Qiu Mu

It turns out that her world is silent

Li Jing immediately took out a box of new hearing aids from his pocket, handed them to Ling Xia and said, "Can you put this on first?" Ling Xia looked at the hearing aids in his hand in astonishment, watching her lips move. .

Li Jing patted himself on the head and wrote on the car mirror: Can you put this on first?

Seeing the hearing aid in Li Jing's hands, Ling Xia's hands unconsciously clenched his clothes, shaking his head, Li Jing was a little startled, she didn't expect Ling Xia to refuse.Li Jing wanted to say something, but saw that the car mirror was already full of words, Ling Xia saw Li Jing who was eager to say something, and took out the picture book and pencil in his bag.

"I've already ordered it, I'm going to pick it up now, thank you." Ling Xia finished writing and handed the album to Li Jing. After Li Jing read it, he looked at Ling Xia without any expression, although he expected that she would refuse, But at this moment I felt really uncomfortable, took the pen from Ling Xia's hand and wrote on the paper: "Put this on first, and I'll take you to pick it up later."

Ling Xia saw what Li Jing wrote, but still shook his head, Li Jing was a little out of breath, no matter how much he could control his emotions in the shopping mall for so many years, at this moment, it was always because Ling Xia made him so restless, look at Ling Xia again, wipe it off After the tears, she looked at Li Jing completely calmly, without any disturbance on her face.

Could it be that she couldn't give away anything she wanted to give away?Even if she was really angry with herself, she had already expressed her apology in her own way, not to mention that Li Jing felt that Ling Xia was not the kind of person who really cared.

After thinking about it, he took the picture album from Ling Xia's hand and wrote: "Don't you want to hear my voice?"

Ling Xia fell silent when he saw this sentence, Li Jing looked at Ling Xia who was hesitant, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, and continued to write: "Put it on first to see if it fits, okay, I want to talk to you, listen to you Voice." After reading this sentence, even if Ling Xia wanted to refuse, he couldn't write a single word no.And Li Jing knows Ling Xia very well, seeing such words, she will not reject herself again, she understands Ling Xia, knows Ling Xia's character, this is also her strength, she can always easily grasp the weakness of human nature, and achieve her goals.

"I can't wear it now, I need to have it checked and adjusted." Ling Xia finished writing and looked at Li Jing, Li Jing nodded. For her parameters, she just said that the popular ones are fine.In fact, she didn't know anything, even if she wanted to do something for Ling Xia, she found that she didn't do things well in the end.

Ling Xia looked at Li Jing with some unease, holding the pen in his hand, a little hesitant, Li Jing looked at Ling Xia's hesitant expression, and remained silent, waiting for Ling Xia to write down what he wanted to say to her, after a while of silence, Ling Xia turned Open a new page and write: "Manager Li, there is no sound in my world without hearing aids. I am sorry for hiding your disability. I will get a hearing aid as soon as possible. If you still want to use me, I will Be good." After finishing writing, there was silence again, and Li Jing felt a sudden tightness in his chest after reading this passage.

"If you don't want me anymore, I can accept it." After writing this sentence, Ling Xia wanted to continue writing, but Li Jing held her hand. She took the pen and notebook in Ling Xia's hand, and wrote in the notebook Next: "I won't want you."

i won't want you

Like a kind of promise, these words actually made Ling Xia feel surrounded by warmth, a warm current rose from his heart.

The nose couldn't help being a little sore, but she still poked Liu Hai covering the corners of her eyes, and gave Li Jing a bright smile.

Seeing Ling Xia's brows open, the knot in Li Jing's heart finally slowly unraveled, and she also smiled at Ling Xia. She had never been so nervous about being alone, and she was never so afraid of being angry with someone. Regarding Ling Xia, she was not Although it is not an obligation to give protection, it always makes her feel uneasy, and she can't explain why.

The moment Ling Xia fell down, Li Jing understood a lot of things, why Ling Xia always draped his long hair over his shoulders, why he always just lowered his head to do things and didn't talk much to others, why he was only content in his own world and let others People can't see her emotions.

She lives in a silent world, and the only sound she has is given by herself.

At work, Ling Xia only accepts Li Jing to wander around the window of her world; outside of work, who can approach her.

When can it be not just by the window, but the door of her heart that she opens to the world.

Seeing Ling Xia like this, Li Jing, who once lamented the unfairness of God, suddenly felt that he was actually happy.Having received warmth for 15 years, compared to any family warmth that has never been enjoyed, a child who was abandoned due to a disability is a hundred times more fortunate, not to mention that she is healthy, and Ling Xia lives silently in this cruel world with such a disability. world.

How much strength is needed to calmly face one's own destiny, how much courage is needed to face others' ridicule of one's disability, and what kind of calmness is needed to tell her, I'm sorry, I concealed your disability.

However, Ling Xia did it all.

Ling Xia has always felt that he and Li Jing are two intersecting lines, after work intersects at one point, there is an infinite distance, and there will never be another intersection.But it seems that life is always full of surprises, and it will not be as I thought.

Accompanying Ling Xia to adjust the hearing aid, Li Jing watched Ling Xia put the hearing aid into his right ear. If he didn't really know about Ling Xia's ear disease, the long side hair covered his ears, and Ling Xia's tenderness seemed The breath of water, it is impossible for Li Jing to see and not know that Ling Xia has such bitterness.

Putting on the hearing aid, Ling Xia was finally able to speak, he hesitated for a while, but still lowered his head, and asked softly: "You really won't want me?" After speaking, he looked at Li Jing unconfidently, waiting for Li Jing's answer .

Li Jing didn't expect Ling Xia's first sentence to be like this, but Ling Xia's eyes were so sincere, his tone was full of uncertainty, and he waited expectantly for Li Jing's answer.

"I promise you, I will definitely do it." Li Jing smiled and gave Ling Xia such an answer, Ling Xia finally heaved a sigh of relief after hearing this, and said: "Then I will go back to work with you today, and I will leave for half a day. enough."

"If you don't stay at home, rest for half a day longer?" Li Jing was always worried that Ling Xia would feel uncomfortable seeing Zhang Yan again.

"No, the company has a lot of things to do, if I don't go, you must do it yourself again." Ling Xia's thoughtful words made Li Jing feel warm.

Ling Xia is strong, for a strong person, what she has to do is to believe and affirm.

I always stay in life for a short time, and then leave again. I think I'm used to it, but I find that every time I don't give up, it's only deep and not superficial.

The preparation of L has been completed, the company's organizational structure has also been clarified, and the exchange meeting is over, Lin Qingmo and Xia Wei'an will return to the Chengdu cooking headquarters.

Xia Wei'an was always thinking about going back to Chengdu to apply for Lin Xiaosuo's household registration and enrollment. She knew that Lin Qingmo had many things to do after not going back to the L headquarters for so long, so Xia Wei'an had already quietly used her contacts to Some things have been arranged in advance.

For Lin Xiaoshang, she treats her as her own, and only wants to give her the most love in the world and the best arrangement with Lin Qingmo.She will make Lin Xiaoshang feel that having two mothers is the happiest child in the world.

The journey from Suzhou to Shanghai Pudong Airport was a bit long. Pei Zhen arranged the company's affairs and drove Lin Qingmo, Xia Wei'an, and Lin Xiaosong off in person.

The scenery along the road always attracts Lin Qingmo's attention. She subconsciously turns her head to look at Lin Xiaoshang. Xia Wei'an has already covered Lin Xiaoshang's body with her coat. She, this daughter, doesn't know why, every time Go to sleep after a long ride.

Xia Wei'an had already placed Lin Xiaosuo in a comfortable sleeping position, and put a small soft pillow under her head, fearing that the bumps of the car would make her face hit the back seat, so she put her hands next to her face, Lin Xiaoshang was asleep Xia Wei'an couldn't help but leaned down and kissed her cute little face.

Lin Qingmo smiled, and turned on the music in the car. They were all old songs from the 70s or even the 60s that they liked in college.

"You two, I'm almost being influenced by you to become a post-70s generation." Xia Wei'an said jokingly after hearing those very old golden songs, and Lin Qingmo said to Pei Zhen who was driving: "Did you hear that some post-80s generation Relying on being young, I feel that we are old after the 70s and can't keep up with the times." Pei Zhen smiled after hearing this, turned to look at Lin Qingmo, and said, "It doesn't matter, we are old in body and mind."

"Hey, hey, I obviously didn't mean that. Qingmo, don't do this. Pulling sister Pei is targeting me. In fact, I have already stepped into your era." Xia Wei'an defended herself, from the age As far as she is concerned, she has indeed Xiaolin Qingmo and Pei Zhen for several years, but in her eyes, love has no hot country or boundaries. When she was with Lin Qingmo, Lin Qingmo thought that age and gender were the only things that mattered to them. There was an insurmountable gap between them, but in the end they came together. Xia Wei'an firmly believed that if she and Lin Qingmo could overcome such a big hurdle before, they would definitely be able to stay together forever.

"I really don't know what kind of music young people like now. Could it be that they really can't keep up with the pace of the times?" Pei Zhen also smiled and teased Xia Wei'an, and smiled at Lin Qingmo.

No one can intervene in the tacit understanding and bond between the two, not even Xia Weian who is a lover.

This is the fleeting time between them, Xia Wei'an just smiled, didn't speak, and kept following Lin Xiaoshang's movements.

"But we are really old, so we will always think of things when we were young." Lin Qingmo changed his voice and let out a slight sigh. Pei Zhen glanced at the silent Xia Wei'an from the rearview mirror, Turning the topic around, he jokingly said: "Wei'an must have some objections to your words in his heart, look, he has silenced others."

When Lin Qingmo heard Pei Zhen's words, she turned her head to look at Xia Wei'an, Xia Wei'an smiled, and said in a soft voice: "Sister Pei likes to make fun of me, I don't do my best to be a good mommy, Sleeping with the baby."

Lin Qingmo glanced at Lin Xiaosou, saw that she was sleeping soundly, and said, "That's hard work for you little mummy." Turning his head after speaking, he glanced at Pei Zhen again.

It seemed that Pei Zhen hadn't changed a little over the years, but it seemed that she had changed a lot.

The meeting in Chengdu that she hadn't seen for many years surprised her, but Pei Zhen had a calm expression on her face. She always felt that Pei Zhen had seen her through, but she couldn't see her heart clearly.

She is always like this, as if she has gone through thousands of sails, washed away all her charms, and looks down on all aspects of life.

It seemed very far away, but the car arrived at Pudong Airport very quickly. Pei Zhen watched Lin Qingmo walk into the waiting room with his own eyes, and only looked away when he disappeared around the corner.

On the day of going abroad, in order to release her restless heart, she walked out of her sight and left her world.But no matter how the turntable of the years turned, she never disappeared from the bottom of her heart, from beginning to end, without beginning or end.

Pei Zhen guarded this memory like yesterday until the next life.One day you suddenly remembered that you are welcome to come by appointment, you know, I must be there.

Sitting in a somewhat vacant office, Pei Zhen leaned on the back of the chair and drank Muzha Tieguanyin. The tea was fragrant. Even if she was working, her hobby of drinking tea would not change, not to mention that she knew that she also had the same hobby.

"Mr. Pei, your package." Ling Ling knocked on the door and came in. Pei Zhen looked up and said, "Can you unpack it for me to see if it's damaged?"

"Okay." Ling Ling opened the package according to Pei Zhen's instructions, and was surprised to find that it was a Siemens hearing aid, and it was a concealed style.

For some reason, Ling Ling thought of Ling Xia the first time she reacted, did Pei Zhen buy this for Ling Xia?If this is the case, doesn't it mean that something happened to Ling Xia?Ling Ling was a little flustered, but pretended to be calm on the surface, handed the hearing aid to Pei Zhen, and asked with a smile, "Boss Pei is buying for a friend, right?"

Pei Zhen kept paying attention to Ling Ling's expression, pretending not to know, and said, "Well, I gave it to a friend." After seeing that there was no problem, he said to Ling Ling, "Go and get the information about the media resources contacted by Manager Xia." Make a copy and send it to me."

"Okay, Mr. Pei." Ling Ling walked out of the office after speaking, and couldn't help but glance at the hearing aid on Pei Zhen's desk before leaving.

Ling Ling knew that Pei Zhen and Ling Xia knew each other, so it was hard not to think that this hearing aid had nothing to do with Ling Xia, so she picked up the phone worriedly, and sent Ling Xia a text message.

Although she knew that Ling Xia might already have a hearing aid fitted, she still thought of this one that came a bit late as her spare, put the hearing aid in the drawer, saw the painting Ling Xia made for herself in the table, picked it up and admired it.

I don't know what's wrong with her, maybe she's been busy recently, and I haven't seen her go to the store for a while, Pei Zhen is a little worried.

Ever since Ling Ling got married, Ling Xia had moved, to such a dilapidated attic, Ling Ling wanted to help Ling Xia find a more comfortable place many times, but she refused.Ling Ling originally only wanted to use Du Yuhang to better protect Ling Xia and help Ling Xia after she got married, but she didn't expect that Ling Xia would get far away from her because of this.

What she wants is to protect her for the rest of her life until she meets the one who belongs to her.

Ling Ling knows Ling Xia very well, even if something happens, she won't tell herself, so she always replies to text messages: I'm fine recently, I'm fine, don't worry.

With Ling Xia like this, Ling Ling couldn't rest assured.

Ling Xia couldn't allow herself to accept other people's help to live. Ever since she was sponsored at the age of ten, she knew that she would become a burden to others' lives, so she lived up to the sponsor's kindness and allowed herself to grow up healthily and happily. .

From the moment she put on the hearing aid and could listen to the world, Ling Xia studied hard. She had no financial resources to go to university and took the self-examination. Submissions, magazines, weekly magazines, novels, youth magazines, story clubs, and even online novels, Ling Xia has been writing articles to earn that meager income.

She is afraid of being in contact with people, she doesn't know how to communicate with people, so her world is very simple, she only had verbal communication with the director, the staff of the orphanage, and Ling Ling.

I left the orphanage at the age of 18, and started to have a meager income at the age of 18. At the age of 18, I lived in a 10-square-meter garage and wrote articles every day. At the age of 18, Ling Ling went to a key university. At the age of 18, Ling Ling traveled abroad with her parents. At the age of 18, Ling Ling was rejected for giving her money. At the age of 18, she started to live independently.

Gradually, writing more articles and reading more books, Ling Xia's pockets gradually became fuller, and he even started to become a little famous. At the invitation of the editor in charge of the network, he opened a Weibo, and started exchanging fans with readers.

It's just that Ling Xia didn't sign a contract with any books, periodicals or websites. She felt that the contract was a terrible and comfortable cage. She would rather not need any stable guarantees and wander around as a part-time job.

"We are all the pride of heaven

Can't see the world, can listen to nature

I can't hear nature, but I can smell the fragrance of flowers

I can't smell the fragrance of flowers, but I can embrace the warmth

Now, what I can feel is not only warmth, but also much more.”

After updating Weibo, Ling Xia closed the computer.She took out the paper and began to write articles. She always writes manuscripts habitually, and then sends them to books, magazines, and even online articles. She will write them in manuscript first, revise them, and then input them into the computer.

"Xia Xia." Ling Xia suddenly heard a shout, she thought she heard it wrong, but then heard two more, she ran to the balcony, and she found Ling Ling standing downstairs waving to herself.

Ling Xia was glad that she didn't take off her hearing aid, otherwise Ling Ling would not be able to hear her screaming loudly like this, she ran downstairs and opened the door, Ling Ling was carrying fruit and many daily necessities in her hand, and said: "Xia Xia ,long time no see."

"Lingling, why are you here?" Ling Xia smiled and helped Ling Ling take the things in his hands.

Every time I go to her residence, I feel extremely sour, Ling Ling has to work hard to force a smile, so that she doesn't feel any strangeness because she loves Ling Xia.

"I can't see you, so I'm very worried." Ling Xia said, taking out the snacks, daily necessities, picture books, and brushes he bought, and tidying them up for Ling Xia.

"Didn't I say it, don't buy so many things every time I come here, I don't lack anything, and I will buy it myself." Ling Xia and Ling Ling sorted it out together, although she knew that Ling Ling was doing it for She is good to herself, but she vowed early in the morning not to be a burden to anyone, to be self-reliant in life, so she has been trying her best to reject Ling Ling's good.

"You don't have to accept other people's favors, but you can't refuse mine." Ling Ling's expression suddenly became serious, Ling Xia looked at Ling Ling, patted Ling Ling's shoulder lightly, and said: "Okay, okay ,I know."

Ling Ling was always reluctant to let Ling Xia live like this alone, but felt very helpless, Ling Xia didn't accept what she could do, and she could only guard her like a good sister, not daring to go overboard.

In fact, how much does she want to face this kind of life with her?

If possible, she would rather be adopted by Ling Xia.

The author has something to say: It’s on the list, but the collection is still not good enough, I’m laughing and crying~~~