impure

Li Mu woke up in the thin morning light.He moved his fingers, and the body came to life.The field of view is in focus, and the image quality changes from blurry to clear.He twisted his neck and looked around. Last night's all-night revelry lasted until the second half of the night. He couldn't remember how many bottles of wine they opened, how many songs they sang, and how many dances they danced. Yue Renge beside him.

The collar of the shirt was open, and the cross necklace sparkled in the morning light.There was also a light red hickey on the slender neck, and Li Mu suddenly remembered that they danced and embraced each other in Diony's backyard last night under the bright moonlight.

It should be Yue Renge who invited Li Mu first.After Li Mu kissed his necklace.

"May I ask you to dance, sir?"

It seems that the prince invites Cinderella, who is dressed up to attend the ball because of magic—no, Cinderella—the plants in the garden are all kinds of guests from celebrities and nobles, and the high and low lampstands are impromptu royal bands, paved with stones and red bricks The ground above is the luxurious and gorgeous dance floor at the banquet, and the moon is the beautiful crystal lamp in the center of the hall.

Li Mu smiled and stretched out his hand.

Yue Renge held his hand in a gentlemanly manner, bowed his head and kissed him.

When studying abroad, Li Mu learned some dance.He can learn everything quickly, and he is handsome, so he stands out in an environment dominated by white people.But the results of this limelight were not good for him, because many girls asked him out after class, and some girls had boyfriends.

Unfortunately, Li Mu has become the public enemy of some boys, even if he has no intention of doing so.In order to avoid these unnecessary romantic debts, Li Mu simply dropped out of this class - but he still remembers those basic steps, the movements and joy of spinning on the dance floor.

"You dance the male step." Yue Renge said while putting his arms around him.

The sound came slowly from the ear, the yard was planted with rosemary and lily of the valley, and maybe some small animals stopped to enjoy the two strange humans dancing.

"But I've only learned men's steps." Li Mu said with some trouble.This is not a big problem, and soon Yue Renge changed his pace, "When I was young, I looked more like a girl," he said, "When there was a dance party at home, I would secretly wear my cousin's skirt to deceive those big girls. elder brother."

Li Mu was stunned for a moment, and Yue Renge's expression was a little complacent.He could see his beauty—now it was astonishingly beautiful. Li Mu hugged him, feeling like he was hugging a mermaid princess who ran out of the deep sea and exchanged legs with an evil witch.

And now, Yue Renge is his princess.

The people in the house were still jubilant and drunk, and they were dancing silently in the courtyard.This song is PorUnaCabeza, Yue Renge is humming softly, the sound moves closer and further away with the dance steps, and then changes the tune, and finally the footsteps and people are also chaotic, Li Mu pinches Yue Renge's waist, He kissed under the towering standing lamp that was still dim.

The clouds were hazy, the moon was hazy, and the wind was blowing rustlingly. Their clothes bulged and shrunk again, and their hands were clasped together, unwilling to let go for a long time.

Yue Renge's eyelashes moved, and he opened his eyes after a while, and smiled charmingly at Li Mu with the sleepiness of a night's romance, "Good morning."

Li Mu turned sideways, facing him.Reaching out to grab a strand of Yue Renge's hair, "Morning."

Everyone is asleep, this is the morning after the carnival that has not yet woken up.Yue Renge squinted, his green eyes discolored in the sunlight.Li Mu was very surprised, he never knew Yue Renge's eyes were so beautiful. "What did you say last night, do you still remember?" Yue Renge said, his voice was a little hoarse, it was the tiredness after the indulgence.

Li Mu shook his head blankly.

"You said you wanted to take me around the world." Yue Renge repeated word for word, "Go to all the places I want to go."

Li Mu was dumbfounded, this kind of non-level deceptive words seemed like he would say them.People will always lose part of their sanity when the love is strong, even now, it is the same.

"I'm serious." Li Mu said.

"That's great," Yue Renge laughed, "I think the same as you."

The morning love language can't be spoken for too long, because soon someone wakes up, mutters about the hangover headache, or accidentally steps on a sleeping companion and gets a curse.The morning is tiring, and the soul has not rested enough, so why accidentally come to the next day?

"Get up." Yue Renge patted Li Mu's face, sat up himself, and soon he showed pain, "Damn it."

"What's wrong?" Li Mu asked.

"I didn't use any pillows last night," Yue Renge said, "My shoulders started to hurt."

"Then I'll squeeze it for you." Li Mu gestured to press his shoulder, but Yue Renge deftly avoided it, "No, it's not good to be seen."

At this time, I was afraid of being seen by others. I was so tight last night that I didn't shy away from anything.Li Mu was slandering himself, when he suddenly heard a shrill cry, "Brother Chuan? Brother Chuan! What's wrong with you? Wake up! Wake up!"

Everyone woke up instantly, and Amy was already in tears.Yue Renge and Li Mu pushed aside the crowd, Liang Chuan lay down on the ground, his face was covered in blood, and the clothes on his chest were already soaked in blood.

"Call an ambulance!" Yue Renge made a decisive decision. Li Mu tested Liang Chuan's pulse, and his heart sank.

In the panic of everyone, the sun has gradually climbed to the top of the high-rise building, shining so brightly that it hurts people's eyes.Li Mu was leaning on the bench in the hospital corridor, Yue Renge came from the other end of the corridor, Li Mu raised his eyes and looked at him.

"Don't worry." Yue Renge opened his mouth, and after a long time, he finally said a word.

Why don't people worry about this?

It is a blessing in misfortune that the hospital is close to the bar.Seeing Liang Chuan being pushed into the emergency room, Li Mu's mind went blank for a moment.

He almost raised his foot to follow.

A doctor in a white coat stopped him, "Who are you?"

"I..." Li Mu opened his mouth, and it took him a long time to say, "I'm his colleague."

The face under the mask frowned in dissatisfaction, and the doctor glanced at the group of people, "Do you have any of his family members? Come here and sign."

family.Everyone looked at each other, Yue Renge thought about it, and said to the doctor, "Sorry...he has no relatives."

"Not one?" The young doctor frowned, "Isn't it?"

"Really, his parents passed away very early, and he has no siblings. Those distant relatives have not been in touch for more than ten years... So, he can be said to have no relatives now."

The doctor pondered for a while, "Is what you said true?"

Yue Renge was serious, "It's absolutely true."

"Since that's the case..." The doctor shook his head, "You are his colleague, right? I can tell you responsibly that his situation is not optimistic."

The doctor returned to the operating room, leaving only a group of people waiting outside.

Yue Renge sat down beside Li Mu, the two of them were shoulder to shoulder, basking in the warm sun, but Li Mu felt that the sun was thin and cold, which made him shiver all over.

"Can you tell me what happened to Chuan?"

Yue Renge glanced at Li Mu, "He will be fine."

Li Mu looked at him puzzled.

Yue Renge said again: "This is Liang Chuan's own private matter, and he didn't tell me in detail. Since he didn't tell you, then you don't need to know. Knowing will only increase troubles."

You can't blame Yue Renge, because Liang Chuan is such a person.Yue Renge just knew him too well.

He has a bad temper and hates people when he catches them. Many people who have worked under him are afraid of him.

But he is very unwilling to trouble others, even if he is sick, even if he is so sick, he is not willing to reveal the slightest bit to make others worry about him.

For a moment, all the details became active like grass snakes and gray lines, and the truth of the matter was constantly outlined in Li Mu's blank mind.Liang Chuan smoked so frequently; after work, he leaned on as if he had smoked a bone, weak and weak; and he suddenly fell ill like last night and was out of state...

The pain had penetrated deep into his bones, like a greedy beast, devouring what little energy he had.

Liang Chuan has been like this for quite a while, either he covered it up too well, or they were not smart enough to turn a blind eye without a teacher.

Li Mu suddenly felt a very terrifying feeling.As soon as that thought popped up, he shook his head to dismiss it.

He prefers that this is his own imagination.

He hoped it wasn't true.

"You don't need to comfort me." Li Mu stared at the door of the operating room, "If you don't want to tell me, I'll ask Liang Chuan myself when he comes out."

There should be a distance between people, but it should not be so alienated.Li Mu thought, even if he was an extremely stupid student, an unreliable colleague, a junior who made Liang Chuan worry about him...he would not want to be kept in the dark.

At least, he should do something to help Liang Chuan.

"What did you do to Liang Chuan?" Zhao Shengyan hurried in from the outside, and when he saw Yue Renge, he grabbed his shirt collar and dragged him to him.Yue Renge was slender, no matter how strong he was, he was no match for him, like a chicken with no defenses, letting Zhao Shengyan grab it.

"Brother Zhao, don't worry..." Li Mu wanted to step forward and pull them away, but Zhao Shengyan glared at him, "Everyone is already in the operating room, how can I not be in a hurry!"

"It's useless to be anxious now." Yue Renge patted Zhao Shengyan's hand away, "Will he be fine if you are anxious? Lao Zhao, Lao Zhao! The doctor is performing an operation, please be quiet."

"Could he still be in trouble?!" Zhao Shengyan frowned again.

The rest of the melon-eaters were stunned. Some recognized the yelling as Hua Lang's boss, but more people didn't think clearly about the relationship between Zhao Shengyan and Liang Chuan.

"You told me before that he is fine, he will go to the doctor, and he will take the initiative to receive treatment." Zhao Shengyan's voice trembled, "But now? He was still working last night, and he was still arguing with you! He is a patient !"

"Outside, keep your voice down." A nurse rushed over to dissuade, "This is a hospital, not your home."

"Sister Nurse, I am his family member," Zhao Shengyan pounced on him, "How is he?"

"Didn't you say he has no relatives?" The nurse frowned at Yue Renge, "Are you lying?"

"Brother, brother, brother," Zhao Shengyan immediately turned the corner, "I'm sorry, doctor."

"Just wait, we are undergoing surgery."

It was a very long morning, the sun froze on the cold tiled floor, Li Mu, Zhao Shengyan and Yue Renge sat silently on the blue plastic chairs, watching the people coming and going in the hospital.

Li Mu has always been a person without faith, he is a firm materialist, but at this moment he has begun to believe that there are gods in this world.

please.For a person like Liang Chuan, who has not yet enjoyed much happiness in this world, please don't take him away too early, please let him stay in this world for a while longer.

The light on the operating room door went out.

Zhao Shengyan was the first to stand up and greet him.

"...Doctor, how is the situation?" Zhao Shengyan's lips trembled slightly.

"I'm sorry...but you guys came too late." The eyes behind the blue mask showed deep tiredness, "The disease is already at an advanced stage. Coupled with excessive fatigue...even if you are saved today, you will not survive Too long. Prepare your affairs."

"Doctor...doctor!" Zhao Shengyan wanted to grab the doctor's surgical gown, but it was in vain.There were dots of blood on the blue surgical gown, which had condensed into dark brown.Li Mu knew that it was Liang Chuan's blood.

Liang Chuan died.

Died the day after the celebration night.

The world suddenly became very quiet. Li Mu saw Zhao Shengyan grabbing Yue Renge and was about to beat him up, but was pulled away with great effort; Yue Renge was eager to say something to him, but only opened and closed his lips.The doctor pushed people out of the emergency room, and the light that was on had gone out.Liang Chuan lay peacefully, as if he would jump up at any moment to mock his hypocrisy and ignorance.

Liang Chuan died.

He left so suddenly that he didn't even have time to say goodbye.He was worried about Li Mu, always worried that this young colleague would make trouble in some unexpected place.

Li Mu thought, his teacher, his friend, and his colleague just left all of a sudden.

He would no longer hear Liang Chuan scolding him, nor would he see Liang Chuan squinting and smiling wickedly, nor would he see him sneaking out the fine wine he had treasured for a long time from under the bar, slowly drinking in the bar where the guests had dispersed. Taste slowly.

Someone patted Li Mu on the shoulder, and Li Mu turned his head.He raised his hand to wipe his face, his movements were numb, and the back of his hand was full of tears.

--------The author says------------

Li Mu: Not only is he good at clay sculpting himself, he is also good at clay sculpting objects.

Liang Chuan: Goodbye, get a box lunch and get off work.