Black Powder Monologue Diary

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Why not try it?It was the first time Lin Yu had this idea.

Although I don't know when it will end, and I don't know if this liking is true or not, but why not try it?What everyone wants is right in front of you, why can't you have it for a while?

Lin Yu suddenly wanted to be a selfish person, he could think about himself, right?Even if it's only for a short while, it's okay.He only enjoys a little time, and a little time should be fine.

"Why don't you talk?" Ji Shanye asked.

Just when Ji Shanye thought that Lin Yu would reject him again, Lin Yu looked at him and said, "Okay."

Ji Shanye finally laughed, but he still said, "What's the matter?"

"I promise to fall in love with you."

"Why did you agree again?"

Lin Yu was speechless, but fortunately Ji Shanye didn't seem to care about his answer.He looked at it for a while, then pinched the back of his head and kissed it.

The kiss was not very deep, Ji Shanye just touched the corner of his mouth lightly, but he never let go of the hand on the back of his head.He looked at Lin Yu with lingering and ambiguous eyes, and Lin Yu's heartbeat never returned to its normal rhythm.

"August NO.16, remember today." Ji Shanye said.

"what?"

"Our first day dating."

The anniversary of the relationship should indeed be remembered, and Lin Yu did remember this day.But he also remembered the day they broke up.

March eighteenth.They dated only about half a year.

Later, after Lin Yu left Ji Shanye, he repeatedly recalled the day they dated.

There is nothing more beautiful than the way love begins.It's a pity that Lin Yu couldn't have everything completely.As he thought at the beginning, he only owned it for a short period of time and would eventually have to return it.

The star is going back to the sky.A person like him is not suitable to have it for a long time.

24

On the first day of dating, Ji Shanye didn't stay in Lin Yu's room for too long.Before they could say a few words, Ji Shanye received a call from Zhou Zhixiang, saying that he was going back to continue filming.

Before leaving, Ji Shanye said that he would look for him tomorrow.Let him remember to read the messages on his phone.

Lin Yu went back to bed and fell asleep, everything seemed normal.It's just that he was lying on the bed and didn't feel sleepy for a long time.His face was still red, and his heartbeat was still chaotic.

He was actually in a relationship with Ji Shanye, like a dream.

At three o'clock in the morning, Lin Yu still did not fall asleep.He heard the phone ring, and lay on the bed to read the messages on the phone.

Good night.It was from Ji Shanye.He should have just played.

There was a slight smile on the corner of Lin Yu's mouth. He watched it for a long time, and finally locked the screen silently, lying on the bed, staring blankly at the ceiling in the dark.

The drowsiness that had finally brewed was gone in an instant.

The next morning, Lin Yu was undoubtedly dizzy from sleep, and struggled to get out of bed.After he washed up, he rushed to the set again.

I will be able to meet Ji Shanye soon, Lin Yu doesn't know how to use his new identity to get along with him, and he starts to get nervous again.

When Lin Yu arrived at the dressing room, Xia Ye was already inside.Seeing herself coming, she greeted herself and continued to work on her own affairs.

Lin Yu put down the makeup bag and was doing preparations at the table.He glanced at the time, it was 10:[-], and Ji Shanye estimated that he would arrive in [-] minutes.

In fact, before Lin Yu waited for a while, Ji Shanye came over.When he came in, Xia Ye and several staff members greeted him. Hearing his approaching footsteps, Lin Yu felt inexplicably nervous. Be busy with your own business.

Looking at him just now, Ji Shanye seemed to smile at himself.Lin Yu watched his feet approaching slowly, and sat on the chair in front of him.

Lin Yu took the tools and prepared to put on makeup for him.But when he looked up, he saw Ji Shanye's eyes looking straight at him, but his heart was flustered, and he didn't move his hands for a long time.

It's really strange, when they were not together before, Lin Yu could still look at his face and work normally.Now that they are dating, Lin Yu dare not look at him at all.

"Why don't you start?" Ji Shanye stared at him and said.

Lin Yu ignored the strangeness in his heart, moved his hands, and began to put on makeup for him.People in the dressing room were busy, Xia Ye went out, only Zhou Zhixiang was sitting on the sofa looking down at his phone.

The air was very quiet, and Ji Shanye suddenly said, "Xiao Zhou, go to the car and get my charging cable."

Lin Yu stopped applying makeup to him for a moment, Xiao Zhou agreed to Ji Shanye, and walked out, still looking at his phone when he left.

"Close the door." Ji Shanye said.

Lin Yu watched him until the door was closed.Ji Shanye looked at Lin Yu without hiding his eyes. He grabbed Lin Yu's wrist hanging in front of his face with very light force, more like stroking.He asked him, "Why didn't you reply to the message I sent you just now?"

"What news?" Lin Yu said.

"Look for yourself." Ji Shanye said.

Lin Yu took out his phone and saw the message from Ji Shanye half an hour ago.

What do you want for breakfast?

Lin Yu went to look at Ji Shanye again, and explained in a low voice, "I'm sorry, I didn't check my phone just now."

"I sent you good night yesterday, but you didn't reply me." Ji Shanye said.

"It's too late, I don't want to disturb your rest." Lin Yu said.

"I've already sent you a message, why do you still disturb my rest when you reply to me?"

Lin Yu was speechless.

"You don't seem to have begun to enter the identity of a boyfriend." Ji Shanye said.

He took Lin Yu's hand and let him sit on his lap.Lin Yu didn't dodge, and leaned against him obediently.This made Ji Shanye feel better.

"I'm sorry." Lin Yu looked at him: "I've never been in a relationship."

Ji Shanye felt his heart being scratched by the kitten, and he didn't know why his mood was easily affected by Lin Yu.Obviously I was not very comfortable just now, but just looking at him and listening to him say these words, I feel that nothing is wrong.

"It's okay, I will teach you how to fall in love in the future." Ji Shanye said.

The air was quiet for two seconds. Lin Yu wanted to find a topic to chat with him, but he could only say dryly: "Do you want some tea? I..."

Before he could finish speaking, Ji Shanye kissed him and shut all his words.Lin Yu's body was stiff, and he lifted his hands in the air helplessly, not knowing where to put them.Ji Shanye kissed him deeply, put his arms around his waist naturally, and let him lean on him.

They had a long kiss.At the end of the kiss, Lin Yu couldn't breathe well, his hands and feet were weak, his head was dizzy, and the corners of his mouth felt a little painful, so he slowly pushed Ji Shanye away.

Ji Shanye looked at Lin Yu who was sitting in his arms.Lin Yu's eyes were dimly lit, he panted slowly, and looked at Ji Shanye quietly.