Black Powder Monologue Diary

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39

It's snowing in City D.

At the end of the year, near the New Year's Day.

Lin Yu left the airport and took a taxi to the hotel where Ji Shanye was staying. He was going to participate in a New Year's event here, so he couldn't go back to City B. Lin Yu seemed to be used to running around with Ji Shanye's work.

Sitting in the taxi, Lin Yu watched the snowflakes flying all over the sky outside the car window.

What a surprise, he and Ji Shanye have been dating for a while, Lin Yuyuan thought they would break up because of various differences within a few days after dating.Available from fall to winter.The year is coming to an end soon.They are still together.

When they arrived at the hotel, Lin Yu took the room key that Zhou Zhixiang left at the front desk, and went straight into Ji Shanye's room.Ji Shanye is still busy at the event site, and it may take some time before he comes back.

Lin Yu sent him a message saying that he had arrived.Then I went to wash up.After washing up, I ate something and sat on the sofa watching TV as before, waiting for him to come back.

It wasn't until eleven o'clock in the evening, when Lin Yu wanted to give up and went back to sleep, that Ji Shanye finally came back.

Lin Yu looked at him, and Zhou Zhixiang who followed behind him.He politely responded to Zhou Zhixiang's greeting, and went to see Ji Shanye, but when Ji Shanye came in, he just glanced at him, took off his coat at the door, and didn't respond in any other way.

Zhou Zhixiang and Ji Shanye briefly explained tomorrow's work, looked at the two people in the room, and said consciously: "Then I'll go back first, and I'll come back tomorrow morning."

He closed the door and left. After Zhou Zhixiang left, the air suddenly became very quiet.No one spoke.

Lin Yu took the initiative to find a topic: "Are you tired at the scene today?"

Ji Shanye changed his shoes: "It's okay." He walked over with the cool air of running outside in winter, but he didn't approach him, just sat beside the sofa.

"Why did you come here today? Are you okay at school?"

Lin Yu knew that he was angry because they didn't meet last week. Before Ji Shanye went back to City B, Lin Yu didn't meet him because he planned to go home, and later, he didn't go to him because he had something to do at school.It wasn't until this week that Lin Yu took the time to come and see him.

"I brought you the telecom downstairs, do you want to eat?" Lin Yu took it for him.

"I want to lose fat, don't eat, don't take it." Ji Shanye said.

Lin Yu silently put down the things in his hand again: "Okay."

He was silent.He really didn't know what to do, and was a little frustrated: "Then I'll go to bed first, and you should go to bed early too." He walked to the bedroom.

"Are you just perfunctory me like this?" Ji Shanye suddenly stood up and asked behind him.

Lin Yu stared at him blankly.

"I will only meet with you when I find time, and when I meet, I will just say a few words to dismiss me."

"I didn't." Lin Yu felt aggrieved.

This seemed to be the first time they had quarreled. Lin Yu had never been in a relationship before, so he didn't know how heartbreaking a quarrel in love was. Just looking at each other made him feel sad.

They stood silently, each other silent, neither spoke.In the end, Ji Shanye broke the atmosphere first, he seemed to give up arguing: "I'm going to take a shower."

Lin Yu was lying on the bed alone, sleeping on his side listening to the sound of water in the bathroom.When the sound of the water ended, he hastily closed his eyes, afraid that they would still quarrel.

Fortunately, after Ji Shanye came out, he just turned off the lights and went to bed as if nothing happened.Lin Yu also relaxed. He waited until he felt Ji Shanye's breathing calmed down, before he dared to turn to look at him.

Looking at Ji Shanye's face in the quiet night, he couldn't help reaching out to touch his eyebrows, but Ji Shanye caught him right away. He didn't fall asleep at all, opened his eyes and looked straight at himself.

"I—" Lin Yu looked into his eyes with a flustered tone.

Ji Shanye didn't say anything, he suddenly pressed over and kissed him.Lin Yu slowly changed from being at a loss at the beginning to enjoying it.

They haven't kissed for a long time.

Ji Shanye's kiss was hot and intense, instantly igniting the surrounding atmosphere like fire.

Everything became chaotic, Ji Shanye asked him in his ear: "Do you want it?"

Lin Yu was so dazed by his kiss that he didn't realize what happened.

Ji Shanye bit his ear, pressed his body tighter, and asked him again: "Do you want it?"

The pain in his ears made Lin Yu frowned, Ji Shanye's wild kiss made him unable to think, and Ji Shanye seemed dissatisfied with his silence, so he kissed even more fiercely: "Do you want it?"

Lin Yu whispered, "Yes."

Lin Yu heard Ji Shanye's light laughter.Then he heard the sound of clothes falling to the ground, Ji Shanye left his body for a while, and pressed back again.

What happened after that was completely crazy, his memory seemed to be missing some kind of part, and the operation became stuck and wobbly.He only kept being tightly held in Ji Shanye's arms, it hurt, but it was also very hot.

He was panting all the time, and every part of his body was controlled by Ji Shanye.He only remembered that Ji Shanye pressed against him and bumped violently, like a small boat on the sea in a storm, Lin Yu just hugged him tightly.

40

When Lin Yu woke up in the morning, he heard soft voices outside.

Ji Shanye was not around, and the bedroom door was closed.He was sleeping naked under the quilt, and when he moved slightly, his body seemed to fall apart, and he collapsed on the bed.Lin Yu frowned, there was no pain anywhere in his body, as if he had fought with someone.

Some fragmentary images from last night came back to Lin Yu's mind. He remembered that Ji Shanye had been suppressing him for a long time. In the later stage, Ji Shanye was completely in control of his body and let him manipulate him.

I don't know how long Ji Shanye has been holding back, how could he be so fierce.

The bedroom door was closed, and Lin Yu looked at Ji Shanye who was walking over. He had already changed his clothes, his hair was slightly wet, and his radiant appearance was completely different from his current self.

Ji Shanye looked at him with a smile, but Lin Yu didn't want to respond to his smiling face. He was too tired from Ji Shanye, he had no energy, and felt a little cold, so he turned over and wrapped himself tightly in the quilt.

"Just woke up?" Ji Shanye sat by the bed and looked at him.

"Yeah." Lin Yu closed his eyes, still a little sleepy.

"Tired?" Ji Shanye asked.

"Yeah." Lin Yu felt that Ji Shanye's tone was a little bit joyful.

Ji Shanye looked at the series of hickey marks on his neck, which he made last night.

"I asked Xiao Zhou to buy breakfast, and I will forget to eat it later." He said.

"Understood." Lin Yu asked him, "What time do you come back at night?"

Ji Shanye lowered his body and hugged him: "What's wrong? You missed me before you left?"

"I'll ask."

"I'll come back early tonight and have dinner with you." Ji Shanye kissed his hair: "You can take a good rest at the hotel today."

"Yeah." Lin Yu was very sleepy.

The atmosphere was quiet for a while, and Ji Shanye said again: "I'm sorry, I had a bad attitude when talking to you yesterday, and I apologize to you."

Lin Yu didn't expect Ji Shanye to tell him this.

"In the future, I won't be like you." Ji Shanye said softly.

"I see." Lin Yu pushed him, "You should go now."

Their quarrel died away by itself overnight.It was still snowing outside, as if nothing had happened.

It's just that when he was getting used to this kind of love life with Ji Shanye, he didn't know that they were getting closer to the day of parting.

[The author has something to say: I still modified it a little bit]