Black Powder Monologue Diary

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It only took 2 minutes to finish the makeup, and the next night scene went smoothly. At [-] o'clock in the morning, when the sky was getting bright, the director called the card and finally called it a day.

After staying up all night, people in the crew dispersed one after another.Ji Shanye also took the car and rushed back to the hotel to rest.

On the way, Zhou Zhixiang and Xia Ye were so exhausted that they fell asleep, but Ji Shanye was always awake.The scene in the dressing room flashed back in his mind, he picked up his phone and found Lin Yu's WeChat.

He typed for a while, then sent the message.

Ji Shanye looked up out of the window, and the car continued to drive forward, as if there was no end.

20

Lin Yu saw the news from Ji Shanye.

This is the first sentence they started to say after adding WeChat.

I arrive at the hotel at seven o'clock, room number 3608.Come find me, I have something to tell you.

Lin Yu actually wished he hadn't seen this news.

From running out of the dressing room to now, Lin Yu's mind has been muddled for a long time, and he didn't respond to anyone, and he didn't even know what he was doing.He just kept walking, and stopped when there was no way to go.

It was a dead end, Lin Yu looked up, only to find that it was already dawn.

He turned and walked slowly back to his own quarters in the hotel.

But when he calmed down, all Lin Yu could think about was the picture of Ji Shanye kissing himself in the dressing room.As soon as he thought of it, he began to blush, as if he had returned to the dressing room and experienced it again, his heart seemed to be tightly held by someone all the time.

Lin Yu has never kissed anyone before, so he doesn't know what it feels like to kiss.Is it true that everyone reacts like this after a kiss?Or was it because the person kissing him was Ji Shanye?

Lin Yu thought about it for a long time, but still couldn't figure out why Ji Shanye would kiss him at that time.

Are all stars like this?Just take a look, and when the atmosphere is there, can you just kiss casually?Ji Shanye is also like this?Lin Yu was a little disappointed.

If not, why Ji Shanye is so proficient at kissing? Compared with him, he looks like an idiot.

He knew that Ji Shanye had kissed others many times, so he might not be surprised by this kind of thing and thought it was normal.Ke Linyu was the first time.He was kissed by someone for the first time.

Lin Yu mechanically swiped his card to open the door and returned to his room.

Changing clothes, washing his face and brushing his teeth, the simple and trivial body movements finally gave his brain some time to rest.

However, not long after, all this was disrupted by the news from Ji Shanye.

He stared at the message from Ji Shanye for a long time, and his mind began to become a mess again.

What does Ji Shanye mean?Why did you let yourself go to his room?

Lin Yu wasn't worried about what would happen if he went to his room.It's just that he intuitively felt that what Ji Shanye wanted to tell him was not that simple.He vaguely felt that what Ji Shanye said would completely change their relationship with each other.

Time passed minute by minute, and it was getting closer and closer to seven o'clock. Lin Yu stared at the door of his room, but never moved.

After seven o'clock, Lin Yu still didn't move.He decided to give up, pretending he hadn't seen the message.

But this didn't make him calm down, on the contrary, it made him more anxious.With every second that passed, he felt that the stone in his heart was pressing down more and more.

Until 07:30, Lin Yu didn't want to let himself continue like this, so he turned off the screen and planned to go back to bed to rest.At this moment, he heard a knock on the door outside the room.

Lin Yu's heart trembled, he stood up slowly, and looked in the direction of the door.

"Lin Yu, it's me." It was Ji Shanye's voice, and he knocked on the door again.

Lin Yu clenched his hands tightly, even breathing became more careful.There was silence outside the door, and there was no sound for a long time. He didn't know if Ji Shanye had left, and walked to the door lightly, hesitating whether to look at the cat's eye.

The cell phone on his body rang suddenly, Lin Yu was startled, and hurriedly turned off the sound, but looked towards the door.The call was from Ji Shanye.

There was another knock on the door.Ji Shanye said, "Lin Yu, open the door, I know you are inside."

"I'll leave after a few words with you."

Lin Yu's heart was beating non-stop, he held it tightly with his hands, and finally opened his mouth: "What do you want to say?"

"You open the door first, let's go in and talk." Ji Shanye said.

Lin Yu stood still without moving.After a while, Ji Shanye said again: "It's not convenient to talk in the hotel corridor."

Lin Yu thought about it, and finally opened the door.

The door opened, and Ji Shanye stood outside wearing only a black peaked cap and the most ordinary casual clothes.He looked at Lin Yu, but Lin Yu quickly avoided his eyes.

Ji Shanye entered the room and took off the hat on his head.Lin Yu closed the door, but still stood at the entrance, with his hands still on the doorknob, not daring to turn his head.

"Why didn't you look for me just now?" Ji Shanye asked.

His voice was very soft, just like speaking in a normal meeting, but Lin Yu could not be calm all the time.

"I didn't see the news." Lin Yu said.

Ji Shanye smiled softly: "You didn't read the news, how did you know that I asked you to find me?"

Lin Yu was speechless, he fell into Ji Shanye's trap without making a sound.

"The kiss in the dressing room, if it scared you, I apologize to you." Ji Shanye said.

Lin Yu didn't expect Ji Shanye to bring this up suddenly, because his words recalled the scene in the dressing room, and he suddenly became nervous, wanting to skip this topic quickly.So he pretended to smile indifferently: "It's okay, it's all over."

Ji Shanye took a few steps towards him, stopped in front of him, and said, "But I don't think it's over."

Lin Yu said, "I don't understand what you mean."

Ji Shanye looked at him with eyes as deep as the vast universe: "I didn't kiss you for no reason."

Lin Yu's heart beat faster, he looked at Ji Shanye, speechless.

"I like you, Lin Yu."

Lin Yu held his breath and grabbed the corner of his clothes with his fingers helplessly.Ji Shanye said again: "Do you want to consider staying with me?"

Lin Yu just looked at him.

Is this a confession?Ji Shanye's expression looked so serious, would he confess his love to himself?A big star confesses to a poor student?This thing sounds incredible.

"If you want to be responsible, there's no need to treat me like this. Then... I can treat those things as if nothing happened. "

"Don't worry, I will never say anything."

Ji Shanye looked at him and said, "No one will be held responsible for a kiss."

"I kiss you because I like you." Ji Shanye said, "I want to be with you because I like you."

In the dressing room, when Lin Yu was sitting on his lap, Ji Shanye embraced him, remembering the previous accident and the tender dream he once had.

[The author has something to say: It's cold, keep warm! 】