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Yue Renge's lips are very soft, with a faint aroma of wine - it is the taste of Chardonnay, and the astringent taste of tannins remains on the tip of the tongue, with a sweet aftertaste.The clock ticked lightly, but it was strangely quiet at this moment. The spring breeze blew from the window, blowing up the white gauze curtain, like a silent sail on the sea, just fascinated Li Mu's eyes.

The silver necklace on Yue Renge's neck hung down and landed on Li Mu's chest.Li Mu leaned back, and then leaned back, unable to support himself, leaning on the cotton-like sofa, Yue Renge's hand propped up beside him, oppressing him.

Li Mu raised his hand and pushed him, but he didn't push him away.

Yue Renge kissed again.

The necklace knocked on Li Mu's heart, a crack opened quietly, wind and light rushed in together, and thousands of flowers bloomed in an instant.

Li Mu only felt a slight chill on his cheeks, and subconsciously wanted to turn his head to look.It turned out that it was Yue Renge's watch strap. Yue Renge's fingers brushed the ends of his hair and touched Li Mu's face.

"Leo..." Li Mu called him, what did he want to say?The wine can't be kept longer, and it won't taste good anymore?Still want to say, you shouldn't kiss me?

But Li Mu didn't say anything after all.After a while, Yue Renge got up, coughed awkwardly, and sat back in his seat.

Li Mu also straightened up, with the half glass of Chardonnay in hand.Li Mu hurriedly picked up the cup and took a sip, the plump tannin and fruity fragrance filled his mouth.

"I..." Yue Renge opened his mouth with difficulty, Li Mu's face was already flushed, and the two looked at each other, but their eyes crossed and separated.It suddenly became so difficult to speak, and for a while, he gave in to silence.

"Do you want something to eat?" Yue Renge stood up suddenly, "I remembered that there is still something to eat in the refrigerator..." He stood up as he spoke, Li Mu wanted to stop him, but he didn't know what to say, so he had to let the other party make excuses Rifle things out to escape embarrassment.

Of course, Yue Renge's kitchen didn't have anything to satisfy his hunger. When he opened the refrigerator, he found two green onions and three eggs that he didn't know when.Li Mu followed Yue Renge, "No need, I'm actually not hungry either."

Yue Renge closed the refrigerator door resentfully, "I..."

"It's too late," Li Mu said, "I see double images now. If you don't mind, I'll sleep on the sofa tonight."

He settled himself down on his own, and before Yue Renge could speak, he said, "Thank you, Mr. Yue. I feel much better now."

Yue Renge's head was wrapped in a towel, and he walked around the bedroom in his nightgown.

There was silence in the living room, all the lights were off, Li Mu was obviously asleep.But Yue Renge couldn't fall asleep.

The touch on his lips was so alive that he had goosebumps all over his body.The screen flashed back, Yue Renge seemed to still be able to see those bright black eyes.Li Mu's eyes were calm, like the tide rising and falling on the sea.She looked at him with a little panic.

Yue Renge even felt his guilt for a moment.

Li Mu pretended to be fine and fell asleep.Yue Renge began to regret his impulsiveness.When he turned around in the bedroom for an unknown number of times, he finally heard a slight sound coming from the living room.

Yue Renge quickly put his ears against the wall.

Russling, as if looking for slippers.The slippers were found.Move slowly to the toilet.Li Mu is walking on tiptoe.Yue Renge leaned his head against the wall and bumped it lightly twice.After Li Mu went to the bathroom, he slowly returned to the living room.

After tonight, they will have no reason to meet again.

Li Mu will leave Dionysia, and Yue Renge also has his own career.This short-lived fate may have been difficult enough until now, Yue Renge leaned against the door and slid down slowly, finally sat on the wooden floor.

Of course Li Mu didn't sleep either.

He accepts the bed.

Leaning on the big soft sofa, like the calm sea in summer, I felt a little dizzy and drunk.

Touching his lips lightly with his fingers, Yue Renge closed his eyes slightly when he kissed, and his beautiful long brown hair fell on Li Mu's face like silk.Being kissed by someone of the same sex was indeed the first experience in his life, but Li Mu didn't feel disgusted.It's just that he still doesn't understand whether it's because he never refuses anyone, or because it's Yue Renge.

He didn't even understand why Yue Renge wanted to kiss him; and whether there was any essential difference between Yue Renge and Sister Wang and Sister Zhang.

The problem was too complicated, and Li Mu drank again, and it was even more difficult to figure it out when all the threads were tangled together.He tossed and turned, and knew that Yue Renge, who was separated by the wall, was also not asleep at all—it was strange if he didn't know, Yue Renge thought there was very little movement, but in fact he could hear him walking around clearly.

Both of them just see through but don't tell the truth.

No sleep for one night.

Li Mu slept for a while in the early hours of the morning, half awake and half awake to recharge his batteries, when he suddenly heard the door of the bedroom next to him open softly, and he woke up.

"Woke you up?" Yue Renge felt a little embarrassed when he saw him sitting up, "I'm sorry..."

"Good morning." Li Mu shook his head and smiled at him.

Even though he smiled unintentionally, it still made Yue Renge's heart tremble slightly.The spring sunshine came late, lightly diffused over the window sill and the dining table, and spread the floor softly.Li Mu just sat in the sun, wearing an ordinary shirt, with sloppy sleep marks on his face, keeping a careful distance from Yue Renge, and said good morning to him.

"...Okay." Yue Renge was stunned for a moment, "Okay."

It was rare for him to show a stupid look, Li Mu thought it was funny and wanted to laugh too.He turned his head inadvertently, glanced at the time, stood up, "I should go back, Mr. Yue."

This sentence reminded Yue Renge, "Let's have breakfast together..."

"No." Li Mu shook his head, "Today my roommate moved, I have to go back and do a favor... Thank you for allowing me to stay overnight last night."

Yue Renge was speechless.If he hadn't come to Dionys on a whim, wouldn't there be the farce last night?He couldn't explain clearly, he just felt that he was sorry for Li Mu.

"You will find a better job." Yue Renge said after holding back for a long time.

Li Mu smiled, reached out and patted Yue Renge's shoulder.He had never done this before, and he thought it was too frivolous, after all, it was Yue Renge.Yue Renge grabbed Li Mu's waist and gave him a firm hug.

"...Mr. Yue." Li Mu was a little surprised, but he still hesitated and stretched out his hand, slowly returning to him.Yue Renge hugged him very unhappy, Li Mu changed his words helplessly, "Leo..."

Yue Renge let go of him, looking very angry, "You will live well, don't worry."

"I know." Li Mu nodded, "I know."

"I'll take you back."

"No need," Li Mu let go, lowered his head and straightened his clothes, "The subway is now open, I'll be back soon."

Yue Renge no longer insisted.When Li Mu closed the door, a gust of wind rushed into the room, blowing up the cloud-like curtain in the living room.Li Mu kept all this behind him.When chirping birds floated from the clouds to the [-]th-floor high-rise in the city, Yue Renge knew that spring had come.

When Li Mu returned home, the sky was already bright.The roommate was still sound asleep in the room.Li Mu stood in the living room looking out the window for a while, the sun was drying the colorful clothes steaming, he leaned against the door, suddenly remembered the kiss last night.

He didn't say, and he didn't ask.

Just treat it as an impromptu performance in a late-night theater, without any script rehearsal, and you will not be responsible afterwards.Real life always needs a bit of dream embellishment, Li Mu lamented how good this dream is, enough for him to be sweet for a long time.

But dare not admit it.

He and Yue Renge are people from two worlds, meeting because of a short-term fate is enough.Li Mu will continue to struggle in all kinds of feasting and feasting, but there will be no Yue Renge in his life, and there will be no more careless and natural care from him.

Is it a pity?it is a pity.sorry?Of course sorry.But Li Mu will not turn back just because of this tender nostalgia.His self-esteem does not allow it, his ideals do not allow it.

...Although at this moment, Li Mu himself does not know where he will go.

The roommate's undulating snoring stopped briefly, and then started a new tune.Li Mu pushed open the bedroom door and threw himself on the narrow single bed.

It's over, it's all over, he thought.

Along with that rosy kiss.

Li Mu was awakened by a series of lively bells.Holding the phone in one hand, he stared at the call on the screen in a daze, and it took a while to connect.

"Did you die? Did you answer the phone so late?" The other party's pungent voice was like chili oil, and Li Mu's ears burned with a sizzling sound, "I called you several times!"

"Ai... Sister Amy?" Li Mu hesitated.

"Didn't you say you came here early today to carry the fruit? Did you forget?" Amy said sharply, "It's just me, what should I do? Are you still at home?"

Li Mu didn't know how to explain to Amy, according to Liang Chuan's instructions, he really didn't have to go to work today.But Li Mu decided not to explain, "I'll be right over, and I'll be there in half an hour. Just wait a moment."

Amy caught him for another training session, and Li Mu hurried out while changing his clothes.Former employees always have an unusual detachment when facing workplace problems.Maybe it's because staying out of the way makes them unconsciously start to look on.

Li Mu let Amy scold him for forgetting things, and the subway on weekdays was much more vacant than commuting hours.There is a 10-minute sea view on the sea-crossing road to Shangsha District. The weather is fine today. Li Mu leans against the window and watches a few fishing boats floating on the blue sea.

The bright sunlight is like broken diamonds, sprinkled on the sea surface, scorching and eye-catching.The beach twists and turns, and a few small figures sway in the shadow of the bridge in the distance.

The scenery that I see every day looks a little different today.Li Mu thinks that people are really interesting animals, and only when they are lost will they feel so much reluctance.

He bowed his head to reply to Amy's message, but Yue Renge's face inadvertently appeared in his mind.Li Mu leaned on the back of the chair and closed his eyes. The smell of Chardonnay seemed to be still on his lips, and it hadn't gone away for a long time.

--------The author says------------

Hee hee, how could it be possible to escape?