Black Powder Monologue Diary

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According to the original plan, Tina can go back after talking to Lin Yu.But before leaving, Tina turned her head and glanced at Lin Yu again: "You and... Ji Shanye..."

Lin Yu looked at her: "What?"

Tina hesitated. The thought that flashed through her mind at that moment was too unbelievable. How could there be something between Ji Shanye and Lin Yu?She smiled and shook her head, feeling that she was too nervous, she shook her head and said, "It's okay."

After Tina left, Lin Yu sat by the bed in a daze.Although I felt very uncomfortable when I saw Tina giving me money, but now that I have calmed down, I can start to understand why she gave me money.

After all, the most direct way for a poor person to show his gratitude is to give him money.

The world is used to equating good intentions with money.Therefore, the best way to reward has gradually turned into money.

Give him money and thank him on the one hand.On the other hand, it is also to prevent others from having unnecessary thoughts about Ji Shanye.It's really a two-fold thing, and there's nothing wrong with it.

It was Lin Yu himself, with his damn pride at work.refused to accept the money.

But even if he understood, even if Lin Yu had to choose again, he would most likely not accept the money.

Because he didn't want to put Ji Shanye and money together.They shouldn't be in the same position.

17

After Lin Yu ate dinner and washed up in the bathroom, he was about to turn off the lights and go back to bed to sleep.

But after leaving the bathroom, as soon as he walked to the hospital bed, he heard the sound of the door. A tall man wearing a black hat, a dark blue coat, and a black mask walked in.

Lin Yu was startled by this stranger who came in suddenly, subconsciously took a step back, tensed up, and stared at the man: "Who are you? What are you doing in my room?"

The door was closed.The man standing at the door took off his mask and hat. Lin Yu was even more surprised when he saw his face.

"It's me." Ji Shanye said.

"Why are you here?" Lin Yu said.

Didn't Tina just say that Ji Shanye's shoulder injury is serious and he needs to stay in bed for another week?How did he come here?

"I just came here when I had nothing to do." Ji Shanye took a few steps forward, and Lin Yu saw his face clearly.

This was the first time Lin Yu saw him after being injured. When he was in the hospital, he wanted to see him, but he never had the chance.But when he really saw him, Lin Yu found that he didn't know what to say to him.

It's just that his hair has grown a little, his face is a little haggard, and his expression is a little tired.It doesn't look like much has changed from the big star who filmed for more than ten hours a day but still looked radiant.

An accident, an injury won't affect him too much.

"Is your leg...is it better?" Ji Shanye's eyes were fixed on Lin Yu's right leg which was in plaster.

Lin Yu said, "It's okay. After a week, the plaster will be removed."

He asked him, "What about your injury?"

Ji Shanye said: "It's nothing, I will be discharged from the hospital after a while."

Lin Yu looked at him, and he noticed that the clothes under Ji Shanye's coat were blue and white hospital gowns, which should have come directly from the hospital, but he couldn't figure out what could make him ignore his injuries , came here for a special trip.

"You...what's the matter with you here?" Lin Yu asked him.

Ji Shanye looked down at him with deep eyes.But Lin Yu couldn't understand the meaning, he was just a little nervous.

"Did Tina come to see you this afternoon?" he said.

It turned out to be this thing.Lin Yu nodded: "I have looked for it."

"Did she give you money?" Ji Shanye asked.

"Ah."

"Do you want it?"

"No."

Ji Shanye was silent for a while, he didn't ask himself why, but Lin Yu was afraid to look at him again.He avoided Ji Shanye's eyes and lowered his head silently.

"I didn't ask her to give you that money." Ji Shanye said, "Of course, if you want, I'll give you another, but you deserve it."

Lin Yu interrupted him and quickly said, "I don't want it."

He glanced at Ji Shanye, just a glance, and said indifferently, "I don't want your money."

The atmosphere became quiet again, Ji Shanye looked at him: "I never asked you, why did you save me that day?"

Lin Yu thought for a while, and said, "There's no reason. When I saw you, I stretched out my hand."

Ji Shanye smiled lightly and did not speak again.

These days, Ji Shanye woke up in the hospital bed and thought of this question countless times, and asked himself why he cared so much about the answer to this question.

He has been in a coma many times, and his consciousness is in a daze. The last thing in his mind is always the moment when Lin Yu reached out to him.He was eager to know why Lin Yu reached out to help, was it just a chance to help, or did he have other thoughts about himself, whether it was the same as his own?

Ji Shanye became hesitant, hesitant, and irrational.A complete stranger to myself.

But now facing Lin Yu in real life, he didn't seem to care much anymore.

Because seeing him is already better than countless answers.

Ji Shanye finally figured out how he felt about Lin Yu.

I like it.

It is the first impression that leaves an impression, the second one feels special, and the third one will confirm the heartbeat.At the beginning of his 30s, Ji Shanye experienced such love for the first time.

He has acted in countless emotional dramas in the past, and he has fallen in love with many people in fictional stories. The love story like a process has no water in Ji Shanye's heart.

Therefore, it is difficult for him to determine love.Even at some time, it has been thought that love is also part of the fiction of the story.Especially for someone like him who likes men.Therefore, even when facing Lin Yu, he feels that he is very close to love, but he still stands still and waits and sees.

But now, Ji Shanye doesn't want to wait and see anymore.He wanted to take a step forward.

Lin Yu felt that Ji Shanye had been quiet for a long time, and he seemed to be looking at him all the time, which made Lin Yu very uncomfortable. +Finally, he saw Ji Shanye turned around and walked to the hospital bed.

He sat down and patted the seat next to him: "Come and sit."

Lin Yu didn't move, but Ji Shanye said again: "What? Are you afraid that if I eat you, you won't succeed?"

Lin Yu looked at him and was slightly stunned.For the first time, he felt that there were times when Ji Shanye didn't look like a star.

Ji Shanye pulled his wrist, Lin Yu couldn't stand still, and fell onto the bed.

"Do you still want me to hold you?" he said.

The distance between Lin Yu and Ji Shanye suddenly became very close, he could feel the heat from Ji Shanye's body, as long as he turned his head, he could see his deep eyes and the corner of his smiling mouth.

This is not the proper distance between a makeup artist and a star.

Lin Yu didn't turn his head. He twisted his wrist, released it from Ji Shanye's hand, and slowly sat down a little further.