Black Powder Monologue Diary

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"What's wrong?" Ji Shanye looked at him: "Don't you want to?"

He could feel Ji Shanye's ready-to-go, which made Lin Yu feel shy. "Is it too early?"

They've only been dating for a month.

"Don't do this yet, okay?" Lin Yu said.

Ji Shan looked at him, then smiled: "Okay, I promise you."

Lin Yu didn't speak, Ji Shanye looked at his flushed face, and his heart began to stir again.He bowed his head and gently kissed Lin Yu's lips, endlessly.

"Didn't you... promise me?"

Ji Shanye said: "I seem to have overestimated my self-control."

However, even with that said, Ji Shanye didn't make things difficult for him that day.He pulled his clothes for him and finally got up from him.

"Don't worry, if you don't agree, I won't do it." Ji Shanye said.

Lin Yu noticed the big bags in his trousers and quickly averted his eyes.Ji Shanye just sat by his bed for a while, then said good night, and left his room.

Since that day, Ji Shanye never mentioned that matter again.

He still kisses him and hugs him.Lin Yu could feel the changes in his body several times, but Ji Shanye left at the right time.Like he says, he always keeps his promises.

35

On Friday, when Lin Yu and Ji Shanye had dinner together, Ji Shanye told him that he would go to City D next week and there was a business event there.

Lin Yu asked him, "When can I come back?"

Ji Shanye said, "It will take a week."

Lin Yu looked at the food in the rice bowl: "I see."

Counting it, it has been a month since Ji Shanye came out of the film crew%2CTina's vacation time for him has also arrived.After that, Ji Shanye will also start busy with his work.

"I have a lot of things to do next month, so I may not be able to go back to City B often," Ji Shanye said.

"Okay." Lin Yu lowered his head.

Ji Shanye put down his chopsticks, looked at him, hesitant to speak.

"If you have time, you can visit me next month, and I'll ask Xiao Zhou to help you book a ticket." Ji Shanye said.

Lin Yu looked at him and was silent for a few seconds: "But, I also have a lot to do in school."

Ji Shanye sighed, and smiled: "It's fine if you don't have time. After that, I won't be busy, and I'll go back to City B."

When it came time to go to City D, Lin Yu originally wanted to see Ji Shanye off at the airport.But when the time came, the instructor had something to ask him again, so he had no choice but to go to school.Ji Shanye didn't say anything, he just told Lin Yu not to forget to send him a message before going to bed at night.

There is nothing to talk about after that.Lin Yu followed the routine at school during the day, doing projects with his tutor, and then went back to Ji Shanye's residence to sleep at night.

However, after Ji Shanye left, the house was empty and there was no sound.Lin Yu suddenly felt very lonely.

Ever since his father went to prison, Lin Yu always thought that he liked to be alone, which meant an undisturbed and peaceful life.But now, Lin Yu felt a little flustered by this loneliness.

He misses his mother a little bit, and wonders if his mother is doing well in that family.I also miss his grandma a little bit, and he hasn't seen her for a long time.

Lin Yu and Ji Shanye talk on the phone every night.Most of the time, the video will be turned on, and occasionally, if the situation does not allow, it will be voice or text.

They didn't chat much, because Ji Shanye was busy, and it was often intermittent.But every time before the end, Lin Yu would send him good night.

In November, Lin Yu finished a project with his tutor and had a week to rest.Lin Yu wanted to find Ji Shanye a little bit. After Ji Shanye left, they hadn't seen each other for half a month, but they didn't know where Ji Shanye was inconvenient.

He sent a message to Ji Shanye, asking if he could find him in a few days.But after a long time, Ji Shanye didn't reply. Lin Yu was a little depressed, thinking that Ji Shanye might really be busy, so he let himself think about it.

But unexpectedly, as soon as he thought about it, Ji Shanye sent a message.

It's the ticket information, the latest flight to D city.There is also Zhou Zhixiang's contact information.He said that when he arrived at the airport, he called Xiao Zhou, and he asked the driver to pick him up.

Then I sent him the room number of the hotel.

Lin Yu smiled. After booking the air ticket, he simply packed his luggage and went to the airport to take the plane to City D.

When we arrived in City D, it was already nine o'clock in the evening.After he came out, he called Zhou Zhixiang as Ji Shanye said, and Zhou Zhixiang said that he was waiting at the exit of the airport.

When Lin Yu saw Zhou Zhixiang, Zhou Zhixiang took the luggage and smiled at him, as if he was very happy with his arrival.On the contrary, Lin Yu was a little uncomfortable.

"Let's go, the car is in the parking lot outside, I'll take you there." Zhou Zhixiang said.

"When will Ji Shanye return to the hotel?" Lin Yu asked him.

"Well - it depends on the situation." Zhou Zhixiang was not clear.

However, when he arrived at the parking lot, Zhou Zhixiang opened the car door for him, and Lin Yu saw that Ji Shanye was also sitting inside.He stood outside the car in a daze, at a loss, because according to what Ji Shanye said before, he should be at the event site at this time.

"Aren't you coming in?" Ji Shanye looked at him.

Zhou Zhixiang said: "Get in the car quickly, it's not easy to talk here."

Lin Yu got into the car, closed the door, and asked him, "Don't you have a job?"

"The event ended a little earlier, so I came here with Xiao Zhou."

Zhou Zhixiang had already sat in the front passenger seat, looking back: "Brother Ji didn't let me tell you just now."

"Are you tired from flying?" Ji Shanye asked him.

"It's okay." Lin Yu said, "It's only a few hours by plane."

"Have you eaten? Are you hungry?"

"Not hungry." Lin Yu said.

Zhou Zhixiang looked back at Ji Shanye slightly, he couldn't imagine that such a gentle and soft expression would appear on Ji Shanye's face.

When the car got on the road, Lin Yu pretended to look at the scenery outside, but in fact his mind was all on Ji Shanye. His hand was being held by Ji Shanye, and he hadn't let go since he got in the car.

When passing a corner, Ji Shanye pressed the button, and the baffle in the middle of the car rose, separating the front driving area from the rear.

Lin Yu gave Ji Shanye a strange look, and asked him, "What are you doing raising the baffle?"

Ji Shanye didn't answer him, leaned towards him, tilted his head and pinched his chin, and kissed him.

Lin Yu's face turned red in an instant. He pushed Ji Shanye and whispered, "There is someone in front."

"It's soundproof, they can't hear it." Ji Shanye kissed again.

But even if they couldn't hear or see, if Ji Shanye raised the baffle, Zhou Zhixiang would definitely guess what they were doing behind them.

But Ji Shanye obviously didn't give him a chance to refuse, Lin Yu couldn't find any time to talk, and Ji Shanye kept pressing him on the seat to kiss him, and he even messed up his clothes.

When they arrived at the hotel, the car stopped, Zhou Zhixiang coughed in front of him, and whispered, "That... Brother Ji, we're here."