Qiu Mu

I can't remember how many years have passed, from acquaintance to acquaintance, it seems to be the scene of yesterday, but now things have changed.Everything seems to be the same as before, but it doesn't seem to be the case either. Lin Qingmo is no longer the Lin Qingmo of those days, but Pei Zhen is still the same.

The laughter and laughter in the past have now brought back the precipitation and silence, but her forbearance has not changed with the changes of the years. How many things are hidden in her heart are unknown, and how many things she does are only what she thinks is right. thing.She never told her about those years when she was abroad, never told her, her sadness, her helplessness, her hesitation, she would always stand in the same place, face her with a smile, bless her, and do everything for her .Now, she was lying here, but her brows were still furrowed, her nerves were tense, and she was worried about her even in her dreams.Lin Qingmo looked at Pei Zhen in a daze. Seeing Pei Zhen like this, she shook her head helplessly, stretched out her hand, and gently brushed away the tip of Pei Zhen's eyebrows, letting her brows gradually relax.

Seeing her sleeping soundly, Lin Qingmo couldn't help sighing, maybe only if he is good, the people around him will be better, now Lin Xiaozhuang has no one to take care of her, Xia Wei'an is suffering from mental torment while taking care of her parents, Pei Zhen is even more Because of his own illness, Li Jing has been running around the police station, hospital and company, it seems that all this happened because of himself as the focus.

Suddenly, it began to rain sparsely outside the house. Lin Qingmo walked to the window and looked at the rain falling from the outside of the glass. He couldn't help reaching out and touching it. The wound that hadn't been removed caused a slight pain in the rainy day Feeling, but she has no time to feel the pain, thoughts and worries are flooding her.Could it be that Yin Tian can give herself a reason to be melancholy, so that she doesn't have to be so strong at this moment, to hold on to that resolute shell, and not allow herself to be weak at all.

For so many years, it has been that powerful but slender figure that makes her quiet and unforgettable. Perhaps it is destined that for so many years, she can only look at her back, watching silently from a corner she cannot see.Maybe at a certain moment, did I also walk into her heart?Perhaps there is an irreplaceable position?Pei Zhen didn't know anymore, but she was the first thing she saw when she woke up, and her heart was filled with happiness, but she hadn't removed the stitches yet, so how could she just stay at home and guard herself?

As if for a moment, the person standing in front of him was Lin Qingmo from many years ago, and Pei Zhen couldn't help showing a smile on his face.She likes rain, and the gloomy sky tends to make people's thoughts drift further away, and the miss will be more intense.A person is lonely, but it is lonely to miss someone, but Pei Zhen has enjoyed such loneliness for many years, and is with her in her heart. In fact, she has never left, and has always been in her heart, deeply rooted in her blood. , indivisible.

No matter where she stands, it looks like a beautiful picture. Whenever I see her like this and feel her breath, the paintbrush in my heart unconsciously outlines her figure, every line, every outline, every The pen fell deeply in Pei Zhen's heart.Pei Zhen got up slowly, half lying on the bed calmly, just staring at Lin Qingmo, didn't speak, didn't call her, just doing what she has always liked to do for many years, even if it was a short silence, she would enjoying.

I don't know how long I stood and pondered for how long, Lin Qingmo finally felt a little tired, looked away, turned to look at Pei Zhen, but was a little surprised to find that Pei Zhen had sat up by himself at some point, facing him When looking at him, the corners of his mouth were lightly raised, and his tone was a little weak, and he said: "Obviously you are sick, but now I am lying down." After speaking, he got up from the bed, walked to Lin Qingmo's side, and stretched out his hand to support Lin Qingmo , asked softly: "Does it still hurt?" Her voice was soft, as if she wanted to use up all the tenderness. For Lin Qingmo, maybe she didn't even know that she could do this.

"I'm fine. The stitches can be removed in a few days. It's you who don't worry about it." Lin Qingmo scolded lightly, the smile on Pei Zhen's face deepened, and she pretended to be coquettish and said, "Oh, I was wrong. Our President Lin is not worried." Lin Qingmo rolled her eyes at Pei Zhen, she could always joke when she should be serious, but she was extremely serious when she was really joking, even though she was old, her arrogance and personality when she was young were not It hasn't been tempered by the years at all, at least in front of Lin Qingmo, Pei Zhen still seems to be the same Pei Zhen from back then.

There are always some people who support her. Maybe she can't achieve these achievements without those who support her. Lin Qingmo is lucky, whether it is Kang Weixian in the early days of her business, or Ye Shu in her marriage, until now Lover Xia Wei'an.In order to allow Lin Qingmo to recuperate more quietly, and to enable Lin Xiaozhuang to receive better care and education, Ye Shu resolutely decided to return to China, to their former home in Chengdu. Even if he is alone now, he hopes to be able to Take good care of their children there, even if they are not together now, he doesn't want her to be so tired.If you fall in love with her, you will never forget her even if you flee to the ends of the earth. It is better to be a watchman, at least there is a bond that only belongs to them. He has no regrets.

During the recuperation period, Li Jing almost became Lin Qingmo's right-hand man. Many things were handed over to Li Jing by Lin Qingmo. Pei Zhen also knew that the relationship between Lin Qingmo and Li Jing was not just a simple cooperative company. Li Jing's trust is already very obvious, and the acquisition of A is imperative.Finally, when the stitches can be removed, Lin Qingmo has been waiting, waiting for Xia Weian to come back. These days, they have not been in frequent contact, but Xia Weian said that he will take care of family affairs before coming back. Lin Qingmo vaguely felt that Xia Weian She was hiding what she was doing, but she was recuperating in Suzhou, so she had no time to spare.

Seeing Lin Qingmo's complexion gradually improving, Pei Zhen finally let go of his heart, but inadvertently found Ling Xia's discomfort. Could it be that he only focused on Lin Qingmo recently, but ignored Ling Xia? ?

"Xiao Ling..." Looking at Ling Xia with a somewhat pale face, Pei Zhen just wanted to say something, but Ling Xia hurriedly put on a smile and said, "I'll talk later, I'll go to the bathroom, Miss Pei." After finishing speaking quickly Running away, Pei Zhen frowned, and glanced at Li Jing, she was looking at the direction Ling Xia ran away, her eyes were full of worry and doubt.Ling Xia must not have told Li Jing about her illness. Recently, her body has been recurring, and she has not gone to the hospital for a follow-up visit. It must be an illness. The heart that cannot stand a little stimulation, the medicine is gradually losing its effect. How did she hide it from being too sensitive? Clever Li Jing's.

"Xiao Jing, does Xiao Ling often go to the bathroom recently?" Pei Zhen asked, Li Jing nodded and said, "She said she always had diarrhea recently, but I always felt that something was wrong, and she refused to check, she was too stubborn Sister Pei, help me persuade her." Pei Zhen nodded, just as she expected, every time Ling Xia got sick, he would hide in the toilet to prevent Li Jing from finding out, but this is not the way to hide it, Pei Zhen thought After thinking about it, he said to Li Jing: "I'll go see her." After speaking, he walked towards the bathroom.

Hiding yourself and enduring the pain is nothing.Ling Xia gritted her teeth and furrowed her brows deeply. Beads of sweat oozed from her forehead. She quickly took the medicine and desperately adjusted her breathing, hoping to relieve the pain. She squatted on the ground with tears streaming from her eyes. .She doesn't want to be like this, she hasn't been with Li Jing well yet, the time is so short, not enough, really not enough, she wants to be with Li Jing for the rest of her life, she doesn't want to be tortured by illness, she doesn't want to die like this, stay She is alone.

She wanted to fight against the illness, she couldn't be so hopeless, she couldn't let Pei Zhen waste her sponsorship, and she couldn't make Li Jing worry, she had to be strong and not be a burden to anyone.After taking the medicine, she felt that she was getting better. She stood up, opened the door, walked to the mirror, poured cold water on her face as before, and took a deep breath. Ling Xia raised her head, only to realize that Pei Zhen didn't know When stood behind him, Ling Xia put on a smile and said, "Sister Pei." Looking at Ling Xia's expression, Pei Zhen stretched out his hand, and helped her brush away the temple hair that fell on her face, and wiped away the stains all over her face. of water.

"I'll do it myself." Ling Xia wiped it with a tissue, and Pei Zhen sighed, and said, "Xiao Ling, you can't keep hiding it from her like this. Go to the hospital with me in two days. The results of your last report are not good. It's not very good." Listening to Pei Zhen's words, Ling Xia just nodded and said nothing, Pei Zhen held Ling Xia's hand, and said earnestly: "Xiao Jing is your lover, not an outsider, maybe you don't want her to worry, So I don't want her to know about your heart attack, but you have to know, she will always know, when she knows, and you know that you have kept it from her for so long, do you know how sad and painful she will be?" That kind of Knowing the pain of her lover being sick but being unable to do anything, Pei Zhen knew that if Ling Xia really fell down one day, then Li Jing would be the second her and Xia Wei'an.

She doesn't want anyone to walk the path she has walked. That kind of sadness, that kind of helplessness, is really painful.The child she raised by herself, she will definitely not let her have an accident. She could pay for her treatment many years ago, and after many years, she can still do her best to help her. You must see her happy, she Only at ease.

Li Jing, whose footsteps were frozen outside, walked back almost tremblingly, the words "about your heart disease" lingered in her ears for a long time, she once suspected that Ling Xia was not feeling well, and she really insisted on it Take her to the hospital, but she didn't really think about what disease she has.However, thinking of Ling Xia's past and present performances, how could Li Jing not have thought that congenital heart disease plus ear disease would lead to being abandoned by his biological parents.Li Jing's heart hurts so badly, her Ling Xia was so abandoned, as her late lover, she didn't know anything, didn't do anything, what kind of sadness is this?

With somewhat heavy steps, Li Jing walked back to the original position, seeing Ling Xia and Pei Zhen talking and laughing as if nothing happened, she also showed no strange expression, and said: "So, sister Pei To become Xiao Xia's confidant big sister, no matter what, as long as Xiao Xia is with Sister Pei, she can forget her troubles."

"Our Manager Li isn't jealous, is he?" Pei Zhen said teasingly, Li Jing just looked at Ling Xia with a smile, and said, "To be honest, Sister Pei, I've really made you jealous."

"I know, many times, it's just that someone didn't know it and reacted slowly."

"Huh? Is someone talking about me?" Ling Xia asked in a daze, Pei Zhen and Li Jing both laughed, Ling Xia also scratched his hair foolishly, and laughed along with the two of them inexplicably .

What a pure smile, what a simple person, why is she suffering all these things, Li Jing is smiling, but her heart is bleeding, especially looking at Ling Xia who is smiling like this, how she wishes that everything she heard just now is not true Yes, it's just that Pei Zhen was joking with Ling Xia, it's just his own deafness, but the fact is that he made a serious joke with her.

On the way back, Li Jing was silent, she didn't know how to face Ling Xia who knew about Ling Xia's condition, how to pretend not to know, whether to ask or wait for her to tell herself.Is it because I haven't gained her trust enough, so she always has things that Pei Zhen knows but she doesn't? Is it because only Pei Zhen is her relative, and she is just a passer-by in life.No, Li Jing vetoed himself, Ling Xia is not such a person, how could a person with such an experience easily express love, and easily have the courage to be with someone.She carried all her moods and everything alone, every time she thought of her pale face and her expression when she was out of state, Li Jing felt a dull pain in her heart.

"What's the matter with you? You didn't say a word when you came out of the hospital. Sister Lin is already fine. Are you still worried?" Ling Xia finally couldn't help asking, she was very afraid of Li Jing's silence, maybe because she understood her temperament, every time Every time Li Jing was thinking, or when his mood was ups and downs, he was always silent, and there would be silence between them, which made her afraid.She was afraid that there was one thing she did not do well, that Li Jing would not like her in the next second and leave herself. She had never been so afraid of losing, let alone death.

"It's okay, I'll take you to a place." Li Jing said flatly, hiding all her emotions in her silence, she was afraid that she would lose control of her emotions when she opened her mouth, and she was afraid that she would finally maintain a good state collapse.

Seeing that Li Jing didn't intend to say more, Ling Xia didn't speak anymore, but the direction the car was driving became more and more familiar, and finally stopped in front of the old house where she used to live.

Compared with before, the house has not changed much. It is still the dilapidated door with a rusty doorknob. Looking up, the attic still stands there quietly, as if it has not been damaged by the typhoon.In such a simple and old residence, Ling Xia has lived in it for so long, curled up in her own world, facing only her miniature every day, yet she makes her inner world so full.Use words to interpret my heart, and use paintings to describe a different kind of life. The originally turbulent and peaceful days will continue like this, but I did not expect that everything has changed.

In such a short period of time, so many changes have taken place in her life, and it feels like a world away when she comes back here again.Ling Xia looked up at the sky, this sky that only he could see was so beautiful at the moment, but now she is no longer alone, she has fulfilled her wish, found her sponsor Pei Zhen, and she also found her life Dear Li Jing.Thinking of this, Ling Xia smiled, and turned his head to look at Li Jing, who was staring at him beside the car.

Time stood still at this moment, and the once-familiar scene came to my mind. It used to be the same. In her aphasia world, Li Jing sent a hearing aid. In her helplessness, she wrote on the car window that she wanted to say to herself if.And she will never forget how happy she was when she was able to speak with the hearing aid on, and how happy she felt when she heard Li Jing's voice.

"Here, I said, I won't want you, do you still remember?" Li Jing suddenly said to Ling Xia, Ling Xia nodded happily, at this moment their hearts are so close, even their memories collided together .

Happiness is sweet, but this moment of happiness actually made Li Jing feel so bitter, she gently held Ling Xia's hand, resisting the choking in her throat, gently hugged Ling Xia, and said: "I said I would not I don't want you, and now it is, I will never leave you for the rest of my life." After speaking, he hugged Ling Xia tightly.

Is this happiness?Is this sweet talk?It was so beautiful, such a straightforward and simple confession, almost made Ling Xia shed tears, she wanted to pray to God, give her some more time, she hasn't loved enough, don't take her away, don't let her Li Jing Alone again in this lonely world.

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