Black Powder Monologue Diary

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The few people in the distance got closer and closer, and Ji Shanye didn't wear a hat or mask, so he could be recognized if he looked carefully.But Ji Shanye kept grabbing his arm in place without moving.

"You go!" Lin Yu was a little anxious and pushed him.

Those people finally approached. They glanced at Lin Yu and Ji Shanye, but they still walked over as usual.It's just that when going upstairs, someone still looked back and said to his companion in a low voice: "Do you think that person looks like Ji Shanye?"

Lin Yu turned his head, and when he heard the man talking softly with his companion, his heart skipped a beat.Ji Shanye was still the same as before, standing holding his arm.

After a while, those people walked away.He didn't know if those people took pictures, but now, he didn't have the heart to think about these issues.

"Let's talk in another place." Ji Shanye grabbed his arm and took him to a remote corner near the green belt downstairs.

"What do you want to tell me?" As soon as he stopped, Lin Yu shook off Ji Shanye's hand.

Ji Shanye lowered his eyes, looking at the hand that was thrown away by him.

"Say what you want to say quickly, I'll wait to go back."

The lights were on upstairs, where Lin Yu lived with another man.

"Did you block me?" Ji Shanye said.

Lin Yu looked at him: "Yes, what's wrong?"

"Are you angry?" Ji Shanye said, "I apologize to you, and I will never touch your things again without your permission."

Lin Yu said: "Why am I angry? There's nothing to be angry about. It's over for both of us."

The way Ji Shanye looked at him made Lin Yu feel disturbed.

After a while, Ji Shanye said: "I added you again, please agree."

"Don't add it, anyway, we won't have much intersection in the future." Lin Yu said: "You will be your big star, and I will be my ordinary person, isn't it good?"

Gritting his teeth, Ji Shanye just stretched out his hand towards him, his tone still calm: "Bring me your phone, I'll add it for you." He leaned over to take out his pocket as he spoke.

Lin Yu dodged: "I won't join!" He got into a fight with Ji Shanye.

But Ji Shanye was more stubborn than him, and Lin Yu was not as strong as him, so he caught him with one hand and watched him take his mobile phone.

"Give it to me!" Ji Shanye raised his arm, Lin Yu could only reach on tiptoe.

"It's useless for you to take my mobile phone, and you don't know the password!" Lin Yu said.

"Who said I don't know the password?" Ji Shanye entered a series of numbers, and the phone was unlocked.He looked at Lin Yu: "Your password has never been changed."

"Don't think about blocking me again. If you block me, I will come to you again."

Lin Yu watched Ji Shanye's fingers swipe across his mobile phone, just like the time they just met, he took his mobile phone and passed the friend verification again.

However, this little memory made Lin Yu sad.He asked Ji Shanye: "What do you want to do? Ji Shanye?"

Ji Shanye put the phone back into his palm: "I don't want to do anything. I just don't want us to lose contact."

"Does that make sense?"

"It makes sense!" Ji Shanye seemed to be a different person, his eyes fixed on him.

"We have broken up."

Ji Shanye said, "You don't need to remind me of this again and again."

Lin Yu didn't want to entangle him with these things again and again, he sighed and said, "I'm going back."

"Can you not go back first?"

"No." Lin Yu said.

Ji Shanye grabbed his arm, but this time, he slowly held Lin Yu's hand along his arm.

Lin Yu looked up at him in surprise: "Ji Shanye." Lin Yu called his name.

Ji Shanye looked at himself like a fierce beast staring at its prey firmly, Lin Yu didn't know why Ji Shanye suddenly seemed to change his appearance.He made Lin Yu feel scared like this.

Ji Shanye approached slowly, and Lin Yu stepped back, clinging tightly to the big tree behind him.He had a premonition of what would happen, but before he could open his mouth, Ji Shanye sealed his mouth.

Ji Shanye kissed him.

Lin Yu held his breath for a moment.His eyes were wide open, seeing Ji Shanye's face close at hand, he completely forgot how to react.

Lin Yu was trapped between the big tree and him by Ji Shanye's arm.Ji Shanye moved forward again, getting closer to him.The sound of clothes rubbing against each other was very clear in the quiet space, and Lin Yu's heart beat fast.

At some point, Ji Shanye's other hand clasped his neck.Lin Yu was forced to raise his head and bear his kiss more intimately.

The feeling of being controlled made Lin Yu sober. He recovered from his stupor, pushed Ji Shanye, and turned his head to avoid his kiss: "Don't do this."

"Then what do you want from me?" Ji Shanye's voice sounded sad and helpless.

Lin Yu was quiet for a while, and looked up at him, he found that Ji Shanye seemed to be crying.There were tears in his eyes, and he suspected that he was wrong.

How could Ji Shanye cry?

Is the person standing in front of him really Ji Shanye?

"Xiao Yu, these days after the breakup, I miss you very much."

"Can you turn around and take a look at me, even if it's just a glance."

Lin Yu felt that this was his hallucination, so he didn't dare to look up.

Ji Shanye's hand held Lin Yu's. His palm was very hot, and he moved cautiously, but firmly grasped his fingers.Lin Yu was flustered by Ji Shanye's series of words, always felt that everything was too unrealistic, so he took his hand back.

"I really should go." Lin Yu always felt that everything around him became like a dream.

After a long time, Ji Shanye let go of Lin Yu's hand and said, "I'll wait for you."

His breath sprayed lightly on Lin Yu's face, he turned his head halfway, and heard Ji Shanye say again: "No matter how long it takes, I will wait for you."

Confused, Lin Yu closed the car door stiffly, then forced himself not to look back, and left here step by step.