Black Powder Monologue Diary

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Lin Yu changed the buckle and put the necklace back on.Although Zhou Zhixiang didn't ask for compensation, Lin Yu felt sorry for it anyway, after all, someone else found the necklace for him.So, after thinking about it, he decided to send something over as a thank you.

Lin Yu bought some milk tea, and his financial strength could only allow him to buy these things.Since he wanted to give it away, it was impossible to just give it to a few people. He thought about the people in Ji Shanye's team, and finally bought fifteen cups, thinking that this number should be enough.

After buying milk tea, Lin Yu hugged the big box and waited beside the studio.Ji Shanye was still filming, Zhou Zhixiang and his stylist were arranging his clothes, and Lin Yu was watching and waiting.

Ji Shanye wore a dark blue suit. Because of the needs of the plot, he just went through another fight scene, rolling in the mud several times, panting slightly, gesturing with the director in front of the monitor, chatting something.He looked very distressed, his body was covered in mud and his hair was messed up, but for some reason, he still looked pleasing to the eye.Maybe God is unfair to tall and handsome people.

Lin Yu was fascinated by seeing him.

He suddenly found that he didn't seem to hate Ji Shanye as much as before.At least when I saw his face again, I wouldn't think of the bloody past, my heart would beat faster, my breathing would be unsteady, and I would want to run away from him immediately.

There is a method of treatment in psychology called desensitization therapy.Lin Yu had heard from Dr. Zhang from the school’s psychological clinic before that this method is to use a small and increasing method to introduce stimuli that cause stimulation to the patient, and eventually make the patient develop immune tolerance to the stimuli.He has been trying to make Lin Yu recall the past slowly, trying to let him go, but unfortunately, this method does not seem to be effective for him.

However, now Lin Yu felt that this method was not impossible.It's like seeing Ji Shanye a lot in the crew, and gradually, he doesn't hate Ji Shanye so much.

It should be a good thing.

The time to be dazed is over on the set.Lin Yu came to his senses, and quickly picked up the milk tea and walked towards them.

Lin Yu stopped beside Zhou Zhixiang, and he said to him, "Thank you for helping me find the necklace. I invited you to drink these milk teas."

Zhou Zhixiang was a little surprised. He first looked at Ji Shanye next to him, but he was still just looking at the script and didn't look up. The costumer was arranging his clothes.Zhou Zhixiang looked back at Lin Yu again, and said, "Ah, thank you. But you don't have to be so polite, we just found it by chance."

He said, "Thank you, Brother Ji. He asked us to find him."

Lin Yu was stunned for a moment, and he glanced at Ji Shanye's profile.After thinking about it for a while, I finally decided to go there and said to him, "Thank you for helping me find the necklace."

"It's okay, it's a small matter." Ji Shanye said.

He was tall and muscular, dressed in dark tones, and had a strong sense of oppression when he didn't speak.Lin Yu suddenly felt that desensitization treatment was useless, and he was still a little afraid of him.Lin Yu looked down for a few seconds, calming down his heartbeat.Pass him the milk tea in his hand: "Then, this milk tea is for you to drink."

Ji Shanye didn't pick up his milk tea. Lin Yu looked up at him and found that Ji Shanye was looking straight at him with his head down, and he stopped breathing.Zhou Zhixiang came over suddenly and said to him, "I'm sorry, Brother Ji doesn't drink milk tea. He's trying to lose weight, and milk tea has too many calories."

Lin Yu hurriedly took the milk tea back and said, "Ah, I'm sorry."

The director in the distance called Ji Shanye's name, it should be about to play again.They didn't say anything more, and Lin Yu returned to his place.

When he went back, for some reason, he looked back at Ji Shanye again.Even though all he could see was his blurred back.

Lin Yu felt in a daze that some things were slowly getting out of his control.It seemed that there was a pair of invisible big hands pushing him forward. He didn't know whether the road ahead was good or bad. This strange feeling made him panic.

But at a certain moment, he suddenly felt that this was good.Subconsciously, he expects something to pull him out of the past, and he needs an opportunity to change himself.