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When Liang Chuan returned to Huadu, Zhao Shengyan came to pick him up at the station.Driving that dazzling Cadillac, as soon as Liang Chuan got out of the station, Zhao Shengyan stood beside the car and waved to him.

"Why are you here?" Liang Chuan was a little surprised, and was caught in his arms unexpectedly. "I miss you, so I came here." Zhao Shengyan said with a smile, "You have been here for two days. Let me see, you seem to have lost weight."

Liang Chuan smiled and said, "How could you lose weight so quickly? You are talking nonsense."

Zhao Shengyan smiled, "Yes, I'm just talking nonsense. Have you eaten lunch yet? Come on, I'll take you to dinner."

"Old Zhao." Liang Chuan grabbed Zhao Shengyan's sleeve and paused, "My grandfather is gone."

In fact, he has been hesitating whether to tell Zhao Shengyan about this matter, and he has always been vague on the phone with Zhao Shengyan in his hometown.Zhao Shengyan seemed to be busy all the time, and the background sound was always noisy, so it was difficult for Liang Chuan to say this, for fear of affecting Zhao Shengyan.

With Zhao Shengyan's character, he will probably rush over.But Liang Chuan was unwilling to do this.

Zhao Shengyan paused and patted Liang Chuan on the back.After a long while, "There is always food to eat. Have you dealt with the follow-up matters?"

"Yeah." Liang Chuan nodded, "I don't have many relatives, so it's easy."

Zhao Shengyan watched him hesitate to speak.Liang Chuan had an unimaginable coldness, many times Zhao Shengyan thought that Liang Chuan was very close to him, but at critical moments, they were so far away.

Perhaps, Liang Chuan had his own concerns.Zhao Shengyan had heard a little about his family, and the relationship between relatives was very indifferent, it would be better to have none.Liang Chuan grew up carrying some things that he should not have endured. If he really passed this time, he might not be able to bring some good things to Liang Chuan.

Thoughts made several detours, and finally returned to reality.Zhao Shengyan opened the door of Zhao Shengyan's car, "Let's have a meal first, and then go home to rest. I have something to do in the afternoon, so I can't accompany you. You go to the bar first at night, I will be late."

Liang Chuan nodded, curled up in the comfortable seat, watching the leaves of the roadside trees fall lightly.

The two had a silent lunch. Liang Chuan didn't have a good appetite these two days and ate less.Zhao Shengyan kept picking up vegetables for him until the contents of the bowl piled up like a hill. "Okay," Liang Chuan said with a smile, "There's no need to feed pigs like this." Zhao Shengyan finally recovered and smiled at him apologetically.

In fact, it's nothing, Liang Chuan comforted himself like this.In his opinion, Zhao Shengyan's clumsiness can be forgiven, after all, they have not been together for a long time, and Zhao Shengyan has not had time to learn to be a very considerate lover.

"Actually, you should call me for this kind of thing." Halfway through the meal, Zhao Shengyan said suddenly.

Liang Chuan was stunned for a moment, then nodded, "I will know next time."

The expression on Zhao Shengyan's face finally relaxed a little.He patted Liang Chuan on the back, "The house has been tidied up, go back and have a good rest in a while."

Zhao Shengyan sent him downstairs and drove away.Liang Chuan returned to the residence alone, and there were gifts returned to him on the table in the living room.Liang Chuan couldn't help taking a few glances. He hadn't taken apart the things much. He must be busy these days and don't have much time.

Liang Chuan took off his coat and prepared to take a bath.Just click on the phone to leave a message.Several calls came from friends, asking him to hang out.Liang Chuan listened silently, the latest call came from home.

"Shengyan, your father told you to go home tomorrow afternoon. I heard that Qiqi has come back from abroad? Her parents want to say that our two families have dinner together. No matter what, you two grew up together. Grown up. Your dad is very optimistic about you two.

"Shengyan, Mom thinks that you are still young, it's okay to have fun, and you should get back on track when you get older. I heard from Xiaohai that you hired a man outside? You must pay attention to safety, you know? Don't I got sick. Well, I won’t tell you, I have to come back tomorrow afternoon, do you hear me?”

Liang Chuan sat on the sofa in a daze, the curtains were blown up by the wind, making a whirring sound.Liang Chuan looked out the window, the sky outside the window was as clear as washing, and the sun was shining brightly, making the room very bright.There is a half-opened heavy book on the coffee table.Liang Chuan reached out and took out the book, the Cocktail Bible.He smiled, it was what he said, the book that Zhao Shengyan had promised.Open it casually, on the title page is a girl's beautiful handwriting.

"To Brother Sheng Yan. Wen Qi."

This book was never given to him, Liang Chuan gently closed the pages.It's just that I entrusted Zhao Shengyan's blessing to travel in this beautiful and beautiful place.Liang Chuan suddenly felt how ridiculous he was. Zhao Shengyan took him to see his friends, but he had the guts of a leopard and pretended to be Zhao Shengyan's partner.Why have they ever looked at themselves high?The position next to Zhao Shengyan, I am afraid that the candidate has already been determined by default.

Liang Chuan stayed on the sofa for a while, and the wind became more and more violent, as if it was going to blow him away.

Zhao Shengyan did not arrive at the bar later as he said.Liang Chuan was busy at the bar all night. Recently, Hualang's business has improved a lot. As one of the two bartenders in Hualang, Liang Chuan is basically operating at full capacity.

"Brother Chuan," the young man who helped him admired Liang Chuan very much, "it was only after you came that our business here picked up. Our boss really has vision. Where can we find you?"

Liang Chuan didn't feel very happy to hear this flattery.He pursed his lips, "The boss is the most important thing, we are all part-time workers."

"That is to say, if I reach your level, I can find jobs in the entire Huadu Bar." The colleague said, "Brother Chuan, it is not convenient for me to disclose the salary. You work hard for your goals."

This sounds nice, but how many bars are there in Huadu?Liang Chuan was a little at a loss.He knew that he and Zhao Shengyan could not go on for a long time.If they are going to get to that day after all, then what should they do?

Liang Chuan answered irrelevantly, "Is there any other bar here? It's not as good as ours anyway."

"That's not necessarily the case. I heard that Dionys, which just opened not long ago, is good, and the salary is not low. Our store has been losing money for so long, so you come..." The colleague accidentally said, "Oh , I'm just talking..."

"You want to go there, don't you?" Liang Chuan smiled slightly, "It's normal."

He stared at the somewhat stained ceiling, "There is no feast that never ends."

Zhao Shengyan came here just before closing time.His face was a little tired, as if he had drunk some wine.Liang Chuan was washing the cups.In order to save electricity, most of the lights in the store were turned off.Seeing Zhao Shengyan leaning against the door, Liang Chuan only raised his chin, "You're here."

"How is business today?" Zhao Shengyan asked.

"Fortunately," Liang Chuan said, "I haven't counted yet, but I hardly stopped all night."

"That's good." They were the only ones left in the store, Zhao Shengyan came over and hugged Liang Chuan, "Thank you."

Liang Chuan frowned, Zhao Shengyan smelled faintly of perfume.The scent was a little strange to him.Zhao Shengyan doesn't wear perfume, he knows it.He smelled the slight aroma of tannins again, "drink?" he asked.

Zhao Shengyan let go of him unnaturally, "Drink a little."

Liang Chuan remembered the phone message, and guessed that Zhao Shengyan probably participated in the blind date arranged by his parents.The funny thing is that he even remembers the appearance of the blind date very clearly.Liang Chuan didn't have any special skills, but he was very accurate in recognizing people.He thought for a while, then put the cup in his hand on the drainer, "You're going to see Yan Wenqi, aren't you?"

Zhao Shengyan was a little shy for a while, and he hesitated for a long time, "You... how do you know?"

Liang Chuan was not surprised, "It seems that it is true. I always thought that you two are a good match, what a pity, is it not good for me to step in between you? Oh, yes, I have something for you."

He turned around, took out a small document from the shelf behind him, and threw it straight at Zhao Shengyan's chest, "I had a medical examination before joining the agency company, sorry, I am very healthy and have no diseases. I If I remember correctly, you wear a condom every time. If you accidentally get sick, Mr. Zhao, please don't blame me."

Liang Chuan's tone was cold and stern, like a sharp blade, cutting through his heart bit by bit, and bright red blood gushed out.Zhao Shengyan knew that he had listened to the voicemail at home, and secretly regretted not deleting the message in time.But Liang Chuan was a little merciless when he said it later. Zhao Shengyan was called by his parents to deal with it for a long time. He was already physically and mentally exhausted. Yan couldn't help but pull his face down.

"Xiaochuan, what are you doing?" Zhao Shengyan was a little helpless, "I just went to have a meal. Yes, my parents like Qiqi very much, but Qiqi has another love, and I also have you .This is just wishful thinking of the parents. The older generation always thinks old-fashioned, so why do you take it so seriously?"

The implication is that it's nothing to go on a blind date, it's just a play on the occasion.Zhao Shengyan is a casual person, how could he take such trivial matters seriously.

But Liang Chuan took it seriously.

Liang Chuan smiled.

He smiled a little creepy.His eyes were originally dark and bright, and when he was affectionate, his pupils were full of Zhao Shengyan.Zhao Shengyan looked at himself in Liang Chuan's eyes, and suddenly felt that he was so trivial and ridiculous.

"Your store is almost out of business, Zhao Shengyan." Liang Chuan raised the account book in his hand, "You are just trying to minimize losses. 3000 yuan, the salary you give me is not as good as the interns in other stores. Do you think Don't I know? I just look at you pitifully and play with you!"

Zhao Shengyan was stepped on the sore spot and jumped up.He said, "Liang Chuan, it doesn't matter who plays! You don't pretend to be arrogant to me, I, Zhao Shengyan, want you to be pitiful? You work for me during the day and sleep with me at night, work two jobs to earn one money, Do the math yourself and figure out who loses!"

"you!"

Liang Chuan's face was pale with anger, his lips were trembling for a long time, unable to utter a word.Zhao Shengyan looked like a lowly beast, and the gentle and caring Mr. Zhao who chased him back then, how could he still be the same person?

Yes, he knew he was at a loss.Even wages are deliberately lowered by themselves.Because I feel sorry for Zhao Shengyan supporting the store alone, the friends around me have already borrowed it for a while, and I can't borrow it again.Unexpectedly, the good side has already been calculated thoroughly. As soon as Zhao Shengyan said this, Liang Chuan knew that they were over.

Liang Chuan's raised slap never fell.Finally, he dropped his arms and smiled.Zhao Shengyan was still angry, but instead looked dumbfounded.It was just ridiculous.

Liang Chuan dried his hands, picked up his backpack, and turned to leave.Zhao Shengyan pulled him subconsciously.Liang Chuan paused, and said in a low voice, "Let go."

He didn't try too hard, just stuck in a stalemate.After a while, Zhao Shengyan let go of his hand.

Along with the tight string in Liang Chuan's heart, he quietly let go.

He walked a few steps, Zhao Shengyan watched silently, Liang Chuan walked to the door, paused, seemed to turn around, but never looked at Zhao Shengyan again.

They had never quarreled like this.Maybe this kind of dispute is really nothing, they are just one of thousands of ordinary couples, they fight small and then reconcile.

It's all too common.

Liang Chuan left, but Zhao Shengyan did not chase after him.He didn't know why he didn't chase him out.Maybe it was because he was tired, or maybe, he knew in his heart that there was not much room for redemption between them.