Glass Butterfly

Qin Xiaoran likes summer the most.

Because Jiang Jilan doesn't catch a cold or have allergies in summer, she can even go for a short jog around Central Park after the sun goes down.

He originally thought that he would be alienated by Jiang Jilan if he did such a despicable thing, after all, he was an extremely kind person, but the night after Ruan Youqing left, Jiang Jilan just sat in front of the bay window and sighed wearily, but didn't say anything embarrassing.He asked helplessly: "Xiaoran, for me to become such a person, can you accept it?"

Qin Xiaoran was speechless, Jiang Jilan's words even took most of the responsibility away.

Why, why did such a person end up like this?He couldn't figure it out.

He approached the bay window and sat on the floor next to Jiang Jilan: "Brother Jilan, if you are angry, you can scold me...you can hit me...don't be bored."

"...Didn't you already do it for me?" Jiang Jilan glanced at the cheek where his fingerprints had been left.

It was the first time for Qin Xiaoran to do such a bad thing, but he didn't expect that the stamina would be so strong. Until now, Ruan Youqing's expression when he left still hurt him.

In fact, evil people are not easy to do.

He regrets it.But if the time goes back to that time, he is not sure that he can just watch from the sidelines, watching Jiang Jilan's moonlight shatter all over the ground, but he does nothing.

"I heard from Tang Tu that I'm going to plan a new exhibition for Youqing." Jiang Jilan was in good shape today, jogging for 10 minutes before stopping. Qin Xiaoran stared at his blushing face, giving him the illusion that he was actually healthy.

"I think, if the response is good, we can ask them to move the exhibition here. After all, this is the center of modern and contemporary art, and it would be best to get in earlier." The man stretched his arms above his head. , the sportswear was lifted, accidentally revealing the skin around his waist.Like the complexion, floating powder.

Qin Xiaoran took a step forward, and silently pressed his hand down, lest he sweat and get windy.

Then, Ruan Youqing really succeeded.His new exhibition "Fengwu Poetry" not only caused repercussions in China, but also spread across the country to Japan.The value of works of the Jingwei series has soared in the secondary market.

Winter came again, Jiang Jilan and Xia Qiu raised all the erotic meat and lost all their weight, curling up at night.

Originally, when Ruan Youqing and Tang Tu came to New York again, Qin Xiaoran wanted to avoid suspicion and not show up, lest everyone would be unhappy.But Jiang Jilan disagreed: "If you really mind, then apologize to him face to face, otherwise this lump will stay in your heart forever."

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"...What about you?" He asked tentatively.He didn't mind apologizing, it was his fault in the first place.What he cares about is Jiang Jilan, he doesn't understand why this person wants to stimulate him and make trouble for him.

"What's wrong with me?" The other party looked at the snow falling outside the window indifferently, as if he didn't understand his question.

It has been eight months since the last unpleasant parting with Ruan Youqing.

He wasn't sure what it would be like to meet again, after all, he had become more and more unpredictable recently about Jiang Jilan.

This person was only a little lost in the first few days of separation, and after that, he hardly had the decadence and melancholy that a broken-hearted person should have, but Qin Xiaoran still couldn't let go.Maybe it's because I'm not used to it, I'm not used to Jiang Jilan talking about Ruan Youqing again, instead of rambling about the past, but lightly talking about some daily life, such as Ruan Youqing losing his phone in Milan, Tang Tu's reply to his email, and this time new exhibition.

More than once, he fantasized about the possibility of Jiang Jilan giving up completely, but he also felt that the three words Ruan Youqing had imprinted too deeply on his life, so he gave up such self-deceiving thoughts.

Time never waits for anyone, Jiang Jilan picked them up from the airport in a blink of an eye.

Seeing that Ruan Youqing and Tang Tu were more affectionate than before, Qin Xiaoran became impatient uncontrollably.He stared at Jiang Jilan's every move, afraid to see that person forcing himself, so that he was nervous and awkward all night, like a hedgehog, who would stab someone if he didn't pay attention, let alone apologize.

It's just that he didn't expect that Ruan Youqing would open his mouth to fight back, and he hit his lifeline with his mouth. The person who couldn't say a word directly said to Jiang Jilan as if he was complaining: "He's jealous of me."

He didn't know if this was Ruan Youqing's revenge for the past.

He likes Jiang Jilan, and has always liked it.

Not only God knows, but people all over the world know, including the two parties.

But he never said it honestly.He knew that there was someone in Jiang Jilan's heart. He knew it a long time ago. It was Jiang Jilan's first love that he never forgot.

He wasn't so arrogant that he wanted to be compared to him, he just wanted to be with the person in front of him, so that he wouldn't always be alone when he was in pain and despair.When he wakes up in front of the hospital bed, there are not only the careful but polite faces of nurses and nanny who take money to do things, that's all.

So he never said that he liked it, so Jiang Jilan couldn't refuse him.

That way, they can delude themselves into getting what they need from each other.

After seeing off Tang Tu and Ruan Youqing, Jiang Jilan came to the kitchen.

"Don't touch it! I'll clean it up, don't hurt yourself." Qin Xiaoran saw him squatting in the pile of broken porcelain, and hurriedly picked him up and dragged him away.

"So you can talk well." Jiang Jilan let him half-support her, sat on the sofa and tilted her head playfully, "It's been a night."

Qin Xiaoran's face became hot from his stare, and she got up to leave, but was grabbed by the elbow by that thin hand.

"Xiaoran, don't do this. Have you seen the rings on their hands?" Jiang Jilan smiled at him, "It's been so long, they are very happy, and I don't know who you are being awkward with. And say After all, you still owe Youqing a face-to-face apology. They don't care about you, but it doesn't mean you didn't do anything wrong."

"I know. One size fits all. I will apologize." Qin Xiaoran clenched her fingers tightly, this person's heart is for Ruan Youqing, "But, I just can't accept that they insist on showing affection in front of you."

"What do you mean, they just get along with each other normally, why are they showing affection. Besides, I don't mind..."

"Do you really not mind? Do you have no regrets or regrets at all?" He turned his head and interrupted Jiang Jilan. He couldn't understand the calmness in those eyes at this moment. Was it pretending to be relieved or giving up completely?

"Why are you still asking this kind of question? People can't pretend to be confused all their lives. If you mind, I won't self-torture to such a degree. If I have to invite people to come to me, I will make myself unhappy." Jiang Jilan looked at him calmly , "And, what position are you standing in to ask me this sentence?"

The last question simply embarrassed him. Shouldn't they maintain a tacit understanding?

Qin Xiaoran smiled bitterly, turned around and went to the kitchen to clean up the mess.Yes, why did he ask such a question.For a long time, Jiang Jilan acquiesced that his mother-in-law's control was nothing more than the good relationship between his father and his generation, and because of his companionship over the years without credit or hard work.

He cleaned up the broken porcelain pieces in the kitchen, turned on the vacuum cleaner to the maximum gear, and vacuumed every corner carefully, making sure that no debris would hurt Jiang Jilan who always walked around the house without shoes.

During this not too long process, the man leaned on the sofa and watched quietly until he sorted everything out.

"Go to bed early." He didn't know that he really had no reason to treat Ruan Youqing with red eyebrows and green eyes, "I will find a chance to apologize to Ruan Youqing tomorrow."

"Hmm. What else." Jiang Jilan asked.

"I'll be nice to him.... I'll be careful not to make them angry."

"There's more." Jiang Jilan was a little bit reluctant.Qin Xiaoran felt depressed for a while, but when she raised her head to face him, she really couldn't express her temper.

"Anything else?" He asked patiently.

"Xiaoran, do you have anything to say to me?" Jiang Jilan asked him slowly.

Do you have something to say to me.This problem seems familiar.

Half a year ago, Jiang Jilan insisted on drinking to celebrate her 30th birthday.

At that time, Qin Xiaoran was pinching her mobile phone in fear, ready to call the attending doctor at any time.

Sitting on the bay window, Jiang Jilan watched the summer night scene of Central Park. She couldn't tell whether she was sad or sad. Qin Xiaoran stared at his face and listened to his breathing, not letting go of any clues. He had to find Jiang Jilan as soon as possible. discomfort.

"Does it look good?" Jiang Jilan asked him.

"Huh?" He was so nervous that his scalp was numb, and he didn't hear the question clearly.

Seeing his nervousness, Jiang Jilan actually smiled, and handed him the half-drinked glass of red wine: "It's only a few sips, it's not too nervous, take it away, I won't drink it."

He hurriedly took the wine glass, washed it and put it back in the wine cabinet before he felt relieved.Although there is a lot of wine at home, they are all prepared for visitors, and Jiang Jilan doesn't drink at all on weekdays.So how sad should he be tonight...

He walked back to Jiang Jilan's bedroom and sat cross-legged on the floor in front of the bay window. He didn't know what the problem was, so naturally he didn't know how to comfort her.Jiang Jilan has too many reasons for him to use alcohol to relieve his worries, such as physical reasons that make him live like a prison, and he has never tried any of the delicious food and beautiful distant places that are popular among young people on social software.For example, he can't share the business earned by watching his parents work hard. In all interviews with entrepreneurs, he is the unfortunate burden of his family.For example... For example, Tang Tu's email reply he received a while ago, the content is not difficult to guess.Tang Tu is a mature man who is considerate and considerate. Of course, he did not offend Jiang Jilan for this little trick that could not be put on the table. On the contrary, he even apologized to Jiang Jilan for his gaffe in the email.He reassured Jiang Jilan that he would never disappoint Ruan Youqing's feelings.

"Brother Jilan." He approached courteously, "If you're bored, tell me about... your past."

I don't know if it's because he doesn't drink much, Jiang Jilan's eyes become hazy and soft with just a glass of red wine, like street lights that can't be seen clearly in the distance.That's right, he knew he was in the right direction, and this was the state every time Jiang Jilan talked about Ruan Youqing to him.

"You haven't heard enough." Jiang Jilan sat on the bay window and looked down at him, "Come and go, it's actually those things. I'm tired of talking about it."

That was the first time Qin Xiaoran heard him use the word greasy to describe the past.In the past, the beginning was similar to: Have you ever eaten eight-treasure candy?Have you ever seen an old-fashioned glass marble?Do you know the kind of box hearing aid that costs a few hundred dollars?Have you ever seen a student who can't hear the teacher clearly and still get [-] points in the test?Have you ever seen a child who doesn't complain when their parents aren't around?

So what happened to Jiang Jilan?

The top of his head sank, and it was actually a hand that parted his bangs, and combed his forehead hair with thin white fingers.Jiang Jilan looked at him, her eyes seemed to be clearer.

Qin Xiaoran froze in place, not even daring to breathe too hard.He always felt that at some point, Jiang Jilan was clearly looking at him, but she was looking at Ruan Youqing through him.He was ashamed and heartbroken for his humbleness, but he was still willing to be a substitute for that second.

"I always feel like I'm going to die at any moment." Jiang Jilan withdrew his hand, which made his heart beat faster.

"But recently, I wondered if I should try to move on, otherwise my life would be in vain." Jiang Jilan said, "After all, it's not good to be left alone."

What's the meaning.What the hell is he talking about?Qin Xiaoran even felt that he was too strong to drink, and started talking drunk.

Jiang Jilan leaned down, held his face carefully, examined it for a long time as if she had never seen it seriously, and then asked him, "Qin Xiaoran, do you have anything to say to me?"

His mind went blank, what to say?What does this person in front of you want to hear?

In their relationship, he has always played the role of the listener, and he has no ability to lead when things come to an end.

"Forget it." Jiang Jilan waited for a long time, and when she saw that he really couldn't say anything, she gave up, and only used her warm fingertips to rub the space between his brows that were tightened due to excessive tension, "Just think I'm drunk."

That inexplicable night ended abruptly like that.Qin Xiaoran couldn't give any other explanation except that Jiang Jilan was not used to the stimulation of alcohol and got drunk after just a few sips.

"Qin Xiaoran." Jiang Jilan interrupted his memory and asked him again, "Do you have anything to say to me?"

He shook his head: "Nothing."

"Then what do you do, you always have the same attitude towards Youqing." The other party smiled with inquiry.

"...You!" He clearly knew that it was necessary to embarrass himself like this, "What on earth do you want?"

"I should ask you this. Xiao Ran, what exactly do you want? If you don't speak up, then this torture will never end."

It's over...is it finally over?For the past six months, he has vaguely felt this way.

Maybe Jiang Jilan is starting to get bored with him, always telling him inadvertently, Xiaoran, you don't need to do this, Xiaoran, you don't have to do this, Xiaoran, take care of yourself more.

These words have been used in the past, but not so frequently.

He didn't know that he used Jiang Jilan's fear of being alone to stay by his side for so many years.

Since the age of 16, he has carefully managed his relationship with this person, keeping a distance that the other person is used to but not offensive.He thought he could stay like this forever and stay by Jiang Jilan's side.

"I don't think it's torture..." He tried to fight one last time.He didn't mind at all that the other party would think of his "brother" Ruan Youqing when he looked at him.

"But I think." Jiang Jilan withdrew her smile, "I feel tortured. Especially what happened before. I don't think we can go on like this. You have your own studies, your family has a career, and you are only 23 years old. You don't socialize Don't go out for entertainment, let the young master do nothing but come to be a nanny for someone like me... Isn't this torturing me?"

……Right.

Jiang Jilan's temper is straightforward.He said it today, and it must be resolved.

"I understand." Qin Xiaoran nodded, turned around and left.

Seven years ago, he met Jiang Jilan for the first time in Central Park. His brother Qin Xiaoen called him over and introduced him: "Xiaoran, this is my friend who lives in the same building as my family."

"Hi, Xiaoran, I'm Jiang Jilan."

"Hello, brother." He greeted politely, looking at this beautiful brother who was too slender and pale.

But the other party was stunned when he heard his polite greeting, and stared at him for a long time without responding.

"Ji Lan? Are you uncomfortable?"

"Ah? No, no..." Jiang Jilan came back to her senses: "Xiao En, your brother is not like you, he is more handsome than you." He compared Qin Xiaoran's height with some taste and said, "You are only 16 years old and you are taller than me So much taller."

"Well, he liked swimming when he was young, and he was fast." Qin Xiaoen looked at the time, "Ji Lan, I'm going to be an intern in a law firm from next week, so I may not have time to accompany you. But this kid has a lot of free time, you Call him if you're bored."

"Don't bother, you are busy with your work." Jiang Jilan was a little embarrassed.

"No, I'm afraid he'll go out and fool around with those dudes. Forget about the prodigal, those kids have no bottom line to play with the money they have at home. At least they won't cause trouble in front of you."

"How can it be so exaggerated..."

They strolled slowly along the lush tree-lined road all the way. When talking about the internship work, Jiang Jilan was full of envy for Qin Xiaoen, and became disappointed when she looked down at her feet.

When parting, he exchanged contact information with Jiang Jilan, but for a long time, the other party would not take the initiative to find him.

Only later did Qin Xiaoran find out that Jiang Jilan was the same age as her brother, but she only finished her sophomore year in the year when her brother had to finish his graduate studies.He is physically weak and always left far behind by his peers.He is regarded as a burden by many people, but he never complains, just wants to be closer to the crowd.

So Qin Xiaoran began to frequently disturb this person whose life was almost static, and even tried to take him to a court on the street to watch him play basketball.Every time Qin Xiaoran received the towel and water from Jiang Jilan's hand, seeing the warm and delicate smile on his face, Qin Xiaoran would always feel a sense of accomplishment.But this kind of smile is not very vivid, like an elder's love and care for a younger generation.

"Xiaoran, those girls are all looking at you." Jiang Jilan twitched her chin to the chattering audience not far away, "Go over and say hello."

Qin Xiaoran was not interested in those little kids in short shorts and long colorful hair.Although he was probably still a kid himself.

So he took Jiang Jilan to the aquarium and movie theater, stole his brother's yacht, and dragged him out to sea to fish.

Jiang Jilan vomited dizzily on the side of the undulating ship, and finally lost his temper with him on the boat. He said, Qin Xiaoran, you are sick, you go to play with your classmates and friends, and don't always bother me.

Qin Xiaoran heaved a sigh of relief, and finally saw the ripples in this man's deep eyes, so he happily teased him in the salty sea water, and then saw him angrily kneeling by the side of the boat and doing the same to him in return, the two of them were soon soaked.After returning home, Jiang Jilan fell ill. It took more than half a month for her cold, which is not considered serious by ordinary people, to get better, and she almost developed pneumonia.He blamed himself, but was comforted by the other party instead.

Jiang Jilan lay on the hospital bed and patted his head: "Go back to sleep, I'm fine. Just come and see me tomorrow." Since then, Jiang Jilan's attitude towards him has changed from blindly caring and polite to playing with his temper from time to time Losing his temper completely put down his big brother's airs.When the flu was high in winter, Jiang Jilan sat in front of the bay window day after day, so he bought a lot of soft cushions and piled them up on the window sill. Not surprisingly, he was considered ugly by that person, but he didn't throw them away, so he brought him together Sit on the bay window and watch the occasional snow in New York.

They lived like this for many years, and after he personally participated in Jiang Jilan's boring and strict life, he gradually realized that this curiosity and concern were slowly deteriorating and becoming out of control.He once suspected that this kind of heartache was sympathy, but one after another, the beautiful spring dreams woke him up, which was really absurd.

The bunch of bellflowers delivered last week on the bay window were almost withered, and the petals with pink edges and white background were curled up around the vase in a thin layer, and they had begun to dry and turn yellow.So he gathered them together as usual, disposed of them together with the broken branches in the glass bottle, and replaced them with fresh flowers that were delivered in the morning.Jiang Jilan likes Platycodon grandiflorum very much, likes the five pointed thin petals that form the shape of a star, and maybe also likes the flower language: hopeless love.

So he himself became very fond of Kikyo.He felt that he was as pitiful as Jiang Jilan in the face of unrequited love.But at least his love is right in front of him, visible and tangible.

"Wait a minute! What do you understand?" Jiang Jilan jumped up from the sofa and took two steps towards him.

Qin Xiaoran would never be able to ignore him, so he turned around helplessly, "I won't bother you from now on." He didn't know how long he could hold on, but he had to try his best. Since Jiang Jilan already felt that this was torture, how could he I have the heart to torture him.

He didn't dare to look directly at the other person's face, fearing that he would be reluctant to part with it, and also afraid that it would be too ugly to leave.He let his gaze look over Jiang Jilan's shoulder to see the white platycodon blooming quietly against the moonlight on the window sill, like a handful of stars falling there in the night.

Jiang Jilan frowned, her eyes were moist and disappointed, she cast her eyes on the ground: "Well... that's okay..."

Qin Xiaoran was unwilling and reconciled, but he was powerless. In fact, he really wanted to ask if you would like to try to love me.

"Jiang Jilan." He tried to call out the person's full name for the first time, and he couldn't see the other person's expression, "Brother Jilan, if one day I can stop loving you, I will come back to you, okay?"

The person on the opposite side suddenly raised his head, as if he was startled by the word "love".

"You... why are you so stupid." Jiang Jilan rubbed her forehead.

"Maybe." These seven years seemed to pass in the blink of an eye. Qin Xiaoran felt in a trance that he should give an explanation to his youth between the ages of 16 and 23, so he mustered up the courage to walk up to Jiang Jilan and sincerely said, "I might be too young to be with you." Young, not worthy of the word love. Jiang Jilan, I like you. It has nothing to do with sympathy." In the past, he was unwilling to say it, dared not say it, and now he has nothing to dare to say, "You should know."

Jiang Jilan lowered her head.

"I threw away the cigarettes under the coffee table for you a few days ago. Don't buy new ones in the future. Auntie is very embarrassing. If she is found out, she will be fired. It is not easy for people to find a job, and don't drink alcohol. ...Ruan Youqing is here, so don't get too complacent, don't overdraw your energy like last time, and it's not like you won't see her again. Let others take care of the museum's affairs, and don't do the curation alone. People don’t need it for nothing.” He quickly unfolded everything about Jiang Jilan in his mind, “It’s cold recently, don’t go out, if you must go out, remember to wear a mask or scarf, don’t go to crowded places during flu season, don’t catch a cold, be alone You can’t take a bath when you’re in bed, and the shower water shouldn’t be too hot. Be sure to turn on the heartbeat monitor when you’re exercising. If you feel uncomfortable, go to the doctor. Don’t hold back and don’t be afraid of trouble... If you really have a problem, just call me... If you really don’t want to call me, just call the doctor.”

"How old are you? You're such a mother-in-law." Between Jiang Jilan and his feet, a partial shower suddenly fell on the ground the size of an A4 sheet of paper, with water stains everywhere.Qin Xiaoran raised his hand suspiciously and touched his face, making sure that he did not shed tears.

"Brother Jilan?" He didn't know why the other party was crying.

"I'm going to die at any moment." Jiang Jilan sobbed, and raised her head, "Although I was very careful and worked hard, it didn't help. I was doomed to live a short time from birth. You know it well."

Of course he knew it well. He had consulted all the literature on heart transplantation many years ago, and he even knew the names of those patients and their attending doctors who had lived for 20 years all over the world.

"Brother, don't think so. Look at how many healthy people in this world can't die. Life is always unknown. Their life, mine, looks healthy and strong, but it's all about you A car accident, a trauma, a robbery, a sudden illness, or even a trivial allergy can end a person's life at any time. So you, it's no different." He retracted his hands into his sleeves and used The moisture-wicking cloth wiped Jiang Jilan's weeping face.

"Then why do you want to love me, and why do you want to leave?" Jiang Jilan pushed his arm away, buried her face in his chest and rubbed it, it was wet.

"Because, because... you..." He suddenly couldn't understand the situation in front of him, and he didn't dare to move, feeling Jiang Jilan's two arms encircling his waist.

"Pfft... Your heart is beating too exaggeratedly." Jiang Jilan left his chest and looked up, pressing his chest with one hand, smiling with tears, "The young man's heart is indeed very strong."

Qin Xiaoran really couldn't control her trembling panting, it was as rapid and deep as a person who had been held in the water for a long time and finally reached the surface of the water to breathe oxygen.He couldn't hear what Jiang Jilan was saying clearly, he could only hear the frantic heartbeat between his ribs and buzzing tinnitus, and his eyes went black one after another.

Forced him to close his eyes.

A warm and soft lips just pressed against him, touched the corner of his lips and then left, asking him in a low voice: "Do you love me because you take pity on me?"

Qin Xiaoran opened his eyes suddenly, the haze in his heart suddenly dispersed layer by layer, and his chest was warmed and brightened by the light.Is that so?

He loves Jiang Jilan never because of pity.

Love is love.

So he doesn't need to ask too much at this moment, is it because you can't get Ruan Youqing that you are willing to love me, and you are the next best thing.

His kisses were a little clumsy, because of his impatience and excitement, he always accidentally knocked on the other's lips.He greedily hugged his skinny and pitiful body, caressed the distinct sections of the spine, kneaded the slender waist with no muscles, wanted to use force but did not dare to use heavy hands.

"Jiang Jilan, you are willing to love me, aren't you?" He carefully pressed the person on the soft pillow, and gently pressed one hand in front of the other's costal cartilage, feeling the fragile heart beating faster little by little, but And dare not let it get out of control.

"...Mmm...Xiaoran...huh..." Jiang Jilan whimpered like a newborn cat, about to stop breathing at any moment, but the name he yelled was very clear.

Qin Xiaoran kissed his sweaty forehead, followed his heartbeat evenly and slowly, and hugged him tightly when his whole body was trembling.

Before falling asleep, Jiang Jilan didn't know whether she was dreaming or waking up, she was so tired that she couldn't open her eyes.He said Qin Xiaoran, a long time ago, when I closed my eyes, I would often see Ruan Youqing.But I always ignore it on purpose, no matter when I open my eyes, the person in front of me is you.

After a long time, he realized that the flower language of Kikyo is not only hopeless love, but also eternal love.

Jiang Jilan nestled in his arms in the winery belonging to the two of them and watched the sunset on the vineyard with him. He said that everything around him was always scrambling away, and he didn't even have the strength to chase.

But there is always one person who will remain in his life.

Jiang Jilan said: "Thank you Xiaoran, thank you for giving me a chance to love in this life."

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This is written together with the main text, and many things have been mentioned in one stroke, because this is a relationship that spans seven years, and it is too long to write in detail.

After thinking about it, I still let it go, even though many people don't like Qin Xiaoran.

Some people twist and fall for love.But because of the kindness and tolerance of Xiaojiang, Youqing and Tang, Xiaoran didn't make it to that point.

What he first showed in front of everyone was the dark side of human nature, which was outrageous.Looking back on the past, he would probably scold himself too.But in the face of the situation at that time, it was difficult to control himself. As a watchman, he wanted to fight for something for Jiang Jilan, and those bad things were his helpless way out of despair.

It's not to defend him, but I just want to use this episode to explain the ins and outs of this relationship.

It's normal to hate him, human nature is not all good.But for Xiao Jiang's sake, don't scold too badly~

In addition, of course there are special episodes of the main CP of Gummy!Let me take two days off to think about what to write...