Meet Jiaqi for the first time

Lin Ziyan held back for a long time before saying: "Cousin, you are too sudden!" He said lightly: "Love is so unexpected." Then he and Meng Di looked at each other affectionately in tacit understanding, then looked at He said to them: "I am somewhat interested in Xiao Yu, but I haven't liked it to the point where I can't extricate myself. Didn't you also persuade me to fall in love? Since he has no intention of me, there is no need for me to waste time on him." Yes. You too, if he doesn’t want to fall in love, don’t bother him.” Zhong Xiaoli shook her head and said, “President, you let me down so much.”

Yu Jiaqi rejected Lu Changting, the president of the student union, Cao Lu Changting of the Department of Architecture, the prince charming in the hearts of many girls, why did he reject him?Isn't it because of Chuxi who can't get rid of it in his mind, he wants to forget him, how can he date someone who gives him the same feeling as him?That's only going to get worse.

He decided that he would not think about anything in the past four years, but concentrate on studying and working hard to earn money.Four years is enough to forget a person. At that time, he can meet new people, gain new feelings easily, and start a new life.

But not long after the second year of college, a phone call at home made his plan come to nothing—his mother had a car accident.Unlike what was portrayed on TV, he took the train back overnight and failed to see his mother for the last time.

After the funeral, he discovered that his mother actually made a will.The lawyer read out the content of the will in front of him and Zhang Cheng. Wu Jing did not have much property, and the content was very simple: Zhang Chengcheng had the right to operate the hairdressing salon, the store was rented, the equipment inside was owned by him, and a deposit of 2 yuan was deposited. He gets half and Yu Jiaqi gets half.In addition, Yu Jiaqi was also given a key to a bank safe.

There were 5 yuan in cash and a letter from my mother in the cabinet.Yu Jiaqi sat on the bed in the hotel room, opened the letter, and wrote in the letter:

"Xiaoqi, when you read this letter, your mother should be dead. I wrote this letter because I can't imagine how angry and hated you would be if I told you this in person. Me. I can't face you like that, I will die in shame. But I can't hide from you for the rest of my life, so I can only let you see this letter after I die.

I am not a good mother.You don't like Zhang Cheng, I know; he can't be considered a good person, I also know; when you were young, he molested you, I also know. "

Yu Jiaqi only felt that a thunderbolt exploded in his brain, making his ears buzz.

"I saw it and didn't say anything, not to you, not to him. Because I knew that if I called the police or publicized it, his reputation would be ruined and it would cause more harm to you. I love him, and I love you too. So I took you to the hospital, made sure you were fine and uninjured, and kept it a secret."

"At the time I thought it was a quirk that could be corrected, and I really loved him, so..."

"I know you can tell a lot of his shortcomings, but I just lost your father at that time, and I was pulling you by myself, and I really needed a shoulder. He was very good to me, and he was very good at making me happy. I love Fell in love with him, so much in love that I can tolerate all his shortcomings."

"Do you love me more than you love me?" He murmured, his face ashen.

"I'm sorry, I know that my mother may have done the biggest mistake in my life. But please believe that I have tried my best to protect you. I taught you to lock the door every night and try not to let him be alone with you. Mom loves you , you have to believe, I really protect you!"

He clenched the letter into a ball and rushed out of the room.

In the cemetery, there are new tombstones that have just been completed.

Yu Jiaqi threw the ball of letter paper to the tombstone, and shouted hysterically: "What do you mean? You have been hiding it from me for ten years, and you want me to forgive you with this thin piece of paper and 5 yuan? You Do you think it’s all over once you die? I tell you clearly, it’s impossible! I will spend the rest of my life hating you until the end of my life!”

He looked around and felt the world spinning, as if the world had changed in a blink of an eye.Those nights, those cold hands that wandered over my body, that nightmarish voice, "Shh, don't be afraid, I'm your new dad now, dad won't hurt you, dad loves you... "The unspeakable humiliation and fear came to mind together.Only now, there is another pair of eyes, the eyes of his mother who is dearest and dearest to him in this world.It turned out that she had been watching all this.Who would have thought that she would choose to remain silent after seeing all this.

It turns out that in my mother's heart, I am not as good as that man who is not as good as a beast.