Qiu Mu

A person with a guest in his heart can't hide the tenderness in her eyes. Even if he knows that tenderness doesn't belong to him, Yang Jiefu is deeply happy for Pei Zhen. It's happy to have someone in his heart, otherwise his soul will wander and have nowhere to rest.Always seek a trace of peace for one's soul, even if it is often just a soliloquy to appease oneself, there are always endless sorrows to tell.

During the dinner, Jeff Yang talked humorously so that the people at the table could always talk and laugh happily. He always has his own level of views on everything, but he is so well-balanced.He is as careful as dust, and he always speaks to the point, but he doesn't point it out. This is what Yang Jiefu makes Pei Zhen admire.

"Jeffy, what do you think of homosexuality?" Ling Ling suddenly asked such a question while everyone was talking and laughing. At the dinner table, everyone including Pei Zhen looked at Ling Ling, but Ling Ling did not change his face, waiting This eloquent person's answer, when she asked this question, she also saw the unusual expressions of Li Jing and Ling Xia.

"This kind of thing is very common in foreign countries. It's not surprising that Mr. Yang has stayed abroad for so long." Project A manager Yu Haoyang said, but Yang Jiefu took a look at the people on the table, and finally fell on Ling He replied: "Most homosexuals are actually a little world-weary. They are indignant because their feelings are not integrated with the law and with the secular world. However, their companions are often more tender than heterosexuals and know how to cherish their partners."

"How to say?" Li Jing asked.

"From the perspective of physical structure, homosexuals will experience each other's feelings first-hand, such as women's dysmenorrhea. From the heart, regardless of their gender attributes, they all have the same needs and desires, and because they have that Only by looking forward to it can we better know what the other party wants. Many homosexuals break up in the end, or they can’t last long. Most of them are not because they can’t get along with each other or cheat or don’t love each other, but because of realistic criticism. Therefore, I personally support Such a group of people, because no matter what kind of love, they should be respected." After Yang Jeff finished speaking, he looked at everyone again.

"I didn't expect Jeff to have insightful views on this kind of issue. I would like to toast you for what you said." Xia Wei'an picked up the wine glass, and Yang Jeff smiled and said: "Wei'an, it's really funny, look You know, we are gentlemen who see the same thing." After drinking the wine in the glass, Pei Zhen just smiled and said nothing, but Li Jing frowned unconsciously, and the word homosexuality was deeply embedded in it. Feeling in her heart, she unconsciously looked at Ling Xia.Since Ling Xia saw her own mind clearly, she has calmly accepted this kind of self, but today Ling Ling suddenly asked this question, which made her feel a little at a loss. She unconsciously stroked the hair next to her ear, but was caught Li Jing saw the wound of the Band-Aid next to her ear.

"Ling Xia, what's wrong with your ears?" Li Jing grabbed Ling Xia's hand and asked, Ling Xia quickly put down his hair to cover it up, and said: "No, it's fine."

"It's alright and you're still wearing a Band-Aid?" Li Jing stretched out his hand to check the wound, but Ling Xia avoided it and said, "It's really all right, Manager Li." After speaking, he pointed to Li Jing with his eyes, Li Jing knew the meaning of Ling Xia's eyes, but just I don't want to worry anymore, because the first time she was worried about the occasion, Ling Xia who was panicked at that time was taken away by Pei Zhen, and he watched the injured her leave.

"Xiao Ling's ear hurt?" Pei Zhen had already walked to Ling Xia's side, and said, "Show Sister Pei." Pei Zhen's tone was almost commanding, while Ling Xia just pouted and turned around without refusing. , stroked his hair, and said: "It's just accidentally scratched, it's okay, sister Pei."

"What can be rubbed into this position? Could it be that someone bullied you?" Pei Zhen's expression became serious, and the smile that was originally on the corner of his mouth also faded away. He just looked at Ling Xia's wound very worriedly, and said, "I'll tear it up." Take a look, if you get a serious infection, I'll take you to the hospital." After speaking, he carefully tore off the band-aid, and saw an incision that hadn't completely healed. Although the wound was not big, it still made Pei Zhen feel distressed.

Manager Li, Sister Pei... Li Jing saw Ling Xia's intimacy with Pei Zhen, not rejecting him at all and still being so obedient, a trace of sadness flashed in his heart, and the scene he saw in the book bar that day flashed in his mind.Why can they be so close, they are too close, Ling Xia's dependence on Pei Zhen makes her jealous, Pei Zhen's concern for Ling Xia, everyone can see.

"Xia Xia, how did you get hurt? Whoever bullied you, tell Sister Pei." Ling Ling also stepped forward and said worriedly, for her, it is unbearable for anyone to hurt Ling Xia. If she knows that she will definitely Will not let that person go.Ling Xia was surrounded by several people and questioned him. When he was in a dilemma, he didn't know what to say, so he inadvertently looked at Yang Jiefu. Yang Jiefu saw Ling Xia's eyes, saw her confusion and helplessness, and said with a smile: "Look how many of you Like a prisoner, Ling Xia is already embarrassed, let alone in front of so many people, right, Ling Xia."

"Well, let's eat first, sister Pei eats, Lingling eats, sister Jing eats." Ling Xia smiled slightly, put down his hair, picked up a mouthful of food and put it into his mouth.Pei Zhen glanced at Yang Jiefu, shook his head, gave Ling Ling a look, and then sat back, Ling Xia let out a breath, and looked at Yang Jiefu again, Yang Jiefu just smiled.

"I really envy and hate Ling Xia, so many people care about him." Xia Wei'an's joke also adjusted the atmosphere, Pei Zhen squinted his eyes and said with a smile: "How dare you complain that no one cares about you."

"Uh, Sister Pei, don't want this look, it makes me flustered." Xia Wei'an seemed to be seen through by Pei Zhen, but she was also very strange in her heart. Pei Zhen's concern for Ling Xia, even if it was a friend, was not relative or cause , To do this is too caring, that kind of eyes can't hide it, but the feeling between the two of them is as warm as relatives.

Counting the time, Lin Qingmo will leave again in two days. To her, it may be just running back and forth, but to Pei Zhen, every time is a torment of the soul. She always hopes that she will take it lightly. She came and went, but she couldn't rest assured.Every time her back makes her heart sink to the bottom, every time she sees her smiling face, it will only make her sink again.

Mo, what exactly do I want, I can let myself calmly face you, you know, I, who is as calm as water and lacks nothing, has a lifetime of regrets, but I can only smile and bury this regret for the rest of my life.

I only have one regret that I can't have you

I only have one wish for your happiness

I only have one heart that beats for you

I don't know why, but I guessed that Lin Qingmo came to the tea bar without seeing Lin Qingmo in the company. After the dinner, Yang Jiefu, Xia Wei'an and other people from the engineering department led him to the construction site, and he came to An Ranshu Well, from a distance, I saw Lin Qingmo making tea and reading a book intently.

"I don't want to eat, but drinking tea and reading alone is very comfortable." Pei Zhen approached Lin Qingmo and said with a smile. Lin Qingmo looked up, glanced at Pei Zhen, and said, "Have you arranged for Jeff Yang?"

"Wei'an took him to the project site. You always have to familiarize yourself with your land first." Pei Zhen sat next to Lin Qingmo naturally, took the teapot and poured herself a cup, closing her eyes and smelling the fragrance of tea , enjoy it.Lin Qingmo looked at Pei Zhen, chuckled, and said, "It seems that Jeff's appearance puts you in a good mood, and he should be your right partner."

"You still have good eyesight. If I were someone else, I might not be at ease, but Jeff, I can rest assured that many things are entrusted to him." Pei Zhenyun said calmly, but Lin Qingmo watched her become silent, Pei Zhen Sensing Lin Qingmo's silence, he looked up at her, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, and asked: "My good girlfriend, it seems that the question you are thinking is not on the same line as me?"

"En? What are you talking about?" Lin Qingmo asked back, Pei Zhen shook her head, smiled and said nothing, then thought about it, looked at Lin Qingmo and said: "Actually, Jeff is a very good man, I always see him single It's a pity, if you have something suitable, please pay attention to it for me." After speaking, he brought the tea to his mouth, with a smile on his lips.But Lin Qingmo looked up at Pei Zhen in surprise, looked at Pei Zhen's relaxed face, and said, "Aren't you single too, I think he is also interested in you, and he came back from abroad to help you, From all aspects of conditions, it is still a good match for you.”

"Oh? Boss Lin actually thinks so much of him?" Pei Zhen's smile deepened when he heard Lin Qingmo's words, but Lin Qingmo didn't smile at all. He drank tea and said, "That's rare for you to appreciate it yourself." He, I admire him too, shouldn't you think about it more, what are you waiting for?"

"Why do these words sound so like eating? Mr. Lin is actually eating?" Pei Zhen said teasingly, with an indescribable joy in his heart. Although he knew that maybe this was just Lin Qingmo joking about himself, but still She fell into the moment of incomparable happiness at this moment.

Lin Qingmo picked up the teacup, didn't talk, took a sip of tea, and continued, "Isn't it normal for me to taste such a high-quality woman?" Pei Zhen stared at Lin Qingmo, sighed softly, and covered the tea with her hands. Lin Qingmo was about to pick up the teacup and said, "You haven't eaten, don't drink, your stomach will hurt." Lin Qingmo put down the cup in his hand, smiled, and said, "It's okay."

"I think I'd better go get a bowl of noodles, lest you really have a stomachache later, wait here." Pei Zhen stood up and walked to the kitchen after speaking. Lin Qingmo looked at Pei Zhen's back and shook her head, sighed.Pei Zhen walked into the kitchen. Perhaps Lin Qingmo didn't know that this kitchen was specially added by Pei Zhen. The ingredients and noodles here were all prepared for Lin Qingmo.Ever since she knew she had a stomach problem, since she came to Suzhou, and since she came to Shuba for the first time, she has always prepared noodles here for emergencies.Lin Qingmo has a bad stomach, and Pei Zhen is always worried that her not eating on time will cause stomach pains. There is not much she can do, just a bowl of noodles.

It's just a bowl of egg noodles, that's all I can do for her

Even if you want to do more, it is a luxury.

But Mo, can you love yourself a little more, knowing that when I see your stomach ache, I wish I could take the pain instead of you?

Looking at the gradually boiling water, Pei Zhen was a little dazed, and the memory hit her unexpectedly, pulling her into the dormitory many years ago.

"Ink, the water is about to boil, hurry up" "Wow, it smells so good~~"

"Zhen, go brush your teeth and wash your face, you can eat in a while..."

"Well, Mo, can I put a piece of ham next time..."

"Can"

"Can I have an egg"

"Can"

"Can I have a chicken leg?"

"Can't"

"Forehead....."

Time is really unforgiving, but the memories hidden in the depths can never be erased. Pei Zhen is still smiling while holding the hot egg noodles. She said to herself that no matter when and where, she will always smile Lin Qingmo, although it was hard to hide that feeling, she thought that Lin Qingmo was full of happiness.

"Your egg noodles will always taste like this, and it hasn't changed for many years." Lin Qingmo said after taking a sip of the noodle soup, and the smile on the corner of Pei Zhen's mouth deepened, and said: "Who told Mr. Lin that you have a special taste? I only like to eat vegetables and egg noodles, and I don’t bring any changes, you know, I wanted to secretly put a chicken leg in the pot at that time.”

"If you want to put ham, I agree, and if you want to put eggs, I agree, but if you want to put chicken legs, that's definitely not acceptable. The raw ones won't be cooked well, and there's no need to put the cooked ones in the pot." Lin Qingmo As he spoke, he brought a mouthful of noodles to his mouth, but Pei Zhen's smile shrunk significantly, but he still smiled and said, "You remember that clearly too." The voice was not loud, but Lin Qingmo could hear it clearly, Looking at Pei Zhen, how could he forget that the happy time in college was spent by the two of them together, it was impossible to forget.The stories from those times were often shown in Lin Qingmo's mind like a movie, but Pei Zhen didn't know it.

Will you suddenly appear in the coffee shop on the corner

I'll look back and say hello with a smile on my face

sit and chat with you

The melody of "Long Time No See" was slowly played in the book bar, and Pei Zhen's heart suddenly ached. Over the years, she returned to China almost every year, but she never contacted Lin Qingmo. She knew that her career was booming and her family was happy , the husband is considerate, the daughter is well-behaved, she can't bear to disturb but misses her so much.Every time she walks on the streets of Chengdu, every time she is in a teahouse, she longs to run into Lin Qingmo just like that. The heavens favor her, and once she sees her by chance, she sees her figure on the corner of the street. She took her daughter and her husband to walk together, so happy, so warm, and so clean, that's what she wanted, so she didn't go out, but just looked at it from a distance.Just looking at it from a distance, she felt very satisfied and happy, at least she was happy.

"Every time I hear this song, I have a different feeling." Lin Qingmo ate some, put down her chopsticks, and enjoyed its slow melody. How could she know that there was someone who had been watching silently in the corner for so many years? She, although Lin Qingmo attached great importance to this friendship and always took the initiative to contact Pei Zhen, but she was used to hiding it so deeply that Lin Qingmo couldn't see it.

Immersed in such music, Lin Qingmo and Pei Zhen fell silent, and began to fiddle with the tea set, sipping tea, thinking of those years, those years, and the stories of those years.

"This song is too sad, don't you two feel sad when you hear it?" Xia Wei'an walked into the store with a smile on her face, Lin Qingmo looked up, smiled, and said, "Have you shown Jeff the project?" Xia Wei'an An nodded, and sat next to Lin Qingmo. Lin Qingmo picked up a cup of tea and handed it to Xia Wei'an.

"Well, Muzha Tieguanyin, Qingmo's true love, Sister Pei really has everything here." Xia Wei'an took a sip with a smile, and Pei Zhen also picked up a cup of tea, saying: "It seems that I have a big relationship with Mo. With tea lovers together, Wei An also fell in love with tea." Xia Wei'an smiled, approached Lin Qingmo, and asked with concern: "Have you eaten?"

"Just ate noodles, don't worry, are you tired?" Lin Qingmo looked at Xia Weian with concern and her thinning face with the same gentleness, but Xia Weian wanted to grow up, so she just wanted to grow up. Had to let her go.The hard work in the early stage is the accumulation of the later stage. She believes that one day Xia Weian will be able to fulfill her wish alone. From that day on, Lin Qingmo can quit the marketing department with a smile and let Xia Weian show her talents.

At this moment, Lin Qingmo's phone rang again. Seeing the incoming call, Lin Qingmo frowned slightly, but he still kept calm and said, "I'll answer the phone, you guys talk." After speaking, he left the tea table, obviously Wanting to hide from the two of them to answer the phone, Pei Zhen remembered the call Lin Qingmo answered in the office, filled Xia Wei'an with tea, and said, "Wei'an, Qingmo seems to be very tired recently and has a lot of things to do. Pay more attention and care about her, she likes to keep everything in her heart."

"I know, she is like this, so I worry about her a lot of times." Xia Wei'an is also a little worried. She knows that Lin Qingmo is worrying about Kang Wei's withdrawal of shares first, but she also knows that it is not time to tell Pei When Zhen Zhen was in love, Lin Qingmo would definitely make his own arrangements for these matters, and when everything was resolved, Lin Qingmo would decide whether to tell Pei Zhen or not.

Alas, Pei Zhen couldn't help but sigh in her heart, it's because she has always been like this that makes people feel so distressed

It is precisely because she always bears these things alone, she is so strong that it makes people feel distressed

Pei Zhen pays attention to her all the time, and wants to share her worries, but she also knows that she can't get past her friends

I want to help her, and I also know that Lin Qingmo's strong self-esteem will not easily accept anyone's help

Alas, Mo, what should you tell me?

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