Qiu Mu

Enron Book Bar

one day

I found that self-pity is no longer qualified

Only tireless shoulders remain

burdened with simple satisfaction

one day

Start to feel happy from ordinary days

I saw the clear distance

the happiness i want

I want steady happiness

can withstand the cruelty of doomsday

in the restless night

can have a home

I want steady happiness

can touch with both hands

Every time I reach into my arms

have your temperature

I want steady happiness

can withstand the pain of loss

one's journey

won't be alone

I want steady happiness

Can use life as length

no matter where i am

will not get lost

I want steady happiness

this is the happiness i want

Pei Zhen sat alone in the book bar, the night was already very deep, Pei Zhen felt that she was in a particularly low mood tonight.I want to think so much, shrinking in my shell.This song came from the radio, but every word and every sentence expresses my desire.Being alone with Lin Qingmo these few days, I feel happier and happier, and I want to stay by her side more and more.It's fine to see her every day at work and after get off work, even if you don't do anything.Just look at her, that's all.

Pei Zhen has always thought that she has cultivated to become a master, and the situation is calm. Why did she just get along with her for a few days and let her cultivation base that has been cultivated for many years collapse?Pei Zhen shook her head helplessly.

Steady happiness, feeling happy, seeing the clear distance, the happiness I want.This happiness will not belong to me, I know.Pei Zhen smiled wryly.

The lights are brightly lit at night, and the Pingjiang Historic District calmly displays its strong cultural atmosphere, which ignites a touch of book atmosphere in the night lights.It was the first time for Lin Qingmo to walk on such a street alone at night. She knew she must be here, but she was still a little worried when she didn't come back.

The doorbell of Anran Book Bar suddenly rang, and Pei Zhen came back to his senses. The book bar had already closed, and the staff had already left work. Who would come to the store at this time?Pei Zhen took a deep breath, adjusted his emotions a little, and walked slowly to the door. The glass door was covered with mist, and saw Lin Qingmo standing outside the door.The weather in this season was already very cold, but Lin Qingmo was still wearing a windbreaker and didn't even wear a scarf. He stood at the door breathing heat into his hands.

Pei Zhen looked at Lin Qingmo at the door, frowned slightly, then sighed softly, and said to herself: What an enemy.Then the lock was opened.

When Lin Qingmo saw Pei Zhen who opened the door, the corners of his mouth turned up, and he said, "I knew it, if you didn't come home so late, you must be here."

Pei Zhen looked at Lin Qingmo and said helplessly, "Come in!" Then he complained, "It's so cold, you just wear it like this! I don't know how to wear thicker clothes, and I don't know that I'm not in good health."

Lin Qingmo stepped in, listened to Pei Zhen's chatter, with a smile on his lips, and said, "Little tea idiot, do you still miss it so much?"

Pei Zhen glared at Lin Qingmo, then turned up the heat, and said, "You don't want me to nag, why did you come to the store?" After speaking, she went back to the lounge, found a thick coat and a scarf, put on To Lin Qingmo.Lin Qingmo looked at Pei Zhen busy in and out, and was afraid that he would catch a cold. He was actually very moved, but he still said badly, "Do you want to suffocate me?"

"I don't know what to do!" After speaking, she turned and walked away, sat on the tea table, and began to fiddle with the tea set again.Lin Qingmo continued to smile, walked to the tea table and sat down, and said, "It's so late, do you still drink tea?" Pei Zhen pretended not to hear, and continued to play with the tea set, pouring boiling water into the tea cup .

"Does this count as flirting?" Seeing that Pei Zhen didn't reply, Lin Qingmo jokingly said,

Hearing these words, Pei Zhen felt as if something had hit her heart. The pain was unbearable. The teacup she held in her hand shook, and hot water overflowed and spilled on her fingers.Pei Zhen let out a soft cry, and the cup fell on the tea tray, making a "pong" sound.

Lin Qingmo looked at Pei Zhen who was scalded by the hot water, stood up quickly, and dragged Pei Zhen to the bar sink to wash it in cold water, trying to relieve Pei Zhen's pain.Seeing Lin Qingmo's slightly frowned brows and worried expression, Pei Zhen felt relieved, took out the hand that was held by Lin Qingmo and was facing the cold water, and said, "It's okay, how can people who make tea not be warmed by hot water?" It's hot, it's okay."

"You need to concentrate on making tea, blame me for teasing you on purpose." Seeing Pei Zhen's relaxed expression, Lin Qingmo took her hand to check it carefully.

"It's not your fault, it's me who lost my mind." Pei Zhen said with a smile.

Mo, happiness is so simple.Just getting along like this, I feel very satisfied.

Looking at Pei Zhen in a daze, Lin Qingmo realized that Pei Zhen seemed to have something on his mind, and said with concern: "Pei Zhen, if the project is very hard, you have to tell me, don't be too tired."

"I know, Mo." Pei Zhen replied. "I suddenly want to eat hot pot, why don't you go with me? We haven't eaten hot pot together for a long time." Lin Qingmo also laughed when he heard that Pei Zhen wanted to eat hot pot, and said, "It's so late, and there is still hot pot? "

Pei Zhen felt that she wanted to indulge herself tonight, to spoil herself with this woman whom she had hidden in her heart and loved for many years, and suddenly wanted to be willful to her for a while.Holding Lin Qingmo's arm, he said half-jokingly: "Mr. Lin, your childhood sweethearts want to eat hot pot. You can't do this, right?"

Looking at Pei Zhen with a playful expression, Lin Qingmo suddenly felt as if he saw Pei Zhen many years ago, holding her arm and cuddling her like this, and talking about her request.Whenever this time, I must do my best to satisfy her.Time is really unforgiving.Time really flies too fast.

"You're getting old, but you still don't forget this trick." After speaking with a smile, the two walked outside arm in arm.

That's all I want, Pei Zhenyang smiled, the night wind blew her hair, and also shook Lin Qingmo's clothes, two beautiful figures added color to this charming night.

The night is enchanting, it seems that there are always some stories to be staged in the dark night.

Getting along with Ling Xia was very quiet, Li Jing found that Ling Xia's world was very quiet, and most of the time she lived in her own world, a bit lonely and desolate.Whenever she sees Ling Xia lying on the balcony overlooking the night view outside the window, Li Jing knows what she is thinking about, maybe it is the parents she has never met, or maybe it is the person in the corner of her heart.

Li Jing's home is not big, but there is enough space for them to enjoy the warmth of home. At this moment Ling Xia is sitting with his legs crossed on the carpet in the sky garden reading a book, the cold wind outside the window is a bit bleak, but sitting inside the house is not cold at all.

"What are you looking so focused on?" Li Jing walked towards Ling Xia with a cup of hot milk in his hand, smiling. Ling Xia raised his head, stood up, took the milk, and said, "I'm watching the new issue of Youth Digest. .”

"Have you published a new article?" Li Jing also sat next to Ling Xia with milk, Ling Xia looked up at Li Jing, a little surprised that Li Jing would pay attention to such an inconspicuous book writer as "One Degree Below Minus", nodded, and said: "Do you want to see it?"

"You read it first, and I'll read it later." Li Jing took a sip of milk, and noticed that there was a painting album next to Ling Xia, Li Jing put the milk on the side, pointed to the painting album, and said, "I can take a look." Is it?" Ling Xia hesitated for a while, then nodded, and handed the album to Li Jing.

The copy that Ling Xia gave her was so lifelike, she didn't expect that Ling Xia not only had good writing skills, but also had such a talent for copying. What's even more valuable is that she knew that Ling Xia had never really gone to university, what did he learn Profession, even the only academic qualifications are self-study by one's own will and persistence.Li Jing has always felt that studying well is nothing, and having a degree is even more nothing. As long as you work hard, you will not fail to learn any homework, and you will not fail to achieve if you put your heart into it. But this is the first time she has met someone like Ling Xia. .

Open the picture album, the first page is two unfamiliar faces, judging from the smiles and ages, they seem to be the age of parents, these must be the parents in Ling Xia's heart, Li Jing felt a strange feeling in his heart when he saw it, Ling Xia But he just drank the milk calmly and continued to look at the book in his hand.Ling Xia who stays at home likes to tie her hair up, because there are no outsiders here, and Ling Xia is not afraid of anyone seeing the hearing aid in her ear.

Even though she has such a rough fate, Ling Xia can live so strong, Li Jing doesn't know what kind of belief supports her.Turning to the second page, there is a group of children running happily. Li Jing can guess that it is Ling Xia's life in the orphanage when he was a child. The characters and animals in the following albums are copied from each other.Li Jing patiently flipped through the pictures one by one, until at the back, Li Jing began to see Pei Zhen's shadow, and at the same time saw herself, and in the last few pages, several consecutive pictures were of herself, Li Jing Seeing these different versions of herself being drawn by Ling Xia, Jing felt a hint of surprise in her heart.

"Xiao Ling, why did you tear up this page?" Li Jing pointed to one of the pages and asked Ling Xia, Ling Xia raised his head and looked at the traces of the page being torn off, Ling Xia would never forget that day when Li Jing and Fang Lijie To get rid of his strange mood, he paused, and said: "The painting is not good, so I tore it up." The answer was flat, without any emotion, but Li Jing couldn't understand Ling Xia.

"Sister Jing, let me rub your feet for you." Ling Xia suddenly raised his head and said to Li Jing with a smile, Li Jing was a little surprised, but seeing that Ling Xia had already held his own feet, Li Jing stretched out his hand to stop him: "No need , Xiao Ling, it's not serious anymore."

"Knead it to promote blood circulation, I will be very light, sister Jing." Ling Xia looked at Li Jing with a smile, expecting her nod, Li Jing touched his ankle and nodded.

Ling Xia happily followed Li Jing's sprained area and began to rub it cautiously. Seeing Li Jing's slightly swollen feet, Ling Xia still felt guilty, but this feeling of guilt was always replaced by another feeling, heartache.I don't know why, the closer she gets to Li Jing, the more she loves her. Seeing her foot hurt, she feels distressed, and seeing her worrying about work makes her feel distressed.

Li Jing looked at the focused Ling Xia, and a warm feeling rose from her heart. Ever since her parents passed away, Li Jing had never been so close to anyone. She rejected getting close to others, let alone having physical contact with anyone. At this moment, Ling Xia Rubbing her feet, she didn't seem to feel any discomfort at all, instead she felt that Ling Xia's rubbing was light and comfortable.

"Sister Jing..." Ling Xia rubbed Li Jing's feet and couldn't help calling out, "En?" Li Jing responded, Ling Xia's expression changed slightly but he was very serious, and asked: "Can I stop working so hard on myself?" , Live more for yourself, don't give everything to work."

"Xiao Ling..." Li Jing looked at Ling Xia's sincere request to treat him better, Li Jing held his arm, nodded with a smile, took Ling Xia's hand with his hand, and said: "That's enough." It's okay, my hands are sore." Ling Xia withdrew his hand, looked at Li Jing a little jerky, picked up the milk and continued drinking, and said: "Sister Jing, drink it quickly, it won't taste good when it's cold."

"Okay." Li Jing responded, drinking milk with a smile, Ling Xia picked up the books and picture albums, and was about to enter the room, but heard his phone ringing, Ling Xia saw that it was Ling Ling, and picked it up repeatedly.Li Jing never left Ling Xia's eyes, and glanced at Ling Xia's album unconsciously, and couldn't help thinking about what kind of relationship Ling Xia has with Pei Zhen. Painting for Pei Zhen is obviously not at the same level, but it seems to have a Family-like warmth and tacit understanding.

"The ends of the earth, it's been so many years, no matter how many years, I will never give up looking for that sponsor, and no matter whether she is still in Suzhou or not, I think I have a destiny with her, there is always hope, and there is always a way to find her. "Ling Xia's words reached Li Jing's ears, and Li Jing suddenly understood Ling Xia.

She was once born deaf and dumb, but now she can speak because she has hearing, she was born lonely, but she was always strong, her fate was rough, but she never complained about others, she was self-reliant and self-reliant, this is Ling Xia, until now she has seen everything about Ling Xia.

The author has something to say: Hey, Pei Zhen~~

Hey, Jinfeng~

Hey, my flower~

Hey, my favorite~