inferior possession

Before dawn, the deer woke up.

The moment he opened his eyes, the deer was at a loss for a moment, then remembered what happened last night, immediately woke up, and sat up propped up.

The lights in the room were not turned on, the windows were half closed, and the gauze curtains fluttered gently with the morning breeze, and a few faint rays of light shone through the windows.

After being dazed for a moment, Ji Lu subconsciously touched the thin and soft clothes on his body, brushed his fingertips against his dry lips, and the cool touch left on them seemed to be clearly visible.

Touched the phone, the time was only four o'clock in the morning.

Ji Lu rubbed his bluntly aching forehead, lifted the quilt out of bed, coughed lightly and walked towards the living room, he caught a glimpse of the person sitting on the sofa out of the corner of his eye.

Duan Congzhen only wore a short-sleeved T-shirt, nestled in the corner of the sofa, his eyes were loose and depressed.He put one hand on the armrest of the sofa, holding a cigarette between his slender fingers, burning scarlet light, the dim light of the computer on his lap was dim, reflected on the man's deep-featured face, the light and shade were clear, and the outline was sharp and cold.

Ji Lu stood at the door of the bedroom, reached out to hold the door frame, opened his mouth, a little surprised, but didn't say anything.

What happened last night was extremely vague. He thought it was because he was too vigilant that he kept dreaming about Duan Congzhen, and if he counted the time, this person should not come back until a few days later.

That is to say, the deer pestle was on the spot, looking down at the coldly shining floor, feeling a little unspeakably anxious.

After a while, a voice broke the eerie silence.

"Are you awake?" Duan Congzhen asked.

Ji Lu raised his head upon hearing the sound, was in a daze for a moment, then nodded lightly in the man's deep eyes looking at him, and said obediently, "Good morning."

"Yeah." Duan Congzhen nodded, didn't say much, then looked down at the computer again.

Even the deer stared at him for a while, trying to find some emotion from his face, but it was in vain after all.

Duan Congzhen didn't have any expression, there was a little languid laziness in his eyes, nothing else.

Ji Lu wasn't sure if he knew that Han Shuo had called the police, and he wasn't sure what his text message from yesterday meant.

After entering the bathroom, after a while, the deer came out, carrying a coat.He walked slowly to the sofa and handed him the coat.

"Duan Congzhen." He shouted, his voice low with the laziness of getting up in the morning, "It's cold in the morning, please wear more."

The hand covering the keyboard paused, and Duan Congzhen raised his eyes, looking at the corner of the coat in his line of sight, his eyes changed.

He raised his head, and the ashes from the smoke between his fingers shook off with his movements and fell to the floor.Duan Congzhen looked at Ji Lu's pale face, remained silent for a moment, and took the clothes he handed over with his hand holding a cigarette.

Ji Lu watched him take it, put it aside again, and frowned slightly in puzzlement.

Duan Congzhen moved away from the computer, put down his crossed legs, raised his chin slightly, and looked at the person standing in front of him.

The Adam's apple rolled, that is, the deer understood what he meant, hesitated for a moment, walked over, and sat obediently on his lap.

Duan Congzhen put his arm around his waist, touched Jilu's face with his hand holding the cigarette, and stroked the man's forehead with his dry and warm palm.

Ji Lu watched the cigarette butt between his fingers approaching slowly, the red sparks seemed to be pressed into his eyes, his shoulders stiffened, he closed his eyes subconsciously, turned his head to avoid it, and shouted in a low voice, "Duan Congzhen... "

"Huh?" The man answered leisurely, his guttural voice was lazy.

Seeing that his eyelashes trembled slightly and he didn't dare to open his eyes, Duan Congzhen smiled inexplicably, leaned against the corner of the sofa, and changed the cigarette to the other hand.

"Did it rain yesterday?" he asked.

The heat that was close at hand disappeared, and the deer opened his eyes slowly. Hearing his question, he nodded and explained, "I didn't bring an umbrella."

Duan Congzhen said "hmm", "Where did you go?"

"Flower garden." Ji Lu said, and then explained, "I heard that there is a new flower garden here, so I'll stop by to have a look."

Duan Congzhen was noncommittal, "Yes."

Looking at his face, Ji Lu was uncertain, "Just this time, I will come back on time in the future."

Duan Congzhen didn't speak, and after a while, he said lightly, "Go and play if you want to play, just pay attention to safety."

He looked at him hesitantly, a little disbelieving what he said, that is, Lu lowered his eyes, frowned slightly, and said hesitantly, "Really?"

"Hmm." Duan Congzhen took a puff of cigarette, his voice was a little muffled, he stroked the skin on the side of the man's neck with his palm, and kissed the side of his ear, "Are you feeling better?"

Ji Lu relaxed a bit, leaned on his shoulder, and nodded indiscriminately, "I drank the medicine last night, and it's much better."

Duan Congzhen didn't speak again, raised his hand to press the back of the deer's head, bit the man's lips lightly, heard the painful murmur, the corners of his lips curled up, and broke in mercilessly.

The rhythm is completely in Duan Congzhen's hands, that is to say, the deer is a little out of breath, until he let go of himself, the breathing can be smooth.

The thin lips parted slightly, that is to say, the deer's breathing became disordered, his face turned crimson sickly, and his eyes were clouded with mist.Duan Congzhen's throat was a little tight, and his movements were a little impatient.

The calloused palm caressed the side of his waist, and the deer trembled, suddenly felt palpitations, and pressed his wrist in a panic, "Duan Congzhen..."

"What?" Duan Congzhen kept moving, asking perfunctorily, the tips of his teeth stuck to the skin on the side of the deer's neck, and with the movement of opening his mouth, there were clear bite marks.

Ji Lu was short of breath, pressed his hand, his waist was weak, but he still called him hesitantly, and asked with some doubts, "Can I... believe you? Is what you said true? Would you Go back on it again?"

Duan Congzhen stopped and frowned slightly.

Ji Lu looked at him, the corners of his eyes were blushing due to emotion, obviously full of temptation, but his eyes did not show depravity at all, he looked at him seriously, impatient because he was eagerly waiting for an answer.

Duan Congzhen stared into his eyes for a long while before opening his mouth, "It's true. I will regret it."

"You..." The deer's throat was dry, and his heart tightened.

"I will definitely go back on the promise I made." Duan Congzhen said, with a calm expression, "It's just a matter of time."

"Why?" The deer's face was a little sad, and his voice sank a little.

"Because I like it." Duan Congzhen admitted frankly.

He has always liked to play with others, seeing those people full of hope and falling into despair, Duan Congzhen never needs any reason to hurt others, no motivation, he improvises anytime and anywhere, all he wants is this kind of surprise and excitement on the spur of the moment.

Ji Lu lowered his head, "Then you will go back on what you said to me?"

"meeting."

"When?"

"do not know."

"..."

Ji Lu stopped talking, and clasped his hands, not knowing whether it was because of anger or disappointment, he was shaking violently.

"So you're still lying to me?" he asked softly.

"No." Duan Congzhen answered fluently, "It's the truth."

Ji Lu looked up at him, "You said that as long as I am obedient, you will not hurt others."

"No." Duan Congzhen said.

"You also promised me that you wouldn't upset me again."

"will not."

Ji Lu sighed helplessly, "But how can I trust you?"

"You don't have to believe it." Duan Congzhen said, his voice was extremely calm, "I didn't force you to believe it."

"Why did you treat me like this?" Ji Lu sniffed, his voice was a little moist, "You treat me badly, and you want to pester me again, what exactly do you want me to do? I'm really afraid of you, really... "

Duan Congzhen looked at him with deep eyes. After a moment, he raised his hand and touched Ji Lu's face, "Crying again."

Tears trickled down his cheeks, and the deer hurriedly raised his hand to wipe them off, but he couldn't wipe them off, trembling with every breath.

Duan Congzhen hugged him, but did not stop him, his brows were slightly frowned, with an incomprehensible obscurity.

"Bambi," Duan Congzhen opened his mouth, took out paper to wipe the water marks on his face, and said very slowly, "I won't do anything that scares you again."

Jilu just shook his head, and said in a very low voice, "I can't believe you."

"Because I don't want to see you cry." Duan Congzhen said, no emotion could be seen in his bottomless black eyes, and his voice was calm, "I really like watching people suffer..."

After thinking about it with lowered eyes, Duan Congzhen slowly added, "...for you, I don't have that desire."