inferior possession

Sitting in the car, the speed is fast, and the sound of the engine is all around my ears.

Duan Congzhen didn't close the window, the car window was half open, and the night wind whizzed by, sweeping across his body clamorously, making it extremely cold.Ji Lu swallowed, unconsciously folded his arms and touched them, shivering from the cold.

"Brother Duan, close the car windows a little bit." Ji Lu asked softly, "It's so cold."

Duan Congzhen didn't seem to hear him, and didn't even look at him. When Ji Lu asked for the second time, he smiled inexplicably.

Then he put all the windows down.

The window was wide open, and the inside of the carriage suddenly became cold, as if it was exposed on the wilderness. It seemed to be raining outside, with cold and pungent water droplets rushing into the carriage and hitting his arms.

That is to say, the deer's lips were pale from the cold, and he hugged his arms tightly and shrunk himself up, but his body slipped quietly, and he even wanted to hide under the seat.

As embarrassed as an abandoned dog.

Duan Congzhen seemed to have not seen it, leaning back slightly, idly holding the steering wheel, holding a cigarette in the other hand, leaning on the window, as if he was taking a walk.

But the gas pedal under his feet was almost at the bottom.

The car suddenly accelerated, and the whole person shook violently.

"Brother Duan!" Ji Lu was startled, and called him in a trembling voice, looking at the vast darkness of the night through the front car window with palpitations, afraid of hitting the car in front, he clung to the tight car door, "Slow down, please?"

Duan Congzhen smiled, and said mercifully, "Not good."

"Did I do something wrong?" Ji Lu looked at him sadly, his eyes full of bewilderment.

Duan Congzhen didn't answer, but just stared at the front window intently. The smooth muscle lines on the arms and the blue veins buried under the skin concealed a strange and dangerous beauty of power.

The wind also blew on Duan Congzhen's face, blowing up the hair on his forehead, brushing it up as if it had been sprayed with hairspray, making him look sharp and capable.

"Did I do something wrong?" Ji Lu asked again, clutching the door handle and refusing to let go.

Duan Congzhen didn't speak, just smiled silently, as if he was playing a pleasant and exciting game, as if Ji Lu was not trembling with fear.

After a long time, he suddenly spoke,

"Bambi."

The deer was startled and raised its head suddenly.

In the ear, there are the sound of wind, rain, engine, and the indifferent and crazy voice of the man.

"Brother Duan..." Ji Lu called him, hoping to bring back some of his sanity.

But Duan Congzhen himself was sober.

"Do you have a driver's license?" he asked.

Ji Lu nodded and looked at him puzzled, his eyes were wide open and bright like a frightened deer, but with a little despair and helplessness.

Duan Congzhen hooked his lips, and his eyes were full of twisted smiles, "Then you must have never tried it, driving in the passenger seat, right?"

Ji Lu was taken aback, not understanding what he said, "What—"

"give it to you."

As soon as the words fell, Lu's hands were clamped violently, and before he could react, he was pressed hard by Duan Congzhen on the steering wheel.

That deer yelled, his arms trembled, his heart rate soared, he gripped the steering wheel tightly, and his breathing stopped.

"Brother Duan! Don't do this!"

The car body jerked violently, running wildly on the road like a crazy wild dog, Jilu couldn't stop screaming, seeing the man laughing, let go of both hands, and stepped on the accelerator hard, Jilu's mind went blank with fright.

Duan Congzhen laughed loudly, took his hands off the steering wheel, watched Jilu scream, and laughed even more.

"Bambi, please open it." He stretched out his hand and stroked the back of the deer's neck very passionately, the tiger's mouth suddenly grabbed it tightly, and pressed his lips against the man's ear, "If something happens, we will die together."

"Come on—I was wrong!"

Ji Lu was crying, with tears streaming down his face, clutching the steering wheel and not daring to let go, twisting his body in a strange posture, grasping the direction with all his might, unable to stop screaming in despair.

"I was wrong, please!! Brother Duan - you will die! You will die! I beg you -"

But the man didn't seem to hear his hoarse voice, he just sneered, "Bambi, you don't always have a long memory."

"I was wrong... I was wrong..."

That is, the deer shook his head wildly, his eyes were covered with tears, and he did not dare to close them, and stared at the front window, almost cracked.

Duan Congzhen looked at him, raised his hand to gently stroke the man's dry lips covered with blood and tears, lowered his eyes, full of pity, "Why did he touch you like this? Hmm?"

"no no--"

"No?" Duan Congzhen sneered, stretched his fingertips along the corners of his lips, and pressed them on the hot tip of the man's tongue, "Why do you let others touch you?"

Even the deer couldn't think at all, and couldn't hear what he said at all. Only the roaring engine roared in his ears, resounding through the empty driveway at night.

"I beg you to stop... stop!!"

A sharp and piercing sound pierced the quiet night sky, the car body shook violently, and the deer flew forward, and hit the front console with a "bang", causing pain in the horns of his forehead.

The car finally stopped.

His head was in chaos, only buzzing and tinnitus remained, and the feeling of the rest of his life swept through Ji Lu's whole body, like a string that broke suddenly, whipping his body, stinging belatedly.

He was trembling, his face was covered with sweat and tears, even though the deer didn't care about being hit on the head, his hands were flushed from exertion, and he couldn't stop convulsing at this moment.

"Don't, don't do this..."

Duan Congzhen still looked calm, as if he was not the one who had just experienced the speed of life and death, he asked with a warm smile, "Are you afraid?"

The man hadn't recovered yet, as if he was in a daze, his eyes fell on the steering wheel blankly, and he muttered nonsensical tones meaninglessly.

He was terrified.

Duan Congzhen turned his head to look at him, raised his hand and gently lifted his sweaty hair from the sideburns, and put it behind his ears, "Bambi, are you scared?"

Jilu wept silently, his chest heaved and trembled, he just shook his head, but he couldn't suppress the lingering fear in his heart no matter what, and whimpered in his throat, like a trapped animal.

Watching the man cry bitterly, the coldness in Duan Congzhen's eyes finally faded away, and he stretched out his hand cherishingly, hugging the man into his arms, stroking the man's trembling back with his palm, soothing gently.

"Hush. Don't cry." Duan Congzhen pressed against his ear, comforting him in a low voice, "Why are you so scared?"

His tone was flat, even ridiculed, as if he hadn't seen the man's despair and screaming for help for the entire three kilometers.

Three kilometers.

Duan Congzhen bet his life and Ji Lu's life on it.

Just for punishment, he had his lips touched by another man today.

Duan Congzhen is a lunatic.

"Bambi, you are so beautiful." Duan Congzhen said, pinching Ji Lu's chin, making him raise his head vigorously, kissing the man's wet lips delicately, and looking down at him, "So, don't Let other people touch you, okay?"

"When they touch you, you will become dirty, old, and... longing for freedom." Duan Congzhen looked at him, shaking his head slightly, his brows and eyes were full of connivance, but his eyes were stained with scarlet desire, "Bambi, That's not good."

Duan Congzhen tightly hugged the man who was on the verge of collapse, shaking gently, his dry lips pressed against the man's ear, sighing like a sigh,

"In that case, I don't love you anymore, and I don't want you anymore."

"So, don't make me angry again."

"OK?"

·

That is to say, the deer slept all day and night, longer than he ever slept.

When I woke up, it was the evening of another day.

That day when Duan Congzhen brought him back from a racing car, even the deer didn't want to do anything, couldn't eat anything, and even held the toilet for a long time to vomit before standing up tremblingly and dragging his distraught body to the bedroom.

Duan Congzhen stayed with him at home.

He didn't feel happy at all.

After pouring water for him, Duan Congzhen sat down by the bed, twisted a towel to wipe his face, helped him up, and let him take medicine.

After swallowing three times, the deer swallowed the pill, but the foreign body sensation was still choked in the throat, which was very clear.

"Do you still have some water?" Duan Congzhen asked, inserting his fingertips into his wet hair, combing the hair on his forehead to the back, exposing his forehead.

Ji Lu was speechless and could only shake his head wearily.

"Sleep?" Duan Congzhen asked.

The deer nodded and closed his eyes.

With a heat on his forehead, it was Duan Congzhen who leaned over to kiss him, and a gentle voice rang in his ears, "Hold you to sleep?"

That is to say, Lu Wei trembled invisibly, and suddenly opened his eyes, which were dazed.

Cold sweat crept up his back, and when Ji Lu looked at Duan Congzhen's half-smile expression, his heart suddenly jumped.Not longing, not throbbing, but dodging and fleeing full of warning.

He felt scared.

Duan Congzhen's hug can no longer bring him a certain sense of security, it's just endless torture and moody teasing.

But he was really tired, scared, and wanted to sleep.

The pain in his head was dizzy, like a nail being nailed, and it was getting deeper and deeper. Under his dim consciousness, he instinctively sought support and shelter.

Duan Congzhen lifted the quilt and lay down, hugged him into his arms, and patted him on the back like a child, but the deer didn't refuse.

He's really a little tired, so he can't wake up like this.

After leaving Dongqingshan for so long, he once again had the idea of ​​wanting to die.

but,

In any case, he cannot die in Duan Congzhen's arms.

Nothing.

·

That deer's cold has not been cured, like a dark cloud hanging over his head, dragging his heavy body, he can't hide, can't escape.

The appetite is getting worse and worse, the quality of sleep is not good, the limbs are weak, and the physical fitness is declining.

Sitting behind the bar in a daze, wiping the cup over and over again, looking for a little comfort in the repetitive behavior.

In the evening, when the store manager came, Ji Lu got up to greet him and greet him.

The store manager greeted him a few words and began to change his work clothes.

"The store manager?" Ji Lu felt strange.In the past, the store manager would just leave after visiting, and never stayed to work.

"I'll take over." The store manager blinked.

"Substitute?" Ji Lu frowned, suddenly feeling bad, "Whose substitute?"

"Student Xiaolin." The store manager shrugged and buttoned his overalls, "something happened to him."

"What happened?" Ji Lu cried out, his face suddenly pale.

"Yeah." The store manager nodded, "There was an accident in the laboratory, and he is still in the hospital... Sigh, the college student is really pitiful."

"The laboratory..." Lu was in a daze, a little unbelievable, "but he is not a chemical major..."

"Is he?" The store manager also showed regret on his face, "I heard that he was temporarily called to the laboratory building, but he just happened to be in an accident. It's very unlucky."

Ji Lu hangs his eyes, a little dazed, "Unexpectedly..."

Duan Congzhen's light smile flashed across his mind, so dangerous and full of warnings, that Lu was stunned, and a man's gentle voice sounded next to his ear,

"Bambi, don't make me angry."