Black Powder Monologue Diary

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10

2020. 5, 28

Nothing special happened recently, running between the film crew and school, I was so busy that I could fall asleep on the pillow every day.

I have been to the school’s psychological consultation room twice, and Dr. Zhang said that I look much better recently, and I seem to be in a good mood, and asked me if something good happened to me.

Nothing good happens, every day has to be busy.Maybe it's because I'm busy, so I don't have time to think about other messy things.

He asked me if the diary was still written.

I said, still writing.

That's good, he said.

I'm just a little tired.Fortunately, the production team is about to wrap up, I just need to stick to it until then.When it's over, take a break.Tan Ling's role just ended yesterday, she smiled happily, many people congratulated her with flowers and hugged her, but I didn't go.Her state doesn't seem to be different from usual. I don't know if Ji Shanye understood what I said to him. If he understood, he knew. Did he tell Tan Ling?

Forget it, forget it, don't want to.Why should I pay attention to the private lives of two celebrities?I'm really full and have nothing to do.What do they like, what does it have to do with me?It's really unnecessary to tell Ji Shanye that.

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2020. 6, 5

The movie is done.I was finally relieved, it was exhausting me.

But I haven't rested for two days, and I have to be busy writing papers at school.I ran for a few days in the experimental field with my instructor, and got a lot of tan.Do experiments in the lab and have no spare time.However, compared to the noisy and messy environment of the crew, I feel a little more relaxed.

Summer vacation is coming soon, I can go back to see my grandma, I miss her.

12

2020. 6, 18

Today's hot search went viral, and Ji Shanye and Tan Ling's studio issued a statement at the same time, announcing a peaceful breakup.

I entered Weibo for 10 minutes, but I didn't enter.When I entered, the statement of the two studios had been forwarded 10,000+ times, and the comments were like a raging tide. I clicked on the comment, and it took nearly a minute to refresh the text.

%40 love mountains and water:? ? ? ? ? ? ?

%40 Chen Bingbing likes to drink milk: Damn it!

%40 Brother Zhong's small scarf: A group of the most incompatible couples in the entertainment industry finally broke up.

%40 Revlon: Last month in the crew of "Whale Sea Spring", I also saw Ji Shanye went to visit Tan Ling's class, why did they break up so quickly?I thought the relationship between the two of them was pretty good.

%40 Did Ji Shanye break up today: One year, four months and seven days, I can change my ID name.

%40 Elf Ear: No matter what Tan Ling decides, we will always support you.Stay away from the idol's private life, welcome to Tan Ling's new dramas "Falling in Love with You for 365 Days" and "The Spring of Whale Sea".

After exiting Weibo comments, I watched the breakup statement posted by the two of them.Ignore the first half and the second half, and just look at the middle reason.Due to the fact that the two get together less and leave more, and have different personalities, they have decided to return to the relationship of friends, and hope that the development of the other party will get better and better in the future.

Standard celebrity breakup template, nothing new.The marketing account circulated the statements of the two people overwhelmingly, guessing the real reason why Ji Shanye and Tan Ling broke up.

Some people said that Tan Ling couldn't bear the pressure of being with Ji Shanye, so she chose to break up. After all, so many people didn't like them at the beginning.

Some people also said that Ji Shanye's freshness has passed, and he no longer likes Tan Ling.

The breakup statement on the Internet has been fermented until now, Ji Shanye and Tan Ling's private accounts have not been transferred to the studio's Weibo, only the speculation of countless people below.

I turned off my phone and stopped looking at Weibo.Thinking of what happened in the film crew before, it couldn't be that I told Ji Shanye, he guessed something, went to find Tan Ling, and the two broke up, right?

Did i do something wrong?I don't know exactly why they broke up, maybe it's really because of me.The more I think about it, the more I don't understand.I didn't understand them when they were together, and I don't understand them now that they broke up.

What a headache.forget about it.

13

2020. 6, 24

I couldn't go home this summer because I took another job, and it was Sister Meng who found it for me.

The reason is still the same, no money.The tuition fees for postgraduate studies and living expenses are all big expenses.The money I saved was handed in again before it warmed up.I can't take my grandma's money, she is so old, what will she do if she gives me such a little money.

The last time I went to the top of the crew, Sister Meng said she owed me a favor.Say that I have few personnel, don't cause trouble, and can't fault my makeup skills.She has known me for so many years and knows everything about my situation, so this time she wants me to go with the big crew. The movie she made is called "Cycle Death", a suspense film, director, photography, screenwriter, all kinds of crew are the best of.She said that I was able to join this crew, and no one would be envious of me.

Of course, the salary is also a lot of money, more than I have earned before.

I have no objection, I will definitely be happy if I earn a lot of money.And, to my amazement, pie actually fell on my head.

Only, this time it's a little different.Sister Meng said that I will stay on the set for three months, and I will be there from start to finish.Moreover, the crew was filming in a big mountain, the environment is relatively harsh, and the daily work tasks are also heavy.I thought about my summer vacation time, and thought about the money, and I didn't want to give it up.

So, I called my tutor, only said to be a part-time job, did not say what to do specifically, asked if I could take a leave of absence for a period of time, and not go to school, but I would still do the homework that should be done.The instructor asked how long I would be on leave, and I whispered, about a month.

He actually knew my situation and knew that I had no money.A student with excellent grades, a work-study program, and a miserable life experience, most of the teachers will pay special attention to it.Besides, he also knows something about my father. Although the instructor didn't say anything, I can feel that he feels sorry for me from the way he usually looks at me.

The instructor was silent for a while and said yes.Just let me go back and make up the lessons.Anyway, there are not many classes at the beginning of school.

My mentor is a really nice guy.

14

2020. 6, 27

I've been very busy recently, busy packing things.I'm going to join the crew tomorrow, and I'm probably going to be exhausted.I don't want to write a diary anymore, so let's put it on hold for now.goodbye.

[The author has something to say: This is the end of the first volume of the diary.

The following begins the past volume, which becomes the third person.

However, there will be diaries later.

I hope you all enjoy watching. 】

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