Qiu Mu

Amidst the warm and caring voices of her parents in Singapore, Pei Zhen still couldn't resist her inner concern for Lin Qingmo, as well as her poor physical condition.Although the doctor friend has arrived at the Suzhou Hospital, the inspection report will not be released for a while.Pei Zhen still couldn't help but picked up her luggage and hurried to the airport

Stepping into the waiting room, Pei Zhen looked at the plane parked outside the glass window, raised the corners of her mouth, took out her mobile phone in her bag, and sent a message to Lin Qingmo, which said: I'm in the waiting room, waiting for me , I brought you delicious food.After typing this sentence, the smile deepened, and then he signed it "Little Tea Crazy"

The originally clear sky suddenly rumbled with thunder, and soon there was a strong wind blowing outside. The wind blew the documents on the desk through the window. Lin Qingmo walked to the window and looked up at the gloomy sky in the distance .

Pei Zhen's plane arrived in Shanghai today. The weather will not affect the landing time, Lin Qingmo suddenly became worried.Unconsciously picked up the phone, opened the text message that Pei Zhen had sent before boarding the plane, "I'm in the waiting room, wait for me, I brought you delicious food." Lin Qingmo looked at the text message in a daze, and suddenly A flash of lightning struck, and Lin Qingmo turned his head subconsciously, breaking out in a cold sweat.

what happened?It was just a thunderstorm.

Lin Qingmo put down his phone, closed the window tightly, and continued to check the progress of the project.

Xia Wei'an habitually picked up her phone and looked at the instant news, but her eyes were attracted by a piece of news. She immediately had a bad feeling, and quickly ran to the assistant's office, and asked when she entered the door: "Ling Ling, do you know Which flight is Miss Pei on?

Ling Ling raised his head, looked at the anxious Xia Weian, flipped through his notepad, and said, "The time to arrive in Shanghai should be one o'clock today, what's wrong? Manager Xia." Xia Weian was stunned, and ran to He took Ling Ling's notebook before and checked the flight several times, and was stunned, Ling Ling patted Xia Wei'an on the shoulder lightly, and asked, "Manager Xia, what's wrong?

"It's okay." After Xia Wei'an answered, she ran to Lin Qingmo's office in a hurry. When she reached the door, she stopped, holding the phone in her hand for a while, she took a deep breath to calm herself down, and tapped Lin Qingmo lightly. Ink's office door.

"Come in." Lin Qingmo responded.At this moment, it was raining heavily outside, and Lin Qingmo unconsciously looked out the window again.

"Qing Mo." Xia Wei'an called out, Lin Qingmo turned around and saw that it was Xia Wei'an, with a deep smile, and asked, "What's the matter?" Xia Wei'an forced a smile, and asked tentatively: "Qingmo, Sister Pei...have you arrived in Shanghai yet?"

"The driver is on his way to Pudong. He probably hasn't gotten off the plane yet. What's wrong?" Lin Qingmo felt that Xia Weian's expression was wrong, so he stood up and walked to Xia Weian's side, and asked, "What happened, Wei An Ann?" Xia Wei'an slowly showed Lin Qingmo the phone screen.

Lin Qingmo looked at Xia Wei'an's strange expression, took a closer look with the phone, a headline news came into view, and then looked at the news screen and the reported flight, Lin Qingmo was dumbfounded, his eyes fixed on the phone screen and remained motionless .

"Qing Mo..." Xia Wei'an gently supported Lin Qingmo's shoulder and whispered, Lin Qingmo didn't respond, Xia Wei'an was a little worried, and gently shook Lin Qingmo's shoulder, Lin Qingmo Only then did Mo slowly turn his head, staring blankly at Xia Weian, and the phone gradually fell to the ground.

"Pei Zhen..." Lin Qingmo obviously felt that her legs and feet were going weak and she couldn't stand up. She couldn't face the news that the flight was lost in the news just now. It's impossible. Nothing will happen to Pei Zhen. The project has not been completed yet , Things haven't been done yet, their dreams haven't come true yet, how could something happen to Pei Zhen.Lin Qingmo clenched her fists tightly, moving her immobile steps with difficulty, Xia Weian supported her worriedly, and picked up her mobile phone.

"Qingmo, try calling Sister Pei." Xia Weian said anxiously, and Lin Qingmo dialed the phone with trembling hands.

"The number you dialed has been turned off..." Following the manual prompt on the phone, Lin Qingmo suddenly felt a little desperate. She supported the desk and paced back and forth, always supporting the desk with one hand, for fear that she would accidentally fall down , she can't let herself fall at this moment, she can't panic before she gets the exact news, she must not get confused.

"Qingmo, don't be like this. What's the matter with the airline company I'm calling now." Xia Wei'an said to Lin Qingmo anxiously. Lin Qingmo nodded, pressed his throat, and said in a low voice: "Go and contact the driver, Lao Zhang, Let him go to Pudong to understand the situation first."

"Okay, I'll go right away, Qingmo, wait for my news." Xia Weian said, helping Lin Qingmo to sit on the chair, and then hurriedly left the office.

Seeing Xia Weian go out, Lin Qingmo slumped down on his chair and opened the desk drawer. The pen engraved with the word "ink" was still lying there safely. Lin Qingmo picked up the pen and looked back at the old time. Bit by bit, I still don't believe my eyes or the news I just saw.

"Little tea idiot..." Lin Qingmo yelled, but his expression was already in pain. He turned on the phone and kept calling, repeatedly calling, and the words to turn off the phone were always heard from the other end of the phone.

"Pei Zhen, why don't you answer the phone!" Lin Qingmo said while calling, "Quick answer, quick answer~~" I don't know how many times I called, Lin Qingmo finally patted the phone on the table in a little anxiety.

Lin Qingmo's wound hadn't healed yet, and her excessive emotional reaction made her feel a dull pain in the wound. Enduring the sharp pain from the wound, she leaned on the table and squatted down, holding the hand at the corner of the table with all her strength, trying to relieve the pain , but the pain in her heart seemed to exacerbate the pain in her body, making her tremble with pain, and beads of sweat oozed from her forehead.She leaned on the corner of the table and tried hard to stand up. She supported the table with one hand and the ground with the other hand. Enduring the severe pain, she moved to the side of the sofa bit by bit.

She can't sit and wait for news, she can't just wait like this!

Just when he wanted to get up and walk out of the office, he saw Jeff Yang running over in a hurry, with obvious panic on his face. When Jeff Yang saw Lin Qingmo, he tried his best to calm down and said, "President Lin, did Pei change the flight? ? She must have told you that she changed the flight, right?" Jeff Yang put all his hopes on Lin Qingmo, hoping that the news just now had nothing to do with Pei Zhen.

Seeing Yang Jiefu's expression, Lin Qingmo felt uncomfortable. Why didn't she hope that things were really as Yang Jiefu said, that Pei Zhen didn't take that flight.But she only received the message about getting on the plane. Lin Qingmo didn't say anything. She showed the message to brother-in-law Yang. After reading the message, Jeff Yang froze in place. He didn't believe it, he absolutely didn't believe that the plane crashed!And Pei Zhen was on that flight!

"Jeff, the airline hasn't given an answer yet. Don't panic. I've already sent someone to investigate." Lin Qingmo said calmly to Jeff Yang. Jeff Yang nodded, but clenched his fists tightly. The plane lost contact. What a terrible thing, everyone knows that the Air France incident, the news that there were no survivors in the crash seemed to happen yesterday, and today there was another loss of contact.

Time passed by, and Xia Wei'an learned from the airline that the plane lost contact an hour ago and there was no signal.Jeff Yang personally went to the airport to understand the situation.

The plane lost contact for six hours....

It was pouring rain outside, and the airline did not give any news. The plane that was supposed to arrive at the airport at one o'clock in the afternoon had not heard from the plane for six hours.

"The phone you dialed has been turned off." Lin Qingmo kept calling, but no one answered the phone. This is all a dream, it must be a dream. When you close your eyes and wake up, everything will return to the original point. Pei Zhen is still there At home, they prepare dinner with a smile on their faces, discuss construction matters with Xia Wei'an, and accompany Ling Xia in the hospital.

The howling wind was blowing fiercely, Lin Qingmo stood on the balcony all the time, blowing the cold wind, unwilling to enter the house, the icy cold raindrops hit her whole body trembling, no matter how cold her body was, she couldn't compare to her The inner torment at this moment.

"Qingmo", Xia Weian took a coat, put it on Lin Qingmo, closed the window, reached out to wipe the raindrops from Lin Qingmo's temples, touched her face distressedly, and gently embraced her inside.

"Sister Pei will be fine." Xia Wei'an stroked Lin Qingmo's hair gently. Lin Qingmo just quietly leaned on Xia Wei'an's shoulder, put his arms around her waist, and didn't speak. At this moment, she Not even a voice to speak.

"Has Jeff come back?" Lin Qingmo asked softly, Xia Wei'an sighed, and said: "The airport is in chaos, and the family members are all crowded there. The airline company is only trying to appease, but can't give any news." Lin Qing Mo frowned, hugged Xia Weian's back and tightly pinched Xia Weian's clothes.

"Weian, go and rest, I want to be alone." Lin Qingmo got up from Xia Wei'an's shoulder, stroked her face, looked at her tired face, and didn't know how to make her feel better. Don't worry about yourself.

Xia Wei'an is well aware of Lin Qingmo's mood, and the affection between them. During this period of time, too many things have happened, and she has seen them all.Pei Zhen's deep affection, Qing Mo's indifference without giving a response, Pei Zhen's excellence and the calmness and elegance accumulated over the years are incomparable to me forever, and there is also a relationship between them that cannot be surpassed by anyone. Feelings are the only thing that can't be let go, and Qing Mo's body is not yet complete.

But Xia Wei'an at this moment, what can she do?She couldn't find Pei Zhen out, she couldn't share her pain, all she could do was to do as she wished.

"Okay, I'll listen to you, go back to the room first, and call me if you have anything to do." Xia Wei'an held Lin Qingmo's hand and said, Lin Qingmo nodded.When she saw that Xia Wei'an was no longer within her line of sight, Lin Qingmo finally slumped on the sofa, gasping for breath, closing her eyes, letting herself get used to the pain of the wound, there was nothing she couldn't bear , but thinking that there was no news about the plane, Lin Qingmo's heart twisted and ached.

"Pei Zhen, you dare to leave me and go first, try it, I will never forgive you for the rest of my life." Lin Qingmo was so remorseful, if it wasn't because the project in Suzhou was at a critical juncture, she would have gone abroad with her completely, If it wasn't because her body hadn't fully recovered, she would definitely have flown with her. If she had flown with her, maybe she wouldn't have taken that flight. If she hadn't taken that flight, maybe there wouldn't have been the current accident.

"No if, no...I know, no...Pei Zhen..." Lin Qingmo thought to herself, swallowing her saliva desperately, holding back her tears, how could she collapse like this, When did she become so fragile, so unable to bear the devastation of the bad news? She is Lin Qingmo, she must face all this calmly, without her permission, how dare Pei Zhen leave, absolutely not!

Looking at this house that used to be full of Pei Zhen's breath, the place where Pei Zhen lived every night, now there is no trace of her breath, as if the house without Pei Zhen suddenly made her feel a bit cold.Lin Qingmo walked to the living room, saw her watching TV in the living room, walked to the kitchen, saw the back of her who used to cook, walked to the study, looked at the photo of the three of them, suddenly her nose became sour, but she tried hard to hide it. own emotions.

She always felt that Pei Zhen was still there. She might be resting in the bedroom or working in the study.

Holding the handle of the door, Lin Qingmo finally gently opened Pei Zhen's room. There was no light in the dark room. Lin Qingmo went in and closed the door, turned on the light, and saw the picture of Pei Zhen hanging beside the bed. smiling face.

Her smile is so warm, unchanged for more than ten years, but can she still see her smiling face?Although Lin Qingmo had entered Pei Zhen's room, she had never looked at it carefully. The furniture in her room turned out to be photos of them when they were young.All these years, Pei Zhen, what have you been like?I have always been single, I have never been married, I have been living alone like this, never told me about hard work, never complained about anything, never showed weakness, many people think that Lin Qingmo is strong and forbearing, how about you

Perhaps at this moment Lin Qingmo herself didn't realize that her lips were already pale, her breath was as thin as a thread, and there was no trace of blood on her face. She only felt that the painful part of the wound was numb.Sitting on Pei Zhen's bed, Lin Qingmo finally lay down on Pei Zhen's quilt, feeling the room that still smelled of Pei Zhen.

Pei Zhen, is it really because I ignored you that I went through this experience today? Is it because I didn't care enough for you to make you leave again and again so cruelly?Ten years ago, you walked into the boarding gate without looking back, but you knew that I was actually watching you go, and you knew that you, a sister, had already surpassed everything.However, I never knew that one day if you want to go away, I will be so painful.

Lin Qingmo gripped Pei Zhen's quilt hard and thought, why was the last hope taken away, why was you on the passenger list, why didn't you answer the phone, didn't you give me some last hope, didn't you say, No matter what, no matter what happens, you are there, but you have become my executioner!

The pain of the wound is still going on, but it is far less than the pain in my heart.Every photo on the table in Pei Zhen's room brought Lin Qingmo into her memories, and the memories ruthlessly tore open her wounds, and then sprinkled a handful of salt on them.

Picking up the photo of them wearing academic uniforms, Pei Zhen's words rang in his ears

"Mo, you will be Mr. Lin's boss in the future?"

"I'm President Lin, what do you do?"

"I'll be your little secretary, little Pei."

Thinking about Lin Qingmo raised the corners of his mouth, the door of memory opened, and the past flooded into Lin Qingmo's mind like a spring. In the photo of the two of them at work just now, Lin Qingmo seemed to hear Pei Zhen's voice again. sound.

"Mo, looking at you, I still think you have style"

"Thank you, you are not bad"

"Aha, I praise you just to wait for your words"

"you...."

Lin Qingmo shook his head with a wry smile. You used to be so mischievous and liked to tease me. Now, have all these laughter been hidden? For a long time, I have never heard your laughter when you were young.Do you know that I didn't ask about your life, I was waiting for you to tell me, but you never spoke.

"Mo, if one day I'm not with you, will you be unhappy?"

"Yes, but I respect your choice."

"Well, no matter where I am, I'm in your world."

Lin Qingmo will never forget what Pei Zhen said. Pei Zhen, you think I don't know anything, but I know everything. You are leaving. You say that because you are afraid that I will be sad. I know, you have always been there, even though you have been away for so long, you are still back.

Is it all your fault or mine? For more than ten years, I have held you back, and you have also influenced me. Now, you let me bear all this cruelly.

Pei Zhen, don't be so cruel to me, since you're back, don't walk away from my life, I can't stand it, I can't stand it!Lin Qingmo felt that his chest was about to explode. He barely supported himself and sat up on the edge of the bed. He saw Pei Zhen standing in front of her, smiling mischievously at her, and then turned to leave.

Xia Wei'an walked back and forth in the bedroom. She knew that Lin Qingmo was feeling very sad at the moment, and wanted to comfort her, but she didn't dare to disturb her.Hearing the movement in Pei Zhen's room, Xia Weian opened the door directly and quickly, only in time to see Lin Qingmo fall to the ground and passed out.

The author has something to say: May the deceased of Ma Hang rest in peace~

In fact, this chapter was originally set, but it just happened to encounter the incident of Malaysia Airlines. . .

All I can say is, don't hit me~~! !