Qiu Mu

"Let me see the wound." After Xia Weian finished speaking, she was about to lift Lin Qingmo's clothes, but Lin Qingmo hurriedly stopped her and said, "Forbidden area, don't look at it."

"Ah? There is no forbidden place for me. Show me." Xia Wei'an persisted. In fact, Lin Qingmo didn't know how much courage it would take for her to see her wound. She couldn't imagine actually looking at her wound. I don't know what kind of mood I will feel, but I want to bear it with her.

The moment she saw Lin Qingmo during the day, she couldn't describe her mood, tears welled up in an instant, although she secretly saw her, but when she saw her in front of her eyes, calling her name, A lump formed in her throat.After going through life and death twice, she always almost lost her, she was afraid, she was really afraid, life is fragile, the world is impermanent, every minute, every second, she wants to cherish.

"Don't look at it, it's ugly." Lin Qingmo said with a little shyness, Xia Weian was secretly happy when she heard Lin Qingmo's words, but she still acted like a baby on purpose: "Qingmo~" stretched The end sound, called several times in a row, Lin Qingmo really couldn't meet her request, so he could only comply with her.Lin Qingmo pulled back his nightgown, and there was a striking wound on the flat and white left abdomen, which was higher than the surface of the skin, whitish and tender pink. Although the stitches were removed on the surface layer, it would take half a year to heal inside.

Xia Wei'an stared blankly at the shocking wound on her lover's body, the scene of Lin Qingmo's accident popped up in his mind instantly, Xia Wei'an suddenly pulled Lin Qingmo and hugged her tightly, as if to He melted her into his arms and protected her with his only pair of slender arms.In an instant, Lin Qingmo's shoulders were covered with tears.

Silent tears always make people feel more distressed. Lin Qingmo can clearly feel Xia Wei'an's trembling heart, endowed in those powerful arms, but no matter how much his body wants to be strong, he can't Curb the emotions that have been suppressed for a long time.

She could feel the warmth from her shoulders, which were her tears. Lin Qingmo didn't speak. At this moment, she wanted to release all the emotions and pressure that had been accumulated for a long time.Let her breathless spirit be able to return to the past after this baptism of tears, the one who has her own ambitions, sometimes unrestrained, but has always performed well; sometimes naughty, but has been working hard; Sometimes stubborn, but silently bearing all Xia Wei'an.That's what she loves, what she wants to see her lover, what else can compare to the happiness of watching her love smile at herself every day?

Happiness is actually very simple, it is at this moment, hugging each other tightly.

"Does it still hurt?" Xia Wei'an asked with a choked voice, the hoarse voice made Lin Qingmo twist in her heart, recalling the days when she was not here, she really wanted to know what she had done , with missing himself, worrying about his suffering, how did he find Xia Ping'an.

"It doesn't hurt anymore." Lin Qingmo replied with a chuckle.

What an understatement answer, but it has gone through unimaginable pain and suffering, and this physical suffering will always be the pain and regret in Xia Wei'an's heart.

"I said it was ugly, it scares you." Lin Qingmo said jokingly, helped Xia Wei'an up, and raised his hand to wipe away the tears on her face.

What made her feel distressed was not Xia Wei'an's tears, but the sad eyes, those eyes full of pain and tears, made Lin Qingmo full of guilt.Those who suffer pain are never as good as those who look forward to pain, whether it is Xia Wei'an or Pei Zhen, those days, that incident was cruel to them.

"I could have held you back, but..."

"No, but, be good. Fortunately, none of you were injured. This incident has passed, and Ping An will give you a light sentence. I'm fine, and you're back. Everything is over."

It is difficult to heal any pain. Even if we switch positions now, Lin Qingmo may be like them, and he will not be able to get out of such a nightmare for a long time. Since the heart is hurting, why stop it, let it hurt for a while, It will be like a knife edge, slowly recovering, from the epidermis to the inner, layer by layer, slowly healing.

"Qingmo." With a soft call, Xia Wei'an gently stroked Lin Qingmo's cheek.

"Huh?" Lin Qingmo snuggled into Xia Wei'an's arms, and reached out to hold her hand. They had been separated for too long, and even the cuddling at this moment seemed to have passed many years, and countless years had passed.

"I'm sorry, I wasn't there when you needed me the most when you were discharged from the hospital." Even though she knew that these three words were not what she wanted to hear, she still wanted to say it.

Lin Qingmo didn't speak, she knew that she had a lot to say to herself, but she was always inadvertently drowned in the uncontrollable emotions of sadness and joy.

"After sending my parents back, I arranged for my father to have a check-up and he was admitted to the hospital. The hospital has nurses and acquaintances, so I don't worry. Then I went to my sister-in-law and asked about Ping An's whereabouts. I knew Ping An would never I contacted my parents, but it is impossible for my sister-in-law not to know. Originally, she refused to tell me. I told her the seriousness of the situation and the imminent release of the national arrest warrant, and she realized the seriousness. I almost exhausted all means, both hard and soft, to let him Ken came out to see me, but in fact he never left Suzhou, he hid in a corner of the countryside, when I saw him, he was in a panic, at that moment, I was really soft-hearted." Xia Wei'an paused for a while. , it seems that her heart has returned to the time when she was struggling. Family affection and love, morality and the bottom line collided layer by layer, which made her miserable, but she made a choice and decision early on. more painful.

"Why don't you wait for me to discuss it together, and have to bear it alone." Lin Qingmo could feel Xia Weian's embarrassment firsthand, her eyes were full of sadness and helplessness, and she saw too much from her eyes in the hospital.At that time, she knew what she would do, and everything was as she thought, just because this person was her pillow person, she understood her, and her heart was given to herself without reservation , and she can see everything.

"I know that the longer the matter drags on, the more detrimental it will be to the case. Qingmo, forgive my selfishness. I really hope that Ping An can surrender herself and get a lighter sentence. Sister Pei's meticulous company and care for you makes me feel ashamed, so I Dare to accompany my parents to leave like that, God knows, what kind of determination and perseverance I have to use to step out of the hospital door, I want to be with you more than anyone else, every minute, every second, I just wish I could Take that pain for you."

"I also wish I could bear that helplessness and pain for you." Lin Qingmo said, but Xia Weian looked at Lin Qingmo, speechless, Lin Qingmo reached out and plucked Xia Weian's temple hair , touched her face, and said dotingly: "Fool, I would rather bear the mental pressure and helplessness for you. Only I can feel your pain, but I can feel your pain personally, and I My heart is also aching with you."

"Qing Mo..." Xia Wei'an hugged Lin Qingmo tightly. Hearing such words, Xia Wei'an was moved but grateful. She should be relieved. Lin Qingmo is fine.

From now on, she will spend her whole life protecting her well.

How many nights have I not sat so peacefully under the night sky, accompanied by red wine, but today Li Jing did not drink slowly, but drank a lot.When Ling Xia didn't see Li Jing after taking a shower, she walked to the balcony, but saw Li Jing opening a second bottle of red wine, she hurried up, took Li Jing's hand, and said: "Don't drink, what's wrong today, I drank so much." Ling Xia faintly felt that Li Jing was strange, but she had already sensed that Li Jing was out of state, so she didn't ask any more questions.

"Xiao Xia, come." Li Jing stretched out his hand, Ling Xia reached out to hold Li Jing's hand, walked to Li Jing's side, Li Jing gently pulled, Ling Xia gently sat on her lap, Ling Xia hooked it naturally Holding Li Jing's neck, gently stroking her flushed face, looking at her with blurred eyes, and asked softly, "What's wrong with you? Tell me, okay?"

There is a faint night wind blowing outside the window, and the caress of the wind never distinguishes between day and night, and is always mixed with a trace of tenderness.

Ling Xia's bright eyes and bright teeth seemed to have not changed, she was still the girl she saw back then who was as pure as white paper and her heart was like a mirror.It is such a seemingly ordinary and pure face that plucks my heartstrings all the time.Li Jing couldn't help leaning towards Ling Xia's mouth, Ling Xia slowly closed his eyes, enjoying the warmth brought by his lips, immersed in the happiness of this moment.

Her lips were cold, and her body was a little chilly.Ling Xia hated himself for being useless, at such a moment, he would actually get sick because of nervous and shy throbbing.How to escape her sharp eyes, Ling Xia hugged Li Jing tightly, not letting her see his expression, even though she had decided to tell her, she didn't know how to speak, and she was even more unwilling to let such a thing melt The beauty of this moment broke Li Jing's heart.

"Take your medicine." Li Jing said these words suddenly, Ling Xia was so surprised that he couldn't speak, looked at Li Jing's face, but saw that she was full of tears, but suppressed the tears, that sentence, With what mood did she say it?

Ling Xia felt that he was really stupid, as smart as her, and recently he had been feeling sad, how could he not know about his illness all this time.Thinking of this, the pain in her heart intensified again. She cupped Li Jing's sad face with both hands and said, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have kept it from you."

Li Jing didn't dare to raise her eyes, didn't dare to look at her face, for fear that seeing her somewhat pale face would make her unable to face it, and dared not bear the pain in her heart.But she still raised her eyes and saw that her lips had turned purple, and even felt her body trembling a little, Li Jing quickly stood up, supported Ling Xia, and said angrily: "You silly girl, I'm sorry for what you said, Hurry up and take the medicine, I'll get it for you." After speaking, he almost ran to find the medicine, Ling Xia looked at Li Jing, unable to say a word, just froze in place, letting the tears flow wantonly with.

Is it true that people who are congenitally disabled are not qualified to love?

Is this kind of love a burden?Or doomed to a sad ending?

In the dark night, the broken heart sinks, even if it is broken, it can pretend to be love.

Looking at Ling Xia who was already asleep, Li Jing got up quietly, turned on the computer, found friends abroad, and asked about his condition.For the past few days, because of the jet lag, she would quietly get up after Ling Xia fell asleep every night, and try her best.Heart disease is not a terminal illness, there must be a solution, she has always believed so.

"Without the inspection report, it's really hard to say that the patient can't be seen, but hearing what you said, she should have been unable to withstand the air pressure of the plane and cannot go abroad."

"Can you invite people back to China? It doesn't matter how much you spend."

"It's not a question of money. How about this? You take her to a domestic hospital for a comprehensive examination, and then send me the report. We will do some research here and then decide what to do."

"okay, I get it."

After closing the computer, Li Jing let out a deep breath, his tired eyes were sleepy.This is the case every day, and she has to deal with work during the day, but she never says she is tired. She was once named "Li Chaoren" by the salesman of Company A. Over the years, the high intensity of work and self-demand have made her already Get used to keeping yourself busy all the time.

Li Jing felt the fatigue of her shoulders, she did a stretching exercise in front of the computer, but felt hands coming from her shoulders, Li Jing turned her head, Ling Xia stood behind her, massaging her shoulders.Li Jing closed the computer, took Ling Xia's hand, stood up, and said, "Are you awake?"

"You're not here, I can't sleep well." Ling Xia hooked Li Jing's neck with both hands, seeing the background of Li Jing worrying about herself, she didn't know what to do, as if she had already merged into sleep, she stretched out her hand without touching it Seeing her, she woke up suddenly.She was afraid, afraid that one day she would open her eyes, and all this with Li Jing was in a dream.

Waking up from the dream, it's all over.

"Do you still remember what I said to you, I will never leave you, never will." Li Jing felt Ling Xia's uneasiness, hugged Ling Xia, stroked her hair, Ling Xia hugged Li tightly Jing, said: "Am I always hurting the people around me, making Sister Pei worry, and worrying you?"

"Don't say that, Sister Pei is your relative, I am your lover, we are your lifelong support, we are there for everything, don't bear it alone, you know?"

Nestling in Li Jing's arms, Ling Xia has nothing but peace of mind.

It seems to be born to lose a lot, but to gain everything.

The author has something to say: Ah~ Forgive me for being a little lazy recently, for not being diligent in updating, woo woo woo~~