Qiu Mu

Maybe it's because there are too many things recently, and it seems that something has been overlooked. Li Jing has always thought that he is a proactive person, but his feelings for Ling Xia have been stagnant. Originally, after seeing the feelings of Lin Peixia and the three of them, He wanted to take the initiative to bear the future of himself and Ling Xia, but that happened again.

Slowly playing soft music in the car, while driving on the road, Ling Xia knew that Li Jing was angry, and suddenly found herself in the hotel, still in Zhang Yan's room. Speaking of being chased by debt collectors at home and having nowhere to go, I was very sad, and I just wanted to find someone to confide in.It's strange to say that the domineering and domineering Zhang Yan seemed to have gradually restrained himself a lot, perhaps because he realized the reason why he did something wrong, but this loophole was too big for him to make up for.

Back home, Li Jing didn't speak a word, she was waiting for Ling Xia to speak, Ling Xia realized that the silent Li Jing could be so cold, when she didn't say a word, Ling Xia didn't feel safe at all, Li Jing poured herself a glass of red wine and walked to the balcony. She couldn't express her mood at the moment. She didn't explain it last time. This time she said she explained it to herself, but she still didn't say a word. Maybe it's because her personality is too annoying In his heart, he really hoped that she could get closer to him, and not be so rational and indifferent. It seemed that only the relatives of Pei Zhen had infinite enthusiasm and care.

After he drank a glass of red wine, Li Jing was about to turn around when there was a burst of warmth from his back. Ling Xia wrapped his hands tightly around Li Jing's waist. Although it was not the first time he felt such warmth, this hug at this moment , Let Li Jing feel a little pantothenic acid in his heart.

"I only have you in my heart, only you." Li Jing was stunned by Ling Xia's words, originally thought that she would never say these words, originally thought that she was needed to take this step, but Ling Xia said it out, and Li Jing put it down With the cup in his hand, he turned his head, only to find that Ling Xia's eyes were filled with tears.

For a person with her personality, how much courage is needed to say this sentence, how many times it takes to make such a determination, this is Ling Xia's intention, this is enough, isn't it?Li Jing wiped away the tears for Ling Xia with distress, Ling Xia's hands were still supporting Li Jing's waist, she was a little nervous being so close to Li Jing.She slowly stretched out her hand, gently stroking Li Jing's face, Li Jing tilted her head slightly, and put her face against Ling Xia's palm.

"He has shown that he likes me, and the debt collection happened, and he said he didn't know what to do, and asked me to give her advice. I was afraid that I would worry about you, so I wanted to go and see what happened first." Ling Xia explained. Li Jing nodded, put his hand on Ling Xia's hand distressedly, and said: "It's okay, I trust you."

"One more thing, I want to tell you that I have a pseudonym called Minus One Degree. After receiving the flowers in the past few days, someone always texted me and called me by Minus Degree. I was a little scared. He asked me to meet. , I went there, only to find out that it was Zhang Yan." Ling Xia decided to tell Li Jing everything about herself, she felt that confession was a kind of trust, and she had nothing to hide from Li Jing, except that Ill, she didn't have the courage to tell her yet.

One degree below zero, although she hadn't checked Weibo for a long time, she knew the name. Although she was a little surprised, she was still very calm. That style of writing really suited Ling Xia's character, but Zhang Yan was very surprised when he knew her, and asked: "What is it?" How did you know?" Ling Xia told Li Jing about Zhang Yan's subsequent changes in Zhang Yan's attitude towards him, dating him, and even pursuing him to show love, and Li Jing had already hugged Ling Xia in his arms inadvertently. So stupid, so strong, obviously afraid in my heart, full of many uncertainties, but I don't tell myself, for fear of adding trouble to myself.

Originally, Li Jing had many things that she couldn't figure out. After listening to Ling Xia's words, she seemed to smell something. Every time she saw Ling Xia and Zhang Yan together by such a coincidence, it was Zhang Ning who went together. There is really such a thing in the world. coincidence?Could it be that Zhang Ning didn't know about Zhang Yan's pursuit of Ling Xia, so it was as if she deliberately let herself see it, it seemed too deliberate.

"Tell me anything that happens in the future, don't hide it from me, you know?" Li Jing said to Ling Xia in a commanding tone, Ling Xia nodded, Li Jing sighed, and said: "Xiao Xia, I'm sorry, I always I didn’t have the courage to admit that you were in my heart. It wasn’t until Sister Lin had an accident, and I witnessed their emotional details, that I realized that it’s easy to lose, but I have been lingering. I don’t want to lose what I cherish. Don’t leave me, okay? "Ling Xia was caught off guard by Li Jing's sudden confession, in an instant, tears soaked his eyes, and there was a faint pain in his heart, happiness was so close to her, it turned out that Li Jing was the same as himself.

"I love you, and I don't want to leave you for the rest of my life." Ling Xia cried and said these words, these three words, how heavy and warm, Li Jing also shed tears of happiness, she was finally no longer a People, she finally said these three words to herself, Li Jing stroked Ling Xia's hair with a smile and cried, "Fool." After speaking, she pressed her lips to Ling Xia, Ling Xia did not resist at all, gently He closed his eyes, enjoying a feeling he had never felt before.

It turns out that this is the feeling of kissing, and this is the feeling of loving and being loved. She finally understands why love always makes people mesmerized, because it is really like poison, which makes people unable to extricate themselves.

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In the hospital, Pei Zhen leaned against the bed and reached out to Lin Qingmo's forehead, feeling a little hot.Due to the seriousness of the injury, both the trauma and the postoperative wound showed some signs of inflammation, and the high fever was raging, and finally subsided a little today, Pei Zhen breathed a sigh of relief.As soon as Pei Zhen put a cold towel on Lin Qingmo's forehead, he saw Lin Qingmo opened his eyes. Pei Zhen smiled at Lin Qingmo and said, "Mo, you're awake."

Lin Qingmo, who had been in a coma for several days with a high fever, looked at the person in front of him, his vision was a little blurred, he closed his eyes to relieve the uncomfortable light, and heard Pei Zhen's voice next to his ear.During the time when she was injured, every time she woke up, she could always see Pei Zhen by her side. This time, she was probably worried about her injury.Opening her eyes again, Pei Zhen's image became clear immediately. Pei Zhen said, "Mo, you just had a fever. I'll call the doctor to check it out."

The doctor checked and said to Pei Zhen and Lin Qingmo: "I still have a low-grade fever. I still need to observe carefully. The wound has not healed yet, so don't move around. Take a good rest." Pei Zhen nodded, sent the doctor away, and returned to the hospital. He came to sit beside Lin Qingmo, holding Lin Qingmo's hand, his eyes were full of distress.Meeting Lin Qingmo's gaze, Pei Zhen asked, "Does the wound still hurt?"

"It's okay, it's much better." Lin Qingmo's voice was very soft, and he looked very weak, and he could barely speak.Pei Zhen sighed, and said, "You said it's okay, what should I do? Look at this hand, it's full of pinholes, and there's no room for infusion." Lin Qingmo raised the corner of his mouth, and said, "Do you feel distressed? Hearing Lin Qingmo's words, Pei Zhen lowered his head and remained silent. After a while, he raised his head again, looked at Lin Qingmo, and said, "Someday I will lie here, and you can ask yourself again." .”

"Don't talk nonsense." Lin Qingmo closed his eyes and said after hearing this, Pei Zhen sighed deeply, staring at Lin Qingmo's thin face, so pale.Mo, if you loved you like I do, you wouldn't ask this question.Pei Zhen then shook her head, shook off the pain in her heart, raised her spirits and raised her smiling face, stood up and poured a glass of warm water, and raised the hospital bed a little bit so that Lin Qingmo could lean on her half. She must have been lying there for so many days , this guy must have been unable to stand it.

"Drink some water." Pei Zhen handed the cup to Lin Qingmo's mouth, and carefully inserted a straw.Lin Qingmo sucked lightly on the straw positioned in Pei Zhen's hand, but accidentally choked on the water, and coughed non-stop while covering her wound.Pei Zhen quickly put down the cup, supported Lin Qingmo, and patted her on the back, while letting her body get close to Lin Qingmo, so that Lin Qingmo would use her strength not to make her body move too much.Finally stopped coughing, Lin Qingmo held her wound and panted slightly, her forehead was covered with sweat, her brows were deeply frowned and she leaned on the bed, her forbearance showed that she was enduring the pain.Pei Zhen looked at Lin Qingmo who was suffering, and his eyes were wet again. Lin Qingmo, when will you make me feel better!

Every day, Pei Zhen and Xia Wei'an take care of Lin Qingmo alternately. Occasionally they need to go back to the company to look at the projects they are concerned about. Xia Wei'an took care of her. These days, Xia Wei'an was more tired than anyone else in running around the company, home, and hospital. However, no matter how tired she was, she still faced Lin Qingmo with a smile.

The fallen leaves outside the window were all withered, and there was a bare scene, and the chill outside could be seen. Lin Qingmo leaned halfway on the hospital bed, and turned his gaze from the window to Lin Xiaozhuang, who was sitting on the sofa in the ward reading a book. His daughter was very young. But early experienced too many joys and sorrows.A happy family was crushed by myself. After the separation of parents, they left home with their father to face a strange country and a strange environment.And now, seeing her mother get hurt, almost leaving her side, this kind of hurt may be repeated in her heart for the rest of her life, and it has become her nightmare.

Lin Qingmo didn't dare to think about it, can all this be made up for?is there time?How to remedy?My own unqualified mother.Is it just that the status of mother is not qualified?Pick up the mobile phone at hand, open the photo collection and look at the photo with Xia Wei'an, this photo was taken in the office, Xia Wei'an casually flipped through the mobile phone pictures on his desk while waiting for her to work, and saw There was not a photo of the two of them together, so I was dissatisfied and immediately pulled myself to take a photo.Thinking of this, Lin Qingmo smiled wryly in her heart.yes!I am not a romantic person, not a good lover, I don't have much time to accompany her, and never take the initiative to surprise her.In fact, at Xia Wei'an's age, she should still be immersed in emotional happiness, and as a workaholic, she seems to have no other interests besides work, and she has never taken her to travel anywhere.Touching Xia Weian's smiling face on the screen, Lin Qingmo immediately felt guilty.

In the past few days, Lin Qingmo has been lying down in a daze, waking up from sleep, whether he is awake or unconscious, he always feels that someone is by his side, holding his hand, so that he can rest assured and rest at ease.Lin Qingmo knew that the two women around her were constantly encouraging her so that she could sustain herself on the verge of life and death, so that even when she was so tired that she almost wanted to let go, she still couldn't let go of her concern for them .Finally, he lived up to their expectations and recovered, but the real problems also made Lin Qingmo embarrassed.Lin Qingmo has always known the pressure Xia Weian was under, although she dared not mention it, even if she asked about Xia Ping'an's situation, she still did not dare to say more.This morning, Xia Wei'an finally couldn't hold back anymore, and fell down crying on her shoulders, crying out about her grievances, saying that her parents hoped that Lin Qingmo could close the case and let Xia Ping'an go.Lin Qingmo could understand the feelings of Xia Wei'an's parents, and tried to tell Pei Zhen about it, but Pei Zhen was determined not to give in. On this matter, Lin Qingmo didn't blame Pei Zhen, she knew Pei Zhen's mood too well, She knew Pei Zhen's fear of being hurt too well.Comparing my heart to my heart, if Pei Zhen was hurt, I would feel the same way.Thinking of this, Lin Qingmo sighed deeply, why did she always encounter this dilemma.

Putting down the phone, Lin Qingmo shifted his gaze to Lin Xiaozhuang's direction. Lin Xiaozhuang also raised his head from the book and turned to Lin Qingmo's direction. Lin Qingmo smiled and called: "Baby." Lin Xiaozhuang stood up from the sofa, Walking to Lin Qingmo's bed, holding the hand that Lin Qingmo extended to her, she called out in a childish voice: "Mommy." This voice was like the sound of heaven. Lin Qingmo had always thought that Lin Xiaozhuang was the most precious thing God gave her. bestow.

"Is it cold?" Lin Qingmo asked while holding Lin Xiaozhuang's little hand, and Lin Xiaozhuang shook his head.Since waking up from the injury, Lin Qingmo rarely saw Lin Xiaozhuang's smiling face, and was always silent, as if he had a lot of things on his mind.Lin Qingmo signaled Lin Xiaozhuang to sit by his bed, leaning on him, hugging his precious daughter, Lin Qingmo asked: "Xiaozhuang, Mommy is fine, don't worry, okay?" Lin Xiaozhuang was still silent, what? Don't say anything.Lin Qingmo caressed Lin Xiaozhuang's back, stroked her soft long hair, and said, "Mummy is very sorry for making you suffer, but Mommy promises you that such unpleasant things will never happen in the future, you Don't feel sad, okay?" Lin Xiaozhuang leaned on Lin Qingmo's chest and nodded slightly.

After a while, the clothes on Lin Qingmo's chest were wet. Lin Qingmo knew that Lin Xiaozhuang had inherited her forbearing personality. Although she was lively and active on the surface, in fact, many feelings were hidden in her heart and she did not reveal them easily.Lin Qingmo held Lin Xiaozhuang in front of her chest with one arm, and gently wiped Lin Xiaozhuang's silently dripping tears with the other hand that was dripping.After a while, Lin Xiaozhuang calmed down and said, "I told Daddy that Mommy is hurt."

Although it was a little unexpected, Lin Qingmo also knew that it would be impossible not to let her say it. Lin Xiaozhuang had always had a good relationship with Ye Shu. After being injured in such a major event, Lin Xiaozhuang needed comfort and someone to confide in, who would talk to Ye Shu. Shu said that it is also reasonable, although he is not willing to face Ye Shu, but for Lin Xiaozhuang's psychological recovery, he still has to make some efforts.

Lin Qingmo lowered his head, kissed his daughter's head, and there was a burst of fragrance, and then said: "Well, Mommy knows, then did you tell Daddy that Mommy is okay?" Lin Xiaozhuang raised his head to meet Lin Qing Mo looked at him and said, "I said the day before yesterday, and today Daddy called to say that he was already at the airport." Lin Qingmo knew that it was impossible for Ye Shu's feelings for him to keep him from coming back.

There are some things she has to face after all, and some people she can't miss forever, Lin Qingmo forced a smile and said: "Then baby can see Daddy." Lin Xiaozhuang finally showed a smile, Lin Xiaozhuang was in Lin Qingmo Mo kissed on the face, and continued to nest on Lin Qingmo's body, but was careful not to touch Lin Qingmo's wound, and said, "Mommy, I'm sleepy." Hearing this, Lin Qingmo smiled, I have always been sleepy when Lin Xiaozhuang leaned on me. I don't know if I have a sleeping effect on my body, and said: "Sleep! Mommy hugs you and sleep peacefully." In fact, it is not just Lin Xiaozhuang who is sleepy. Every time Lin Qingmo hugs Lin Xiaozhuang, Also get sleepy.Perhaps it was a kind of peace of mind that the two of them depended on each other, and Lin Qingmo gradually fell asleep.

Time passed bit by bit, and the afternoon sun came in from the window, projecting on the dependent mother and daughter, forming a very beautiful picture.Pei Zhen gently opened the door of the ward and walked in. Seeing these two women with similar outlines, she shook her head helplessly.Putting down the fish porridge she made for Lin Qingmo, she walked slowly to the bed, afraid of waking up the sleeping two, Pei Zhen whispered in Lin Xiaozhuang's ear, "Baby, come, Auntie Pei hugs me." Lin Xiaozhuang picked her up gently, put her on the sofa, covered her with a blanket, and then walked to the chair next to Lin Qingmo's bed and sat down.

Looking at Lin Qingmo's face, although it was still pale, it finally recovered a trace of blood after a few days of rest.Lin Qingmo seemed to feel the actions of the people around him in his sleep, and slowly woke up, watching Pei Zhen staring at him with a distressed expression on his face.This best friend whom I have known for many years has taken care of me meticulously during this time, I see it in my eyes and feel it in my heart, and I really owe her an explanation.

Lin Qingmo raised the corner of his mouth and said, "I didn't tell you to sleep longer, why did you come again so soon." Pei Zhen said, "I fell asleep, I slept for a while, and I can't sleep anymore." Lin Qingmo looked at Pei Zhen, during this period of time, she has indeed lost a lot of weight, and her face is not as rosy as before. Seeing Pei Zhen like this, Lin Qingmo also felt distressed. She sighed slightly, met Pei Zhen's gaze, and said, "Pei Zhen, I'm fine." I'm fine." This sentence, I'm fine, Pei Zhen knows how hard it is, Lin Qingmo understands her, Pei Zhen clearly knows that Lin Qingmo knows her inner feelings and hesitation, and knows all her feelings.

Suddenly, there was a soreness in his nose, and unprevented tears dripped down. Pei Zhen did not avoid Lin Qingmo's gaze, and shed tears directly in front of her for the first time.She shed these tears very calmly. All the depression in the past, and all her sadness after Lin Qingmo's accident seemed to be like a torrent that opened the gate, and all of it leaked along this opening.

For many years, Lin Qingmo had never seen Pei Zhen shed tears. She was always strong and did not show any traces. Even if she was upset, she just said one more word and passed. She had never seen such a revealing expression from her.Such Pei Zhen, although unfamiliar, is the real Pei Zhen in Lin Qingmo's heart.Lin Qingmo raised her head, supported Pei Zhen's face, and tried to help her wipe away the tears on her face, but the moment she supported Pei Zhen's face, her hand was attached by Pei Zhen and stuck to Pei Zhen's face , Lin Qingmo looked at such a fragile Pei Zhen, felt helpless and distressed, and said, "So stupid..." Pei Zhen listened, although tears were shed, but the corners of his mouth raised, and with a strong nasal voice, he said: " I'm not stupid, I'm just crazy..."

Lin Qingmo patted Pei Zhen's hand, and said, "I owe you an explanation..." Pei Zhen took out a tissue, wiped away her tears, and sighed, "No need to explain, I understand." Lin Qingmo Qing Mo was a little dumb, as expected, she didn't need to care too much, because she was Pei Zhen, she understood everything, so why bother to explain with too many words.

"Did you find it safely?" Lin Qingmo asked suddenly, Pei Zhen lost his smile at this moment, and said, "Not yet, I think it's time to issue a warrant." Pei Zhen helped Lin Qingmo Serving the porridge, she said with no expression on her face. She had suppressed this matter for a long time and never told Lin Qingmo, but now that Lin Qingmo has finally improved a lot, she asked about it herself. Never let go of those who hurt her.

Although I knew that Pei Zhen would persist like this, but thinking of Xia Weian's mental pressure, and thinking of her saying that her father had fallen ill and was hospitalized again in her hometown, she couldn't go back, and her children were not around. The old man was really pitiful.Lin Qingmo sighed, and said to Pei Zhen: "Let's forget about Ping'an. If you insist on pursuing it, you can deal with that Yang Wei. He is a scourge, and Ping'an was also bewitched by him."

"Even you said to let him go, I can understand Wei'an's pleading, I also saw her parents that day, I can understand their parents' heart, but you, who have suffered so much pain, let him go if you say anything. Easy?" Pei Zhen's face no longer had the usual smile, replaced by anger or even anger, every time she thought of Lin Qingmo being hurt like this, she couldn't forgive Xia Ping'an, out of respect, she wanted to ask Asking Lin Qingmo's opinion, although she had thought about the possible ending, she was still very angry when she heard Lin Qingmo say it herself.

"Okay, don't get excited. Let's not talk about this for now. How is the company going?" Seeing that Pei Zhen's mood fluctuated too much, Lin Qingmo hurriedly changed the topic to work.

In fact, Pei Zhen didn't know that Lin Qingmo deliberately changed the topic, so she had to follow her topic, and told her not to worry about work, she would take care of it one by one.She has been so tired for so many years, maybe she can rest well only in the hospital bed, even if she is lying on the hospital bed, she can't be completely at ease, she is always worried about some people and some things.

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