When I woke up my girlfriend was gone

A few scattered stars hung lonely in the dark night sky, and the sound of ambulances passing by one after another came from the window on the side of the corridor, sharp and piercing.

The rescue room was silent, and the words "in operation" were hung on the door with a red light shining brightly. Zuo Yin sat on the chair with his head drooping.

Zuo Lan had acute stomach bleeding, and no one in the family knew how long it lasted.

It was Zhang butcher's wife who came to Zuo's house at night to deliver Zuo Lan's pork for the festival, and when she found Zuo Lan lying on the ground, she rushed to the hospital.

"I'm talking about Xiaoyin, what's the matter with you not going home this holiday?" Zhang Butcher's wife frowned and asked.

Zuo Lan disdains socializing, but Zhang Tuhu's wife is warm-hearted.

In these years, the relationship between Zhang Tuhu's wife and her is not bad, and Zuo Yin has been taken care of by her since childhood.

"It's my fault, Aunt Zhang." Zuo Yin said to Zhang Butcher's wife with great guilt.

Butcher Zhang's wife is also surnamed Zhang, named Zhang Xia.

"Do you know that Sister Lan has been waiting for you to come home?" Zhang Xia was very fat, and after standing at the door for a while, she sat opposite Zuo Yin and said, "During the Mid-Autumn Festival, she would move a chair and sit by the door. Under the tree, I asked her what she was doing, and she said it was hot at home. It was the National Day, and she was standing at the door the afternoon before, and when I saw her, she said it was hot again, why is it still hot this day? The coat feels cold. Do you think she is hot? Everyone can tell that she is waiting for you to come back?"

Listening to Zhang Xia's words, Zuo Yin couldn't help thinking of Zuo Lan's appearance when she was sitting at the door.

She thought that Zuo Lan must be leaning against the door with a handful of melon seeds that were said to be trendy or not.When the melon seeds in her hand were almost eaten, she appeared at the entrance of the alley in the distance, and then she walked slowly over to take the bag in her hand, and greeted herself to go home.

——This is what Zuo Yin experienced every day before entering junior high school.

Thinking of this, Zuo Yin's heart began to ache.

She and Zuo Lan are the same kind of people, with a stubborn temper and unwilling to give in, and it is herself who tortures in the end.

"Then I told her that the military training is over, and you have gone to school for a while. No matter how much you two quarrel, you can't forget your mother, right? She thinks you will definitely come back, no Knowing what to get for you, I ordered a few catties of the best pork from me, and asked me to deliver it as soon as possible." Zhang Xia said here, her face was a little more annoyed, "Then I told her, happy holidays The meat was in short supply, so I had to delay it. As a result, I was admitted to the hospital overnight."

"Xiaoyin, I brought that meat to Miss Lan tonight. When I entered the living room, there was blood all over the floor, and your mother fell on the floor. She is so skinny, I was afraid she would vomit to death."

"Auntie is not all to blame, and your mother is not right. I will tell her when she wakes up, but you also know your mother. She likes to drink, and the more things happen to her, the more she drinks. Besides, you know her too , she won't say anything."

Zuo Yin sat on the cold bench, clenched her hands tightly, her palms turned pale.

Although Zhang Xia's words were biased, it also made her feel guilty.

She and Zuo Lan depended on each other since she was a child, and Zuo Lan arranged everything by herself.

Although this crazy woman usually spends money lavishly, she didn't lose herself in many places.

She also spent all the money that should be spent on herself, and even after she also learned oil painting, she hadn't seen Zuo Lan smoking hundreds of packs of imported cigarettes for a long time.

"Son, Auntie can tell that your mother really misses you. Come back to see your mother in the future. It's hard for her to be with her. It's not easy for a woman to drag a child," Zhang Xia said.

"En." Zuo Yin nodded, not daring to look up at the emergency room.

"And..."

"Auntie, I don't know what you like to drink."

Zhang Xia wanted to say something more, but a bottle of warm milk appeared in front of her.

With a bag in her hand, Shen Qingzi stood in front of Zhang Xia gently and gracefully, interrupting her "teaching" that she was about to continue.

Zhang Xia didn't know what was wrong, all the words she babbled were choked back by this man's smile.

She took the milk from Shen Qingzi and said, "Okay, thank you, girl."

"You're welcome." Shen Qingzi smiled, turned around and sat beside Zuo Yin.

She is still so small.

Exactly the same as the one I saw when I turned the corner.

She was frail and fragile, wearing the long coat that he handed her from the entrance, and tightly hooped herself up.

Shen Qingzi took out a glass bottle from her coat pocket, "Drink some hot milk."

"Is there no coffee?" Zuo Yin asked.

She doesn't want this calming thing now, she needs coffee to cheer herself up.

"You can't drink coffee." Shen Qingzi unscrewed the cap of the milk bottle for Zuo Yin as she spoke, "Calm down, Xiao Yin. I've already called my friend in the hospital, and she went in for rescue together just now." , Auntie will be fine."

Zuo Yin was holding the milk bottle tightly in his hand, and the pure white liquid was shaking slightly.

Shen Qingzi raised her hand to hold Zuo Yin's trembling hand, and said softly, "Trust me."

Shen Qingzi's hands are always warm, even in this cold hospital corridor.

Zuo Yin felt the warmth that belonged to Shen Qingzi, and let this warmth wrap her little by little.She committed the greatest selfishness, greedily seeking the sense of security that Shen Qingzi brought her.

only her.

Only her.

The smell of disinfectant that I was not used to when I came in just now became undetectable as time went by, and the red light hanging above the emergency room finally turned green at a certain second.

Zuo Yin stood up abruptly, staring at the tightly closed door.

A woman in a white coat and mask came out from inside.

"The patient's operation was successful. Although he was not sent to the hospital in time, fortunately he was rescued and his life was out of danger. Because of the anesthesia, the patient will wake up in two to three hours," said the woman.

Zuo Yin's heart that had been hanging around finally fell at this moment, and Zhang Xia nodded again and again, expressing her gratitude, "Okay, thank you, doctor."

The woman said that this was what she should do, and looked at Shen Qingzi who was standing beside Zuo Yin.

The two looked at each other with a smile, nodded slightly, and the woman left.

Not long after, Zuo Lan was pushed out of the emergency room by the nurse. Her cheeks were sunken and her complexion was sallow. She didn't know how much she had been offended.

Zuo Yin followed all the way, and every time he took a look, his heart would twitch, and tears welled in his eyes, trying not to let them fall.

When Zhang Xia helped Zuo Lan transfer to the bed in the ward, Zuo Yin's eyes were completely red.

Guilt and regret made her breathless in this ward.

Suddenly, Zuo Yin felt a person's arm stretched from his waist.

She looked up blankly, but saw Shen Qingzi standing beside her, the hand on her waist gently stroking her back.

"Go out and get some air." Shen Qingzi said.

"En." Zuo Yin nodded, followed her out of the ward.

The night wind was slightly cool, Zuo Yin was standing in front of the window at the end of the corridor, the wind was blowing her hair up and down.

Just like her thoughts, Yu Shenqing's posture was vacillating.

Zuo Yin's lips moved, and the first sentence came out: "I am the child my mother accidentally conceived with a dog man."

Shen Qingzi didn't have much surprise on her face when she heard that, she stood quietly beside Zuo Yin, quietly and attentively listening to the story she was about to tell herself next.

"Zuo Lan eloped for love at the time, but that dog man couldn't live a hard life. He abandoned his wife and daughter within a few months after I was born and disappeared. Zuo Lan may have been stimulated since then. He drank and smoked a lot. Luo, I have seen her photos before, she is very beautiful."

Speaking of this, Zuo Yin sighed, it was the pain Zuo Lan experienced that she had never experienced.

The girl who lived in Utopia since she was a child was blinded by love, and was finally killed by love, bending her proud back for the necessities of life.

"Maybe my grandfather never knew about this, and he felt pity for his daughter again, but the premise is to get rid of me." Zuo Yin's throat was a little blocked, and he continued to speak with these choked up, "So in a On a night when it was snowing heavily, Zuo Lan would just throw her near any trash can, turn around and leave."

Zuoyin paused for a moment, looking at Shen Qingzi with a smile in his eyes, ridiculed, joking, and imperceptibly moved, "I don't really believe it, Zuo Lan told me , after she took the first step, I called out her first "Mom". Then she hugged me back."

Zuo Yin didn't know if this story was true or not, it was because Zuo Lan was drunk and force-fed her.

When Zuo Lan was drunk, she would recite these old things, repeating them over and over again, and yelling over and over again.It was as if she was tying Zuo Yin with fragile chains, using her way to make this child stay by her side forever.

Shen Qingzi was quite moved, and asked again: "What about you, what kind of feelings do you have for your mother?"

Zuo Yin licked her dry lips and lowered her eyes, turned her head to see the wound on her forearm that had scabbed over a long time ago.

On that rainy night, she was cursed by Zuo Lan and escaped from the house where "him" was not welcome.

"I don't hate her. She threw the beer bottle at me because she put herself on the spot for that doggy man." Zuo Yin said, bitter in her heart, "She is my mother, and I know she hates the man who ruined her life , but I look too much like that man again."

As Zuo Yin spoke, she raised her face, which looked so much like a man she had never met, "To Zuo Lan, I am an inescapable nightmare that will follow her forever."

The girl said every syllable easily, but it left heavy marks on Shen Qingzi's heart.

Suddenly, Zuo Yin only felt weightless.

Before she had time to react, she was embraced by a warm embrace in the next second.

The moonlight poured into the half-open window, casting two embracing shadows on the clean floor.

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Because Chapter 1 has been overhauled, I moved here about Zuo Yin's life experience. There should be many little angels who should have read this paragraph, sorry orz

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