Fengqi Afang

The author has something to say: ⊙﹏⊙b Khan, I originally planned to write only three chapters for the former Qin chapter, but I found that I was too talkative, so I just added another chapter.

This chapter is relatively short, basically it is the ending of Fu Jian, a confession.

In fact, this chapter was originally intended to be written in detail, but later it was planned to be written in the Qianyan chapter.

Ugh, I can talk to myself too much.

I have to say that Murong Chong is a talent, he forced me so hard that I had to admit that I fell in love with him.

Even I don't know why I fell in love with a man, oh no, it's a boy, but the fact is there, and I can't escape it.

"Fu Jian...Fu Jian..." Although Murong Chong always calls me by first and last name, I still think it sounds very nice, yes, as long as he said it, I would I will believe it, as long as it is what he said, no matter how cynical or contradictory the words are, I will gladly accept them.

"Fu Jian, you are really hopeless." I always think this way.

Oh, but, I am happy to be intoxicated, and I am willing to fall.

He has always cared about the queen and concubine in my palace, but I really can't divorce those two for him. I told him that those two represent a force, I can't, Nor will they be sent home.

He was depressed, and likewise, I was depressed too.

I always feel that I am not generally good to him, but no matter how good I am, it can't match his distrust of me.

It is said in the script that as long as two people have feelings, there is nothing that can make life difficult.

In fact, in fact, not only affection is needed, trust is also very important, but none of us knew it at the time.

Remember it was August when the sweet osmanthus was fragrant. It was a beautiful day. Just after the Mid-Autumn Festival, the world was still immersed in rich happiness.

But on this day, I got a news like a bolt from the blue.

My concubine Zhang is pregnant.

I haven't touched her.

In fact, I'm not sad because I feel that I, the emperor, was given a cuckold by her.

After all, she and I are just a couple in name, and we have no feelings at all.

I'm just, sad for my Phoenix Emperor.

It is said that if a woman is jealous, it will make people feel that the world is falling apart, but I didn't expect that the same is true when a man is jealous. After I found out that Mrs. Zhang was pregnant, I have not seen him for a full week.

In fact, I told him clearly that I never touched that concubine, but he obviously didn't believe me.

"If you were drunk and touched them, would you know? Just like you were drunk and touched me, you wouldn't even know!"

I thought he was too unreasonable, and I felt sad and sad, so I ignored him and went back to my bedroom alone.

That is the source of all tragedies.Even when I saw him again a few years later, I thought, if I had told him well and coaxed him that day, maybe everything would have been different.

But the reality is the reality, and the reality will never be as beautiful as imagined.

That day, as soon as I lay down on the couch, Yu Gui came and told me that Wang Meng asked to see me.

The moment I first heard the name, I went crazy.

Without any suspense, Wang Meng's words were serious and undeniable, he clearly hoped that I could send Murong Chong away.

This is what I expected, although Murong hurt me, but he has been deeply buried in my heart, so I told him, it is absolutely impossible.

He said that no matter how much Murong Chong hated the royal family of Yan Kingdom in his heart, he had the same blood as theirs, and this fact could never be changed.

I still don't listen.

In the end, he said, if I force Murong Chong to stay in the palace, he will resign.

I hesitated.

My wish since childhood was to stabilize the world and rule the country, and Wang Meng is my indispensable arm. I have to say that I cannot do without him.

Wang Meng sighed, and he said, if I really like that little Murong, let's wait until the world is stable, and then he will never oppose me again.

I finally sent Murong Chong away one day in April.

It was misty and rainy that day, he looked at me quietly, with dead despair in his eyes, and said slowly: "Fu Jian, you'd better pray that you never see me again, the moment you see me again, I will definitely let you Dead without a whole body."

"Okay." I looked at his pair of beautiful peach blossom eyes with deep sparkle, and suddenly remembered the scene when I saw him for the first time in Yecheng.

Everything seems like a world away.

There was nothing in the eyes that used to be full of love, so sad. At that moment, I almost grabbed him, but Wang Meng's cough brought me back to reality, and I gave up.

I can no longer tell what is right and what is wrong.

So, ten years later, when I stood on the city of Chang'an, and saw Murong Chong, dressed in a plain brocade robe, with an outstanding demeanor, coming with his army, I suddenly wanted to laugh out loud, laughing at myself for being too stupid, laughing at myself Illusion and reality are always indistinguishable.

Feng Huang, you have finally grown up.

But I have been stuck in the time when we fell in love, and I will never be able to extricate myself.

So much so that in the end, I was forced by my former subordinates, and at the moment when I was on the verge of death, I didn't even want to understand how I sent Murong Chong away back then.

is true.

Still wrong?

However, I can no longer figure it out.