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Xu Jian and Jian Wanshu, one gentleman and gentle, the other gentle and quiet, they are model couples in the circle, and they attracted much attention when they got married.

But in fact, Xu Jian chose to marry Jian Wanshu purely out of commercial considerations, he didn't love Jian Wanshu at all, it was all a play on the spot.

The first time Xu Jian was caught cheating was during Jian Wanshu's pregnancy with his school girl in college.

After being discovered, Xu Jian regretted all kinds of things, but Jian Wanshu finally chose to endure for the sake of her child.

Jian Wanshu herself was not in good health, and her mood fluctuated violently during her pregnancy because of Xu Jian's incident. Although she successfully gave birth to Jian Huai, the root cause of her illness was also caused by this.

At that time, Jian Huai's surname was not Jian, but Xu Jian's surname was Xu.

Jian Huai remembers things very early.

Most people don't guard against children, so he heard a lot from other people.

For example, Xu Jian's first cheating.

At that time, Jian Huai didn't know what cheating was, but she just heard from everyone that when her mother was pregnant with her, Xu Jian was intimate with other women, that's why her mother was so weak.

It turns out that with a mother, being intimate with other women is cheating, and this will affect the mother's body.

Xiao Jianhuai seemed to understand, and seriously refused the nanny's feeding, saying that she wanted to eat by herself.

Mom is already very weak, and she can't become weaker because of her "derailment".

After getting used to eating and dressing by himself, and successfully living independently away from his aunt, Jian Huai felt dissatisfied with the biological father whom he had hardly met.

Why can't Dad do such a simple thing?

In Jian Huai's memory, her mother took various medicines every day.

He used to hate those guys in white clothes, because as long as they appear, it means that his mother will take more medicine, and she will have to drink water and give injections, which will be uncomfortable for a long time.

Later, Jian Huai knew that these people were called doctors, and they treated her mother.

I also want to be a doctor in the future.

Jian Huai wrote so in his school composition.

Xu Jian's second cheating was exposed because Jian Wanshu's condition suddenly worsened and she was admitted to the ICU, requiring the signature of her family members.

And Xu Jian was on the bed with someone at that time, and was caught straight.

gross.

At this time, Jian Huai already knew what cheating was, and he felt uncomfortable and wanted to vomit.

Jian Wanshu was rescued, but she was also weaker and had to be hospitalized.

"Huai Huai, if Mom wants to separate from Dad, do you want to be with Dad or Mom?" Jian Wan lay on the hospital bed with a pale face, staring at Jian Huai quietly.

This is not the first time Jian Wanshu has asked this question.

Jian Huai remembered that a long time ago, Jian Wanshu asked herself.

At that time, Jian Huai didn't understand anything, but when she heard that her parents were separated, she was so scared that she cried when she thought that she would be a child without her father or mother.

He choked up and asked, did he do something wrong?

He said that he would be very good, and he would take the first place in the next exam, that he would become very good, and begged his mother not to abandon him, and then tried his best to hold back the tears, making his little face flush, but the tears were not obedient.

Jian Huai responded with a hug.

"Don't cry, it's mom's fault, mom won't say anything." Jian Wanshu said.

Afterwards, Jian Wanshu never mentioned related topics again, but Jian Huai would occasionally think of it. He remembered that his mother's embrace was very warm, her voice was very gentle, and her tears were very hot.

Now, hearing this question again, Jian Huai is very calm.

"I'm with you," he heard himself say.

Then, seeing Jian Wanshu heaved a sigh of relief, she smiled softly.

Jian Huai held Jian Wanshu's hand and found that the other's hand was full of sweat.

It turned out that the mother was nervous.

On that day, Jian Wanshu was in a good mood and in good spirits, so she chatted with Jian Huai.

"Huai Huai wants to be a doctor in the future?"

"Ah."

"Being a doctor is very tiring. You have to memorize a lot of books, study for many years, and work every day without time to rest. There will be medical troubles, which are very dangerous."

"I want to be a doctor."

"Then mother supports you. You are also very good at being a doctor. Xuanhu Jishi saves the world and saves the sick. It is very great. You will definitely be a great doctor."

Jian Huai nodded seriously.

"Is there anyone you like, baby? I heard that many people in school like you."

"what?"

"Everyone is young and ignorant. It's okay to fall in love. As long as you really like it, your mother will support you."

Jian Huai: "..."

"Mom was too obedient and inexperienced at the beginning, but she was too old to experience it when she grows up. So baby, time waits for no one, you must seize the opportunity." Jian Wanshu held Jian Huai's hand, speaking earnestly.

Jian Huai is serious, "Puppy love is not good."

"It's fine if you don't delay your studies."

"There are only 24 hours in a day, so it definitely affects."

"Is there no one you're interested in?" Jian Wanshu asked unwillingly.

"No."

After failing to gossip, Jian Wanshu leaned back on the pillow, "I saw you always running out, and thought there was something wrong, so I was thinking too much."

Jian Huai was stunned and didn't speak.

Is there really a situation?

Jian Wanshu's eyes lighted up slightly, she quickly restrained herself, helped her forehead, and continued to say: "As expected, the child has grown up and has his own little secret. Mom is also old, and the years are not forgiving, alas..."

"At least put away the smile." Jian Huai suggested.

Jian Wanshu stopped her movements and didn't care, insisting on feeling lost and sick.

"I'm going out for business." Seeing Jian Wanshu listening, Jian Huai continued, "There's a black cat, no, a little leopard is injured, and I'm going to bandage him and change his dressing. This is a doctor's appointment. exercise."

"Are you sure it's a leopard, not a cat?"

Jian Huai hummed, and affirmed: "Cats are not that fierce."

Jian Wanshu nodded, it turned out that children like fierce ones.

There is also an explanation for the medical bandages that disappeared at home for no reason.

She showed a kind smile, "Next time I have time to bring it back to play, mom will cook something delicious for you."

After finishing speaking, seeing Jian Huai pursed her lips and remained silent, she asked, "What's wrong?"

"He ran away."

"what?"

"I haven't seen him for a while." Jian Huai's tone was dull.

Jian Wanshu frowned, but quickly let go, and said softly, "How did you meet?"

"It's in an alley. I'll tell you the time, bring something there, and he'll be there."

Jian Wanshu blinked, "Is there any contact information?"

Jian Huai was silent and shook her head.

"Do you know his name?"

Jian Huai lowered her head and tightened her hands, "...I don't know."

Oh, and probably no other information.Jian Wanshu didn't ask anymore, she had to take care of the child's self-esteem.

"It was my negligence," Jian Huai said sullenly, "I only thought about treating the wound and observing the recovery, and didn't think about anything else."

As a result, halfway through the wound treatment, the patient ran away.

Jian Huai frowned, realizing the importance of communicating with patients.

"Maybe they just have something to do temporarily, and I didn't come to tell you in time? You can go over there and have a look if you have nothing to do in the future." Jian Wanshu suggested.

Jian Huai nodded.

"If you can't see it, forget it. Those who put pigeons are always pigeons... Huh, lose him, forget about him, and then find a cuter little leopard, no, one is not enough, let's raise a group, and piss him off! "Jian Wan Shu'er is in control.

Jian Huai had a complicated expression, "Don't say anything strange, I'm still underage."

"Haha, our baby is so cute."

Jian Wanshu covered her mouth and smiled lightly, showing a little tiredness. "Mom believes your judgment. I'm just worried that you will leave a psychological shadow because of the experience of the older generation, and you will never want to fall in love again."

"Emotions are still very beautiful, don't be disappointed in it just because of individual examples."

Seeing Jian Huai's expression that I don't understand but you make sense, Jian Wanshu couldn't help laughing, "You haven't gotten the hang of it yet. It doesn't matter, when you grow up, you will naturally understand it."

Jian Huai frowned, "You say you can understand it when you grow up, is there a specific age?"

"This varies from person to person. Boys will be later." Jian Wanshu copied the original words of a certain popular science.

"Is there an age range? How old do I have to be to know?" Jian Huai asked for advice.

age range...

Jian Wanshu blinked and showed her signature smile, "I can't be sure about this, you'll know when you feel it."

"What do you feel?"

"You will be moved by him like a deer," Jian Wanshu said, seeing Jian Huai thinking, she asked, "What did you think of?"

"Arrhythmia can cause abnormal blood circulation, which is very dangerous." Jian Huai said.

Jian Wanshu Caton said with a smile: "The heartbeat will be within the normal range, and it will not affect the healthy heartbeat."

Jian Huai nodded.

Seeing that the test was over, Jian Wanshu took a few seconds to brew her feelings, and continued: "Your emotions will be drawn by him, and you will often think of him. You are happy because he is happy, and you are lost because he is lost."

"The symptoms of bipolar affective disorder are also intense emotional ups and downs, intertwined with depression and depression, sometimes excited and sometimes depressed." Jian Huai said.

Then explain to yourself, "I know. What you said is within the normal range. This is just to expand the necessary connections." It is conducive to the formation of a knowledge system.

The corners of Jian Wanshu's eyes twitched, and she kept smiling, "Honey, do you still want to hear it?"

Jian Huai was actually mediocre, but seeing that her mother wanted to talk about it, she nodded.

"In my opinion, love is companionship. It is two people who support each other and move forward together in difficult times. They are tolerant and considerate to each other in life. There are quarrels and differences, but they will eventually get back together and make you closer. Sometimes love is like fire. Fiery, drawing you closer to each other, sometimes gentle like water, moistening things silently, providing you with healing."

Jian Wanshu on the hospital bed had smiles in her eyes, and she spoke at a steady pace, like a stream flowing.

"If you meet a person, there is no burden when getting along with the other person, you feel relaxed and happy, you can speak freely, and all you get is positive feedback, you might as well try to get closer, maybe you will be pleasantly surprised."

She touched Jian Huai's head, bringing out her expectations for the child's happiness, and then saw Jian Huai take out a small notebook the size of a palm, and began to write and draw on it.

"Taking notes?"

"Hmm. What you said is too abstract. I'll write it down first and go back to check the theoretical basis."

"Ah... Come on, Huaihuai."

"I will."

The sound gradually moved away, and the picture gradually blurred. Jian Huai opened his eyes, looked at the train poster pasted in front of him, and remembered that he was on the high-speed train on the way back.

Originally, Jian Huai was planning to catch up on sleep, and set the alarm specially for worrying about oversleeping, but in the end, the dream went back to the past, and it was still a fragment of her mother pulling her to educate her about love concepts.

Jian Huai rubbed her temples and turned off the alarm clock that hadn't started yet.

He tilted his head and looked out the window. The buildings were staggered in height and there were cars passing by on the elevated road.

Recalling her mother's words in the dream, Jian Huai suddenly remembered those things--the dark history about the actual role-playing as a doctor intern when she was young and failed at the beginning.

As for the guy who disappeared before his injury healed, although his memory is a little fuzzy, but thinking about it now, he really looks like Lu Yanming.

The high-speed rail reminded that it had arrived at the station, and Jian Huai paused when he wanted to send a message to Lu Yanming, but finally put away his phone and got off the car first.

Walking out of the high-speed railway station and taking a taxi home, Jian Huai had time to send a message to Lu Yanming.

After thinking for a moment, first ask: 【Did you live in City C before? 】

Lu Yanming replied in seconds: [Yes.What's wrong? 】

[Then do you know an alley in Tanhui Road?About ten years ago, it was dedicated to placing sundries, and it was a dead end at that time. 】

【I was there once and met a wounded boy.Once I made an appointment with the other party to change the dressing, and then I never saw him again. 】

The upper left shows that the other party is typing.

Typing.

The taxi passed two intersections, but the other party was still inputting.

Finally, the input logo disappears.

Jian Huai swiped down, and the bottom of the chat box was still the content he sent.

There is no new news from Lu Yanming.

The other party disappeared.

Jian Huai stared at the screen for a moment, making sure that there was really no news.He logged out of the phone page, talked to the driver, and changed the destination to Lu Yanming's company.