impure

When Yue Renge returned to his apartment in Shangsha District, Li Mu was already there.

It was already two o'clock in the middle of the night, and everything was silent. Standing downstairs and looking up, there were only a few sporadic lights on.Thinking that one of the lamps might be kept by Li Mu for him, Yue Renge felt warm from the bottom of his heart.

He stood in the porch, watching a gentle light pouring down in the living room, feeling inexplicably warm and at home.Li Mu turned on the TV and was rebroadcasting the news of the day. While listening to it, he mopped the floor, and the air was filled with a faint fragrance.Seeing Yue Renge come back, he quickly straightened up.Yue Renge smiled and opened his arms to him, and Li Mu stepped forward to hug him.

"Why are you still cleaning so late?" Yue Renge's voice came from Li Mu's shoulder, rubbing against his shoulder like a kitten, "Aren't you tired?"

"It's okay." Li Mu patted him on the back, "I arrived earlier, and I have nothing to do, so I'll clean it up by the way."

This house has also been unoccupied for a long time.Previously, Yue Renge ran to Li Mu's side every three days, and over time left the house in the cold; later, he went back to his hometown and stayed there for more than ten days. When he came back, he was so busy that he forgot about asking for cleaning.

Yue Renge has high requirements for the environment, and rhinitis will start to attack when there is a lot of dust.If Li Mu hadn't cleaned it, the house would hardly be liveable tonight.

"If we can't, let's go to a hotel. You've been tired all day. I'm not an evil capitalist who squeezes you at work and makes you work after get off work." Yue Renge hugged Li Mu's shoulders, affectionately.Under the light, Yue Renge's face was tired, but his expression became lively.He looked over Li Mu's shoulder and watched the news being broadcast on TV, "What is this? Influenza?"

"Probably." Li Mu carried him into the room, and the kiss fell first.No matter what he does, it is very far away.Doom is as illusory as dreams, only the people in front of you are real.

Yue Renge raised his head obediently, his waist was as soft as a pool of spring water, he staggered back, and kissed him carefully.

There has been no intimacy for a long time, and this move is like dry wood meeting a raging fire, and it is out of control.When the clouds collected and the rain rested, the two of them lay sweating profusely on the newly changed quilt.Yue Renge fumbled on the bedside table for a long time, and a cigarette was handed to him. Yue Renge looked down and laughed, "How do you know?"

"Guess." Li Mu smiled, "Aren't you going to take a shower?"

"Wait a minute." Singer Yue Ren held a cigarette in his hand, and didn't smoke, but rubbed it slowly with his fingertips, thoughtfully.

Li Mu worked extraordinarily hard, waiting for this moment.In fact, he seldom took the initiative to talk to Yue Renge in a gesture of request or advice, so it was a bit unnatural to do so suddenly.Yue Renge was obviously still thinking about things in the shop, his brows were furrowed, Li Mu couldn't help reaching out to stroke his brows.

"What?" Yue Renge recovered from his contemplation, Li Mu looked at him with a smile, "Don't frown, you will get wrinkles."

"You don't like wrinkles anymore?" Yue Renge smiled, "Little pervert, what are you thinking?"

"Think... what are you thinking about?"

Yue Renge was startled for a moment, and then sighed, "There are too many things, and I don't have a clue for a while. Forget it, go to sleep first, it's not a big deal to suffer here."

Li Mu hesitated to speak, but Yue Renge was about to turn off the lights. After thinking about it, he turned around and scratched the tip of Li Mu's nose, "Do you have something to tell me? It's about the Huawu Cup?"

Yue Renge Bingxue is clever, so he immediately revealed Li Mu's thoughts.That being the case, Li Mu had nothing to hesitate, and nodded calmly, "Yes. I want to participate."

Yue Renge smiled and turned off the light first.

Once the light is turned off, the eyes have to adapt to the darkness first.I can't see anything clearly, but the lamp on the top still has a faint halo, like a fuzzy nebula in a chaotic universe.It looks beautiful, but I don't know what's inside.

Li Mu carefully looked for Yue Renge's shadow in the blurred outline.Yue Renge spoke first, "You don't mention it, but I actually want to tell you about it. There are a lot of competitions in our industry. I originally thought that after a while, I will let you participate in the competition when you are more mature. "

Li Mu said: "I want to try... I can participate in the competition now."

Yue Renge smiled and asked him, "Why do you want to participate in the competition?"

"..."

"You have to have a reason to take part in the competition. In fact, you have to have a reason for everything you do. Whether it's accumulating experience, gaining some contacts, or investing, it's all your reasons. What's your reason?"

Zhao Shengyan also asked him the same question.

He saw the news of the competition in the group of bartenders.He joined the group of local bartenders before, and there are bartenders in every bar—of course, there are a lot of low-level ones.Someone sent a message in the group, and then Zhu Zhu chatted with him privately.

They have always maintained such a friendship between peers. "I want to give it a try, as it is to accumulate competition experience and prepare for Queen Cointreau next year."

Then he asked Li Mu if he wanted to go together.

Li Mu hesitated, this matter is not small after all, he has to report to Yue Renge.Zhu Zhu was Li Mu's rare friend, so he naturally knew how far their relationship had come, and said with a smile, "You are really... strict with your husband. Please, it's just a game, why can't you make your own decision?"

Li Mu was a little embarrassed, and said with a smile that Zhu Zhu didn't understand.

Zhu Zhu sighed helplessly.

But in the final analysis, why should I participate in the competition?Li Mu was at a loss.Just because the game is there, he should go?

Li Mu kept silent, and heard Yue Renge say: "The Huawu Cup has just been established. I didn't know it before. It was probably instigated by Cao Yang's gang. It looks okay, but it's not good after all. You go, I'm afraid the loss of energy is more than the gain."

The implication is that the level of this game is too low to be worth going to.

Li Mu wanted to fight again, but Yue Renge's breath caught him again, "Are you angry?"

"No." Li Mu subconsciously denied.I couldn't see his expression in the dark night, and fortunately I couldn't see it, otherwise Li Mu really didn't know how to explain his impulsiveness at this moment.

Of course he wants to go, he knows nothing about the game, but it is precisely because he knows nothing that he has an inexhaustible enthusiasm.Just like he did with bartending.

After all, Li Mu is not Yue Renge.He does not make decisions after careful calculation, and he is not a person who pursues perfection in every action and does not make "ineffective efforts".He is stumbling and willing to try anything.So even though he knew Yue Renge was right, he still couldn't calm down the tone in his heart.

Sensing his subtle emotional changes, Yue Renge slowly stretched out his fingers from the dark night, and pressed gently on Li Mu's chest.Li Mu only felt a slight stagnation in his heartbeat.

Yue Renge's voice was soothing and soft, with a slight sense of fatigue.He said slowly, "It's good to participate in competitions once in a while. But no matter the scale or level, participating will consume a lot of time and energy, and I don't think you have thought about it clearly yet, so rashly Participating doesn't make much sense."

"What's more, we are so busy now," Yue Renge leaned his fluffy head on Li Mu's chest, "Do you still remember what you said to Mr. Mond? How to better promote liquor to the public is what we have been working hard on Something. This season’s wine list still needs to be adjusted, we plan to add some new drinks, and take advantage of the platform of Dionysia to better bring out Thyme. In short—” That finger poked Li Mu’s again vigorously Chest, "Honey, your task is not easy."

What else could Li Mu say?The leader has arranged for you clearly.But the leader is still his lover, and he knows that Yue Renge is definitely for his own good, so what else can Li Mu say besides nodding his head yes?

"Wait for you to hone some more. You can try Bacardi next year, it will be a real competition. I should be free by then, and I will check it out for you personally. Not to mention the first place, it will definitely be impossible to reach the finals." Problem. Darling," his tone suddenly became viscous and affectionate, "for your game, let's do it again."

"...Okay." Li Mu hesitated for a moment, but obediently raised his hand to caress Yue Renge's waist.Yue Renge's shadow gradually became clear before his eyes, and he could see her flowing long hair, beautiful figure, and even the happy expression on his face.But Li Mu couldn't see himself.This was just an ordinary fun, and Li Mu never cared whether he could see himself or not.But he suddenly realized that in this chaotic darkness, he was firmly surrounded by Yue Renge's aura.

Can't escape.

He suddenly saw clearly the path he was going to take in the future, a path planned and with a high success rate.

Although the goals are different, the paths are extremely similar.

He had escaped from similar roads, thinking he had opened up a new world.But after going around, I realized that it was just old wine in a new bottle, and everything was as usual.

Was that his fate?Li Mu thought.If so, isn't his struggle a joke?If not, what is the difference?Those chaotic thoughts piled up and intertwined in his mind, and he couldn't find a thread to untie these troubles.

Thinking is difficult, but physical communication goes well.

The warm breath gradually became rapid, Yue Renge leaned down and kissed Li Mu's lips, those emerald eyes looked at Li Mu, Li Mu opened his eyes in a daze, but couldn't see anything.Under Yue Renge's urging, he moved numbly, in order to extract more carefree rhythms from the other party.The body's perception gradually piled up during the mechanical movement, and soon Yue Renge let out a low cry. After a brief tense moment, he froze in his arms like a kite that had lost its wind.

In the aftermath of exercise, they kissed tightly.But for some reason, Li Mu's heart sank little by little, and he had the illusion of being swallowed.

--------The author says------------

Cat mother: Li Mu's character is easy-going in nature. He is willing to make progress, get in touch with new things, and explore the world. Sometimes he doesn't care too much about gains and losses. He is a curious baby.

But his self-esteem is also very strong. To be honest, Zhu Zhu's words actually hurt him a little.In addition, Yue Renge is a small leader after all, and often has a sense of control unconsciously, so the conversation tonight, at least for Li Mu, was not very pleasant.

If Yue Renge said openly, you go, don't be afraid of failure, maybe Li Mu would hesitate and think about things in the bar.But Yue Renge had already arranged him clearly, so Li Mu would not think about this issue.

But they will definitely not BE.Most of the time, he still takes care of Li Mu's emotions.On the contrary, it is Yue Renge, who needs to make some adjustments when facing his young lover, so that his life will be more harmonious.

So, they are very pay.This life is locked without discussion~