Wife, I don't want to be a little green man in the entertainment industry

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Geng Xu heard the news about Lu Zechuan again on the Internet. Someone broke the news: the well-known director's depression attack is suspected of committing suicide.

Someone commented below:

【How can a person who loves life suddenly commit suicide】

[The news is true, my relative works in the hospital, and the person is still being rescued in the hospital]

[I testify that the director lives in the Huayuan community, and I am also in that community, and saw the rescue vehicle carry people away with my own eyes]

[No way, if it is true, the entertainment industry will lose a good director]

Geng Xu stared blankly at each comment. The pain in his heart made him unable to breathe. He did not believe that Lu Zechuan really committed suicide.

At this time, the doorbell rang, and he stood up and opened the door in a daze. It was Gu Xiao.

Gu Xiao didn't seem to close his eyes for a few days, and his redness was frightening: "Geng Xu, I admit defeat, you go and see Director Lu, please."

"Lu Zechuan...really committed suicide?"

Gu Xiao said solemnly: "The things on the Internet are all true, but Director Lu has been rescued long ago and has already woken up. He has been neither eating nor drinking, and no one can persuade him."

Gu Xiao recalled the scene he saw at Lu Zechuan's house. That person was lying quietly in the bathtub in the bathroom, his face pale and lifeless.

The blood on Lu Zechuan's wrist stained the bathroom red. Every time Gu Xiao took a step towards the bathroom, he felt that he was going through a purgatory on earth, which was too difficult.

"Geng Xu, you must go. If you don't go, he will die." Gu Xiao tremblingly grabbed Geng Xu's arm.

Geng Xu's mind is very confused now, he remembered the last words Lu Zechuan said to him during the movie feast, "I will never pester you again", and put on his clothes in confusion.

The family members of patients in the hospital came and went, everyone looked tired, and the strong smell of disinfectant was disgusting. Geng Xu lingered outside Lu Zechuan's ward, hesitating and not knowing how to get in.

He saw Lu Zechuan's sick and thin face through the crack of the door, and said that people would believe the dead, how could Lu Zechuan become like this.

Lu Zechuan noticed that someone was peeking at him all the time: "Who is it? Come out."

An extremely tall, but slightly tired face appeared in the room, wearing a beige windbreaker, with a cold and pale complexion.

"Geng Xu... why are you here?" Lu Zechuan had both surprise and surprise in his eyes.

"Gu Xiao asked me to come and see you, but he said you wouldn't eat or drink."

The light in his eyes instantly turned lonely, and Lu Zechuan lowered his head and hooked his lips mockingly, "So that's the case, I thought you cared about me."

"Lu Zechuan, I actually..."

He interrupted Geng Xu, and slowly said from his mouth: "You don't have to sympathize with me, I will do what I said last time, and I won't let Gu Xiao bother you."

The soles of Geng Xu's shoes seemed to be stuck with glue, and he couldn't move a step. He stood there and shook his head, tears welled up in his eyes. He had never yelled so loudly before: "Lu Zechuan, you fucking, if you really can't bother me Get well soon, mother." Don't make me worry...how can I stop thinking about you all the time...

"I'll be fine, you go."

"I want to watch you finish eating before leaving, and I will come back every day to supervise you until you are discharged from the hospital."

Geng Xu's tone revealed that there was no room for refutation.

From that day on, even if Geng Xu asked for leave with the crew, he would show up in Lu Zechuan's room on time every day at noon to accompany him for dinner.

He is like a personal alarm clock, reminding Lu Zechuan to live every day, depression is not easy, and Lu Zechuan needs medicine and will to resist.

The idea of ​​suicide will suddenly appear in the mind, sometimes just looking at the window, and there is also the urge to open it and jump out.

When Geng Xu was around, Lu Zechuan acted very strong, just like ordinary people, a director's acting skills even the best actor didn't notice anything wrong.

Sometimes when he looked in the mirror, he would see Geng Xu disappointed in him. He was terrified of that look, so he smashed the mirror like stealing a bell, and the fragments pierced his flesh. Apart from bleeding, he didn’t feel any pain. Some joy.

When the nurse saw his hand screaming, Lu Zechuan just stared blankly. For a moment, he actually wanted the nurse to shut up forever.

Lu Zechuan realized that he was abnormal, and was also afraid that one day he would hurt Geng Xu, so, one afternoon, when Geng Xu was about to leave after packing up his chopsticks, he stopped Geng Xu.

"You don't need to come tomorrow, I applied for discharge."

"Did the doctor say you can leave the hospital?"

Lu Zechuan: "Well, there was no problem during the last inspection, and it will be fine tomorrow."

"Well, okay, we...have a good time gathering and parting."

Lu Zechuan looked at the disappearing figure and murmured in a low voice, "We...shouldn't see each other again."

Not long after, Lu Zechuan announced that he would go abroad for further studies and suspend filming for two years.

At that time, there was a lot of buzz on the Internet. On the one hand, because of Fang Zhiqiu's death, the film industry lost a good actor, and on the other hand, the well-known director Lu Zechuan would not make movies for two years.

Lu Zechuan locked himself at home, except occasionally when Lu Zeyu and Fu Yang visited him, he would step out of his bedroom, at other times he looked out of the window blankly as if he had lost his soul.

Many times he has already stepped forward with one foot, but he is afraid, wanting to die but also afraid of death, so he retracts the leg he stepped out.

Later, Gu Xiao found his address again from nowhere, and came to see him every day. Although he had already made it clear that there was no relationship between him and himself, he was still reluctant to part with him.

That day, Lu Zechuan stepped out with one foot again, and Gu Xiao opened the door, frightened to death.

This guy Gu Xiao secretly took his own key to copy again, he was caught by him last time, Lu Zechuan smiled helplessly.

Gu Xiao: "Director Lu, come down first, don't do anything stupid."

"Gu Xiao, if you can give me a push, I will be grateful to you for the rest of my life." Lu Zechuan looked down at the crowd coming and going downstairs, everyone was busy, and no one saw what happened upstairs.

"Lu Zechuan! I, Gu Xiao, am an actor and not a murderer. I won't help you."

Lu Zechuan thought for a while.

Gu Xiao took advantage of Lu Zechuan's sluggishness to pull him down, and both of them fell to the ground.

"Gu Xiao, it would be great if you said that I like you."