved it, that he had already got what he wanted, and the other party left freely, but he, on the contrary, became the one who could afford it and couldn't let it go.

The dinner is ready, the dishes are rich, and the table is full, and it is no surprise that there are crabs.Chen Chensha brought a few bottles of wine, and asked with a smile, "Can you drink all of them?"

No one at the table objected, so she opened the wine cork and filled a glass for each of them.Gu Shanze felt depressed, picked it up and sipped it alone, and before he knew it, he finished his cup.

Perhaps because of the success of the dishes and the wine, Shen Chensha happily chatted with Lu Shunan. Lu Shunan was flattered and focused all his attention on her. People are embarrassing and desolate.

Shen Bingzhou took a symbolic sip of wine, and then immersed himself in eating the dishes. The dishes made by his sister would be treasures for him in normal times, but today they are tasteless, like chewing wax.He glanced at Gu Shanze from the corner of his eye, the man was busy drinking, drinking one glass after another, which made him feel bored, and he just wanted to drink away his worries.

However, as soon as his hand touched the wine glass, the wine that he took a sip was taken away, and it all went to Gu Shanze's stomach.

Shen Bingzhou paused slightly, and asked with his eyes: What do you mean?

Gu Shanze pushed over the crab that had been peeled at some time, and his eyes seemed to say: eat meat well, and don't drink alcohol.

This meal was particularly long, and in the end it turned into a drinking party. Chen Chensha chatted more and more happily, and accidentally drank too much. It took Lu Shunan a lot of effort to send her back to the room. When he came down, he said helplessly: " She is usually under too much pressure, suddenly relax once, let her have a good rest."

Shen Bingzhou nodded silently, it was dark outside the window.

Lu Shunan picked up his belongings, walked to the dining table, and patted Gu Shanze on the shoulder, "Director Gu, are you okay?"

Gu Shanze lay on the table, shaking his head slowly, unable to hear what he said.

Shen Bingzhou didn't want to go to see him, so he said calmly, "He drank too much."

No matter how delicate a person is, he will turn into a mess when drunk, Lu Shunan sighed with a headache: "Then I'll take him back, do you know his address?"

Shen Bingzhou has been to Gu Shanze's address once, and he has memorized the floors and numbers by heart.He kept squeezing his palms tightly, keeping a calm and natural face, "I don't know."

Lu Shunan felt even more headache, "You can't ask Mr. Tang, right? I don't know what friends he has."

The matter seemed to be at an impasse, Shen Bingzhou bit his lip unnaturally, "Then we can only send him to the guest room, it happens that the weather outside is not good, so you should stay and leave tomorrow."

The Shen family's house was empty, and there were just enough spare guest rooms. Lu Shunan carried him up to the second floor and threw him onto the bed with difficulty, "I'll go see your sister."

After finishing speaking, he left. Shen Bingzhou sat silently for a while, making sure that he really went to see his sister, and then turned his eyes to the bed.

Gu Shanze really drank too much. He watched one cup after another with his own eyes, and he was alive and drunk.The wine for relieving sorrow is also bitter in the throat. Gu Shanze must have been really bitter to drink it like this. He frowns even when he is drunk, and his handsome facial features have turned into wilted flowers.

He pushed the wheelchair closer, carefully covered the quilt, and when he was about to leave, Gu Shanze muttered: "Zhouzhou..."

Shen Bingzhou froze in fright, thinking he had woken up, but it turned out it was just a dream.He leaned over carefully, stroked Gu Shanze's brows lightly, and coaxed him softly like a baby: "Go to sleep."

When he came out of the guest room, he felt his heart was a lump of lead, and he had no strength to look up. After taking a hasty shower, he got into bed.

The snow began to fall outside the window again, lingering and lingering, the snowflakes probably fell in pairs, and before they melted, they probably kissed passionately.He couldn't help asking himself, what on earth was he doing?

Because his sister told him, and Lu Shunan told him, he believed it. Gu Shanze is really a scumbag?

Gu Shanze remembers that he likes to eat crabs, what does Gu Shanze like to eat?He couldn't answer.

Drowsiness lingered, he recalled the absurdity of that night again, he couldn't remember how many times it was, he must be used to loneliness, like dry grass in the desert, suddenly tasted the rain, woke up every night , all wet sheets under his body.

He covered his head with the quilt, curled up his body, sneaked between his legs, and felt even more empty in his heart - Gu Shanze's hands were bigger, warmer, and stronger than his.

He felt extremely bad, and he was not in the mood to comfort himself. He fell into a drowsy sleep, and when he was half asleep, someone hugged him from behind.

Shen Bingzhou fell asleep in a daze, thinking it was a dream, until he was hugged into a hard embrace, and then suddenly woke up: "Gu Shanze?"

Gu Shanze, smelling of alcohol all over his body, pressed against him tightly from behind, "Don't talk, let me hug you for a while."

Shen Bingzhou's whole body was so stiff that he couldn't move, and his heart was beating wildly in his chest.

"Zhouzhou..." The man yelled in his ear, with hot air spraying on his neck, "Zhouzhou, I really miss you..."

Shen Bingzhou had the urge to cry, "Are you talking drunk?"

He immediately denied: "No, I'm telling the truth, I can't sleep well every night, as long as I lie on the bed, I think of the day you were with me, and I can't fall asleep thinking about it."

Shen Bingzhou had a sore nose, and said with a firm tone: "Then you haven't eaten enough, and you plan to do it again?"

In the darkness, Gu Shanze turned him over and met his eyes: "If you want to count this, you probably won't be able to eat enough in this lifetime. I not only want to eat you, I want to see you all the time, and be able to be with you." Talk, eat with you, do everything with you."

Shen Bingzhou sniffed softly, holding back the tears. Gu Shanze was keenly aware of it, and wiped his eyelids with his thumb, "Don't cry, I sound sad."

He didn't cry, he just shed some tears, which wasn't considered crying.He didn't speak, Gu Shanze waited for a while, then suddenly said: "Shen Bingzhou, I like you."

Shen Bingzhou bit her lower lip, "I don't like you."

He said firmly: "You are lying, if you don't like me, why would you sleep with me?"

That's right, Shen Bingzhou's emotional experience is a thin piece of white paper. He doesn't have such a complicated experience as Gu Shanze's.

Gu Shanze propped the back of his head with his palm, found his lips accurately, and slipped his tongue in.This was the first time he knew that the sexual impulse from the body and the sexual impulse from the heart were originally two experiences.

He kept pestering him, Shen Bingzhou expended a lot of effort, and pushed him away panting, "Stop making trouble, this is my house, and my sister is next door!"

Gu Shanze was pushed aside by him, and there was a light shining from nowhere in his eyes, which was bright and heartbreaking, "Your sister is so important? If she doesn't like it, you must follow suit?"

Shen Bingzhou got up in panic and turned on the lamp beside the bed, as if only light could give him a sense of security.He pulled back the loose pajamas and lowered his eyes sadly: "I'll give you whatever you want, and I can't afford to give you more."

For a long time, Gu Shanze remained silent, with his lost face turned against the light, making him look even more desolate.He suddenly pushed forward, pressing his forehead tightly, "Then give me what you can afford."

Shen Bingzhou was forced to lean against the headboard of the bed, and the light from the desk lamp flowed leisurely, leaving bright water stains on his lips.The trace of water trembled, and finally calmed down, sticking to his lips.

The warm but cold kiss was exactly the same as last time.

After all, it was the sky-filled anger that swallowed his reason, Gu Shanze bit him hard, pulled off his pajamas belt, and pushed him down on the bed.

It was another night of snow, and they wished each other well.